So You’re Secretly Jealous Again - Chapter 57

Shu Jinshi was always silent, making it difficult for people to see what she was thinking, or what she might say next.

But this kind of silence was very tormenting for Xu Fengyi.

The heartbeat speeded up, Xu Fengyi couldn’t help but take a step back first, then another step.

This kind of question is not easy to answer, she knows. Perhaps, for Shu Jinshi, the most important thing at the moment is to appease Zhao Niannian. Therefore, her answer, nine times out of ten, should be Zhao Niannian.

She can understand, but understanding belongs to understanding, whether or not she can accept it is another matter.

If Zhao Niannian is so important to Shu Jinshi that she needs to be removed to comfort her, then it can only be said that Zhao Niannian is really important to Shu Jinshi.

Thinking like this, Xu Fengyi called Gu Yanyu softly, “Yan Yu…”

Gu Yanyu hurriedly looked back: “Huh?”

Xu Fengyi was silent for a few seconds, frowning slightly: “Do you have any extra bedding for the bed in your little dark room?”

The so-called black house actually refers to a small second bedroom in the room that Gu Yanyu rented.

The small second bedroom is very small, only a few square meters. There is only one bed in it. Even the window can only be opened halfway, and it can’t be opened anymore. Gu Yanyu has been lovingly calling the room. Little dark house.

The reason why Gu Yanyu rented such a house was because he was raising cats.

For Gu Yanyu, having such an extra small room allows the cat to play in it when it wants to be clean. It’s a pity that the orthodox two-bedroom and one-bedroom is more expensive, and it’s not very cost-effective. She screened for a long time before choosing this one to rent.

What’s more dramatic is that later her mother took a fancy to the cat and brought it back to raise it, which caused the room to be empty.

“Yes, why did you ask this all of a sudden, do you want to come and live?” In fact, Gu Yanyu felt that this question was unnecessary, but she still asked it tentatively.

Xu Fengyi pursed her lips and nodded for a long time: “Well.”

But at this moment, “I’m sorry” came from there, and Xu Fengyi stopped the foot he just lifted.

These three words are very short, and the words are fleeting, but they are branded into Xu Fengyi’s mind at once.

She really couldn’t believe that Shu Jinshi would choose herself in front of Zhao Niannian, and even wondered if she had auditory hallucinations.

“I’m sorry.” Shu Jinshi’s tone was neither light nor heavy: “every year, I personally don’t like doing this kind of multiple-choice questions. Many things in this world can’t be chosen and handled with such simplistic thinking, it’s a joke. .”

“You are all important to me, but if you have to make a choice among you, I will definitely choose her.”

“To me, you are a sister I care about, and to me, she is a partner that I hope to be able to walk with me for a lifetime from now on.”

“At the same time, I also hope that you can understand that we will always have our own lives in the end. You are too dependent on me, which is not a good thing for you. In any case, you have to learn to be independent.”

“This independence is not only independence in life, but also independence in thinking. If I blindly say something you want to hear to please you, in fact, it is not a good thing for you, and there is a high probability that in the end It will only spoil you. Besides, I can’t say anything against my will. Indeed, in my heart, she is very important.”

Shu Jinshi didn’t know if she had made it clear, but she really couldn’t condone and get used to Zhao Niannian in these things.

What she regrets now is that she was too indulgent to Zhao Niannian before. In fact, blindly stroking along the hair does not make a person truly grow up.

Moreover, it is time for Zhao Niannian to slowly understand that she is not her private property.

“You don’t understand anything at all!” But Zhao Niannian suddenly interrupted her by screaming.

“You don’t even know why I’m angry!” Zhao Niannian frowned and blushed, “What are you talking about, I don’t know at all…”

Shu Jinshi looked at her, frowned slightly, and waited for the next sentence: “I don’t know what?”

But after Shu Jinshi finished speaking, Zhao Niannian held back his voice.

But she didn’t hold back for long, she quickly clenched her fists and shouted at her again: “I like you, I like you so much! But you said you don’t want to fall in love, you don’t like to be liked, I’ve been Depressed. I thought to myself, if you want to be single, then I will accompany you. But who knows, in a blink of an eye, you will fall in love with her, do you know how I feel?!”

After that, Zhao Niannian cried hoarsely, like a child who was crying and kicking and punching when he couldn’t get candy.

