Striving for Science - Chapter 67

Shen Changan ran back to Mr. Yao ’s house and saw Mr. Yao holding a letter in his hand. The envelope was a little yellow, and it seemed to have been left for a long time.

“One thing … I wanted to tell you when you came to see me two years ago, but at that time you were busy preparing for a competition. I was afraid that it would affect your performance, so I did n’t say it. “Mr. Yao put the letter in Shen Changan’s hands.” This letter lay in my mailbox for a long time. It was not until three years ago that I changed the new mailbox that I found two letters in the mailbox. ”

In these years, the periodicals and magazines he ordered were sent to the guard house, and the mailbox was not used at all, so he never thought that there would be a girl who put these two letters inside before he died.

“This is …” Shen Changan looked at the words of Juanxiu on the envelope. There was no postmark or stamp on it, only the words “Please ask Teacher Yao to hand it over to Shen Changan”.

“Do you remember a girl named Lin Cui?” Teacher Yao saw Shen Changan staring at the envelope. “When she was in her second year of high school, her family told her to drop out of school.”

Shen Changan recalled carefully that there seemed to be an inconspicuous girl in her class called Cui. He had no impression of this girl. She only remembered that she always walked with her head down against the root of the wall. Covering his face with his hands, afraid of others seeing her.

But why did this girl write to him?

“Lin Cui committed suicide shortly after she dropped out of school.”

Shen Changan opened his eyes in shock, he looked up at Teacher Yao, “Why?”

Teacher Yao shook his head: “I don’t know. In the letter she left to me, I only thanked me for taking care of her.” Teacher Yao regretted that if Lin Cui’s family gave her the drop-out procedure, he would be more concerned, maybe Things will not develop like this.

Lin Cui was less than eighteen years old when he died, and he was still at the average age. He didn’t know what caused the girl to die. After seeing the letter three years ago, he went to Lin Cui’s house to find her family, but was scolded by her family.

“I know …” Shen Changan put the letter into his coat, he smiled reluctantly at Teacher Yao, “Teacher, the weather is cold, you should pay more attention to your body.”

“I know how to maintain health better than you young people.” Teacher Yao patted him on the shoulder. “Be good. When the teacher celebrates his 80th birthday, you, the children of the skin, will be waiting for you to give me a birthday. What. ”

“Not only the 80th birthday, when you were 100th birthday, I also packed myself up with a handsome spirit to attend the birthday feast.” Shen Changan glanced at the time, “You rest earlier, I will look at you next time. ”

“Good.” Teacher Yao waved at him, his eyes full of love.

Carrying the yellowed letter, Shen Changan went downstairs and walked towards the Daonian waiting in place: “Donian, let’s go.”

After walking a few steps, he found that the little girl he saw in the afternoon was hiding behind the tree trunk, and he seemed to open his mouth to say something to him, but Shen Changan didn’t hear anything.

“What?” Shen Changan stopped and looked at the girl. “What are you talking about?”

The little girl pointed to her throat and then to Shen Changan, shaking her head violently, her face full of fear.

Dao Nian slowly looked back at her. She shook her head and paused. After hesitating for a few seconds, she gritted her teeth to rush over, but she found that her feet seemed to take root and could not move half a step.

“The little girl sees you looking good, wants to talk to you, and shy.” Shen Tu teased with a smile, “Chang’an, the little girl is not yet a teenager, you must not make principled mistakes.”

Shen Changan: “Shen Tu, don’t learn greasy old men and make jokes about other girls.”

Shentu: “…”

Greasy old man? he?

Shen Changan waved towards the little girl: “Goodbye, go back and read a book early.”

The little girl froze. She looked at the smile on Shen Changan’s face, her shoulders gradually collapsed, and she squatted down holding her knees.

Watching the little girl shrink into a ball, Shen Changan sighed and pushed Dao Nian away.

Shentu: “Aren’t you comforting?”

“No matter what she thinks, as an adult male, I shouldn’t do anything that misunderstood her.” Shen Changan took Dao Nian into the car, “The underage girl is not sensible, adults should know themselves doing what.”

