Superstar - Chapter 2149

Without the help of drugs, John’s road to recovery was very difficult, but Alicia never gave up, and went on hand in hand with him. The support of his wife is the motivation for John to persevere.

Two months later, John was still plagued by hallucinations. Charles always roared in front of him. This made John always unable to control his emotions, but with Alicia’s support, John was still a long time away. I returned to Princeton University again and found his classmate Martin Hansen-at this time he has become the head of the mathematics department, because Alicia thinks that John’s adjustment to group life may be beneficial to the illness.

John originally thought that Martin would ridicule himself and refused his request, but John still came to Martin’s office. Time flies. The two rivals who were tit-for-tat each other once again stood side by side in a way of teasing fate; but Martin nodded and agreed. Now, at least John can enter the library to study.

John tried to enter the library to study, but he did not have a document to prove his identity and was refused entry. This caused John to collapse again under tremendous pressure. He shouted frantically at the library door, “You are not real,” You are not real at all… I am not a soldier… There is no mission there! You are not real!” All the students gathered together like a lunatic onlookers, casting strange glances.

Under Martin’s comfort, John calmed down, but those sharp gazes made John unbearable. On the way home, he saw Charles again—this was once his best friend, all his thoughts. Will share with him, even his only reliance. But now, he has to tell himself: all this is just an illusion.

John almost wanted to give up, but with Alicia’s encouragement, he decided to try again.

The next day, John came to Princeton University again, and he decided to attend a class. But in the corridor, Charles blamed John angrily, while Marcy stood by and looked at him with pitiful and innocent eyes. This was a torment, an unbearable torment for John.

“Charles, you have always been a good friend, best friend, but I won’t talk to you again.” John’s expression is so difficult and painful, and his frowning brow reveals his helplessness, only this time. , He did not back down, no matter how difficult it was, he still suppressed the turbulent emotions in his heart, “I really can’t.”

Then John walked to the side, bent down, and said to Marcy who was full of tears, “Little girl, so do you.” John didn’t dare to look Marcy’s eyes directly, lest he would feel soft again, John was in Marcy’s A kiss was left on her forehead, then she pulled the broken hair from her ear to her ear, and said softly, “Goodbye.”

The professor in charge of the lecture came to the corridor, waiting for the arrival of the famous John Nash, and then he saw John whispering to the air, raising his right hand to stroke the air-like a lunatic.

But at this moment, Nicholas was sitting in a chair, but he didn’t think he was a lunatic at all. On the contrary, he saw a lonely and painful soul, bidding farewell to his own persistence and confusion. In the entire empty corridor, there was only John alone, but the strong sense of loneliness came over him, and John was restrained and fragile. In the faint sunlight, his shoulders seemed to break at the touch of a touch.

Nicholas did not expect that it was such a simple picture, but the strong emotions made him completely out of control and crying.

John returned to the daily life of Princeton University. He became an ordinary student on campus—or a scholar. He always worked out various theories and formulas on the windows of the library, and gradually became a school Unique landscape.

Some people admired him, some laughed at him, and some even made fun of imitating his weird actions. At the same time, the hallucinations of Charles, William and Marcy have never disappeared. They are still harassing John constantly. Engraving tortured his fragile nerves…

But John has gradually become accustomed to ignoring these hallucinations and truly devoting himself to the research work of the university. The passage of time does not seem to be important anymore. By 1978, twenty years later, John did not get sick again, and the oldness of his body did not affect his wisdom-he successfully solved the Riemann hypothesis.

Young college student Toby Kelly approached John Nash with an admiring gaze, and started a discussion with him about academics. Looking at Toby in front of him, John seemed to see himself when he was young, which made him feel good about Toby. Out of a helping hand, started discussing academic issues with him.

Gradually, John began to integrate into the daily life of the students, discussing topics with a group of mathematics students, and imparting his knowledge to these students. There was a smile on his face again, and his eyes revealed the spirit again, and he truly became a part of this university-although his hallucinations still existed and haunted, he no longer feared,” They are my past, in fact everyone is entangled in the past.”

