Sonohi Sekai ga Kawatta - CH 48

When we went to the hospital, she was hiding behind me while grabbing my uniform’s sleeve and looking down. But now we are holding hands and walking side by side.

“There seems to be no problem left, but you did dislocate your shoulder, so be careful, okay?”

I said to Shizuki as we continue to walk.

“Yes”

Shizuki nodded, smiling.

Okay, it’s good to be honest.

But I wonder what happened, Shizuki somehow seems sad.

“Master…”

While I was worrying about her, she called out to me.

“Hmm?”

I wondered if she noticed I was staring at her as I tilted my head, pretending to be calm.

“That, I feel like master’s footsteps are lighter. Did the talk with the doctor help you feel better?”

I felt relieved when she asked that. I was wondering if she noticed me glancing at her.

“I’m happy if master is fine, but I couldn’t help but notice that your atmosphere has changed a little…”

She looks up at me with those eyes looking up as she mutters.

Ah, I see. So, she is worried because my atmosphere changed.

I wonder about that. I can’t tell.

But that, hmm, my memory isn’t clear. I certainly feel lighter, and even though my memory isn’t clear, I don’t feel sick.

In other words, it feels weird.

“I’m not sure, but I feel like I let out something. I probably got something like counseling, but I don’t remember well, the only thing I can tell is that it feels good”

When I said that, Shizuki smiled.

My memory isn’t clear, but it feels nostalgic to remember it, something very warm, soft and nostalgic, like being wrapped in something very gentle, something I tasted long ago…

“Kitou-sensei provides a place to work for girls who are not blessed with good looks or girls that are injured”

“Seems like that”

I nod to her words.

It seems that it not only provides a place for work, but also a job that girls have a longing for.

It seems that there are many girls that yearn to become a nurse. She also said that she runs a flower shop and a cake shop.

“Oh, that’s right, you want a job with her, right?”

“Y-Yes, that’s right”

“And you’re working part-time for newspaper delivery? Wouldn’t it be better if you do some chores at Kitou-sensei’s hospital? Or is that impossible?”

Shizuki works part-time in newspaper delivery, but if she asks Kitou-sensei, I think she would be able to work part-time at the hospital.

If she wants to be a nurse, I think it would be better if she works next to Ruku and Nino so she can learn.

Well, if they refused then that would be it.

“I think they would accept if I asked. But…”

Shizuki answered my question, but her expression is cloudy.

Kitou-sensei would accept, but it seems that there are circumstances.

“It seems that mother was the reason why Kitou-sensei started doing that”

“Eh? Is that so?”

It was because of Matsuki? Does that have to do something with Shizuki being unable to work part-time there?

I wonder if there is a reason. I don’t think Shizuki would tell me something irrelevant.

“I don’t know the details, but it seems that Kitou-sensei loved mother when she was a kid”

“Are they childhood friends?”

“Would that be the case? Mother is a lot older”

“… Older”

Well, yeah. If you think about it, Matsuki is older. As far as I can see, Kitou-sensei seems to be in the middle or late twenties.

But in looks alone, she looks older. No, Kitou-sensei is also an adult inside.

“So what’s the reason? Did Matsuki do something?”

“I’m sorry. I don’t know for sure”

“Oh, is that so?”

“Yes. I don’t think mother knows either”

“Eh?”

It was because of Matsuki that Kitou-sensei gathered girls not blessed with looks and provided them with a job, but the person herself doesn’t know? What is that?

“I normally go to the hospital and talk with Ruku-senpai, but I don’t really understand the doctor. That doctor is really elusive. Kazuki-neechan is the one who knows her better. They seem to be in good terms”

“With Kazuki-san? If so, did you hear the reason from her?”

“Yes. Onee-chan told me that the doctor wants to give back to mother”

“Give back?”

“Yes”

Is it repayment? When she was a kid, Matsuki took good care of her, so maybe she feels indebted to Matsuki.

Now that I remember, she did say that she couldn’t save Matsuki and Mitsuki.

Maybe the doctor is helping Kazuki-san behind the scenes? She realized that it was impossible for her to help Matsuki recover, and she thought that maybe she could help the Sakura family through Kazuki-san.

