Stay Safe - Chapter 67

“What else did you do?!”

The wooden pillow in front of him leaned forward slightly, and pressed one hand on the table, and every strand of hair was written with anxiety and concern.

Xiao Jin has fantasized many times, what kind of situation or opportunity will Muzhenxi ask about the past, and what kind of expression will it be?

Xiao Jin’s eyes showed a look of dodging just right, and his eyelashes drooped down, concealing the true emotions in his eyes.

Muzhenxi said as expected: “Don’t hide it from me.” In a stern tone.

When Muzhenxi is serious, she still has a bit of aura. Ordinary people are easily stunned by her, and Xiao Jin still has time to evaluate in his heart.

Muzhenxi was prepared in advance that Xiao Jin would not explain honestly, if Xiao Jin was still the Xiao Jin she knew before, so Muzhenxi prepared a lot of patience, Xiaozhi moved with emotion and reasoned, She lowered her eyebrows softly and said, “I know you may not want to mention it, for fear that I will feel guilty, but you can’t make decisions for me in the name of being good for me, although I’m not yours now…” Wooden pillow creek is vague After taking those three words, I followed them carefully, “Could our relationship be unreservedly frank? Your blindly concealing is not for my own good, but selfish.”

Xiao Jin’s long eyelashes trembled slightly, but he still didn’t raise his eyes.

Seeing hope, Mu Zhenxi continued: “Do you remember how we broke up before? The big reason is because you didn’t tell me anything. I know that I’m not as mature as you, and you have a lot of things in your mind. I don’t understand it, or I think it’s useless to tell me, or something else. It’s in the past, but we can’t let it pass, and we can’t make the same mistakes again, don’t you think?”

Xiao Jin was silent, the hand holding the chopsticks clenched and loosened his fingers, apparently engaged in a battle between heaven and man.

Mu Zhenxi looked away from her hand, got up from his seat, walked around to Xiao Jin, squatted in front of her, held her hand, silently gave her strength, and stared at her from the bottom up eyes, and said seriously: “I want to know and share everything about you, whether it’s good or bad.”

Xiao Jin’s eyelashes twitched a few times. Without looking at her, she pressed her hand slightly and whispered, “Get up first.”

Muzhenxi didn’t dare to relax, and asked softly, “Have you decided to say it?”

Xiao Jin was silent for a few seconds, without saying a word, and moved to the deck.

This is the signal to back down.

Muzhenxi was ecstatic and did not dare to show it. She carefully sat in the seat that Xiao Jin let out. She looked at Xiao Jin’s side face, her eyelids were drooping, and she couldn’t see her eyes clearly.

When she was thinking about it in her heart, Xiao Jin suddenly looked at her with a little helplessness in her eyes, the kind of helplessness that is eager to talk but doesn’t know where to start, and the corners of her eyes slowly turned red.

It was as if someone had punched the bridge of Mu Zhenxi’s nose, and her heart was sore, she almost immediately raised her hand and hugged her into his arms, coaxing her with the utmost tenderness: “Don’t worry, take your time.”

It is a very cruel thing to dig up the past. Wooden Sleeper Creek has already experienced severe pain like scraping bones to heal her wounds, and she feels the same. For a while, she had the idea of ​​retreating. Xiao Jin was different from her. She couldn’t reconcile with the past without digging up this piece of rotten flesh, but Xiao Jin was not. She didn’t look any different.

Wooden Pillow Creek began to reflect on whether his own thoughts were another kind of selfishness. Lovers need each other’s independent space, respect each other, and force Xiao Jin to recall painful things. Those painful things have no meaning to her except to make her hurt again.

Mu Zhenxi felt Xiao Jin’s slight trembling in her arms, and once again made up her mind, the words “Forget it, we won’t mention this” already poured into her throat, but Xiao Jin suddenly stopped shaking.

She slowly pulled herself out of the embrace of Wooden Pillow Creek, but did not put her hands down, lowered her eyes, and said with a light expression: “They have been refusing to let me go, it is useless to make a fuss, and the things I smashed are also useless. After being cleaned up, I had no choice but to go on a hunger strike and locked myself in my room without eating or drinking.”

The man with the trembling fingers became the wooden pillow stream.

She guessed it, but hearing it with her own ears is not the same as guessing it.

