Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter (GL) - Chapter 76
Tang Kai actually arrived for a while, the weather was cold, she was too anxious, put on canvas shoes and left.
Standing at the door of Shi Ci’s house for a while, her feet were so cold that she was not sure what was going on. After hesitating for a long time, the phone turned around, but after all, she didn’t tell Shi Ci that she was coming.
On this freezing cold day and celebrating the whole country, she walked countless back and forth in the alley in front of her girlfriend’s house, stomping her feet to keep warm. Tang Kai didn’t feel any cold in her heart. Today is the most festive day of the whole year at the place closest to her speech. She wants to be closer to her, and it can be regarded as spending the New Year together.
“Is nothing really happening?” Tang Kai looked at the last private message she sent to Shi Hai.
“It’s nothing big, don’t worry.” Shi Hai returned to her after a long time.
Tang Kai returned to Shi Ci and her dialog box again, and asked her to Professor Shi but did not reply.
Is it really okay? Maybe it’s the Shi’s housework? If this is the case, she really can’t help, then what can she do?
Tang Kai was going to wait till midnight, and then called to give a speech, to make sure she was really okay, and she would go back to school by herself. She walked back and forth several times, it was too cold, she sighed warmly into her palms from time to time.
At this moment, she heard the sound of a door opening in front, and Tang Kai looked up and saw the resignation coming out.
Tang Kai’s impression is that the speeches are all smiling, seven-point self-confidence, three-point arrogance, and full of dazzling, as if there is nothing that can stump her in the world, but now she has her face down and she can’t see her expression.
The rain fell on her hair with snow in her hair, Tang Kai’s smile constricted, and she hurriedly walked over and raised her head. She didn’t seem to realize that anyone would be here, let alone herself.
She was startled, her eyes flashed a little, but Tang Kai’s familiar smile floated on her lips.
Tang Kai’s heart suddenly stabbed, and she quickly walked to the face of the speech.
Shi Ci waited for her, her long curved eyelashes were adorned with a lot of snowflakes, blinked and smiled at her. Tang Kai was very sad, but didn’t know what to say, so she had to smile, “I’m here…”
“Why are you here?” Shi Ci took her hand.
The hand of the speech has always been very warm, but at this moment, the two said without an appointment:
“Your hands are so cold…”
“Hands are so cold…”
Looking at each other, they both laughed again.
“Has it been a long time?” Tang Kai felt her gaze stop gently on her face, and she shook her head.
She didn’t ask herself why she came here. Just now, she was clearly depressed, and when she saw herself, her eyes shone slightly and her smile opened.
Tang Kai’s heart was sour, a little touched, a little painful, and some unspeakable concussion. She squeezed Shishi’s slightly cold fingertips, “I miss you.” She said that easily and clearly. Just said it.
Her eyes flashed, snowflakes melted on her eyelashes, and her smile seemed to melt. At this moment, she was extremely soft, like a girl seeking care and caress.
In the process of communication, Tang Kai often felt that he was dumb and incomprehensible. At this moment, she understood her heart and took the initiative to reach out and hug the speech.
Her professor Shi, sister Shi, really needs her pain at this moment.
“Shall we go back?” Tang Kai hugged her, learning the actions before giving a speech, rubbing her face.
“Well, I’ll go back and drive…” Shi Ci held her waist and pressed her face to her face. The cheeks of both of them were obviously cold, but their hearts were warm.
“Stop driving,” Tang Kai worried about her, “Let’s call a car back.”
“Okay,” Shi Ci also took her hand tightly.
The two embraced gently, and walked away holding hands.
After a while, Shi Hai walked out slowly, staring at the back of them walking.
He and Shici have not spoken for several months. Deep down in his heart, he knows that feelings did not come first, and he has always been unreasonable. But he just can’t get past the hurdle of self-esteem. On the one hand, he feels that he is valued by two people. Betrayed, on the one hand, I feel that I shouldn’t be betrayed…
He hadn’t encountered such a complicated and difficult thing, so he was very upset and simply ignored it.
