Spirit In Dark Night - C74
“Gentle, I’m fine now.” I said to her.
Warmth grabbed my hand and glanced at Tathagata, then said with a bit of awkwardness, “How about I send you back to your room first? “It seems like you don’t have any spirit at all.”
As she spoke, her eyes glanced at Tathagata faintly, as if she wanted to see how he would react after hearing her words.
Despite that, the expected storm didn’t seem to come. Tathagata didn’t get angry, but weirdly, he didn’t even open his mouth.
He never looked at us.
When she saw that Tathagata had no reaction, she walked over to him.
We passed by Tathagata, my arm still pressed against his body, but he still didn’t react.
After leaving him for a long way, I was finally relieved.
I felt like I had left the clutches of a demon.
If I were to return, I could only return to Tathagata’s residence. It would be impossible to return to my residence.
However, it was fortunate that Tathagata didn’t follow us back immediately. I hastily shut the door and heaved a sigh of relief.
“Ruxue, can you tell me what happened now?”
Warm warmth retracted the smile on his face, and was replaced by a serious expression.
It was as if she knew that this matter was very important and did not dare to neglect it in the slightest.
I sighed and the scene appeared in my mind once again. I couldn’t help but feel a lingering fear.
I really couldn’t forget that scene. I thought that as long as I escaped, I would pretend that nothing had happened. However, I never expected that it wasn’t the case at all.
“Gentle, this matter is simply too frightening. I never would have thought that I would encounter so many strange things.”
Hearing my words, Wen Hei’s expression darkened, as if she had suddenly recalled something. “Ruxue, do you still remember what happened at school?”
School?
I was stunned by her words. Why did she suddenly start talking about the school when we were talking about this matter again?
I asked puzzledly, “I don’t understand what you mean.”
“Have you forgotten that you fell from the top of the school library?” As she spoke, her eyes became extremely sharp.
I was so frightened by her fierce gaze that I staggered. Why does this warmth seem to have suddenly changed into someone else?
“Warm, what nonsense are you talking about?” I asked in surprise.
Actually, this question had been bothering me for a long time, but I didn’t have the opportunity to ask her about it even though I was in the same place with her everyday. I didn’t expect her to bring up this topic on her own accord.
“Don’t you know what I’m talking about?”
The warmth seems to be pressing down on me step by step.
“Gentle, you’re so strange. I really don’t understand what you’re thinking. I’ve never worked at the school’s library before. Besides, I just happened to be home at that time. Why would I jump off a building and commit suicide?” Don’t you think what you just said is really weird? ”
Ruxue, if you were to say these to others, perhaps I would be able to believe you. But the problem is that we are best friends, and get tired of each other almost every day. If you were to go home, how could I not know?
“But I told you personally that I’m going home. You won’t forget that, right?”
She really didn’t know if that good thing was real or fake. After all, so much time had passed, why did she mention it at such a time?
I really don’t understand what she’s thinking.
Warmth shook her head, as if she was talking to herself, “That’s strange. Why would he call to say that there was an accident in the cemetery?”
I didn’t hear her warm words, but I could tell that she was definitely out of the ordinary.
“Are you done talking?”
Warmth suddenly woke up, and when she lifted her head, she met Tathagata’s lethal gaze.
For a moment, Gentle Snow was stupefied. She blankly stared into Tathagata’s eyes, seemingly unable to extricate herself.
“Why did you come in without knocking?” I asked in displeasure.
Tathagata was indeed a rude person, and he would never care about other people’s feelings when he did anything. I knew this very well.
“This is my room. Don’t tell me that I have to knock on the door even when I return to my own room. Should I report this to you?”
Wasn’t that a bit too harsh?
No matter what, he is a man. Men have to yield to women. Yet, he never likes to leave me any face.
Actually, I’m already used to it.
“Tathagata, I don’t want to talk to you anymore. Alright, you can do whatever you want.”
I simply let nature take its course.
The warm look in Tathagata’s eyes seemed very gentle, as if he were looking at something very precious.