Martin submitted an application to the department and once again made John a professor in the mathematics department. Once these were two rivals, but now they have become close friends.

In March 1994, John finished his daily lectures and a strange visitor appeared. He claimed to be Thomas King. He made a special trip to inform John that he had become a candidate for the Nobel Prize in Economics.

After a poor life, John never received any award recognition, which made John a little flustered and a little at a loss. At the invitation of Thomas, they entered the honor lounge where faculty and staff can enter. Since many years ago he entered here with the professor. After one time, he hadn’t been here for many years, and John looked awkward.

When asked the question that the general Nobel Prize candidates are anonymous, Thomas explained obscurely and secretly, but John understood, “Oh, so you are to see if I am crazy, see if I will After winning the prize, he ruined everything, dancing on the podium, or learning how to croak…” This self-ridicule made Thomas laugh too, and John held his briefcase stiffly. Protecting himself carefully, it seems that the atmosphere here makes him feel insecure.

“Will I embarrass you? Honestly, it is possible.” John said honestly, “Look, I…I am a lunatic. Although I am taking a new medicine, I still have hallucinations. I just choose to go. Ignoring them is like dieting and not indulging my appetite. For example, my symptomatic appetite, and my fictional and imagined appetite…”

John’s words are low and vague. It seems that every sentence is so difficult, but his eyes are so clear. He clearly knows what he is doing. This is the truest John Nash.

At this moment, someone politely came over and interrupted John’s words, “Professor Nash.” He looked up and found that it was a gray-haired old man. He smiled and took it out of his pocket. I put my pen on the table in front of John, “I’m glad you can be here, John.”

John looked at this pen but was stunned, because he remembered that this was the school’s tradition. When he and his professor came here, he witnessed this scene. The pen represented the members’ affirmation of the party’s lifetime achievements. , Each pen represents the recognition of fellow professionals. But now, he came back here again, but someone gave him a pen, which completely stopped John’s brain from turning, he could only look at the pen in front of him, motionless.

This is just the beginning. Immediately after that, one pen after another was placed on the table in front of John, which made John at a loss. The flashing eyes leaked his nervousness and moved, “This is completely unexpected.” John whispered to Thomas.

Seeing John’s mixed eyes, slightly trembling lips, and his hands holding his briefcase stiffly and stiffly, the turbulence in Nicholas’s heart is indescribable. Because he has witnessed the birth of history, he has accompanied the ups and downs of John’s life to the present, and he understands that this moment is hard-won.

The smile at the corner of Nicholas’s mouth bloomed, and the moving tears still remained in his eyes, but the smile was truly released. Not because John won the respect and recognition of so many people, but because John finally got out of the shackles and confusion in his heart. With the help of Alicia and his unremitting efforts, he proved himself-he Not a lunatic, on the contrary, he is a genius.

This is his glorious moment.

Applause, rang ~www.mtlnovel.com~ not at the cinema scene, but at the 1994 Stockholm Nobel Prize award ceremony.

John Nash won the Nobel Prize in Economics for his outstanding contributions to game theory. He stepped onto the podium, looked at the crowds in the audience, and found Alicia, “I have always believed in numbers, no matter the equation. Or logic, both lead us to think. But after a lifelong pursuit, I asked myself, “What is logic, and who decides the reason?” My pursuit led me through physics, metaphysics, illusion, and then returned to the original point. I have made the most significant breakthrough in my career. I have also found the most important person in my life. Only in this mysterious love equation can I find the logic or reason.”

John’s eyes crossed with Alicia, and he said affectionately, “I can stand here tonight because of you. You are the factor of my success.” Alicia could not help tears in her eyes, “It’s me too. The only factor. Thank you!”

All the audience stood up and applauded collectively. John watched the continuous crowd in front of him with tears, and took heavy and slow steps to his place.

The awards ceremony was over. John helped Alicia to leave the hall. Charles, William and Marcy still watched him from the corner, but this time he did not waver, and walked slowly side by side with Alicia, supporting him. each other.