Sonohi Sekai ga Kawatta - CH 46

I took Shizuki, who is cosplaying as a little girl, to the Sakura family’s hospital, which I heard about from Kazuki-san.

“Ehm, Kitou Hospital”

I mutter while looking at the notepad that Kazuki-san gave me.

Shizuki and I are walking in a residential area in the afternoon. Shizuki’s house is big, but there are many big houses around here too, probably because it’s a high-class residential area.

There is no one around, so it’s kind of regrettable that Shizuki, who is cosplaying as a little girl can’t be shown.

The notepad has very easy-to-understand directions to the Kitou Hospital, but that’s not all. There are pictures of bears, rabbits and cats drawn at key points in the map, and on top of those, there are bubbles with messages [Here go right ♡] or [Turn left here ♡] or [You arrived ♡].

“Cute”

If someone asked me to draw a map, I would just draw one normally. However, Kazuki-san’s map has cute pictures that are not needed at all. It’s very girlish, ooh, Kazuki-san is a cute girl.

I knew very little about Shizuki before the beauty sense changed. What I did know was that she was famous as one of the three prettiest girls in school, so I just saw her from afar. We never spoke.

Even worse, I didn’t know that Shizuki had sisters, so it’s obvious that I wouldn’t know about Kazuki-san.

What kind of life would she have lived if the beauty sense hadn’t changed?

She must have been a popular girl with high charisma.

The more I think about it, the sadder I feel.

“U-Uuuh…”

I glance at my back when I heard her moaning.

She’s grabbing my uniform’s sleeves with her fingers and walks behind as if to hide.

She has the hood down to cover her face. But I think I can see her ears bright red. Surely she feels very embarrassed from the cosplay she’s wearing.

I thought she wouldn’t be this embarrassed due to no one being around, but I was wrong.

“Shizuki-chan, are you okay?”

I grin and ask Shizuki.

“D-Don’t address me with chan…”

Shizuki sends me an upward glance and begs with teary eyes.

“Fufu, There’s no way I would stop now, Shizuki-chan. I mean, it’s normal to address little girls with chan, right?”

Shizuki, who seems embarrassed to be addressed with chan talks to me.

“I feel like the way master punishes me has changed…”

Uuh, Shizuki whispers while groaning.

“That’s due to how much I understand you”

When I said that, Shizuki looks at me with teary eyes and her cheeks redden. Then she grins and squirms.

It seems that my words made her happy, but is it okay to be happy? The more I understand you, the worse my punishments will become for you, right?  I think that this happiness won’t last long.

According to Kazuki-san, the Sakura family’s doctor seems to be a female doctor. I felt really relieved to hear that.

And the doctor’s name is Kitou Mitsuko, or so she said.

[Eh, there is no weird meaning to it, you know? Her name is Kitou Manko. There really is no weird meaning, okay?] 1

Kazuki-san explained to me with a bright red face.

Is it Kitou Manko? Yeah. It’s a great name, even if there is no other meaning to it.

And Kazuki-san, who spoke about her with a bright red face was insanely cute.

We have never met, but good job teacher.

While thinking so, we arrived at the hospital, and I was shocked.

“I-Is this it? It says Kitou hospital so it shouldn’t be wrong, but—”

The building towering in front of me looks amazing to be a private hospital.

“I-It’s quite a hospital…”

It looks good, but, there are vines on the walls, which surprised me quite a bit. Is that why? I can’t help but get haunted house vibes from it. Even though it’s quite sunny today, it’s like only around the hospital there are dark clouds.

I swallow the saliva in my mouth and walk into the hospital with Shizuki.

As soon as I entered, the smell of disinfectant pierced my nose. It made this already eerie hospital into an even more eerie hospital.

However, unlike the outer appearance, the inside looks beautiful.

“Welcome—!”

A strangely bright voice echoed as we passed through the automatic door.

The voice was from a young nurse sitting at the reception desk.

Oh, it’s a beautiful woman. An amazing beauty is smiling there. Moreover, the nurse clothes are amazing.