But what does that have to do with Shizuki not being able to work part time there?

If she’s trying to repay Matsuki’s kindness there would be no reason to say no to Shizuki.

“Why can’t you get a part-time job at the hospital then?”

“T-That…”

Shizuki’s face darkens at my question.

“The relationship between Mitsuki-neechan and Kitou-sensei is very bad”

“Eh?”

Kitou-sensei and Mitsuki? Those two are not on good terms? But the relationship between Kitou-sensei and Matsuki is good?

Oh, no, wait.

“Rather than saying that it’s bad, its just that Mitsuki-neechan hates her”

“Aah, I see”

Hearing Shizuki’s words, I was able to understand the story to some extent.

Kitou-sensei and Matsuki are on good terms. That’s something new to the extreme sister complex of hers.

“I’m not sure, but when mom was having a hard time, it seems that Kitou-sensei came to visit us many times. But Mitsuki-neechan was back. And mom listens to Mitsuki-neechan more than Kitou-sensei…”

Shizuki says with a troubled face.

Just as I thought. Mitsuki is jealous of Kitou-sensei, is that why she hates her?

Moreover, since Mitsuki is Matsuki’s support, Kitou-sensei can’t step inside the Sakura family.

And Mitsuki’s jealousy isn’t limited to Matsuki.

No, is she trying to keep the entire family away from the Kitou hospital so that she won’t be involved in the Sakura family?

In short—

“It’s difficult to come to the Kitou hospital, let alone have a part-time job there”

Shizuki nodded silently at my mutter.

“I started going to the Kitou hospital after I met master. After I met master, Mitsuki-neechan started avoiding me, as if she was scared. And the good news was that I could do whatever I wanted”

Shizuki talks while staring at the front.

After meeting me?

It seems like Mitsuki was stalking me just like Shizuki. That meant that she wanted me. But she couldn’t get her hands on me because Shizuki got in touch with me first, so she couldn’t reach out to Shizuki.

If she did something bad and it got leaked to me from Shizuki, that fear must have stopped her.

But it’s strange. Everything that happened is strange.

It was Kazuki-san who recommended us to go to the Kitou hospital. However, Kazuki-san is part of Mitsuki’s group. She respects Mitsuki. And yet she sent us to the Kitou hospital, which Mitsuki hates.

I don’t think that it’s a lie that Kazuki-san respects Mitsuki. Kazuki-san is very talented, but maybe she’s clumsy in this area.

Then why…

“The truth is, I have a vague memory of those days. No, just recently my memory started becoming clearer. I didn’t care about my family. But when I met master, I started seeing more and more. And I realized that I was the worst. I noticed, but I didn’t know what to do, so I had to rely on master…”

Shizuki said that and looked down. So I held her hand tightly.

Matsuki also said that Shizuki had changed. But because of that change, she began looking back on her past, and ended up hating herself.

What’s the point of having changed for the better if she’s going to be trapped in the past? No matter how much she regrets it, the past won’t change. So she has no option but to walk in front of her.

In addition—

“Don’t remember your past self in front of me”

“Eh?”

Shizuki raised her face at my words.

“Before you met me, you don’t remember me. It’s very disturbing. You only remember me after you knew me. You can’t forget me. Not even for a moment. Don’t ever stop thinking about me. That’s an order”

“… Hauuu ♡“

When she hard my words, her face reddened and her body quivered. And then she hugged me, even though we are in the middle of the residential area.

Okay, this is good.

Leaving this aside, so Kitou-sensei visited the Sakura family many times but Mitsuki kicked her out.

The fear that her sister might be taken away and her jealousy about her sister allowing anyone besides herself to come in contact with them. It would be good if it was just that.

If it’s another emotion at work, then—

If Mitsuki thought that it would be better for her sister to stay broken.

If it’s broken, she can monopolize her sister. I think that would be more convenient for someone with a sister complex.

She hated Kitou-sensei who was loved by Matsuki, she’s her lifelong enemy. So, she tried to keep her away from the Sakura family.

