Spirit In Dark Night - C46
For a moment, I was in a trance. I couldn’t shake the feeling that her expression was strange.
I suddenly had a plan. I purposely sighed and said, “Gentle, I remember that you weren’t afraid of cats before. Why do you look so scared of cats now?” You know, kittens are really cute. ”
Actually, when I said those words, my heart was really cold because what I said was not the words from my heart. What cat is cute, I didn’t feel like a cute cat at all.
I’ve really changed now, because after all I’ve been through, there’s no one I can trust. Of course, other than Xiao Wen.
The warmth on her face changed instantly, and there was a sense of uncertainty on it, “Really? “I’m not afraid of the cat. I just think that cat is too weird, why didn’t I chase it away? I don’t like the smell of it.”
As she spoke, she frowned in disgust.
Isn’t this reaction too strange?
I remember that although she was a germaphobe, she was a very loving person and would never have hated small animals because of their filth.
What was going on?
Why is everyone around me so mysterious now?
I really don’t understand. Did I change or did the people around me change?
“Then why did you come here first?” I suddenly asked the question that was at the bottom of my heart.
“What, what am I here for? I came here to find Tathagata. ” The warmth in her eyes seemed to fade away.
That only made me more suspicious of her.
However, I knew that I wouldn’t be able to get anything out of this situation, so I said, “Okay, I still have things to do, so feel free.”
I’m not willing to continue talking to her. I’m really worried about Ruze right now, and I really want to go and see him.
Warmth looked at my back and patted my chest, as though I was still in shock. I muttered to myself, “Aiya, I was so scared that I nearly got exposed.”
“What have you done to make you so scared?”
Warmth turned pale with fright. She hurriedly turned around only to discover that Tathagata was staring at her with a cold expression.
Her warm face turned red, “No, no, I didn’t do anything shameful. I just said that I was afraid that others would know that I came here because I like you. After all, this is a secret in my heart.”
Hearing her childish words, Tathagata couldn’t help but say in a bad mood, “Alright, these useless words. What is your purpose in coming here? I believe you can’t hide it from my eyes.”
When she saw Tathagata’s piercing gaze, she only felt her entire body break out in a cold sweat. She hastily lowered her head, not daring to meet his gaze.
The questions in Tathagata’s heart became more and more clear. No matter how he looked at it, this warmth didn’t seem like the one he had seen in his own home.
Was there a problem with this warmth?
With this thought in mind, Tathagata decided to test her out.
“That’s right, it’s warm now. When you went to my house last time, did you lose anything?”
Warmth hastily raised her head with a bewildered expression on her face. Her mind was working furiously, as if she was thinking about how to answer Tathagata’s question.
“Tathagata, I’ve been to your house before. I don’t know … no, I didn’t lose anything.” The warm words that she said seemed to be incoherent.
This made Tathagata even more suspicious of her.
Tathagata turned and left without looking back. All along the way, however, he thought to himself, Why is Tathagata’s warmth so abnormal?
Her first impression should have been that of a sharp-tongued person, but now that she looked at it, it seemed the opposite.
When I got to room six, the door was wide open.
My heart tightened, could it be that Ruze is not in his room?
I hurriedly entered and discovered that Ruze was sitting on the ground with the Cloth Doll still in his arms. He said, “Don’t leave me, I also don’t want to go, we want to be together forever. “How about it?”
From the looks of it, he should be saying these things to the Cloth Doll, but Cloth Doll did not have life, why would he say these strange things to a Cloth Doll?
Ruze noticed that I had come, and quickly hid the Cloth Doll behind him, saying, “Don’t be afraid, I’ll protect you, I’ll protect you, and won’t let her harm you.”
“Ruze, can you clear your mind a little? I’m your sister, I’m your sister, how could I harm you? Look at me. ”
I grabbed his shoulder and shook it vigorously, trying to wake him up.
But Ruze seemed to be even more agitated than before, as he violently shook off my hand and shouted, “Why are you so persistent? What exactly do you want? ”
“I don’t want to do anything, I want you to wake up, you know? Your current situation is extremely dangerous, can you be a little more clear-headed after knowing that Tathagata is trying to harm you with Grandma Hao? ”
In desperation, I blurted out.
But I never expected that Tathagata’s voice would ring out behind me, “Really? Mei Ruxue, how did you know I wanted to harm him? ”
My heart suddenly tightened. I’m finished, how could I coincidentally be heard by him? Then would he be so exasperated that he would attack now?