That beautiful nurse erased her smile as soon as she saw me and looked scared. And then her face turned bright red, that’s a suspicious behavior.

Ah, beauty is reversed now…

“W-What do you need today—”

The nurse that was sitting, stood up with a bright red face and asked us that. However, after she said that, her eyes opened in surprise.

“S-Shizuki-chan!? Eh!? An acquaintance!? Or rather— A boyfriend!?”

The nurse noticed Shizuki hiding behind me and screamed in astonishment.

When I send a glance at Shizuki, who is behind me I saw her grabbing my uniform’s sleeves while shaking. That Shizuki raised her face and—

“Ehe ♡“

She grinned with a bright red face and said that.

“Wha!? What!?”

The nurse saw Shizuki’s reaction and was shocked as if a lighting had hit her.

“T-Teacher! This is bad! Shizuki-chan came to show off her handsome boyfriend!”

And she ran to the back while screaming.

“W-What…”

I tried calling out to Shizuki, while thinking that this was about to become bothersome. But Shizuki didn’t hear me and is still grinning with a bright red face.

You just came here to brag, didn’t you?

After a while, the nurse came back. But it wasn’t just the nurse.

“I’ll start the operation!”

A woman in a white coat walked in proudly and screamed so with a crisp expression.

Operation? Operation means surgery, right?

I look around, but it’s only Shizuki and I in the waiting room.

“T-Teacher, then let’s start with an interview!”

The nurse walked behind the doctor in a hurry and said so with a troubled face.

She’s calling her teacher, so that woman in a white lab coat must be Kitou Mitsuko-san. Rather than saying that she looks young, she’s a beauty. In contrast with the Sakura family that have that young look, she has the beauty of an adult woman.

“Nino-chan bring Ruku-chan! Fast! Hurry— Hurry—”

Kitou-san came into the waiting room, put her right hand on her waist and while making a pose, called out to the nurse behind her.

“Heh? Ah, y-yes!”

The nurse replied and rushed out.

Nino? Ruku? What a weird name.

“There are many foreign nurses working here”

I heard a whisper from Shizuki, who is sitting next to me, maybe she guessed my doubts.

Foreigners? It seems like the nurse that ran away is called Nino-san, but she had bob-cut black hair and black eyes, she didn’t look like a foreigner. But her skin was snow-white, and her chest was quite big. However, the ones in Sakura house also have white skin and big breasts.

Ah.

I-I’m sorry Katsuki-san. It’s a misunderstanding. I wasn’t thinking that only Kazuki-san was flat.

“Suddenly bringing a boy, what happened?”

While I was apologizing to Kazuki-san in my heart, Manko-sensei, who was still posing asked me.

“Ah, that—”

“Shut up! Be quiet little girl! I’m not talking to you! Ahan?”

Manko-sensei screamed at Shizuki who was about to speak.

Aah, what should I do. This doctor is a troublesome person.

“E-Ehm, Shizuki… San, dislocated her shoulder and put it back in place, so just in case—”

“Then a close inspection”

Manko-sensei raised her voice without listening to what I was saying and sat down next to me while crossing her legs.

Her plump and slender legs extend from the white coat. Moreover the red high heels that she’s wearing are very sexy.

I mean, I have never seen a doctor wearing high heels in a hospital.

She has long black hair that is glossy and has long and bewitching eyes. She’s wearing a lab coat, so I can’t see what she’s wearing under that, but the chest area is bulging quite a bit, so she has big breasts.

It’s big. Unlike Matsuki, who has beautiful breasts, this teacher definitely falls in the category of big breasts. No, big breasts isn’t enough to describe it.

I mean, I can see two spots stand out thinly on her lab coat. I want to think otherwise, but I think she’s not wearing anything under the lab coat. No way.

“Ara, fufu. Are you interested? I guess you are at that age. Want me to give you a medical examination? Of course, with the full course”

I was shocked by the provocative words of the doctor, until I noticed I was looking at her chest, so I hurriedly turned to look away.