Shentu put the wheelchair in the trunk and smiled to Shen Changan: “This kind of idea is right.”

When he got into the car, the letter that Shen Changan put in his jacket pocket fell out.

“What is this?” Dao Nian glanced at the letter, without meaning to help Shen Changan pick it up.

“This one……”

The car had started, and the street lights outside were not bright enough. Shen Changan stooped down and picked up the letter: “A suicide note.”

A suicide note that was written to him only six years ago.

He had brought him happiness in high school and had some bad memories. When people are in their twenties, they are the most casual age, thinking that they have grown up, they can be fearless, but in these ages, some people pursue their own happiness, even if they hurt others. No worries.

Classmates who have a good relationship with him can also turn their heads to bully other classmates who seem to be honest. After he blocks them, they will always be considered by them as a betrayal of friendship.

Perhaps it was because he lived with older elders from an early age. Shen Changan had a more mature idea than his peers. He did n’t like to bully others in groups, so he had a good relationship with his classmates throughout high school, but he could not Everyone becomes an intimate friend who has nothing to say.

Probably because of his mature thinking, he was out of step with his classmates during the second grade.

Daoian was silent for a moment and said to Shentu: “Shentu, find a place to park.”

Shentu parked the car to the side of the road. Daonian turned on the reading light in the car and said to Shen Changan: “Let’s see it.”

“I’m going to buy two cups of tea across the street.” Shentu opened the door and walked down. In the quiet car, only Daonian and Shen Changan remained.

Shen Changan carefully opened the envelope and took out two pieces of stationery lying in the envelope for six years.

[Shen Changan Hello:

When you saw this letter, I was probably no longer in this world. I’m sorry, I used this method to deliver the letter to you, because apart from Teacher Yao, I don’t know of any other way for you to see this letter.

Maybe I should not write this letter to disturb you, but there are not many people in my life who want to thank, and not many people who let me get warm, so please forgive me for my waywardness.

I sat in the house all night and felt so unwilling to leave this dirty world so quietly, so I wanted to leave something.

……】

Shen Changan looked at the contents of the letter seriously, without missing a word.

[I know I do n’t look pretty, and I know the clothes I wear are ugly and earthy. I can see clearly all the mocking eyes that fall on me. I want to pretend not to care, but I can’t. Sometimes when I go to the toilet and pass by the hallway, I hear some boys laughing, and I want to rush over and fight them hard.

But I dare not, I was born a cowardly person. I am poor, ordinary, can’t make jokes, sensitive personality, unflattering, so I was rejected and ridiculed. I secretly envy other girls for having beautiful hairpins and expensive extracurricular books. They can get together to discuss the latest TV series, which star looks better, and I … have nothing.

The feeling of being ridiculed and ridiculed is too uncomfortable. I often think, if I look beautiful, have a good family background, how good should my parents love me? Will my classmates not call me a “mouldy girl” and smile strangely at me again? 】

Looking at this text, Shen Changan gradually got some impressions in his mind. At that time, there were a few naughty boys at that time. He liked to gather together to say who the beautiful woman in the class is and who the ugly girl is. The races played together, and sometimes they went too far, and he stood up to stop.

But unless he glues the mouths of these classmates, they will not be able to correct the problems with their cheap mouths.

[Shen Changan, thank you. When I was most embarrassed, I stood up to protect my weak face. 】

Shen Changan remembered that during the first year of high school, I did n’t know which girl accidentally dropped a piece of female physiology supplies. At that time, the naughty boys in the class pointed out with glee, and guessed who dropped the things. Finally they The result of the guess seems to be this girl named Lin Cui?

[At that moment I was extremely embarrassed. In the eyes of the students mocking, I wish I could jump off the window. When you stood up and picked up the sanitary napkin and threw it into the trash, I felt that someone in the world had finally put on a dress for me when I was most ashamed.