When the ancients suffered from famine, they could change their children to eat. A person who has never suffered from hunger does not know how uncomfortable it is to be hungry. It is not a fruit dinner for urban white-collar workers who have no worries about food and clothing, or a child who does not eat a meal in anger. stop eating. Before Muzhenxi tried not to eat a grain of rice for a day, he was so hungry that he rolled on the bed at night, listening to the roar in his stomach and opening his eyes until dawn. The next morning, he ate a whole pot of porridge, but he never tried again.

She is still like this, not to mention Xiao Jin, who has been pampered all the time. Xiao Jin is someone who gets angry even if he doesn’t eat a good meal, let alone choose to go on a hunger strike.

“How long have you been on a hunger strike?” Wooden Pillow Creek asked while pinching his nails.

“I forgot, they forced me to eat during this period.” A hungry person’s ability to resist food plummeted. When his vision was blurred, Xiao Jin’s every cell protested when she smelled the aroma of the food. Her body It will approach the past spontaneously, and only by pinching itself can it keep sane.

During the hunger strike, Xiao Jin’s body was covered in bruises and purples that she pinched out by herself, which was shocking. Even so, Xiao’s mother and Xiao’s mother still did not change her mind. When she was lying in bed too hungry to move, she was unable to resist, Xiao’s father and Xiao’s mother gave her water, because she had not eaten for too long, and it had psychological effects. Xiao Jin had a rejection reaction to the food and couldn’t eat it, but it didn’t matter, a private doctor gave her nutrient solution, the body could be slowly raised, and their daughter could also slowly walk on the right path.

Her hunger strike ended in failure.

Xiao Jin opened his eyes every day and looked at the ceiling above his head without saying a word, like a silent stone statue.

Xiao Jin said, “But I didn’t eat, and I was so hungry that I was so hungry that my parents were relieved. After all, I was their only daughter, but I just accidentally went the wrong way.” Hooked the corner of his lower lip, “They don’t want to see me die either.”

“Then you went back to China?” Muzhenxi was so distressed that her voice was hoarse.

“Yeah.” Xiao Jin nodded, “But when I went downstairs, I accidentally dropped my leg, broke my bones, and broke my bones. It took a while to rest on the hospital bed before I came back.”

She fractured her right leg, had surgery, and had a steel plate implanted, leaving a scar. In the future, Muxianxi will definitely find out, and she will definitely ask.

Xiao Jin shrugged and laughed at himself: “If I didn’t fall, maybe I could come back to see you sooner, and I wouldn’t have missed so many years with you. I’m so useless.”

After fighting with my parents for so long, I won. I didn’t see the letter from Muzhenxi. It took five years to find Muzhenxi, and it was delayed for five years because of an unwarranted misunderstanding.

She is really useless.

Xiao Jin buried his eyes on Wooden Pillow Creek’s shoulder.

The shoulders were warm, Xiao Jin cried quietly, no sound came out, but the tears were raging, Mu Zhenxi hugged her sideways, feeling her tight body shrank and trembled from crying.

Wooden Pillow Creek’s eyes swelled, but she held back and didn’t cry.

Mu Zhenxi raised his face, just raised his hand and patted the other person’s back gently, kissed her temple gently, and repeated in her ear over and over again: “It’s okay, it’s okay, it’s over, I’m here.”

“Close your eyes and don’t look at me.” Xiao Jin didn’t cry for a long time, and Wooden Pillow Creek estimated that it was only about three minutes. After that, he calmed down, remembering to maintain his image, and ordering Muxianxi to close his eyes before raising his head.

Mu Zhenxi was funny and sad, so he closed his eyes obediently, and even raised his hands together: “Close it.”

Xiao Jin walked around in front of her and said, “I’m going to the bathroom, you wait for me here.”

“Okay.”

The footsteps sounded in my ears, getting further and further away, Muzhenxi opened his eyes and stared at Xiao Jin’s back quietly, the emotions in his eyes were unspeakable.

She didn’t know that Xiao Jin had worked so hard in order to come to her, and the hardships she had endured on her were over and over, but what happened to Xiao Jin, she couldn’t gently expose it. Xiao Jin said a few words, countless images flashed in her mind, her always proud, a little temperamental, delicate girl who should be held in the palm of everyone’s hands, because of this no one The predicted accident was on the verge of getting out of control, no, it was already out of control, she roared, she screamed, she vented, she was hysterical, and she became the kind of person she used to disdain the most. In the end, she had nothing to do. She went on a hunger strike and traded her life for a ray of life in their relationship.