This is bad. I tried to not see it, but it was so good I ended up seeing it.

I thought that Shizuki would be angry, so I turned to look at her. However, instead of getting angry, Shizuki is indifferently looking at us. And for some reason, her cheeks are dyed red, and she’s fidgeting as she looks at the corridor.

What? She’s acting strange.

“Ara ara, what? Can’t help worrying about her? Moreover, Shizuki put on those clothes. Hey, it’s weird, isn’t it? Then should sensei put on children’s clothes? Should I wear kindergarten clothes while you pamper sensei?”

“Eh!? Ah, no, that…”

The doctor came closer to me and whispered in a  sweet and bewitching tone while pressing her big breasts against my shoulder.

T-There is no doubt. This woman isn’t wearing a bra.

“You, despite being a handsome boy, aren’t used to being around women, right? Fufu, you look delicious”

The doctor licks her lips with her bright red tongue while pressing her huge breasts against my arm and whispers in a sweet voice.

W-What is this person? Is she a slut? She’s a slut, isn’t she?

“What is it now? I was eating lunch!”

I was surprised when I heard that voice, and while I was retreating from the doctor, I look at the source of that voice.

Two people come running from the other end of the corridor. One is Nino-chan who left earlier. And the other is a Loli with blonde hair set in a pigtail, wearing a nurse cap and pink nurse outfit.

Nino-san looks like a Japanese, but the other girl looks clearly foreign.

Why a Loli? No, considering Matsuki and Mitsuki, that Loli may have a big gap between her appearance and her age. She looks 140 centimeters tall, she looks as young as an elementary school student.

Just by looks, she looks younger than Uzuki-chan.

“Ru-Ruku-senpai! H-Hello!”

Shizuki, suddenly stood up and raised her voice.

Eh? Senpai? Eh?

The two nurses rush over here, one of them is a loli wearing pink nurse clothes. She’s probably Ruku, but Shizuki stared at her and greeted with a tense expression.

What is this?

“Oh, Ruku is in charge of educating new employees”

“Eh?”

“Look, Shizuki-chan wants to get a job, right?”

“Eh?”

“Oh, didn’t you know? We look like this, but all the nurses are like that, it’s a job where appearance doesn’t matter”

“Eh?”

“It’s not just this hospital. We run flower shops, cake shops and some other shops that girls yearn to work at”

“Eh?”

“It’s unfair that only pretty girls get nice jobs, right? So we created a place where we accept girls who are not confident in their appearance”

“Eh?”

The doctor speaks with a smile as she continues to stay close to me.

You would create it? What do you mean?

“Hmm? What, so it’s Shizuki. I came in a hurry because they called. Moreover they said it’s an emergency. Nino, please explain properly”

Ruku-san ran up to Shizuki and spoke as she checked her body.

It’s a fresh sight seeing someone looking up at Shizuki. That’s how small Ruku is.

“It seems that she dislocated her shoulder. Ruku-chan, please inspect Shizuki. Nino-chan can you please look for the urine test for her boyfriend?”

“Eh!?”

“Eh!?”

Nino-san and I screamed at the same time to what the doctor said while closing one eye.

Urine analysis? Why? Why me?

“You’ve come all the way to this hospital for a check, so we’ll check you. Won’t you regret it in the future if you don’t do regular checks while young?”

The doctor talks to me while smiling. I tried asking Shizuki for help, but she was staring at Ruku with sparkling eyes, and I seemed to be outside her mind.

“Boyfriend-kun? Eh? Did sensei bring her boyfriend?”

Ruku-san, who reacted to the doctor’s words saw me for the first time.

“Eh”

Ruku-san, who was surprised to see me, opened her blue eyes wide and jumped at the doctor.

“K-Kidnap is a crime sensei! Where did you kidnap him? No matter how handsome he is, kidnapping him is a no no! Please return him to where you found him immediately!”

Ruku-san grabs the doctor and shakes her desperately. Or rather, what do you mean with returning me to where she found me. It’s like she’s talking about me as if I was an abandoned dog or cat.

