Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter (GL) - Chapter 16

Professor Shi used a knife and fork to eat slices of toast, which was very elegant. After taking a sip of coffee, she opened the sugar bowl on the table and scooped two sugar substitutes. After thinking about it, she only added one.

Tang Kai saw that she added sugar substitutes and used guacamole, but she made sweet and fragrant desserts for herself.

There is a bit of unspeakable taste floating in my heart.

There are too many words of gratitude, every time it is just a monotonous one or two thank you, it feels light and light, but Tang Kai feels that he can’t think of anything else.

Should we chat at this time? What is she going to say?

When Shici’s gaze came over, Tang Kai subconsciously put aside.

Shi Ci curled his lower lip and chatted with her, “Hey, I’m very curious, what do you dislike Shi Hai?”

Tang Kai almost bit the spoon.

Speech: “Objectively speaking, my stupid brother looks good and has a good personality. You said you don’t like younger men because you think he is not mature enough?”

Tang Kai didn’t dare to eat anymore.

He chuckled and smiled, “You continue to eat, don’t be nervous.”

Tang Kai pinched the spoon, “I…”

Speech: “I guess your dislike of the young man is actually an excuse? In fact, you just don’t like him, right?”

Tang Kai’s face was strained, and his eyebrows were tightened tightly.

When speaking, there is always a smile in his eyes, and it is gentle like a spring breeze, which makes people unsuspecting.

Tang Kai hesitated, “He is fine, but…”

Shi Ci smiled and took it for her, “But we are people in different worlds? But we have no similarities? But I don’t want to fall in love for the time being?”

Tang Kai: “…”

She moved her lips and pressed it again.

Shi Ci put his hand on his cheek, blinked at her, and added for her, following her calling herself, “Professor Shi, you have to say everything, what else can I say…”

Tang Kai usually speaks concisely and concisely, only expressing information, seldom bring some extra emotional color and tone.

Shici recalled the three words she used in the software, “…nothing.” Those three words may be under the beautification of the software, or perhaps Tang Kai’s own emotions at the time, under her usual clear voice. It means sweet and soft.

It doesn’t mean that she doesn’t like to eat sweets when she speaks. It must be controlled.

The feeling of those words was sweet, just like Tang Kai’s smile just now.

The more rare the more rare.

The less you see, the more you want to see.

She guessed the content of Tang Kai’s words, called “Professor Shi” softly, speaking as if she was acting like a baby.

If Tang Kai speaks to himself like this, it must feel very good.

Shici could detect her own inexplicable thoughts, but she didn’t feel like it.

When she was fifteen, she made clear her sexuality, first love in college, and now in her early thirties, she has been in serious love three times. Every time, she quickly confirmed her intentions and took the initiative to attack. She least likes procrastination, wasting time, and disappointing the spring.

Three years ago, Ms. Ding adopted the pudding. At that time, it was a small plush pup. She liked to look up at people with big smoky eyes and smell people with her pink nose. She liked to hug them. It, take food to tease it.

It should be the same as it is now, right? But it’s a bit different.

For the first time, Professor Shi didn’t quite understand his own psychology, so he acted according to his heart.

But when she said this, she realized that it was a bit bad…

The tone was too flirting.

I don’t know if Tang Kai understands or doesn’t understand…

He smiled as usual on his face, carefully observing Tang Kai’s reaction.

The little girl was stunned for several seconds before reacting. She wanted to say something in a hurry. Her black ink-like eyes were dazzling and her cheeks quickly rose. However, she seemed to think of nothing else, so she could only answer instinctively, “Yes, It’s not like that…”

Shi Ci looked at her, Tang Kai’s complexion was very pale, mostly pale, and looked like malnourished. In a sunny dining room, her slightly pink cheeks are like transparent petals.

“Oh?” Shi Ci still wanted to tease her.

“Shi Hairen is very good…” Tang Kai said again, “He is very cheerful and carefree, and the girls who are with him should be very happy…”

Tang Kai looked down, looking at the half-eaten yogurt cereal cup, with long eyelashes like a pair of still butterfly wings, the tea mole hidden in her lower eyelid, in the summer morning light, like a shaky one. Tears.

“He is a good love partner, but I am not.”

How old is she? Just say this? The feeling is just like the vicissitudes of vicissitudes sent by a veteran of the vertical and horizontal love field for decades, and she will not say anything more than ten years older than her.

If other young people say such almost hypocritical words, they will sneer.

But Tang Chi’s tone was gentle, his expression was faint, just the mole of tears was flashing, just the dew on the petals in the early morning.

Shici smiled, her eyes were particularly attractive when they were smiling, and they were also deep and tender when they were not smiling. She didn’t need to speak, her eyes had already said a lot.

Don’t say that to yourself.

Tang Kai’s heart was sour, for no reason, and why he didn’t know why.

In fact, she hasn’t said such words that reveal her inner emotions for a long time.

She now has only Zhang Zinan as a good friend, and the way they get along is Zhang Zinan’s words, Tang Kai listens, and occasionally she talks about Tang Kai’s own affairs lightly.

When did it start?

She used to be a loving and close fellow classmates and friends who chatted together to share their thoughts and thoughts.

