So You’re Secretly Jealous Again - Chapter 62

Shu Jinshi raised his hand and patted the back of her head lightly, without saying anything, letting her vent in her arms.

After a while, Xu Fengyi’s cheeks moved away from Shu Jin’s chest, and she said softly, “…Okay.”

The blue-to-purple lights in the venue swayed onto her face, covering her slightly wrinkled brows and misty eyes, making her look like a beautiful and delicate glass doll that could easily be broken.

Shu Jinshi raised his hand to wipe the smooth liquid on her cheeks, opened his lips slightly but didn’t know what to say, just repeated in his heart: I want to be nice to her.

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A long time ago, when everyone was a half-grown child, a friend asked Xu Fengyi a question: What do you think love is?

At that time, it was difficult for Xu Fengyi to answer this question.

Although if you look closely, you will see that the answer is everywhere. She also said in a recent love novel that love is a kind of holiness, too beautiful to be defiled and profane.

The fact is, no matter how hard she thought about it, she couldn’t concretize the answer. In the end, she blamed the excessive artistic processing in the book, and deliberately portrayed love in a way that lay people like her could not understand.

In her heart, love is not so powerful.

Love is from sticky and sticky at the beginning to falling asleep in separate beds and ignoring each other. Love is from the beginning of all tolerance to the later confrontation. Love is from the first day of disappearance to the last day and night Stay together like a year.

Love is from a swaying and blooming beautiful bud to a bunch of dead branches and rotten leaves. Love is an ugly liar with a gorgeous appearance but full of wrecks inside.

Therefore, she would always be wary of this liar, holding a stick in front of the door, if it tried to come in, she would be caught off guard.

Even in the face of Yi Zhiya, who spent half a year chasing her, she finally let her down and let her step into her own world.

When she was with Yi Zhiya, whenever Yi Zhiya wanted to do something intimate with her at night, she would ask Yi Zhiya, “Do you really like me?”

“Do you really like me?”

Maybe it’s because Xu Fengyi’s eyes are too bright, and it’s full of things like “you are responsible for me” that Yi Zhiya can’t bear. Yi Zhiya is very impatient when she hears this question. At first, it was just a disappointment, but later she would scold Xu Fengyi directly, scolding her for thinking about ghosts all day long, like a madman, if she doesn’t want to do further intimate things, don’t do it, stop talking and shut up.

Xu Fengyi finally stopped, but her mood was quiet for a long time.

She wondered, did she really ask too much, why did she always try to confirm it over and over again?

Don’t they all say that when a person encounters true love, he will ignore everything when his mind is hot, why does her concern still not subside?

Is it because he didn’t really fall in love with the other person or because Yi Zhiya’s behavior really didn’t give her enough sense of security?

Xu Fengyi thought for a long time without getting an answer, but now he gradually understands.

What Yi Zhiya does is too formal. She will give Xu Fengyi gifts, but those gifts are actually useless to Xu Fengyi, and there are even some things that Xu Fengyi clearly said that she does not like.

She didn’t know why Yi Zhiya prepared such gifts for her while remembering various festivals, but now she understands. In the end, Yi Zhiya knew that things like form had to go, but she couldn’t really care about Xu Fengyi, so she couldn’t remember what she liked.

In other words, Yi Zhiya had held many things in front of her, but only she had not held her sincerity in front of her.

In this way, she will be like that.

So, after talking about this love, Xu Fengyi found that she couldn’t answer the question “what is love” even more.

But now, Xu Fengyi found that he seemed to be able to answer vaguely.

It was an unstoppable love that grew from the bottom of my heart.

It is a power that can’t help but try even if you have doubts about this thing.

It’s a force that makes life change from just passing by to being full of expectations.

It is a power that makes you feel very happy when you see the other side by your side.

It is a kind of power that instantly becomes spiritual after a brief separation, as long as you think that you will see each other immediately.

like now.

When Xu Fengyi woke up in the morning, her first reaction was to pick up her phone and glance at the calendar.

Today is January 1st, New Year’s Day.

It’s everyone’s holiday, and it’s hers.

Because today is the day when Shu Jinshi returned home from a business trip.

Yes, on the third day after they confirmed their relationship, Shu Jinshi went on a business trip and didn’t come back until today.