It seems that she misunderstood something, but I wonder what kind of things does this doctor do for her to jump to that conclusion.

I thought that she would be weird in some way due to her being part of the Sakura family, but I guess I was right.

“Calm down Ruku-chan. Not even I would go as far as kidnapping this boy”

“Because it’s sensei we are talking about, I think there is a chance you would! I know that! You made a folder filled with young boys on your computer and were watching images and videos!”

“Ara, don’t go invading someone else’s privacy like that. That’s not good. Moreover, I’m a doctor. Don’t bring private matters to work”

“I mean, you brought this young boy here! Moreover, a handsome young man who I have never seen before! I’m so envious, I mean, that’s impure!”

“Ara ara, fufufu, that’s okay. Because this young boy is Shizuki’s boyfriend”

At that comment, Ruku-san, who was shaking the doctor by her shoulders stopped.

“Eh? What?”

And she tilted her head.

“So, this surprisingly handsome young boy is Shizuki-chan’s boyfriend”

Ruku-san was stunned at the doctor’s words and looks at me while moving like an old engine that ran out of oil. Then she looks at Shizuki and then the doctor.

The doctor nods at Ruku-san.

“What! Shizuki’s boyfriend! Moreover, this, this handsome of a boyfriend! Don’t kid me! Shizuki, you brat, so you came to pick up a fight with me!”

Ruku-san instantly became a demon and tried to jump to Shizuki while screaming.

“Ru-Ruku-chan calm down!”

“Let me go! Let me go Nino! I won’t forgive her! She looked so cute when she said she wanted to get a job, but she came here just to show off her boyfriend! It’s the death penalty! This deserves the death penalty!”

However, Ruku-san was grabbed by Nino-san faster than she could jump at Shizuki, so she ended up screaming and rampaging.

This has nothing to do with that, but her Japanese is good for a foreigner. Moreover, she knows difficult words for a loli.

I want to pat her head while praising her.

Shizuki is in the center of my strike zone, and I have a lot of erotic comics of lolis, so I’m kind of soft towards this type of lolis.

No, she’s working as a nurse, so I’m sure that she’s older than me.

“I’m telling you to calm down!”

“Hii!”

Nino-san’s scream echoed in the waiting room, and Ruku-san quivered in fear.

“Ni-Nino-chan got angry”

The doctor murmured in surprise.

“Ni-Nino-san got angry…”

Shizuki also looked surprised and mutters with a frightened expression.

“Ni-Nino san got angry…”

Whether it was due to surprise or fear, Ruku-san quivered with a pale face as she screamed.

Other than me, they probably know Nino-san’s personality very well. And their surprise must mean that she rarely gets angry.

It’s true that she looks kind and calm.

“Ruku-chan, listen”

“Y-Yes”

“Shizuki-chan did smile about it. She was clearly grinning. She’s obviously proud of it. She has no friends, so we are the only ones she can brag to. She’s a poor child alone in this world”

“I-I understand that, but just thinking about it makes me go angry”

“Yeah, it angers me too. But think about it. Is it really our loss?”

“Eh?”

“Shizuki-chan got a boyfriend. What about us? Besides old men and women, we meet no one. No, when young men come it ends up with a formal conversation”

“Y-Yeah”

“Even if you talk a little with one when we participate in a party hosted by the prefecture, or city, it ends there”

“Y-yeah. I went to the city’s joint party and handed one my cell phone number even if it costed my life, but when I saw him throwing it in the trashcan, I became scared of going again…”

“Right, I had a similar experience and I thought of not going ever again”

Nino-san speaks calmly to Ruku-san and she nods in agreement to Nino-san’s words.

Dark. Their story is too dark. I feel like the temperature dropped instantly.

However, throwing someone’s phone number in the trashcan is horrible. Anyone that sees that will be traumatized.

Ruku-san is a loli, but she’s a beautiful girl, and has blonde hair and blue eyes. Nino-san is a grown-up beauty with big boobs.

