Spoiled Wife - C84 cowardice
After that kiss, King Xian felt that his relationship with Princess Hua-Yang had become closer, but it was still better to be closer. He no longer needed to worry about Princess Hua-Yang when she reached her age, and he couldn’t help but look forward to her.
As a person who had a modern soul in his body, every time Shen Qi saw the Duke after this incident, she started to feel uncomfortable. She realized that she wouldn’t be able to act as indifferent as she did before when facing the Duke.
For the past two days, she had been feeling somewhat agitated. She wanted to see the prince, but she was also afraid of meeting him. At this time, she had no choice but to admit that her heart had been moved.
No matter if it was appearance or ability, King Xian was one of the best. Very few women could resist his charm. It was too easy for one to fall in love with him, especially after spending so much time together and seeing how different he was to you.
Shen Qi had been suppressing her emotions all this while, preventing herself from losing her final path of retreat. She didn’t dare to, because whether it was the effects of her previous life or the situation in this life, she didn’t dare to take that step forward, so she deceived herself, believing that she wouldn’t fall for him.
However, when she saw the bold expressions of love she had for the Prince, she felt both bitter and envious at the same time. They were all braver than her, and only she herself knew how weak she was in terms of feelings!
However, that kiss and the attitude of the prince made her unable to remain calm. This time, she couldn’t even deceive herself.
If I fall in love, what should I do? Taking this step required too much courage, because it was equivalent to cutting off one’s own path of retreat. If the prince were to like other women in the future, how was she supposed to act?
These questions kept bothering her. Shen Qi admitted that she was too indecisive when it came to relationships and had seen too many tragedies, causing her to unconsciously become timid every time.
In his previous life, his mother didn’t agree with divorce at the beginning because she still loved him. But his father had another woman outside, and that woman was pregnant.
But he did not want that child to have an incomplete home as soon as he was born. He wanted to give them a complete home. Do I deserve it for their integrity?
After her mother cried and messed around, she let go, then looked for her true love, and after that they were all complete, only she herself, she had always been alone, those injuries had always been engraved in her heart, engraved in her memory!
Most of the time, she would show a cold expression, not because she was born like this. This had always been her protective color, and she wanted to let herself live without caring about anything, so that she would not be harmed.
He knew that at this time, wangfei’s heart was rather complicated, but in circumstances where it was not necessary, he still wanted her to understand that he could tell that wangfei was actually a very contradictory person.
On the one hand, she didn’t seem to care about anything, but on the other hand, she was an extremely soft-hearted person. Sometimes, she could convince herself without anyone saying anything, and then soften her heart and forgive others.
Logically speaking, such people should have extremely rich feelings. However, the wangfei had always been very calm, as if nothing could cause her to waver. As a result, it was very contradictory!
He thought that it was because his mother didn’t like him, so he had to adjust himself so that he wouldn’t pay attention to her. He pretended to pretend that what she said was true, and in the end, even he had been fooled.
When he thought about it, he felt his heart ache for her. He really wanted to tell her directly, so that she could feel at ease and hand him over to Ben Wang. Ben Wang promises to spoil him for life!
Author’s Note: This chapter was written to the point where I could not even cry. Tears flowed down my face like a flood.
There was one other person who was in a dilemma over the past few days and it was Lan Xin.
Lan Xin had been sent flying by King Duanren’s palm, and she had been hit on the wall, where she had immediately vomited blood. Lan Xin had been sent flying by King Duanren’s palm, and she had been hit on the wall, and had immediately vomited blood.
She knew that she had caused trouble this time, but she did not know how the Prince would deal with her. At that time, the Prince’s appearance was too frightening, as if he wanted to kill her. She was truly afraid.
These past few days, she’d been worrying about her own situation, wondering how the prince would treat her. Furthermore, if news of this got to the empress dowager’s ears, things wouldn’t be easy for her either.
At that time, in order to prevent others from finding out, she did not directly use medicine, and only used some food and medicine to create such an effect. Originally, she thought that it was foolproof, but who knew that the Prince had suffered some sort of shock.
At this time, she was still in despair. Such a good opportunity would have been accomplished by any other person, yet the Prince was so special. Could it be that he was punishing her for not listening to his mother’s words?
To help him or to be disappointed in him? If even his godmother wasn’t willing to help him, then she was really finished.
After a few days of hard work, she had become haggard. She no longer had the spirit she had before, and now she could only place her hopes on the Palace’s mother.
