Superstar - Chapter 2147
John and Alicia fell in love, and the strong chemical reaction overflowed between the eyebrows, making John’s nervous and secret spy life a touch of warmth. This has also become John’s first since the beginning of the movie. Once truly integrated into the life of ordinary people, such a warm picture made Nicholas’s mouth a slight smile.
Charles came back, he returned to John’s life, his sister died in a car accident, so he had to live with his niece Marcy. John happily shared his life with Charles. He even had the urge to marry Alicia. After asking Charles for his opinion, he decided to act.
“Alicia, can our relationship guarantee a long-term commitment? I need a little proof, some data that can be used as a basis.” John’s kneeling on one knee did not match any romantic words, but this made Ai Lisia became stiff and shy, her cheeks flushed somewhat at a loss.
Alicia looked at the nervous eyes in front of her, “Tell me how big the universe is.”
“Infinite.” John didn’t hesitate.
“How do you know?” Alicia’s rhetorical question made John start thinking.
“Because all the information is so instructed.”
“But has it been confirmed?”
“no.”
“Did anyone see it?”
“no.”
“Then how can you be sure?”
Alicia’s question made John pause, and he couldn’t help but hesitate, “I don’t know, I just believe it.”
Alicia’s ruddy lips slightly curved out, “I think it’s the same as love.” John was speechless, he could only look at Alicia nervously, trying to say something more, only to find that Her mouth was dry and she couldn’t squeeze even a word, which made Alicia chuckle, “Actually, the part you don’t know is whether I want to marry you.”
The smile at the corner of John’s mouth rose like this, he looked at Alicia intently, and nodded.
they got married.
“Oh”, the audience uttered a soft cry of envy, and many people sitting around Hugo and Charlize cast their sights, that warm. The envious sight couldn’t be more obvious, making Hugo and Charlize a little bit overwhelmed.
John’s job became more and more dangerous. Not only were people following him, but there were even people chasing him down. There was a gun battle on the street. William Pacher appeared in time to save him, but the gun battle gradually lost control. William He even asked John to pick up a pistol to shoot the opponent, which made John totally unacceptable. A gunshot made John terrified, and the roar from his ears completely destroyed his peace and stability, and even watched the life of the pursuer disappear before his eyes. The fear made John despair.
Alicia discovered that something was wrong with John. She tried to communicate with John, but John found that he could not. He locked himself in the study and isolated his world from Alicia’s world, which made Alicia West Asia is full of frustration.
John began to become more and more sensitive. As long as he saw a black suit or a black top hat, John would be frightened, like a frightened bird, suspecting that he was sent by the Soviet Union. John became more and more worried, because Alicia was pregnant, and the fetters of the family made John’s inner fear growing. He wanted to resign, and he didn’t want to continue this way. But William disagreed. He threatened that if John quit, he would betray John and sell John’s work for them to the Soviet Union.
Worried that Alicia’s fear made John completely crazy. He stayed up all night and paid close attention to every move outside. Even if Alicia turned on the lights in the middle of the night, John could lose control. He yelled at Alicia angrily. He even forced Alicia to leave here and seek refuge with her sister, always muttering to herself and feeling anxious. Life becomes fragmented.
Looking at John like this, Alicia dialed the phone.
At the National Mathematics Symposium at Harvard University, John will give a speech. Before he took the stage, he saw Charles and Marcy who had come to support him. This made John’s tight heartstrings relax a bit, looking at the people in front of him. Charles, John decided to ask his most trusted friend for help. He decided to have a further discussion with Charles after the speech.
However, halfway through the speech, John realized something was wrong. He was surrounded by a group of agents. This made John start running wildly, trying to escape the ring like crazy, but he did not escape too far. Surrounded by him, he completely lost control and even punched the man who called himself “Dr. Rosen”, but he was still subdued.
John was crying for help frantically, struggling hard, like a fish from the water to the land. He knew they were Soviets, he was betrayed, and the Soviets came to him. He saw Charles and began to cry for help, but Charles just stood by holding Marcy, alienated and unfamiliar, and stepped back in horror.