Both of them are high level, but that’s exactly why they are at the bottom in terms of appearance.

I understand that in my head, but from my point of view, I can only see them as beauties, so I can’t understand it.

“But, Ruku-chan. What if there was a boy who could act as a bridge?”

“Eh?”

“Look Ruku-chan. At Shizuki-chan’s boyfriend. No matter how you look at it, he must have a lot of influence. If he speaks, a lot of boys will surely gather. Just like a crane’s voice”

“O-Ooh…”

“And if appeals to us and speaks to the other boys, there may be someone who likes us”

“W-What!?”

“Yeah, it’s a connection. If he helps us, the number of encounters will increase at once. Moreover, it’s a situation that is advantageous to us. He’s younger, right?”

“Amazing! Boys and love! Uhi! Uhihi!”

Ruku-san laughs sloppily at Nino-san’s words.

Ah, she looks like an angel with blue eyes and blonde pigtail, but she’s a mess.

“And if you get along well with Shizuki’s boyfriend, you might be able to find a boyfriend!”

“That’s right. So? Are we the losers?”

“No, we are winners! We are on our path to win!”

Ruku-san clasps her hands together and her eyes tremble in happiness, and Nino-san quietly nods.

“Good job Shizuki! As expected of the woman that is under my tutelage!”

Ruku-san rushes to Shizuki, grabs her hands and looks up at her with her eyes shining.

“Even though whenever you came to the hospital you talked about stupid things”

“Nino shut up for a moment!”

However, Nino-san comes in and stops Ruku-san.

“E-Ehm, rather than boyfriend, we are not officially dating—”

“I’m kind, right!? Kind, right!? Right!? Right!?”

Shizuki speaks with a troubled face, but Ruku-san ignored her.

I mean, Shizuki. You can call me your boyfriend when anyone asks.

“T-That’s why—”

“I’ve been looking out for you, right!? Right!? Right!?”

“R-Ruku-senpai. As i was saying…”

“You used to not have any friend, but nowadays you say that you respect me, and want to get a job early!? You started to smile more!’ Although you looked like a dead fish, you suddenly got rehabilitated, right!? It was all thanks to me, right!? Right!? Right!?”

“I-I mean—”

“Return the favor! Return it a hundred-fold! Right!? Right!? Right!? Right!? Right!?”

Ruku-san grabs Shizuki’s hands and talks to her with unshakeable momentum. Nino-san is appealing to stop her.

Shizuki, who had a troubled face, glances at me due to the pressure coming off Ruku-san.

This is bad. This is a bad development.

No, I have no problema with introducing a man. It’s okay, but I don’t have any male friends to introduce. I mean, I don’t have any friends.

Kazuki-san is the only one I can call a friend.

“E-Ehm…”

I thought that if I left this as is, it will be bad. Thinking so, I stood up on the spot.

“W-Want to drink coffee!?”

“W-We also have tea!?”

“If you would like, you can eat me as a dessert? Just kidding!”

“Stop it already Ruku-chan! I’m tastier, right? Just kidding! Fufufu”

As soon as I stood up, Ruku-san and Nino-san changed their attitudes instantly and rubbed their hands as if to appease me.

I-It’s hard to say it. It’s hard, but. If I don’t say it, it’ll be bad.

If they wanted me to introduce them to a man, there would be no problem. In my current position, it should be possible to gather some men. But the gathered men would expect beauties. If a handsome man like me introduces someone, they would expect a beauty to come out. Introducing those men to them would only hurt Ruku-san and Nino-san.

To prevent I can’t introduce anyone to them unless it’s someone who understands me and shares my view. But I don’t have someone like that.

No, I don’t have any friends.

“S-Sorry. I want to introduce you to my friends, but, ehm, I don’t have a single friend”

I should say it. I made that decision and spoke with the mindset of ruining their mood.

“Waaan”

“Heeee”

Ruku-san and Nino-san changed their attitude the moment I said that.