That ray of vitality was even ten years late before people could see hope again.

It shouldn’t be like this, how could Xiao Jin be like this?

She would rather have the other party give up on herself at that time, and continue to live like a proud peacock on the other side of the earth, and another person will take her place, no matter who that person is.

Muzhenxi suddenly raised his hand to cover his eyes.

Xiao Jin put his hands on the sink and stared blankly at the dripping face in the mirror. After a long time, he sneered at the corner of his lower lip, and cast a disgusted look at the person in the mirror. The background of disgust gradually faded, and it became helpless again.

Xiao Jin let out a long sigh.

With a character like Mu Zhenxi, she will feel sad for her again, and maybe even cry secretly.

Hope this is the last one.

Xiao Jin really doesn’t want to mention the past. It’s not that she can’t let go of the past, but she just feels that there is no need to add unnecessary sadness. Except for her resentment towards her parents, she had already let go of the rest five years ago.

Xiao Jin stayed in the bathroom for a long time, not knowing whether to make his eyes swollen or to leave enough time for the wooden pillow stream outside. When she came out, Wooden Pillow Stream was sitting at the dining table, brushing her phone with one hand, and there was a little redness at the corner of her eyes, like rouge dissolved in water.

Xiao Jin didn’t take the seat again and asked her, “Are you full?”

Wooden Pillow Creek only nodded, afraid that the sound of her mouth would reveal her cry.

Xiao Jin pointed at the counter with her chin: “Then you haven’t gone to the checkout yet, are you waiting for me to settle the bill? How about you say yes?” She teased in a relaxed tone, and she couldn’t tell that she had cried not long ago.

Mu Zhenxi nodded again, she stood up and took a few steps, turned around and took the initiative to hold Xiao Jin’s hand, pulling her to a position beside her, clenching tightly.

Xiao Jin sighed inwardly and said helplessly: “Look at the road, what do you look at me?”

Wooden Pillow Creek obediently moved his eyes from her face to the road beneath her feet.

When checking out, Muzhenxi didn’t let go of his hand. Xiao Jin went out to earn money. Muzhenxi turned to look at her. Xiao Jin said, “I’m hot, can you let me wipe my sweat?”

Wooden Pillow Creek let go slowly.

Kind of silly.

Xiao Jin wanted to sigh again, she knew this would be the result.

When it was sent downstairs to Xiao Jin’s house, Mu Zhenxi reluctantly let go of her hand again and said, “If there is nothing else, you can take a bath and sleep after a while. It’s a hard business trip, and I have class again tomorrow.”

Xiao Jin stared at Wooden Pillow Creek for three seconds without blinking, and suddenly said in a shocking voice, “Are you with me?”

Mu Zhenxi said blankly, “Huh?” She looked up at the number plate on the building and said, “Didn’t I already accompany you to the door of the house?” Xiao Jin had joked about her in the car, she thought this “accompanying you” “It’s still saying to send her home.

Xiao Jin smiled, with a little ambiguity in his eyes, stretched out his hand to hook the neckline of Wooden Pillow Stream, and said in a voice that only the two of them could hear clearly, “I’m talking about sleeping with me this time.”

Wooden pillow Brook’s expression froze, in the midst of great shock, the whole person is messy.

Xiao Jin pressed her ear and exhaled, “Would you like to accompany you?”

Wooden Pillow Creek stood there for a few seconds, lowered his eyes, then looked up at her firmly: “Okay.”

Xiao Jin’s expression changed suddenly, and he pushed her away.

She almost staggered and took a few steps back. She was not angry, she just didn’t understand, so she looked at Xiao Jin for a moment, full of questions.

Xiao Jin said with a cold face, “I don’t want your sympathy and pity.”

Wooden Pillow Creek immediately defended: “I’m not—”

Xiao Jin interrupted her: “You are nothing, would you be willing to come to my house if it wasn’t for what I said to you today?”

Wooden Pillow Creek weakened, and changed his mind and said, “I really don’t sympathize with you, I just—”

Xiao Jin saw through her again in advance: “What are you just? Do you feel bad? I don’t need it.”

Wooden Pillow Creek was speechless.

