Superstar No Big Deal? - Chapter 103: Fan, Tang: It's rather a dream
When he put the ring on a woman he didn’t love, he knew that he would never find someone he loved so much in his life. Maybe others would think he was very pitiful, but he thought he was so good, really •••well•••
He doesn’t like the sympathy or pity of Lu Fan or Xie Xun’s eyes. That kind of eyes shouldn’t be given to him, because he is the current head of the Tang family. Doesn’t he want anything, such a self, still use the sympathy of others?
Sometimes when the media interviews him, they will ask him the two most famous artists of the entertainment company under his name. They always ask him, who do these two artists like better? He was disgusted with this question, because in his heart no one can compare to Jing Anjue, no one can.
But after a long time, when he watched the 19-year-old boy who he had signed at a high price of 20 million to perform classic roles, sang a song that many people liked, and when the media kicked it down again and again Juvenile, watching the name of the teenager change from “Shan Gongzi” to “Single Heavenly King” to “Single Heavenly King” and finally became the “Single Heavenly King” recognized by the international media, he suddenly couldn’t ignore the existence of this teenager, he even I felt that maybe Jing Anjue might not have reached the height of a teenager when he was alive.
This recognition gave him an unspeakable regret, but he also felt a sense of relief. It seemed that as long as one surpassed that person, he would feel less attached to that person.
Betrothed to Jing Xuyan, he didn’t know why, deep down in his heart, he couldn’t regard this woman as someone who would stay together for a lifetime.
He didn’t know what irritation Jing Shian was experiencing at the engagement banquet. After being sent to the hospital, he fell into a coma. Hearing Jing Xuyan said, during the coma, this man who had been in the business world had been mumbling about.
Jing Xuyan didn’t say what Jing Shian had read until he went to the hospital that day when he heard the old man who was still in a coma reading two words: Yanxue.
In the memory, that person was an orphan, but someone also mentioned that the person had a mother in his previous life when he entered the orphanage. Because he was in love with that person, he deliberately learned about it. He remembered that his mother was called Yanxue.
He remembered that the man was called Jing Muyan before his debut. Perhaps, the woman would prefer this Mu to be “mu”. Would you like to use a name to prove that the man loves her? What a naive woman, what a poor woman.
He remembered that the man once acted in a movie where there was a scene in which the man faced a woman who was crazy about love, expressionless but with a certain pity and resentment, “You are so pitiful, you are crazy. ”
He can’t remember how he felt when he heard those words clearly. He just felt that the girl who was with him had become extraordinarily dazzling, and he could not accept that he was with this woman, even if the identity of this woman was the same as that of him. Such a match.
Since getting engaged, he has rarely gone to entertainment companies. Perhaps subconsciously, he didn’t want to see the teenager who had some similarities with Jing Anjue. Maybe it’s because of a guilty conscience, or maybe it just feels unnecessary to meet an artist.
When he decided to dissolve the marriage contract, Jing Jia’s reaction was very strong, and the media’s reaction was also very strong, but he did not want to explain, because the dead person has passed away. He who is alive cannot let the dead person down, but hurt him. People still live so happy, just like Jing Shian, like Xiao Chengyu.
He could not accept that the death of that person was actually related to Xiao Chengyu. The moment he learned the truth, he was not angry, but powerless, a kind of powerlessness to lose everything. This late truth was only scratching his wounds. Go on one, and then make him numb.
He listened to Xiao Chengyu’s compelling words, those helplessness, and those jealousy. He suddenly felt that Xiao Chengyu was the poorest person in the world. He remembered that he just asked, “Did you sleep comfortably these years?” ”
Later, Xiao Chengyu had a bad life. His divorce with his wife lowered his status in Xiao’s family, and his children were taken away by his wife. One day he met Xiao Chengyu who was drunk in a bar. Xiao Chengyu kept calling Mu Yan, like a child who lost all his pain, what is cruel, what grace is gone, but he feels ridiculed, is this not retribution? Retribution, a person who has been living in guilt, is not a bad life. dead?
After the dissolution of the marriage contract, his greatest focus was on the family business. Everyone thought he was a business genius. The media praised him as a business giant. He wanted to say, if he could, could he become a shameless man? The heirs of, as long as the person is still living in his own life.
Day by day, there are fewer and fewer media mentioning Jing Anjue, and more and more media mentioning Shan Yatong. In the end, there is no media asking him whether Shan Yatong is better or Jing Anjue is better. In people’s hearts, Shan Yatong had already surpassed Jing Anjue’s existence and replaced Jing Anjue’s existence.
There was a movie launching ceremony. Because the investor was him and the director was a friend, he had to join in, and Shan Yatong was the protagonist of the movie. The two of them faced the media at the same time for the first time. Compared with previous years, Shan Yatong has matured a lot. At the age of twenty-six, he has the temperament of a mature man and a teenager. Standing in front of the media, he is incredibly charming. Like the former Jing Anjue.