“Did you hear that Nino? There is no man he can introduce us to”

“Yeah, it was stupid of me to expect something because it was Shizuki-chan’s boyfriend. In the end it’s that, right”

“If he introduces an ugly woman to his friends, he’ll be blamed after all”

“Yes yes, I understand. I’ll withdraw”

“Life is like that. Let’s live without expecting anything”

The two sigh loudly, talk in a sad voice and glance at me with disappointed eyes.

It doesn’t matter if they are disappointed. But it’s not. It’s different. If I could introduce them, I would. But I can’t introduce anyone to someone who Shizuki is indebted to.

If I had a male friend I could trust, I would happily introduce him. But I don’t, I don’t have any friends, let alone a male friend.

“Believe me! I really have no friends—!”

“Both of you die”

When I tried to appeal to them, someone suddenly put herself in front of me.

“Stop Shizuki!”

I felt chills and I stopped her in a hurry.

“You don’t know anything! Master’s kindness, you don’t know anything at all! I won’t forgive you for laughing at Master! Die! Die you both! Die, die, die, die, die, die, die, die!”

Shizuki went crazy in my arms and screams. She would really kill them if I let her go.

I was happy about that, though.

She understands me. Really understands me. That’s enough.

“Thank you for being angry. Thank you, Shizuki…”

I have no friends. I don’t even know how to make one. Even if beauty was reversed, nothing has changed in me.

Even if people say that I’m handsome, I didn’t change anything.

Without Shizuki, I would be all alone.

“I also want friends. I want friends who I could laugh with. But no matter how harsh the bullying was, there was no mercy. Shizuki, no one would believe me, unless it was you…”

I hug Shizuki and squeeze her body hard from behind as I rub my cheeks on hers.

“Shizuki, it’s an order. Don’t abandon me. Don’t run away from me. Absolutely. If you leave me, I won’t be able to believe in anyone anymore…”

I said so and kiss her cheeks.

“Remember. If you betray me even a little, if I think you betrayed me, I’ll confine you. I’ll restrain you by your wrists and ankles and will never free you again. If you still try to escape I’ll cut off your limbs. Even if you don’t have limbs, you are still you. I’ll really do it…”

I whisper while kissing her cheek.

Even Shizuki, who understands me, won’t really understand me.

If I awake from this dream and the reality that I’m at the bottom returns. It doesn’t matter. Shizuki alone is what I won’t give up. I really hate it. I absolutely hate it. I have no regrets about not being treated as a handsome man. But I only want Shizuki by my side. But I don’t want to think about Shizuki’s face distorting in disgust when looking at me. If that happens, I’ll have no choice but to kill her. I would have no choice but to kill. And then myself.

“Uuuh ♡, fuuuuuu ♡, uuuuuuuh ♡, nuuuuuuu ♡“

Shizuki is breathing as if moaning, and her body shook every time I kissed her cheek. And she started licking my cheek like a dog.

“Aah ♡, aaaaaaaah ♡, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ♡“

Shizuki licks my cheek like crazy and trembles. And the sound echoes. It seems that Shizuki loosened and leaked urine after focusing so hard on me.

Fufu, so cute.

“I-I won’t run away ♡, where would I go to without master ♡, aah, I love you much ♡, I love master so much, Shizuki’s pussy got wet ♡, aah, please do me fast ♡, fast, fast, fast, fast ♡, please do me ♡, master please destroy Shizuki, it’s okay to hurt me ♡, please engrave into my body that master exists ♡, aah, I forgot ♡, as long as there is master, nothing else matters ♡, I love you ♡, only you ♡, only you ♡, only you ♡“

Shizuki leaks a hot sigh and stares at me with eyes that lost light while licking my lips.

She depends on me now, but Shizuki will leave me when the beauty sense reverts back. It scares me endlessly whenever I think about it, but that’s okay.

If that happens, I should just kill her.

“Shizuki, let’s go back home”

After kissing her several times and entwining our tongues I say so to Shizuki.