Xiao Jin pointed in the direction of her house and rushed her expressionlessly: “Go.”

Wooden Pillow Creek’s feet seemed to have taken root on the ground, and they refused to move one bit.

Xiao Jin suppressed his voice: “Don’t force me to get angry.”

Wooden Pillow Creek stood with its head down, like a big, frustrated dog.

Xiao Jin softened, took two steps towards her, and took the initiative to explain: “You will make me feel that I am kidnapping you with my past, and I don’t want you to be unhappy.”

Wooden Pillow Creek whispered, “You didn’t kidnap me, I am willing.”

Xiao Jin said: “I know, but if you are me, can you accept it calmly? I don’t want to say, that’s the reason. The past is the past, I love you because you are you, I hope you love me Also because I am who I am.”

Mu Zhenxi clenched his fists in both hands, looked up at her for a while, and said, “I will forget what you said to me today, is that alright?”

Xiao Jin smiled: “Okay.”

Wooden pillow stream followed and laughed: “Then can I hug you?”

Xiao Jin said, “Yes.”

Mu Zhenxi hugged her hard, hugged her tightly, and rubbed it into her arms together with the Xiao Jin from the past.

Xiao Jin put his face into her arms and slowly closed his eyes.

They can all face their own tragic past calmly, but they can’t accept what the other party has suffered. Instead of being trapped in the cage of guilt and self-blame, the best way is to forget together, let go together, and embrace the present together.

It was a very long hug, and the neighbors who passed by cast a surprised look one after another.

Muzhenxi let go of her and said, “Go back.”

Xiao Jin said, “Good night.”

Wooden Pillow Creek: “Well, good night.”

Xiao Jin turned his head three times in one step, and every time he turned back to Wooden Pillow Creek, he quickly rolled his eyes and smiled at her, bright and bright.

Xiao Jin turned his head back three times in a row, and Muzhenxi didn’t know what expression to make, so he simply lifted the end of his eyes with both hands, stuck out his tongue, and made a face.

Xiao Jin was amused and laughed, and flew into the elevator door like a butterfly.

The sky was already dark, and this time Wooden Pillow Creek waited until the window of Xiao Jin’s house was lit before starting to walk back.

Just after taking a few steps, the phone vibrated.

Xiao Jin sent her a WeChat message: [Arrived home]

[I saw it] Wooden pillow stream turned back, held up the camera of his mobile phone, took a picture of the lit window of Xiao Jin’s house, and sent it to the past.

Xiao Jin: [You actually observe me secretly? I didn’t expect you to be such a wooden pillow stream]

Muzhenxi: [We two are half a catty, Miss Xiao, do you have any misunderstandings about yourself? 】

Xiao Jin acted as a rogue and said: [Do you have any evidence? If there is no evidence, be careful I will sue you for defamation]

Muzhenxi: [You sue, I happen to know a very good lawyer, who wins and who loses is uncertain]

Xiao Jin: [Speaking like I don’t know lawyers, I have super-powerful lawyer friends in the United States, let me tell you]

Wooden Pillow Creek: [So why do we both sue each other in court, what kind of hatred and what kind of grudge [Meditating]]

Xiao Jin: [The hatred of killing the father and the hatred of the wife, but so [contemplation]]

Wooden Pillow Creek: [Taking his wife? 】

[System message: Who sent Jinshu withdrew a message]

Xiao Jin: [Go home quickly, what are you doing hanging around outside, do you think you didn’t recruit enough rotten peach blossoms? 】

Mu Zhenxi smiled and started typing without thinking: [What kind of peach blossoms can I recruit, you don’t know our company]

Xiao Jin replied in seconds: [What? 】

Muzhenxi took back the typing finger, and deleted all the messages that had been typed in the input box, after a while of fear. Thanks to WeChat, I have developed a habit of breaking for everyone. I didn’t let her send the news that she and her girlfriend have been running for ten years in the company and are going to travel and get married soon without thinking.

Wooden pillow creek re-entered: [Our company prohibits office romance, and I have two o’clock and one line in the company’s house every day, where can I recruit peach blossoms]

In fact, her company does not prohibit it, but Xiao Jin and the company’s people have nothing to do with each other. When they know this information, it is estimated that the two of them are already together.