Until the death of her father, her mother was seriously ill and was hospitalized. She took leave to go to the hospital from time to time. She only had the time to come back to class to fill her mind with knowledge frantically.

Slowly distanced himself from his peers.

They are talking about the latest lipstick colors, chasing after the stars who just debuted, talking about the boys they have a crush on, worrying about pimples, and getting tired of the exam rankings.

What is she doing? I worry about my mother’s diet, worry about the results of her chemotherapy, and think about whether she has enough money every day, and try my best to squeeze out energy to study every day.

She could not sleep well for a long time and could not eat well, but she had to force herself to eat and sleep, so that she could not hide her mother.

It’s not that I haven’t talked to my friends, but they are all adolescent children, and they can empathize with their little troubles, and they are powerless to do this kind of major event of life and death.

Slowly, Tang Kai became the unpopular one. As soon as she appeared, the lively occasion would be quiet instantly. Everyone’s polite smile and sympathetic gaze explained everything.

No one likes people who are more affected by heavy negative energy.

She actually knew it.

At that time, there was a boy who had a good opinion, and the other party was also chasing her. At first, he would show concern for her, and then he would avoid her.

Once when she went to find him, she accidentally heard him say to other people: “Crying her face all day long, and saying that she is sad every time, I will be tired too? No matter how beautiful the face is, I am scared to face it. .”

Tang Kai will always remember this sentence.

It turns out that she makes others so unhappy.

Nor is it disappointed or sad.

It’s just that even the time of disappointment and sadness is too extravagant.

She spent all her time studying, and she robbed her of death against her mother.

She is too tired, she needs energy and measures to talk, and she will not consciously bring her own expectations. As time goes by, she won’t talk anymore, and she doesn’t understand.

After so many years, it seems to have gotten used to it.

People like her are tired when they are friends or lovers.

That’s why she said that she was not a good love partner.

“I’m not a good love partner.”

She also said this when Zhang Zinan asked why she didn’t like Shi Hai. Zhang Zinan didn’t understand very much and asked her, “How old are you, what do you mean, how can you know if you haven’t tried it!” Tang Kai couldn’t say it, so he could only gently squeeze a little arc like a smile in silence.

She cherishes Zhang Zinan’s friend very much. Many times she has to filter the words in her heart before saying something in her heart.

She was satisfied if she could say a little bit and withdraw a little emotion.

Probably because the speech was too gentle to her, she said a lot.

However, after speaking, she was a little at a loss and embarrassed, and she didn’t expect to get such a gentle look.

She also understood what Shi Ci didn’t say in her eyes.

Neither of them spoke for a while.

According to common sense, Tang Kai also knew that her words were not easy to answer, which was a bit embarrassing.

After several encounters with Shi Ci, Tang Kai felt that Professor Shi was a role model for young girls, with outstanding appearance and talents that could match her appearance. She was dazzling.

You think such a person will be superior, but in fact she is not. She is proud but not high, self-confident but very easy-going.

Tang Kai came to see her as a respectful teacher, but sometimes she would make jokes that she didn’t know how to answer when she gave a speech, but these didn’t matter. But because she silenced the other party, she didn’t feel very good.

She wanted to warm up the field, “You and Shi Hai have a very good relationship.”

“Shi Hai was an accident to my mother, and it was also true to me. Let’s be okay, using current Internet terms to talk about plastic sisters and brothers.” Shi Ci said.

How can you say that about yourself and your brother?

Tang Kai met them several times and got along naturally and easily, and Shi Hai obviously relied on this sister. Last night she was still talking about her sister petting her at the barbecue restaurant, and he called.

Tang Kai knew Shici was joking, and was amused by her words, with a little smile on her brows.

“Are you the only child? Are there any brothers and sisters in the family?” Shi Ci asked with a smile.

Tang Kai was quiet, and shook his head, “No, I’m the only one.”

Shici looked at her, “My stupid brother once told me to recognize you as a sister…”

Tang Kai was taken aback, “Huh?”

Remarks and waved his hand, “It seems that some of his friends gave him a trick, so I want to get closer to you.”

Tang Kai: “…”

I said in my heart that this is really a bad idea.

Shici tilted his head and looked at her with a smile, “I told him that it is enough for him to have a younger brother, and I don’t want a younger sister anymore.”

Tang Kai stared at the cup, saying in his heart that I don’t want my brother either.

Shi Ci can guess from her expression that this thoughtful girl must be going around inside at this time.

“I know what you mean…”

Shici curled his lips and smiled and said to her: “My undergraduate is also a big graduate, and it is not in your department, but it can also be regarded as your senior sister. You don’t need you to call me.”

Tang Kai did not expect this turning point. She blinked and said, “Oh.”

“You can call me Senior Sister.”

Shizi closed her temples, and if the light under her eyes is hot, it is not scorching, but it is very bright, and it is a bit inexplicable, “Or call me Shi (teacher) sister.”

Tang Kai didn’t expect that there would be another turning point after the turning point. She didn’t know whether it was because of her speech or her eyesight. She blinked her eyelids and shook her head and said, “…it’s not possible.”

Maybe even Tang Kai didn’t know it, this time even her neck was pink.

He put his hand on his cheek, squinted at her slightly, and laughed again.