However, his elder sister is after all an elder sister, someone he has loved and relied on since he was a child, no matter what, they are all his elder sisters.
He remembers the night when he was a child, his sister and parents quarreled a lot, and finally slammed the door and left. She was so angry that she didn’t see him next to him. He chased and ran out, watching her sister call and watching her. Holding the phone tightly, the whole person froze there. For a long time, the stiff expression slowly loosened, and she seemed to cry and laugh, and then she covered her face with her hand…
This evening, as if the old days were reappearing, he was not relieved, and he followed her behind.
He stood by the door, watching them smile at each other, only seeing each other in his eyes, and then watching them leave hand in hand.
Shi Hai just watched them fade out of his sight step by step. He raised his head, and the bigger and bigger snowflakes hit him all over his head and face. It was very cold, but the heavy object in his heart was crushed into powder in an instant. There are no traces.
“Ah!” Shi Hai yelled loudly. It was too cold to hold back and shivered. He stared at the front and looked again, finally showing a smile.
He was relieved, he let it go.
He turned around and entered the house, and Ms. Ding came over. The mother and son approached each other tacitly.
“Where’s your sister? Going back?”
“Well,” Shi Hai paused, then whispered, “Mom, Tang Kai came to pick her up.”
Ms. Ding opened her mouth in surprise, and then laughed, “That’s good, that’s good.”
“Where is my dad?” Shi Hai probe glanced into the living room, but didn’t see anyone.
Ms. Ding went upstairs and gestured, “I’m so angry that I have a stomachache, so I went upstairs.”
She patted Shi Hai on the shoulder, “It’s okay, your mother, I’ll take care of him, you can go and play by yourself!”
Ms. Ding went to the second floor as she talked. In the room, Shi Bingcheng had just taken the medicine. He took off his glasses and pinched his eyebrows, looking tired.
“The New Year’s Eve, you still have such a big fire, and your daughter is angry, and your stomach hurts. Why do you say you are?” Ms. Ding Miaoyi walked in and brought the door to the door.
Shi Bingcheng smiled bitterly, he looked at his wife, and stopped talking.
Ding Miaoyi glanced at him, “Come on, don’t worry, Shi resigns and goes back.”
Shi Bingcheng said: “I’m not worried about her, she is already in her 30s…”
“No matter how old you are, you should be worried!” Ding Miaoyi squinted at him, “Don’t pretend in front of me.”
Shi Bingcheng squeezed her eyebrows again, “You said she is in her 30s, and she said such irresponsible things. Why can she resign and be a teacher? What about the students who study and study with her? If a student is dating, if it spreads out, she won’t even want to enter any college!”
Ding Miaoyi finally curled her lips when she heard it, “…then I don’t think you have to go to college when you are speaking. She also respected your opinion at the beginning…”
Shi Bingcheng sank and said nothing.
Ding Miaoyi smiled quietly, walked over and sat next to him, “How did you find out?”
Shi Bingcheng said, “Last time Lu Yuan hinted at me, I didn’t think much about it. Later I saw them on the street… Wait, you knew it? Earlier than me?” He looked at her suspiciously, between his eyebrows. The folds deepen.
“Ahem!” Ding Miaoyi smiled, “No, no, I’ve been guessing before, and I’m not sure…”
Shi Bingcheng didn’t doubt, “That kid is Tang Kai, right? I saw it when I had morning tea last time. It was very quiet.”
“Hmm, very good, very sensible, and very good.” Ding Miaoyi added quietly following his words.
“Are you 20 years old?” Shi Bingcheng frowned again.
“More than that, she seems to be one year older than Xiaohai.”
“That’s still too small.” Shi Bingcheng frowned more and more.
Ding Miaoyi did not answer the call at this time.
“Do you remember that Shi Ci was with Qiaosha…” Shi Bingcheng said.