What I don’t understand is Kazuki-san. Why did she send us to that hospital?

Shizuki doesn’t seem to understand the details, so I should probably ask her myself.

Anyway, there is a high possibility that this is an extreme case of sister complex. She may think that she’s acting to protect her sister, but she’s just isolating her. And as far as I can see, Mitsuki can’t protect her sister. But she wanted to do something, and as a result, she just let it rot.

However, if my guess is correct, then Kazuki-san’s instability may be caused by Mitsuki.

If so, then I should do something fast.

Not to save Kazuki-san. That’s not it.

If Mitsuki was suppressing her talent. If she was this good while being shackled.

By releasing those shackles, she would reach higher heights.

It’s as if a bird got feathers. Or a fish got into water.

If that person’s talent blossomed, it would be amazing. Just thinking about it makes me excited.

But, Mitsuki huh. I thought she was a weak woman…

“A real moon floating in the sky and a reflection on the surface of the lake, huh?”

“Eh?”

After I muttered that, Shizuki tilted her head.

Thinking about Mitsuki this morning, I was convinced.

Mitsuki, with her long black hair tied up behind her, wearing glasses and a black suit, looked very dignified, mature, elegant and beautiful.

The surface is perfect. However, her insides are empty. She’s a puppet that’s just being held by her sister.

Yes, Mitsuki is originally a human that can be easily manipulated. If someone doesn’t control her, she’ll become anxious and go crazy.

And Matsuki doesn’t have such an ability to manipulate Mitsuki.

Matsuki was abandoned by a man and broke. Mitsuki may have opposed the marriage itself at some point. But, prioritizing her happiness, she congratulated her.

However, this is the result.

The moon in the lake came out to the surface to protect the moon that fell down from the sky. And to protect the real moon, she dragged her down into the mud.

So she doesn’t get hurt again. And to monopolize the real moon.

Two moons. As far as I can see, Mitsuki’s specs are higher than Matsuki’s in every aspect. Meaning that the fake surpassed the real one. However, no matter how far better she is, the fake moon will always long for the fake moon. And the real moon always trusts the fake moon, resulting in her being manipulated.

If you want to manipulate her, do it thoroughly. However, Mitsuki is someone that wants to be manipulated. She is hoping to be manipulated by her sister. However, Matsuki isn’t capable of doing that.

The worst situation is that they are attracted to each other, depend on each other, and yet, no one holds the reins.

Once they get stuck in that negative spiral, they would fall endlessly. But—

Now I’m here. Both Matsuki and Mitsuki are my property. We have already signed a contract. And they are not allowed to be selfish.

I grin and mutter in my heart, then look at Shizuki.

“?”

Shizuki, tilts her head and smiles when she notices my gaze.

The moon in the sky, the moon in the lake, the incensed moon and the rabbit moon all belong to me now. But—

“If the purple moon were floating in the night sky, I’m sure the light would be weak, pale, ephemeral and lonely, but I think it would be very beautiful…”

“Eh?”

Shizuki just reacted with a question at my mutter, and then smiled. I guess she just wanted to smile.

Mitsuki will rise if Matsuki rises. Kazuki-san and Uzuki-chan should be able to stand on their feet and move on. But Shizuki alone is different. Shizuki who can only emit a faint light would be useless without me.

No, maybe it’s just me wanting it to be that way.

It’s not like that at all. It’s I who needs Shizuki.

“It’s nothing”

I said that and pull her hand.

“A-Are you angry? E-Eh? Why did you get angry? Is it because Shizuki is stupid? I-I’m sorry for being stupid”

Shizuki misunderstood and apologized to me, while I was trying to hide my face in shame.

“Yeah, I’m very angry right now. So I’ll punish you”

“Ah, this isn’t anger, right. I don’t understand it well, but, it’s embarrassment, isn’t it?”

I’ll give you punishment. As soon as I said that, she patted her chest in relief.

“Ah?”

“I-I’ll receive it! No matter what punishment it is, I’ll receive it!”

Shizuki speaks to me while I glare at her with a vein bulging in my forehead.

“So please, don’t throw away Shizuki—”

“I had no plans of doing so!”