“As you order ♡“

Shizuki, whose tongue stays sticking out in regret as our lips part stares at me with her eyes that lost light and answered me.

Good child. As long as you stay by my side like that, I won’t kill you.

“Ah—, Kohon”

When I turn my gaze to the source of someone clearing their throat, the doctor had her hand in front of her mouth.

“I’m sorry for the inconvenience. We are going home now. It’s okay if there is a problem with her arms. I can live as her hands”

After I said that, I tried to move back home.

“I’m sorry for making you feel uncomfortable. All of our nurses are enthusiastic and good at work, but their hearts are a bit distorted”

The doctor sitting in the chair said so and stood up, then walks up to us. And stood in front of Ruku-san and Nino-san, who were stunned.

“Her boyfriend is stunningly handsome. You guys were stunned by his appearance. But I noticed at a glance. He’s always protecting Shizuki-chan. Not even for a moment did he look away from Shizuki-chan. It’s not a joke. He really loves her. It’s crazy. You misunderstood him”

After she said so, she knocked on their heads.

“Apologize to him. How can you speak about someone caring about appearances. Just because he’s handsome, you assume he’s happy or has many friends. He has lived a terrible life. His eyes look horrible. You know about Kazuki-chan too, right? His eyes look exactly like hers. Not only that, but he also has similar personality and thoughts”

Kazuki-chan. I was shocked to hear that name.

I also thought so. Kazuki-san and I are similar. But I was wrong. She’s much more amazing than me.

I have no talent at all. If beauty hadn’t reverted, I would have no merit at all.

Please don’t compare me to Kazuki-san. That’s rude towards her.

“It’s getting hot. You guys be sure to properly apologize to him. And guide Shizuki to the laboratory and apologize to her too. I’ll do his urine test”

“Eh!?”

“Eh!?”

“Eh!?”

Shizuki, Ruku-san and Nino-san speak out at the doctor’s words.

I felt like she was doing something decent halfway though, but a urine test…

“What are you complaining about? I’m a doctor with proper qualifications, I don’t have any impure thoughts”

The doctor put her hand on her waist, puffs up her chest and makes a pose and speaks proudly.

— That’s a lie.

— That’s a lie.

— That’s a lie.

The three of them looked at her as if saying so.

I also think that what she said is a lie.

“Shizuki-chan. You rely on him too, right?”

“Uuh”

Shizuki was asked by the doctor, and she leaks a moan.

“You don’t have any friends. And rely heavily on him. This will make his burden a lot heavier. This is my intuition, but he has a personality that will try to carry everything on his back, right? Shizuki-chan, just like that great sister you admire”

“Uugh”

Shizuki groans even more at the doctor’s words.

“I was worried about Kazuki-chan, and I thought it would be okay if he was there, but that would only help Kazuki-chan, while he would be even more burdened”

“U-Uuuh”

“You came to the hospital together in a weekday. He’s in his uniform, but Shizuki-chan is wearing informal clothes. Maybe you were at your home before coming here? If he got involved with Matsuki-chan and Mitsuki-chan, his burden would be immeasurable. Matsuki-chan and Mitsuki-chan are different from Kazuki-chan. If you leave it alone, he’ll be sucked up up to the bones, right?  How is it?”

“Uuuuuuuuh”

Just by looking at me and Shizuki, she discovered it, Shizuki’s face distorted and there is sweat on her face.

“Shizuki-chan. It was a great idea to come here today. He needs a place to reduce his burden. And I’m a good doctor, right? Leave it to me. You should leave it to me. Otherwise you will lose him someday. If you really think of him, you need somewhere where he can relax his mind. Do you understand?”

“Uuh, uuuuuuh, uuuuuuuuuh…”

It’s guidance. She’s guiding Shizuki’s heart.

This doctor is dangerous. I don’t think I feel fear from Shizuki, Matsuki or Mitsuki. I don’t care how sick I am. I think it’s my dream to have a Yandere kill me due to love.

However, this doctor is scary. She’s not someone manageable like a yandere. No. She’s different. Anyways, she’s dangerous. Yes, my instinct is telling me so.