Ms. Ding nodded, “Well, it feels a bit like then…”
The two husbands and wives have a strong heart, and they don’t have to be complete to understand each other.
After a while, Shi Bingcheng sighed, “I am not against it. It’s just that the child is too young and he is a student. If it weren’t for the same school…what would other people think of the speech?”
Ding Miaoyi looked at Shi Bingcheng and knew that he was doing a difficult ideological struggle at the moment. Since she knew him, she knew that he was a rigorous temperament, coupled with a professional relationship, sometimes can even be said to be staid, like a day for decades. He has tried his best to respect and understand his daughter’s sexuality. Now he is still speaking to challenge his bottom line. It is natural for him to be unable to accept it for a while.
He is at home at the moment, dressed very decently, with a white shirt underneath, a black-gray twist sweater vest and trousers, with gray hair, neatly trimmed and combed, and meticulous appearance, his eyebrows are locked, and his thin fingers are slightly buttoned. Stomach, thinking.
Ding Miaoyi’s heart softened, she reached out and rubbed his stomach, “You know it’s useless if we object…”
Shi Bingcheng enjoyed her thoughtfulness, her long eyelashes left a row of gray shadows under her eyes, her double eyelids were deep and her nose was tall.
Well, still pleasing to the eye.
Both children have eyes like him, and their height is like him.
Ding Miaoyi looked at it with satisfaction and said, “Forget it, don’t worry about the child’s affairs, let the ‘unfilial girl’ go.”
Shi Bingcheng opened his eyes, “Then you can’t say so…”
Ding Miaoyi chuckled inwardly and said, “Good, good!”
On the day of her speech, Shi Bingcheng was not with her at work. When the plane and taxi arrived overnight, she had finished her labor and woke up after a long sleep. Her eyes were red when she saw him holding the speech of the newborn. All the way, I almost cried in front of her…
Speaking, he has been his apex baby since birth.
Even if he is at odds with his ideas, he still wants to find a way to understand her, “Do you know the situation of that child? Is she also like Shi Shi, who likes the same **** since childhood? Are we going to be with her parents? Communicate…”
Ding Miaoyi said, “I don’t know this, but Shi Ci told me tonight that Xiao Tang Kai’s parents have long passed away.”
Shi Bingcheng’s face sank, and he sat up straight, “It’s just outrageous!”
He breathed a sigh of relief, forcibly to stabilize his emotions, “The child is already lacking in love, and is so much younger than the speech. It is not equal to the speech. The speech is a big advantage to the child!”
Ding Miaoyi was taken aback.
Shi Bingcheng seemed to be really angry, pacing back and forth, a little incoherent, “Really, really… how can she…”
Ding Miaoyi pressed his forehead, “Don’t worry, as others, as parents, we can’t deny the children’s feelings…”
Shi Bingcheng looked at her, “…”
Ding Miaoyi stood up, rubbed his shoulders, and pulled him to sit down, “Hey, old man, don’t worry, Tang Kai is not a minor. I have contacted her several times. Although she is younger than Shici, she is An idea, precocious, well-established child, Shi Hai can’t be compared to her peers. You not only deny the speech, but also deny Tang Kai, don’t be too arbitrary.”
Shi Bingcheng frowned and listened to her.
Although he is staid, he still has the patience to listen to other people’s opinions.
Ding Miaoyi smiled and rubbed his eyebrows, “I know you are too worried about giving away. I am just like you. Since she came out, my heart hasn’t been let go for a moment.”
“I was in the delivery room at that time, and the nurse told me that it was a girl. My feelings for a moment were very complicated.”
“I am a woman. No one understands the hardships of women living in today’s society better than I do. But soon, I feel fortunate, moved, and grateful. I think this is my gift, this one of the same **** as me. Little life, she will be closer to me than anyone in this world. She is my daughter, the continuation of my life, and my little padded jacket.”
“I want to love her, tolerate her, and give her everything I have.”
Her eyebrows eased, wrinkles and oldness also appeared, but in the light, it was a kind of gentleness that softened the heart.