Shu Jinshi was stunned when he heard Zhao Niannian say he liked her.

In fact, she never thought about this question-about the fact that Zhao Niannian might like her.

One is that although she has always been close to girls before, and her sexual orientation is unknown, she subconsciously classifies all female friends around her as straight girls – she really thinks that Lara is not as much as she imagined.

Furthermore, Zhao Niannian sticks to her in exactly the same way as relatives and children stick to her. Combined with Zhao Niannian’s family background, it will not make her feel that Zhao Niannian likes her.

Shu Jinshi looked at her for a while, and his eyes couldn’t help revealing the meaning of a big parent: “So, Nian Nian, what do you think you like about me?”

“Like…” Zhao Niannian thought he could blurt out a lot of things, but he was stunned for a moment, and he was a little hesitant to the naked eye.

For a moment, she sniffed: “I like that you treat me well. You have always been the only person who has treated me well.”

Shu Jinshi shook his head: “According to this, if another person treats you like me, would you also like this other person?”

Zhao Niannian was stunned, as if he didn’t know how to answer this question.

For a moment she said firmly: “But, there will be no other person who treats me like you, no.”

Shu Jinshi smiled: “How do you know it won’t?”

Immediately, Shu Jinshi continued to ask: “Also, do you know what I like about style?”

Zhao Niannian didn’t speak, just clenched his hands.

Shu Jinshi sighed softly: “Actually, she doesn’t have any major problems, but there are a lot of small problems. First of all, she is really sensitive, and she has never trusted me very much. Besides, sometimes she is quite slow. I have known each other for so long… Up to now, I still can’t see her circle of friends, these kinds of details always make me feel very confused…”

Zhao Niannian became more and more confused, and murmured, “Then why do you still like her? I don’t understand, not at all.”

“Because…” Shu Jinshi looked at her, “Maybe it’s because I like her. So, even if she has stepped on my series of minefields, I still can’t restrain my feelings, I just feel like I really like her. , I want to be with her all the time, and I want to play fake with her.”

…

After listening to Shu Jinshi’s last sentence, Xu Fengyi couldn’t help but shudder.

The body and heart, which were originally stiff due to tension, became soft in an instant like a spring breeze.

This thing is so unreal that she wonders if she is dreaming.

It’s not really a dream, is it? Xu Fengyi couldn’t help but raised her hands to hold her face, pinched it again, frowned in pain, and put on a whole mask of pain.

Then she couldn’t help but wonder whether it was true that there would be no pain in dreams.

Or is it all her delusion? Shouldn’t she have had some serious illness, been admitted to some mental hospital, and then she had imagined all this?

“Yan, Yan Yu, Shu, Shu Jinshi…” Xu Fengyi was already incoherent, and subconsciously raised her hand to grab Gu Yanyu’s arm, “She, did you hear what she just said? Also, I’m still the only one, listen. , hear?”

Gu Yanyu patted her on the shoulder and said with her in a low voice, “I heard it too, it’s true, she said she likes you, and she’s super serious!”

Xu Fengyi’s heartbeat became faster and faster, and she felt like she was about to faint.

She remembered what Shu Jinshi had said to herself before.

She said she liked herself.

But what did you get back then?

Suddenly, Xu Fengyi wanted to press his head into the center of the earth.

Why is Doraemon just a cartoon, and why does the time machine only exist in people’s fantasy?

Now, she really wants to go back to that time all of a sudden.

At this moment, a strong man wearing a gray down jacket and a black woolen hat came whistling and singing, and stopped in front of the car door.

Then, the strong man glanced at Xu Fengyi and Gu Yanyu, raised his brows, and asked harshly, “Who are you two looking for?”

“No, no…” Xu Fengyi hurriedly waved her hand, for fear that the eldest brother would draw Shu Jinshi’s attention.

She didn’t think about what to do if Shu Jin found out that she had been eavesdropping here. How embarrassing that would be.

Really, the scalp is numb.

But the strong man didn’t stop there. After looking suspiciously at Xu Fengyi and Gu Yanyu, he asked louder, “Then what are you two doing here?”

This time, Shu Jinshi finally looked over here with a bewildered face.

Moreover, he locked his eyes on the sneaky Xu Fengyi.

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Although a very angry guest came to the comment area today, everyone is arrogant. No matter what the comment area becomes, I will write this story well. Just let her vent her anger and leave it alone.

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