At this opening ceremony, the media once again asked how to view Jing Anjue, but this time the media asked Shan Yatong.
“I always think that the things created by the deceased are classics that no one can surpass, because there is only one Jing Anjue in the world, and there will be no second one.” The youth faced the media with a serious expression on his face. I don’t think I’m qualified to compare with King Sedum, not because I’m still alive, but because of him at that time, people at that time liked and loved, and people at that time might not always like me, would they? ?”
He called the man King Sedum. He said that Jing Anjue is a unique existence. He said that no one can surpass Jing Anjue. The reporters below applaud, and some fans applaud. None of this is in his eyes. He just looks at the youth. The side face, inexplicably moved, may be because of his love, or perhaps the look in his eyes has never been more serious when the young man said this.
He still remembers the first time he really saw the boy, at that time he handed the boy a cup of black tea, his favorite black tea, but then he never saw the boy drink black tea again, he said he would drink white water better .
He had also imagined that this young man was the incarnation of Jing Anjue, and that Jing Anjue was not dead but by his side, but reality reminded him that all this was just his extravagant hope.
He is nine years older than a teenager. When he was thirty-six years old, the current person in charge of the Luo family invested in self-written, directed and acted in a film. He felt very surprised that this person has been out of the film and television industry for so many years. What TV series are you filming at this time?
This news caused a wave in the media, and then there was no sound. He thought, maybe that person gave up this idea.
But three months later, a film called “The Wind Die” held its opening ceremony. Because of the relationship between “Millennium”, although the domestic censorship of the subject of homosexuality is still strict, as long as there are no prohibited shots, it will cost more. With these connections and money, it is not very difficult to show it in domestic cinemas.
He also received the tickets for the premiere of “The Wind Die”. He took the movie ticket and watched it for a while, but after all, he didn’t go, because he didn’t think these fictional love stories were so touching, even the classic film “Millennium “In his eyes, it’s nothing.
It didn’t take long before he heard that “The Wind Die” was very good at the box office. Although it was not as good as the “Millennium” of the year, it was also an excellent work. He also heard that many people who watched this movie cried. I also heard that this movie makes people learn to cherish and how to love someone.
He sneered at these news, these were just bragging about the media, and with the Luo family’s forces, it would be difficult for the media to say something good or bad. Let people learn to cherish? To cherish this kind of thing is not learned, but to lose precious things and learn lessons.
That day, he drove past a movie theater and saw many people crying with red eyes, and heard some people say, “This story is a pity at the end, it is sad to see.”
He raised his eyes, and there was a promotional photo called “The Wind Passes” hanging outside the movie theater. Luo An was wearing a white suit and reaching out to an invisible figure. His eyes were full of pain, and he was not far away. Standing a smiling teenager, on the right side of the teenager was written two large characters “Wind Passes”.
A ghostly messenger, he returned home and searched the official website for online viewing of “The Wind Passes”. He hesitated slightly and clicked on it.
“Yijing, my favorite artist, Yujing.” Ruan, the young king of the entertainment industry, told the media, although this evening has been dead for five years.
“Ru’an, do you like evening scenes?” The teenager in a white shirt stood under the kapok tree and turned his head to the side and asked repeatedly, “Do you really like evening scenes?”
“Yes, I like Xijing.” Ruan staggered the eyes of the young man, because when he looked at the young man, he would always think of Xijing, the man who had been dead for many years.
The movie played a little bit to the end, watching the sunset slowly fall, the entire screen turned into darkness, only the sad piano sound as the background, and the old man sighed in pain, “Why? catch you.”
Why did I not catch you?
His palms are cold, and he wants to say to himself, this is just a movie, nothing else, no innuendo, no hint, no•••
However, deep down in his heart, he understood that this movie played Luo An himself, and the boy named Jin Tong was…
A white font appeared on the dark screen, which read: I would like to dedicate this film to those who are loved or looking forward to love. I hope you cherish every bit of love in your hands. Don’t wait for Shaohua’s white head and never look back.
He took off his earphones and didn’t want to listen to that piano anymore. He dialed a person’s phone with trembling hands, and listened to the elegant voice over there, “Ms. Tang?”
He could not speak, just shaking his hands, listening to this familiar and unfamiliar voice.
“Ya Tong, whose call is it?”
The man ignored it because he could hear his shallow breathing.
“Ya Tong, I answered the phone and went down to eat. Today the chef made your favorite Sichuan food.”
“Yeah.” The man only replied, but the other party seemed very happy, “Then I will wait for you in the dining room.”
He hung up the phone with a wry smile, and sat weakly on the leather chair. This person was only Shan Yatong, just Shan Yatong.
Yes, it was just Shan Yatong. He sat up and turned off the computer. Today, he has not watched “The Wind Die”, nor has he called Shan Yatong, nor has he thought about it.
He opened the curtains and the sun was setting. For some reason, he remembered the last scene of the movie. The hand holding the curtains was tight. It was just a fictional movie, but why, he felt breathless. ?
This is just a dream, right?
Just a dream?••