In other words, they hadn’t seen each other for five days, and during these days, they had been in touch through the Internet. Although the Internet is good, it lacks a sense of reality, which always makes people wonder if it is a dream.

Then, Xu Fengyi had a choice phobia facing the clothes in that cabinet.

Usually, she is very quick in choosing clothes, but today she changed a lot of clothes and was not satisfied.

Maybe it’s because I always want to appear in front of Shu Jinshi in the best look.

In the past, she dressed herself, except for the regulations of some important occasions, mostly for her liking, but today she wants to make Shu Jinshi like it.

It turns out that it is such a feeling to be pleasing to oneself, so wonderful.

Xu Fengyi changed those clothes and couldn’t help laughing.

After eating a scribbled breakfast, Xu Fengyi went to the largest supermarket nearby.

The sun in winter seldom has temperature, and today is no exception. Hanging high in the air but cold and clear, and then being affected by the cold wind, it is even more penetrating.

Xu Fengyi usually hates this kind of weather the most. He always feels that his ears will soon be frozen into an ice sculpture that is easily broken, and even more so on his body. No matter how tightly the scarf around his neck is tied, the wind will always penetrate and gouge out all over his body. Apply a layer of cream to a pore.

If it were on weekdays, she might be eager to go home as soon as she came out, and even her brows and eyes would knit into a ball.

I don’t feel that way today.

Today, her mind is full of what food to buy and what to cook for Shu Jinshi for dinner tonight.

Shu Jinshi said on the phone before that the food that the people on the other side of the business took her to eat are not very good, whether it is the goose soup, the sauerkraut yellow duck, or even the lo mei, there is a smell of earth, no matter how much you change it. It’s the same at home, and the repeated overturns are extremely outrageous. It is estimated that the person in charge has the same taste, no matter where it is changed.

Xu Fengyi made a decision when she heard it, thinking that when she came back, she must make a table of delicious food for her, so that she could have a good meal.

Thinking of this, Xu Fengyi gradually ignored the cold wind, and because he walked too fast and too fast, a thin layer of sweat dripped on his back.

Because of the New Year’s Day holiday, the supermarket, which was usually very depressed, has changed today. There are people coming and going, bustling, and people will bump into other people’s shoulders if they are not careful.

During this period, Xu Fengyi was also bumped by several children, but her good mood was never affected.

Walking to the vegetables and fruits area, looking at the fresh and bright fruits and vegetables, Xu Fengyi couldn’t help but raise the corners of her lips when she thought that she would be able to dine with Shu Jinshi in the evening.

After watching the dishes, she suddenly remembered that she needed to buy a new toothbrush, so Xu Fengyi pushed the shopping cart and turned around again and shuttled to the daily necessities area.

On the tall shelves, all kinds of daily necessities are full of various kinds and dazzling, and the toothbrush she wants to buy occupies half of the shelf.

Fortunately, there are not as many people in the daily necessities area as there are in the vegetable and fruit area, and there are only a few people between the shelves, and finally there is a feeling of liberation.

There weren’t so many people crowding around, Xu Fengyi could finally choose something a little bit, instead of having to leave as he just took something.

Between a large row of toothbrushes, Xu Fengyi quickly found the one he used frequently and put it in the shopping cart, ready to leave. But before she left, her eyes drifted to the same toothbrush next to her, and she stopped again.

The same style, different colors, look like a pair no matter what.

Xu Fengyi looked at the toothbrush and couldn’t help thinking of the TV series she had watched before.

In the TV series, after the protagonist falls in love, he always buys a lot of things for couples.

For example, this same toothbrush in different colors.

Just putting them on the sink will make you feel in love, right?

Putting two similar toothbrushes together, at first glance, they are not lonely and widowed, but two people share life together.

When Xu Fengyi thought of that picture, her heartbeat became faster and her face was full of smiles.

She had never paid attention to these lovers’ items before, but now she felt excited just thinking about using the same thing as Shu Jinshi, and even her steps became lighter.

After Xu Fengyi bought the toothbrush, she was about to push the trolley to the checkout when she saw the cups on the shelf in another row, thinking that this supermarket is really endless. Why didn’t she find the supermarket so easy to shop before?

With an upward smile, Xu Fengyi decided to follow her own thoughts and continued to look at the cup.

These cups are cute in shape, and there are several styles that are prepared for couples at first glance.