I trembled as I said, “No, I was just saying, don’t take it as the truth, Ruze is my little brother, I don’t want to see any accidents happen to him, right now I have already lost all my family members, and he is the only one left, can you let him go please?”
Tathagata sneered disapprovingly, “Your words are too ridiculous? Do you really think they are your family? ”
Isn’t it?
I just said in my heart that I didn’t want to make too much of a fuss with him at this point, or it wouldn’t do us any good.
“I don’t understand what you’re saying. You helped organize my parents’ funerals. Did you forget?”
At this time, Tathagata looked at Ruze, walked up to him and snatched the Cloth Doll from his hands, using it to tear the Cloth Doll into shreds.
When I saw this scene, I was immediately stunned. Although it was just a lifeless Cloth Doll, Tathagata’s actions were too terrifying.
Ruze shouted like a madman, “No, don’t do this to her. She’s so pitiful, he can’t die.”
As he said that, he picked up the Cloth Doll’s fragment without knowing what to do. He tried to piece together the pieces in an attempt to look completely unharmed.
However, if it was broken, it was broken. No matter what, it wouldn’t return to how it was before.
My heart ached as I looked at Ruze. I couldn’t help but comfort him, “Forget it, Ruze, he’s already shattered and can’t be restored to his original appearance. I’ll wait for big sister to give you another.”
Ruze suddenly raised his head and smiled at me, revealing a row of slightly dark teeth. He actually said something that made me confused, “I got it, I know who you are, but it’s already of no use. I wanted to use this Cloth Doll to revive you, but it seems like there’s no need for this now. “In the future, we will be separated forever. We will never meet again.”
I am completely confused by these words, could it be that he has been shocked silly by the Cloth Doll’s encounter?
“Ruze, what’s wrong with you? Why did he say such a strange thing? Don’t scare me, okay? ”
Ruze’s expression became so nostalgic, this is something I have never seen before. He looked at me, his gaze carrying traces of gentleness, “I might be leaving soon, don’t worry about me, I will protect you in another world.”
What was all this nonsense?
Tathagata said impatiently, “Alright, are you done talking? If you’re done, then you should be on your way. ”
On the road?
I looked at Tathagata in shock. Why does this word sound so ear-piercing to me?
“Tathagata, what did you say? How can you do this? Is your heart really made out of iron or stone? ”
My hair is standing on end from anger. This Tathagata is simply too despicable!
Ruze did not fuss about it, nor was he surprised. Instead, he had a natural look on his face.
Wasn’t the change in him a little too great?
I can’t figure it out.
“If you’re right, don’t blame him. I won’t blame him either. He made me understand where I was going.”
“Ruze, are you crazy? “Don’t let your imagination run wild, and don’t do anything stupid.”
I was shocked to the extreme.
But Ruze gave me one last wistful look before silently returning to his bed and lying down. He turned around and entered the room, not saying another word.
I was even more disgusted with Tathagata, and his impression of him was even more discounted.
However, Tathagata didn’t care about my attitude and turned to leave.
I looked at the fragments on the floor and felt a bit sad. I slowly picked them up.
I wanted to put them into a bag, but a piece of paper suddenly fell out from the Cloth Doll’s stomach. I was a little dazed, and when I picked it up to take a look, I was immediately stunned.
On the slip of paper, there were three words. It was a name, and it was written with my name, Mei Ruxue.
Furthermore, the strangest thing was that my name was written in red ink.
I was so frightened that I threw the note away as if it were some kind of scorching potion.
“How can this be? “Why is my name on it?” Ruze was hugging onto the Cloth Doll tightly and I couldn’t help but to look at the motionless Ruze on the bed with suspicion.
I began to wonder if he had done all this. But if he did do it, what was his purpose?
In the end, I couldn’t hold it in anymore and asked, “Ruze, why is there a note with my name written in the Cloth Doll’s stomach?”
When I finished, I waited for his answer.
But he didn’t react at all.
He was still lying there quietly, as if he had just fallen asleep.
“Ruze, say something! Are you asleep? Or are you deliberately not answering my question? ”
However, there was still no sound, as though this world had become my personal world.
I can’t hold it in any longer. I have to find out what’s going on today.
I rushed to the front of his bed and forcefully shook him. “Get up, get up. You must know what’s going on right? “Hurry up and tell me.”
However, I was surprised to find that the corner of his mouth was filled with blood. Looking at this scene, I was stunned.