You stand on the podium and say to those coaxing classmates: “Don’t make trouble, don’t borrow my homework anymore after making trouble. It is not important for you to copy homework anyway. The important thing is I want to please half of the world’s population Female classmate. ”

Everyone followed the coax and asked if you had a girl you liked and forgot about the sanitary napkin. 】

In this girl’s letter, Shen Changan helped her several times. He borrowed her umbrella, borrowed her pen, and even handed her a bottle of water in the sports quiz class. She remembered it in her heart.

This trivial little thing was long forgotten by Shen Changan, but it was so clearly remembered by the girl. He felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, because he didn’t help her much at first.

[I want to study hard, be admitted to the same university as you, and then stand confidently in front of you and be friends with you. But all this is impossible. My disgusting family, disgusting stepfather, shattered all my dreams.

Shen Changan, I’m so sad.

It would be nice if a person could really turn into a ghost, and I would never spare him.

It’s hard to live, too painful.

I can’t be your friend in my life, bye.

I hope you can find a good girl, stay with you for a lifetime, and have a very, very happy life. 】

Shen Changan shook his hand and put away the letter. He suddenly remembered something. He saw Shen Tu coming with milk tea and turned to Dao Nian: “Dao Nian, it’s cold outside. You and Shen Tu are waiting for me in the car for a while. . ”

He pulled the door open and ran out.

“Shen Changan, where are you going?” As soon as Shentu walked to the car, she saw Shen Changan pulled out and ran out, pulling the door to look at Daonian. “Sir, has Shen Changan found the girl, is … … ghost? ”

Dao Nian sullenly said nothing.

“Shall we follow the past?”

“He asked us to wait for him here.”

Shentu: “…”

So you just wait here? When did sir talk so well?

“We will pass in five minutes.” Dao Nian reasoned, he waited, but did not say how long.

God sat back in the driver’s seat silently, well, he understood.

Every school seems to have several ghost rumors that are unique to it. A school without ghost stories is not a perfect school.

The girl ran desperately, and behind her hurriedly chased a yellow robe Taoist priest: “Goblin, just obediently capture, otherwise don’t blame the Dao for throwing you away.”

As soon as the voice fell, he threw a yellow rune in his hand. The girl screamed and fell from midair, trembling on the ground. She looked at the Taoist closer and closer to her in horror. “Please, please forgive me.”

“You are in a sullen manner. If the Tao has spared you, wouldn’t you let you hurt others?” The Taoist carrying the Taomu sword, “If you have the Tao, you don’t want to hurt anyone.”

Hatred appeared in the eyes of the girls: “You priests, regardless of whether they are black or white, when you were bullied, no one of you was there. Now I am dead, I am quietly staying in the school, and no one has harmed you. But to get rid of me? ”

The night wind blew up the ginkgo leaves on the ground and made a rustling sound. The Taoist priest Huang Huang found that the qi in all directions was constantly flowing towards the girl. This powerful breath forced him to get closer.

This is, this is … to evolve into a ghost?

The Taoist of the Huangpao was shocked. He raised the Taomu sword and wanted to cut the ghost of the female ghost with one sword to stop her evolution. However, as soon as the peach wood sword touched the female ghost, it turned into broken pieces.

“Since you are so unfair, I will look for justice myself.” The girl’s fingers soared, her eyes were red, and her whole body was surrounded by grievance. “I want you, those who have hurt me, to pay for blood and blood!”

The bright and clear moon gradually became crimson, and the yellow robe Taoist was covered with sweat. He turned and prepared to run, but the girl grabbed the back of her back.

“Don’t you want to catch me and run?” The girl sneered sneerically, “You stupid priests pride themselves on justice, and I’ll take a look. What does your priest’s heart taste like!”

Because she didn’t have a father, she was bullied by children and mocked by her classmates at school. Her mother watched her stepfather humiliate her, but said she seduce her stepfather. When she was alive, she didn’t have any sense of reason. After she died, she just wanted to stay in this school to see the teacher who had taken care of her, waiting for the only boy who had helped her, and occasionally returned to her alma mater to visit the teacher.

She asked for only this, why are these people reluctant to let her go?