Please don’t throw me away. I mercilessly cut off that sentence of hers.

“Don’t throw you away? Don’t make me laugh. You are just an onahole, so you have no freedom to worry about that. As long as you are stupid, I, as your master, has a duty to train you. So I’ll train you for as long as you are stupid. Forever. If you die before me, then I’ll chase you to the other world and continue training you. If you understand, then shut up and follow me”

I had stopped to tell her that. So after I finished I pulled her by the hand.

“Y-Yes! Shizuki will do her best to remain stupid! Forever! And ever! Even after I die!”

Shizuki said happily and walked in a hurry to be besides me.

I told her to follow me silently, but she ignored me right away.

This deserves a punishment to make her reflect on it. I’ll give her a harsh punishment that will make her cry and beg for forgiveness.

On the way home, we stopped by the park. The reason is.

“I’ll punish you here”

Yes, it’s to punish her.

“Understood ♡“

Shizuki squeezes my hand as her face reddens and her body twists. She seems happy no matter how you look at it.

Hmm, you can act like that for now. The punishment this time is amazing. So if you are not prepared, it will be bad.

“U-Uhm, master… Please, not that”

Shizuki is hiding behind as she mutters that.

Photographs. This is one of the things Shizuki dislikes.

Shizuki, who believes herself to be ugly, may feel disgusted by thinking about her ugliness being recorded. That’s true not only for Shizuki, but for every member of her family.

I myself don’t like photographs either, so I never thought I would force myself to take one of her. However, I really want to have a photo of her cosplaying as a little girl.

And if I do so, I should do it while she’s playing with a kid in the park like a little girl.

I have to do that.

“If you don’t want to see it, I won’t force you, but I want to have it”

When I said so to her, she came out of hiding behind me. However, she’s grabbing the skirt’s hem while looking down and squirming.

It has to be like this. Yeah, this shyness.

She was somewhat shy while we were going to the hospital, but she stopped being shy. However, it returned when she knew that I would take a photo of her.

I’m really happy I borrowed this camera from Kazuki-san.

“W-What will you do with a photo of me?”

For Shizuki, who has such a low self-esteem, it would be meaningless to have a photo of her.

“Isn’t it obvious? It’s my night-time meal”

“Eh?”

Shizuki tilts her head when she heard me. She doesn’t understand.

“Eh what? Don’t be an idiot. It’s for jerking off. I’ll be jerking while watching a picture of you”

“Eh?”

I explain in detail, but Shizuki doesn’t seem to understand. It may be incomprehensible for her to become masturbating material.

“I said, don’t go [Eh?]. You’re such an idiot. Masturbation. I like to masturbate. But, you wouldn’t understand it. There’s no material. I don’t have anything, so I have no choice but to make it myself”

I explain in further detail to Shizuki, who’s tilting her head in doubt.

All the masturbating material I had changed according to the new criteria of beauty. And it’s not only the ones I had. Even if I search online, I can’t find a good one.

If there is, it’s a limited site for people with special hobbies who like uglies. However, those uglies are beauties to me, and they treat them badly.

Even if I watch that, I would feel like shit.

“You wouldn’t believe me, but I’ll say it again. For me, you’re perfect. So it’s enough with just a photo of you”

After I said that, I point the camera at her and press the shutter.

“Aaah… Uuhhh”

Shizuki started quivering when I took the photo as her ears became beet red. But then she raised her face and looked at me with tears in her eyes.

“W-W-Will you really masturbate while looking at my photo?”

Shizuki asks me while looking at me with a gaze half of doubt and half of trust. Then I crouch down, move closer to her ear and slip my hand into her miniskirt to touch her pussy over her underwear.

“How many times have I put it inside you? If it was once or twice, I would understand you doubting me. But how many times have I finished in here? After I embraced you so many times, you should understand, shouldn’t you? What do I think of you?”

“Aah ♡ aah ♡ aah ♡”

I whisper to her while stroking her pussy over her underwear, and she quivers while letting out a sweet voice. At that moment I felt her love juice overflowing through her underwear.