Among them, two cups stand out.

One cup is in the shape of a can of honey, and it is round and very cute, with the bear and his friends painted on it, while the other cup is of a bear holding a can of honey, looking naive.

The two cups look like a pair, and they happen to be her favorite animated characters.

Xu Fengyi put the cup into the shopping cart without hesitation, and was full of joy.

In her mind, she and Shu Jinshi used these two cups together. Their cups are already a sweet picture just by putting them on the table, let alone using them together.

After picking and buying things, and after checking out and putting them in the trunk of the car, Xu Fengyi walked out of the supermarket with the things and was ready to go home.

It is just a holiday now, and the traffic on the road is endless, forming a long river.

After having a hastily lunch at home, Xu Fengyi went downstairs and drove to the airport to pick up Shu Jin at one o’clock at noon.

Originally, she wanted Lao Luo to pick her up according to the original plan, but Xu Fengyi couldn’t sit still and couldn’t wait a minute. She wanted to see each other earlier, so in the end she couldn’t hold back and grabbed the pick up with Lao Luo. work.

In fact, Shu Jinshi won’t land until three o’clock, and it’s not that far from the airport, but considering that holidays are special circumstances, the road conditions may be far more crowded than expected, Xu Fengyi was afraid that she would be late, so she went out early.

Her worries were right. During the holidays, there were more people and more cars, and more people went to the airport. There were more cars on the road now than when she came back from the supermarket.

Every time a traffic light arrives, the road is always blocked for a short while.

Xu Fengyi looked at the traffic in front of her, and couldn’t help but feel a little anxious, for fear that she would be late if the traffic jam continued. Although it is still a little while before Shu Jinshi arrives here.

Fortunately, although there were many cars on the road, they were still moving forward. Xu Fengyi was driving, and every time he passed a traffic light, he felt that he was a little closer to Shu Jinshi, which was wonderfully sweet.

About two o’clock, Xu Fengyi had already arrived at the airport.

She parked the car in the parking lot and walked quickly into the waiting hall.

Although she knew that Shu Jinshi was on the plane and couldn’t receive her text messages, she couldn’t help but sent a text message to Shu Jinshi, telling her that she had arrived at the airport.

There were people coming and going in the waiting room, and the surroundings were a little noisy, but Xu Fengyi focused all his attention on the exit, waiting for Shu Jin to appear.

Unfortunately, so many people came in and out, but none of them were similar to Shu Jinshi, which made Xu Fengyi’s heart stuck in his chest.

One minute, two minutes, three minutes.

Finally, Xu Fengyi felt that the whole world was quiet at the moment when Shu Jin, who was tall and slim and was wearing a black coat, appeared.

At this moment, it was difficult for her to notice the sounds around her, and her eyes were full of Shu Jinshi.

After an unknown time, Shu Jinshi finally came to her side: “Wait for a long time?”

Xu Fengyi has been thinking about what to say when she sees her these days, but when she really sees the person she thinks about day and night, she suddenly doesn’t know what to say.

In the end, Xu Fengyi gave a soft “um” and quickly explained: “It’s not too long, just a little while!”

She looked in a hurry, which made Shu Jinshi chuckle and asked, “You’re nervous to see me?”

Xu Fengyi held her head high and answered righteously: “How is it possible! I’m not nervous at all.”

“Haha, okay, let’s go.” Shu Jinshi looked at her with a good smile.

Later, Shu Jinshi bowed his head and sent messages to people, and walked side by side with Xu Fengyi in the airport.

After passing through the busy crowds, Shu Jinshi finally finished his work and put away his mobile phone.

Xu Fengyi saw that her hands were finally empty, but her heart beat a drum.

They are lovers now. It should be normal for lovers to hold hands, right? Look at everyone around, but all couples are very intimate.

Thinking like this, Xu Fengyi moved her index finger, and when swinging her arm, she gently swayed her hand from her side to Shu Jinshi’s side.

So, amid the crowd, Shu Jinshi clasped his hand tightly.

Tight, never parted again.

At that moment, Xu Fengyi experienced what is called a honeypot being overturned. In fact, there is a whole piece of sweetness flowing into her heart. No matter where she goes, wherever she goes, there is unbridled sweetness, so sweet that it is almost from her Dimples rippling out.