Kill them!

Revenge them!

Since they don’t want her to live, what else does she care about?

No one thinks better.

“Lin Cui.”

“Lin Cui, are you still there?”

The hand that had been stuck in the skin of the Taoist’s back stopped slowly. Lin Cui looked at his fierce long fingers, then looked at the Taoist’s bleeding back, and suddenly withdrew his hand.

“His!” Although he couldn’t see it, the Huangpao Taoist felt that the wound on his back was bleeding like a fountain. Seeing the female ghost let him go, he even ran away for a long distance, and suddenly thought that the person who just called the name might be a stupid and ignorant mortal, and the female ghost only needs to blink in order to kill a mortal.

He scolded and returned.

I think he has been in the scene for nearly ten years, but in recent days, his life has become more and more difficult. Not only has he been rushed to the police station for a few days, but he has also been publicly released by the master. He has been revoked by the association. I wanted to come to the emperor to earn some money to see Feng Shui, and found that this school had ghost spirits. I was worried that the students would be harmed by ghosts. Then I collected a ghost for free.

Ever since he went to Wuming City, his luck is not as good as one day, and that place must be violating him. In the future, he must be hundreds of kilometers away from Wuming City, and no matter how much money he has, he will not make any money.

“Goblin, don’t bruise innocent mortals, or you will be beaten into the eighteenth layer of **** …”

“Go!” The female ghost slapped Ting Zheng in the ginkgo leaf pile.

Ting Zheng covered his mouth, picked up the falling teeth on the ground, and slowly climbed up from the ground. He must escape quickly. In front of this kind of powerful ghost who can dominate one side, he is a bronze player and cannot save the mortal who is dead.

But before he could take two steps, the person who called the name ran from the tree-lined path.

Suits and leather shoes, long legs and white skin, but they look … hmm?

Wasn’t this the ordinary person that Master used to mock him when he was in Wuming City? Why is he here?

No wonder he is so unlucky tonight, because there are people from Wuming City here. It is not that he likes to fire maps. He feels that not only Wuming City, but also the people of Wuming City have defeated him.

Shen Changan ran panting, walking through the tree-lined trail and seeing the girl standing under the moonlight, he slowed down: “Are you … Lin Cui?”

The female ghost lowered her head and hid her hands behind her back.

Her thin body, leaving no trace under the moonlight, stood alone, looking pitiful.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t recognize you at first.” Shen Changan walked forward a few steps again. When the girl saw him approaching, she lowered her head and stepped back in silence.

Realizing that she didn’t want to get too close to her, Shen Changan stopped, “I saw the letter you left me.”

The female ghost raised her head and looked at Shen Chang’an, her red eyes under the moonlight, which looked particularly horrifying.

Shen Changan didn’t seem to see it. He apologized to the girl: “I’m sorry, I didn’t help you.”

“Everyone has their own life, and they have the courage to stand up when they see uneven things. It is already the best warmth in the world.” The girl said very carefully, she seemed afraid that Shen Changan would be sad, “I should give you Say thank you, thank you for bringing a brilliant sunshine in my humble and ordinary life. ”

Thinking of the contents of that letter, Shen Changan felt very uncomfortable: “You can rest assured that I will help you get justice, and will not let evildoers go unpunished.”

“After so many years, there is no evidence.” The girl shook her head, “Shen Changan, you go to the police now, it will only cause you trouble. Shen Changan, my life is over, I don’t want to give you Life causes trouble. ”

“It’s not trouble to give an old classmate a head.” Shen Changan shook his head firmly. “Only letting those who have done evil pay the price, the world will become orderly and beautiful.”

The red in the pupil of the girl’s eyes faded a little bit, and her long fingers grew back to normal. She became the same as she was when she died, and she was wounded. Although she lost her hope of life, she was not crazy.

Ting Zheng, who was covered in blood on his back, looked at this scene in disbelief. This man … turned out to be a ghost with words? !

Did Master not deceive him, this passerby qualification is really better than him?