But that’s not all. Shizuki is wearing a yellow hoddie and a fluorescent pink T-shirt without a bra.

Uzuki-chan’s clothes are a little small for her. So the T-shirt is sticking to her breasts, completely exposing their shape.

In other words, not only her breasts, but her nipples are clearly shown. And I can see them from the gap in the hoodie. Moreover, as I grope her breasts, I can see her nipples getting erect inside the hoodie’s gap. And that sight is very erotic.

Fufufu, I can’t stand it.

“Shizuki, you’re my sex slave, my masturbator, my toy. But I don’t think you’re ugly. I’m not trying to patronize you. I’m saying you’re beautiful. No matter what the world thinks, that’s true for me”

Shizuki’s face tightened at my whisper.

“I-I’m not sure what to believe, but…”

After she said that, she looks at my face with a bright red face.

“I-If it would please master, Shizuki would be happy to jump into the water or the fire!”

Shizuki raised her chest as she looks at me with tears in her eyes. That made the nipples visible through the hoodie’s gap even more emphasized.

“I don’t want you to jump into water or fire. What I want is a girl cosplaying as a little girl playing with a little girl in the park. I want to take a picture! To masturbate with!”

“Yes! Please leave it to me! Shizuki will do her best to do a panty shot!”

Shizuki said as she nodded strongly. She seems motivated now.

She wanted to start right away, but before that—

“I don’t like taking photos of myself neither”

“Eh?”

Shizuki tilts her head when she heard me. I put my hand over her shoulder and hug her, then point the digital camera at ourselves with my left hand.

“Should we take a picture of us two together?”

After I said that, I smile and press the shutter.

Hmmm, I don’t like taking pictures of myself. After all, I still see myself as someone ugly.

“Fuee?”

Shizuki let out a strange voice when I hugged her and took the picture.

“A-A picture of us two together…?”

She muttered as she tilts her head.

“W-Well, i-it’s a dream of mine”

“A dream?”

“Yeah. I’ve always dreamt of taking a picture together with my cute girlfriend and carrying it around in my wallet. Haha, it’s laughable, right? You can laugh”

I began speaking shyly and turn my face away from Shizuki.

I don’t mean to brag. However, if I could do it, I would like to put a picture of us together in my wallet. And when I feel lonely I would look at it.

I thought that this dream of mine would never come true, but… It came true.

“Hu, huu, huaaa… ♡“

Shizuki raised her voice and suddenly went down to her knees as she lost strength on her legs.

“W-What happened?”

I crouch on the spot and ask her.

“W-What’s wrong… ♡“

Shizuki, who was trembling with a bright red face, glared at me.

Ah, did she hate taking pictures of herself this much? Huhu, but I won’t stop. I’ll take a lot of erotic pictures of you for night material.

“N-No, suddenly taking a picture of us together.  Moreover, to keep it in your wallet. To watch it when you felt lonely. Saying it’s your dream to do that with your cute girlfriend… ♡ How far will you go… ♡”

Shizuki mutters angrily as a blue vein appears on her forehead.

Hey, is she really angry? Did I poke at her too much? If she doesn’t like it that much, I’ll stop.

“M-Master is very natural sometimes, aren’t you?”

“Ah?”

“I feel like I might die someday”

Shizuki mutters with her crimson face and teary eyes.

Ah? What? I’m a natural? … Is that so?

I have no friends. So no one ever told me.

I noticed for the first time when she told me. What kind of person am I? What do people around me think about me? What kind of personality do they think I have?

I don’t understand.

“M-Master?”

Shizuki startled me when she suddenly spoke.

She’s looking at me with her crimson face filled with anxiety.

“S-Shizuki, I’d like to ask you something. What kind of person am I?”

When I asked her that, Shizuki’s eyes burst into tears at once.

“What kind of person is master? Huhu, a great teaser, cute, cool, natural, great, naughty, nice and lovely ♡“

“… I-I see”

I thought it would be good to ask her, but she started speaking in a haze.

I mean, wasn’t she angry? And yet she’s saying I’m nice.

I’m not sure, but it seems that she’s in a good mood, so I should begin shooting. To get the best masturbating material.