“Young Master Rulai, I know that you’re sulking because of that night. But now that Ruxue is back, she should be fine, right? This matter can be considered to be over, so don’t take it to heart. ”
The corner of Tathagata’s mouth raised as he spoke in a condescending manner, “Gentle, you may leave now.”
Not only was I stunned, I was also stunned. Tathagata’s attitude was simply too hurtful.
Her warm face flushed red, “Young Master Rulai, do I really make you hate me that much?”
“This is my room. Since I’ve already said it, you can leave now.”
Warmth could no longer hold it in. She stomped her foot and rushed out.
I couldn’t help but secretly shake my head. Tathagata had indeed gone too far.
I couldn’t help but think of how I had gone with him to his house, and how she had come to see him because she liked him, and how he had taken her for nothing.
Now, it seemed that this warmth was still unwilling to give up, and so they had come to this place. Unexpectedly, they had met with complete defeat.
“Do you think I’m cruel? “Heartless?” Tathagata did not know why, but he seemed to be slightly moved today.
When he spoke, I thought he looked sad, in contrast to his previous warm attitude.
I was also surprised at this point. Tathagata was indeed abnormal today.
He couldn’t help but have a weird expression on his face. Even his temper was strange.
“You’re not talking, but I know you’re listening to me.”
For once, Tathagata did not lose his temper and just continued talking to himself.
I still didn’t say anything. It wasn’t that I didn’t want to speak, but I really didn’t know what to say.
“Do you know? I didn’t really want to be like this every day. However, this is something that I cannot control. Some things have happened and there’s no way of turning back, just like me. If it wasn’t for the things that happened in the past, I presume I would be now. ”
At this point, he stopped, as if he felt that he had gone too far.
I wondered what had happened to him today. How could it be so abnormal? Normally, he wouldn’t say such words. More importantly, his tone was surprisingly gentle.
However, when Tathagata spoke gently, his appearance was also very amiable, causing me to feel a warm feeling in my heart.
For a moment, I had an illusion.
“I’ve always regretted thinking that if it hadn’t been for that incident, I wouldn’t have reached this point. Sometimes, I feel so tired, but even so, I have to persevere. I must pay the price for my own mistakes.”
Uh! The more he said, the more emotional he got.
Suddenly, he caught me off guard and grabbed one of my hands, startling me.
“You, what are you planning to do?” I shouted in horror.
Tathagata shook his head in amazement. “You seem to be very afraid of me? Am I really that scary? ”
I shook my head. “No, I didn’t mean that.”
“Do you know why I never laugh? Actually, it’s not because I don’t have emotions, nor is it because I don’t have emotions, nor is it because I don’t have desires. Rather, I don’t know how to laugh. ”
My eyes immediately widened and my jaw almost dropped from shock.
He said he couldn’t laugh?
This should be the funniest joke I’ve ever heard.
How could there be a person in the world who could not laugh?
Unless that person didn’t want to laugh and was unwilling to be young, there shouldn’t be any problem with him not laughing, right?
He was just a hypocrite. Was there really a need to come up with such a ridiculous excuse?
“You, you said you don’t know how to laugh?” I couldn’t help but laugh out loud.
Tathagata’s face was still as dark as ever. “Do you really think it’s that funny? Do you think I would joke with you about something like this? “Then you are too naive.”
Tathagata began to mock me again. The meaning behind those words were still, “I’m just a simple-minded person.”
No, something didn’t seem right. He said he couldn’t laugh, but I seem to remember him smiling once since I came to the villa. I remember him smiling once, and I remember it very clearly.
“You’re lying!” I excitedly stood up. “You clearly know how to laugh. I have seen it with my own eyes.”
Tathagata looked at me indifferently, as if he wasn’t surprised. “Right, it’s because I smiled at you the only time, that’s why I chose you to have an underworld marriage with me. Do you understand?”
I don’t seem to be able to figure it out. I don’t seem to understand what he means.
“Do you mean that if you smile at someone, that person will marry you?”