“Shen Changan, thank you.” The girl smiled timidly, and she looked at the beautiful and perfect boy in front of her. She looked at the photos on the promotion board every day and wondered what kind of life he is now living, whether he was happy, whether he succeeded, or whether there were cute girls with him.

But all speculations are not comparable to the moment when his real person appeared.

He was as soft and kind as he was then, and asked her if she needed help. She didn’t expect that Shen Changan could see her. She was both happy and inferior. They were glad that they had met again. What made her inferior was that she was ugly and ordinary even if she became a ghost.

Before, she always saw him hurriedly and hurried away from Teacher Yao’s house, but she only dared to look at it from a distance, and even felt that if she tried him, it was blasphemy.

She waited here for six years and finally met him. He was not afraid because she was a ghost, nor was she disgusted because she was wounded.

How can there be such a good person in the world.

If she killed someone …

Shen Changan will be very disappointed, sad?

“Tomorrow morning, I will call the police.” Shen Changan looked at the girl’s body that seemed to be transparent, “Do you have any more evidence to provide?”

The girl was silent for a long time: “Do you think … dirty?”

“Every girl is a cute little angel.” Shen Changan looked at the fragile girl in front of him, “The dirty ones are those evil people.”

The girl wanted to cry, but she could no longer shed tears in her eyes. She touched the corners of her dry eyes: “I hid a diary and a USB flash drive in a hole in my balcony.”

That diary, she didn’t want others to see it all her life, especially Shen Changan.

However, she wanted to be brave once tonight.

Perhaps after tonight, she never had the chance to be brave again.

“I remember.” Shen Changan walked into the little girl and held out her clean palm. “Re-introduce yourself. I am Shen Changan. Do you want to be my friend?”

The girl looked at Shen Changan staring blankly, her hand carefully reached out, and she returned timidly.

“Don’t you shake my hand?” Shen Changan smiled at her.

The girl reached out slowly and firmly.

Her scarred, thin, rough hand held Shen Changan’s warm palm with shaking: “I, my name is Lin Cui, I think, I want to be your friend.”

When the two hands were held together, her body glowed with warm silver, and her body became lighter.

“Good friends, I wish you a warm family in your future life, a parent who will treat you like a pearl, a happy childhood, and a safe and happy life.” Shen Changan reached out the other hand and gently touched the top of her head. You should find a new life. ”

The warm touch on the top of the head made the girl forget all the pain and unwillingness. She stared at the smiling young man in front of her eyes: “Will I have these in the next life?”

“Yes.” Shen Changan nodded.

“I believe you.” She gave a shy smile.

Shen Changan withdrew his head and looked up at the Soul Butterfly flying out of the woods: “So, goodbye, my good friend.”

“Shen Changan, you have to be careful of him.”

“Be careful who?”

“Be careful……”

“Changan.” Daonian appeared in a wheelchair and appeared under the ginkgo tree. Moonlight stretched his shadow long. “I’ve been waiting for you for a long time, why haven’t I returned yet?”

Shen Changan turned his head to look at Daonian, and then turned into a ray of light, followed by Lin Cui’s dead soul that had left Soul Butterfly, and walked back to Daonian’s side: “Sorry, let you wait a long time.”

Tao Nian: “What happened just now?”

“It’s a little thing.” Shen Changan pulled out his phone. “I may need to report a policeman.”

“The alarm can be delayed for two minutes. Could you call me an ambulance first?” In the ginkgo leaf pile, a trembling hand stretched out. “I think I might have lost a little blood.”

In the evening, he stretched out a **** hand, startled Shen Changan, and subconsciously blocked Daonian behind himself: “Who?”

“Me.” Ting Zheng raised his head from the dead leaves pile, “Human, alive, need to be rescued.”

You can even surpass ghosts, are you afraid of a living person?

Shen Changan: “…”

This is not the pavilion sign that has been revoked the Taoist badge. Why is he here?

The person who Lin Cui made him careful just now is him?

The author has something to say: Sometimes I really hope that there will be a kind Shen Changan beside everyone who is desperate.