I must run away.

“Let’s go home Shizuki”

I quickly approached Shizuki and took her hand to run away. However, she’s not moving.

“If I really care about master, I should rely on sensei…”

Shizuki said so while standing her ground and looking at me with anxious eyes.

This is bad. She’s already being brainwashed.

Shizuki, who depends on me, is easily shaken when it’s about me. The doctor saw that.

“Just forget that and let’s go home!”

“Boyfriend-kun. You must be feeling tired, right? I can see it. But I’m aware that sometimes emotions can be hard to control. You restrain yourself. But you will eventually break and lose everything that way, you know?”

When I tried to forcibly pull Shizuki, I heard her voice and my heart shook.

“I couldn’t save Matsuki-chan and Mitsuki-chan. Why do you think? Because we are of the same sex. No matter how much I comfort them, their hearts won’t heal. But you can do it. The burden will be huge. Even if you think it’s okay, the burden will surely accumulate and will eventually exceed the limit. Even if you save the Sakura family, if you break, then the result will be worse than the start. You can understand what I’m saying, right?”

I can’t argue against the words that she speaks.

That’s true. I can never break. If I broke, the Sakura family would be in a more dire state than before. If that happened, it would have been better for me to not get involved at all. So, I should take responsibility until the end. I can’t break.

“Spit it out. Let out everything. I’ll make a place where you can do so. No, I’ll make it. I’ll give you that place. It’s okay, I’m a professional. I’ll ask for money after healing your heart. Money, you pay for it, so you don’t have to take any responsibility. You come here looking for healing, it’s normal for customers who feel sick. I’m a clerk that provides healing. That’s our relationship. You pay the price in money, so it’s natural to do it proudly. I receive the money, so it’s natural for you to use it. There’s no relation between you and me”

A professional relationship. Customer and clerk. Due to consensus, there is no liability.

“M-Master. You should listen to what sensei says. I was  the one that pushed mom and Mitsuki-neechan. If master broke, I…”

Shizuki pulls on my hand with a crying face.

It’s okay, I won’t break. I’m reluctant to say that. But…

“Ruku-chan, Nino-chan and Shizuki-chan go to the examination room. I’ll enter the counseling room with him. Don’t let anyone in until we leave the room.

“Y-Yes”

“I-I understand”

The two respond to the doctor’s words.

“Come on, Shizuki-chan come over here”

“It’s okay if you leave it to sensei. That’s her good point after all”

I heard their voices and Shizuki-chan’s hand was separated from mine.

Looking back, I saw her back walking away into the corridor with them.

“Shi-Shizuki…”

Shizuki’s lonely back goes away without looking back. Are you running away? Are you trying to run away from me?

When I tried reaching out to her, I was gently grabbed.

“Come on, over here. It’s okay, you don’t need to worry about anything”

When I turn my eyes to the source of that voice, I see the doctor smiling.

“Shi-Shizuki…”

“Fufu, Ruku-chan and Nino-chan are professional nurses, you know? Moreover, women just like Shizuki-chan. There are no male staff members in this hospital. What are you worried about?”

There is no man. I see, so it’s okay, I see.

“Yes”

When I nodded, the doctor also nodded.

“Good boy”

The doctor smiles just like a mother and strokes my head.

A mother? Oh, the only person who listens to my worries is my mom.

This ugly and noisy me, she’s the only person who would look at me no matter what.

“M-Mother…”

“Yes, that’s right. Think of me as your mom. You can go back to being a baby, you know?”

“Baby?”

“Yes, that’s right. Be selfish, arrogant, and demand anything from your mother. Because I’m your mother, I have the duty of spoiling you. Do you understand? I’ll do it”

“I-I see”

“That’s right”

The doctor gently pulls my hand while nodding.

Is it okay for me to be spoiled? I’m sure it’s okay. Because she said so.

I started to walk as she pulls on my hand.

If I listen to this person, everything will be fine. Because she’s a mother.