Shi Bingcheng held her hand, Ding Miaoyi leaned her head on his shoulder, “‘I wish my son be stupid and lucid, and come to the public without disaster.’ I know that you, like me, don’t ask for speeches to be’Gongqing’. ‘I just hope that she will live a healthy, safe and smooth life, ordinary and happy.”
“And our daughter, she is so good, she has chosen a road with few people.”
“So you and I are worried, worried that she will be attacked, isolated, made things difficult for her, worried that she will not be understood, worried that she will go astray, worried that she will eventually become lonely, worried about her worry…”
“We still dare not let her know that we are worried, and she is the same, so we will tolerate and hurt each other in love.”
For a while, they leaned against each other without speaking, and there was silence in the room.
“We are not young anymore, our spirits are not as good as before, and we can only stay with her for a while…” Shi Bingcheng said slowly after a long time.
Ding Miaoyi’s heart trembled, she exhaled and smiled: “That’s okay, we can stay with us as long as we can!”
Shi Bingcheng smiled and sighed again, “So we can only…”
“We can only watch next to them and wait behind them. If they need us, we will be there anytime and anywhere. We are the same in giving speeches. As parents, we must do this.” Ding Miaoyi continued.
“This can only be done.” Shi Bingcheng said helplessly, “Nothing can be said.”
Ding Miaoyi beat him, “You have said all that I am disappointed in you, and you still said’unspeakable’.”
“Do you see her manner of speaking?”
“I don’t think your father’s attitude is very good.”
“Are you on her side?”
“I shouldn’t stand by anyone, but am I still on your side?”
The two of them quarreled half-truths.
Ding Miaoyi finally laughed, “Do you now understand how my dad felt back then?”
Ding Miaoyi is a native of Yangcheng in the south. Parents in this place have always disapproved of their daughters marrying outside, or even going out of the province. When Ding Miaoyi was young, he was not a conformist. He studied in Bingcheng, which is 3,000 kilometers away from Yangcheng. After graduation, he worked as a reporter. When talking about marriage and marrying, she wants to marry away, to marry a provincial person who is three years younger than her, and to settle in Huicheng. Ding Miaoyi’s parents say they disagree with everything, all kinds of obstructions, many times. Noisy.
Therefore, Shi Bingcheng has eaten a lot of his father-in-law’s closed doors and cold eyes.
Ding Miaoyi’s parents disagreed with their marriage until Ding Miaoyi gave a resignation. For many years after that, Ding Miaoyi’s father did not say a few words to him. When she reminded him, Shi Bingcheng remembered the years under his father-in-law’s hand. He laughed bitterly on the days when he was careful to please his heart.
He sighed and nodded, “I see, father-in-law is not easy. Being a parent is really…”
“Don’t dare to take it lightly for a moment.”
Ding Miaoyi smiled, “Old man, Feng Shui turns around.”
Shi Bingcheng shook his head, smiled helplessly, and then frowned to cover his stomach.
“Okay, okay… don’t think about it…” Ding Miaoyi comforted and gently pressed his stomach. “Children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren. Besides, I am your most important person. Children must stand aside. At the beginning of the new year, everything We have to think for the good, we go to bed early and go to incense tomorrow morning.”
Under the warm chatter of his wife, Shi Bingcheng finally calmed down. His eyes were filled with a shallow smile. He laughed, “I actually don’t blame my father-in-law. It is my greatest blessing and luck to marry you. Tomorrow is the time to go to incense early, thank you Bodhisattva.”
Ding Miaoyi was taken aback, then slapped him, “…Oh, you are not ashamed!”
Suddenly say this is what you do?
Shi Bingcheng smiled, then frowned.
“Hey hey… What medicine did you just take but it didn’t work? Let me see… You lie down and rest…”
The wind and snow screamed outside, and the voice in the room was lively.
The trivial matters of the mortal world are not difficult to deal with when someone is by the side.