Xiao Jin: [Hmph, there were quite a few people who fell in love with you at the last job fair. That student stuttered when they talked to you. Sister Mu is so charming.]

Wooden pillow stream: [Why didn’t you say how many students peeked at you on the way to the cafeteria last time]

Xiao Jin: [Students’ hearts are pure]

Mu Zhenxi smiled slightly, and refuted it by her words: [Then my students are also pure in heart. Besides, the students are pure, but the teachers are not pure. The school will never prohibit teachers from falling in love with each other. I heard that there are teachers in the college. The fraternity between? 】

Xiao Jin’s heart was empty for a while. The whole school almost knew that she had a target, not only the teacher, but also the students. I don’t know which big mouth teacher who has a good relationship with the students spread it out.

I just hope that when I go to Wooden Pillow Creek next time, I don’t reveal the stuffing, otherwise I will be too embarrassed.

Xiao Jin: [I’m going to take a shower]

Wooden Pillow Creek: [Go wash, I just happened to be home]

The two breathed a sigh of relief at the same time.

Xiao Jin took her pajamas and went into the bathroom. Wooden pillow stream changed her shoes at the entrance, poured herself a glass of water and sat on the sofa in the living room. She couldn’t help thinking about what Xiao Jin said, and automatically added details, then brushed Divert your attention with your circle of friends.

To say who has the most interesting circle of friends in her friend list is Yin Xiaoli. In addition to going to the backcountry, where there is no Internet, Yin Xiaoli’s daily circle of friends is rich and colorful, and the witty words can be read as jokes.

She has been busy with work recently, and rarely chats with Yin’s mother. Yin’s mother probably knows that she is busy, and she does not urge her to eat and sleep every morning and evening. It is useless to understand. Muzhenxi turned back from her circle of friends today, and her eyes suddenly widened as she rolled over.

Xiao Jin likes Yin Xiaoli’s circle of friends. It’s not surprising that he has become friends with Xiao Jin. It’s normal for Yin Xiaoli and Xiao Jin to have friends with each other, but Yin Xiaoli’s virtue of not letting go of any beauty, For a time, Wooden Sleeper Creek doubted her true sexual orientation.

What makes Muzhenxi feel strange is that as early as last year, not long after she moved to this community, Xiao Jin liked and left a message on Yin Xiaoli’s circle of friends. Because the message in the circle of friends does not show the specific time, in order to avoid accidental injury, Muzhenxi specially confirmed that Xiao Jin’s likes are always ranked in the forefront. to the front.

Mu Zhenxi recalled that for a while last year, Yin Xiaoli was nervous when chatting, for fear that she would see it. Now it seems that the object of her chat is Xiao Jin.

Muzhenxi found the earliest one that Xiao Jin appeared, took a picture, and sent it to Xiao Jin.

The phone on the storage table vibrated, Xiao Jin hurriedly rushed down his foamy face, wiped his hand and touched the phone, and clicked on the message—

Wooden Pillow Creek: [Excuse me, when did you hook up with my girlfriend? [picture]】

Xiao Jin didn’t take a bath anymore, turned off the shower head, and stood barefoot and replied: [Just the time of this Moments]

Wooden pillow creek: [It was agreed that old and dead will not communicate with each other, eh? 】

Xiao Jin: [[shy]]

Wooden Pillow Creek: “…”

Shy bastard!

Wooden Pillow Creek closed the rippling smile on his face and typed in a serious tone: [What are you doing? Didn’t you say take a shower? 】

Xiao Jin: [I’m washing my face, I just finished washing my face, and I’m about to put on the shower gel]

Wooden Pillow Creek suddenly coughed violently, hurriedly grabbed the water cup on the table and took a sip.

Wooden Pillow Creek: [Hurry up! bath! What is the news! ! 】

The use of five exclamation marks at a time shows that Muxinxi’s mood is surging at the moment, which is unusual.

Xiao Jin smiled, took a photo of the shower gel on the shelf with her mobile phone, and sent it to Wooden Pillow Creek, saying: [Milk smell, it smells good [picture]]

Muzhenxi silently identified it with a certain treasure and placed an order for the same style.

As soon as the payment success page came out, a new message was reminded in the notification bar. Wooden pillow stream cut to the chat interface, and Xiao Jin sent her another picture.

After Mu Zhenxi’s **** were enlarged, his pupils suddenly shrank: “!!”

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