Rosen injected John with an anesthetic and then took him away.
When John woke up again, the world began to be completely different, and everything was out of control. Rosen told him that they were in the MacArthur Mental Hospital and he was betrayed by Charles, which made John completely lose his mind.
Rosen told Alicia that John was suffering from schizophrenia, Charles Herman did not exist at all, and there was no roommate in John’s University. This completely broke Alicia, as if the whole world had been turned upside down-Charles, whom she knew from John’s mouth, was false, and John was in power. The work of the government is also false, and the so-called William Pacher is also false… John is trapped in the chaotic zone between reality and illusion, unable to extricate himself.
Alicia came to the Wheeler Institute and began to understand John’s work, only to find that John’s so-called “work” did not exist at all. All things were made up by him. There was no William Pacher there, and there was no there. What secret studio, there are no Soviet spies there…
Nicholas was completely shocked. In the previous hour of the movie, everything seemed so normal, but now he discovered that the truth is that everything is just John Nash’s fantasy. The powerful impact almost made Nicholas feel like he was. There was an illusion, that kind of panic and restlessness took away the temperature of the heart in an instant. Even more frightening was that he watched Alicia tell John all the truth, just watched the world fall apart and shattered in John’s eyes, and the shock almost stopped the brain from working.
Just like Truman Burbank, when he learned that everything he had was just a huge lie, the stormy waves almost destroyed him and made him completely lose his mind. However, “Trumen’s World” is a comedy, so Hugo used a more exaggerated and vivid way to interpret it, but at this time, looking at John Nash in front of him, the grandeur of “the whole life collapses little by little” And magnificent, as if the light of the entire world had been extinguished, eclipsing all languages.
Watching John cut open his left hand completely out of control, just to find the implanted chip, and then the last light in his eyes was pinched out; watching John lying on the hospital bed like a puppet doll who lost his soul, receiving drug injection treatment, his eyes The fear and helplessness inside shone in tears, as if his soul was dissipating little by little…
Nicholas could hardly bear to keep watching, the cruelty and **** that killed a soul with his own hands spread in an invisible way, making people tremble slightly.
For the first time, Nicholas was able to look directly at a schizophrenic patient, not treating him as a “lunatic”, but treating him as a “living person”. He didn’t know how to explain, he didn’t know how to refute the so-called drug treatment, but he knew that it was too cruel, he was not a kind of treatment, it was a kind of murder—lawful in the name of treatment. Murder, the cold and cruel white environment made a burst of cold in my heart. However, let Nicholas come up with an alternative solution, but he couldn’t find a way out.
This contradiction and entanglement caused Nicholas to suffer, like a hedgehog on the chair.
A year later, Alicia took John back to the vicinity of Princeton University. Their lives seemed to have returned to peace, and their children had been born smoothly. But Alicia had to support the whole family alone, and under pressure, her life began to become fragmented.
“I often think about ~www.mtlnovel.com~ Sometimes I feel that this is an obligation, sometimes I feel guilty for wanting to leave him, and sometimes I feel angry with John and God…” Alicia said The bitterness and intricacies spread gently on the tip of the tongue. She is so honest, but no one can blame her, “But when I look at him and force myself to think of him as the man I chose to marry, he gradually Become that man, become the one I love deeply, and I also become the one who loves him deeply. Although it doesn’t happen often,…but it’s enough.”
Alicia’s misty eyes were moving, and the fragile strength gleamed in the sun.
When John appeared in front of the camera again, he looked so lonely, so lonely, so helpless, sitting on the porch with his shoulders drooped, with a sloppy beard, a self-deprecating smile on his face, and his eyes were extremely normal. , But bleak. Everyone stayed away from John and refused to contact a madman, as if they were afraid of being infected with some unknown virus.
“I’m trying to solve the Riemann hypothesis. I think if there are breakthrough discoveries, they must reinstate me. Unfortunately, those drugs have made my job extremely difficult, and it is difficult to see… its answer.” ‘S man is not John Nash, he is just a shell, he has lost his soul, as if all the light has disappeared, he just looked around blankly, but at a loss.