Tzu Ning Palace … the empress dowager had just finished her breakfast and washed her mouth, when she saw Aunt Ning rushing in. Without waiting for the empress dowager’s question, he kneeled down. “Esteemed Empress Dowager, please forgive me, but this old servant has my trust in you.”
Hearing this, the empress dowager was stunned. What’s going on? ” Hurry up, what’s wrong with you? What happened? ” When had the Aunt Ning ever been so flustered? So the empress dowager was very curious as to what happened.
Aunt Ning looked extremely ashamed and ashamed. She glanced at the empress dowager and then lowered her head, as if she really had let down the empress dowager, as if she didn’t have the face to see her. Her actions made the empress dowager even more puzzled.
“Get up and speak. I don’t even know what’s going on, what are you doing singing?” The empress dowager held common mama’s hand and sat down, then she looked at him and frowned.
“This servant shall kneel and reply. I am truly ashamed of your trust. This servant is ashamed. Please let me kneel. This way, my heart will feel better.” Aunt Ning looked like he was about to cry.
The empress dowager knew that the Aunt Ning had always had her principles, and that she would never back down when she decided to do something. She was very stubborn, and because of this, the empress dowager trusted her so much, so she didn’t try to persuade her anymore.
The Aunt Ning knew that she could not hide this from the empress dowager, and did not know that she would find out sooner or later. Instead of deliberately hiding it from the Empress Dowager, it was better to tell the truth so that she could have a better impression of it.
“Lanxin is still too young, she’s too impatient to do anything, so she harmed your highness. Empress Dowager, if you want to punish me, then punish me, I, your servant, didn’t teach her well.”
The empress dowager was one of the very few people who knew the true relationship between Lanxin and Aunt Ning, so when she saw Aunt Ning like this, she knew that she was indeed thinking this way.
No matter what, it wasn’t a pleasant affair for something like this to happen in private, especially against her favorite son. Moreover, this person had made the decision for her son to bring her home, so not only was she disappointed in Lan Xin, but it was also the feeling of guilt towards King Duanren that made the empress dowager very complicated.
“When did this happen?” The empress dowager turned to ask common mama, if he didn’t tell her that he wouldn’t know when such a thing had happened, then she wouldn’t even know.
It was also the first time common mama had heard of the events that occurred in the Duke Palaces. Unless someone from the Palace was willing to spread the news, it would be extremely difficult for others to find out what was happening inside.
The common mama then shook his head and said, “This servant doesn’t know either. I’m afraid that Prince didn’t tell you when you got angry.”
The empress dowager shook her head, then looked at Aunt Ning with some dissatisfaction. “Did Lan Xin pass you a letter?”
At this time, the Aunt Ning realized that she was getting a little anxious. She had only wanted to tell the empress dowager before she flared up, so she was determined to take revenge on her. In the end, she forgot something that even the empress dowager didn’t know.
However, it was already too late to regret it now, so he nodded honestly, “Yes, she was afraid that you would be disappointed, so she sent a message to me first. This servant also just found out and quickly came to ask for your forgiveness.”
The empress dowager looked at Aunt Ning and didn’t know what to say. If it were any ordinary palace maid, she would have directly sent them away, but it was just her side that had that sort of relationship. Aunt Ning had always handled things with her heart, and had always relied on her all these years.
“What did the prince say?” At this time, the empress dowager decided to hand the matter over to Jing Ze, since she wouldn’t be able to interfere anymore.
“Lanxin has been recuperating from her injuries in the past two days, so there is no specific constitution for the Prince.” Aunt Ning knew that the empress dowager would definitely not force Lan Xin to stay in the Prince’s Mansion, but what if the Prince directly sold Lan Xin?
She still wanted to ask the empress dowager to let Lan Xin come back, even if she didn’t have to do anything and had her own support. She wanted to wait a year or two for everyone to forget about this and then find a small family for Lan Xin.
How could the empress dowager not know what she was thinking? All the people in Aunt Ning have their own principles, but to break through everything just for Lan Xin’s sake, that’s also using your heart!
“Forget it, This Dowager will throw caution to the wind and don’t tell His Highness again. Just let Lan Xin come back.” The empress dowager sighed before instructing, “But you have to discipline her when she returns. Fortunately, they’re all ingredients. If those shady things are not punished by Prince for my sake, I won’t spare her.”
Aunt Ning was already grateful that the empress dowager was willing to intervene in order for Lan Xin to return, so he immediately agreed to the empress dowager’s subsequent warning. Furthermore, even if the empress dowager didn’t say anything, she was prepared to properly discipline Lan Xin this time.