Survivorship Bias - Chapter 128
After saying this, An Wugui felt embarrassed.
Isn’t that too direct…
Shen Ti didn’t come closer, still maintaining the posture of resting his cheeks with his hands, reaching out to him, his index finger hooked on An Wujiu’s collar, “This is what you said.”
An Wujiu grabbed his fingers and admitted, “That’s right.” He curled his lips, “And I know, you think so too.”
.
Participated, but only participated, and he didn’t think he had helped An Wugui, or comforted him.
Shen Ti would even think negatively, maybe change to another, any natural supernatural being appeared at that time, maybe the innocent who has nothing will be grateful.
“What are you thinking?”
Hearing An Wujiu’s question, Shen Ti regained his senses, smiled, took his hand again, and said in a joking tone, “I’m thinking about whether to use it or not?”
An Wujiu picked up the glass and took a sip of the wine with the meal, his tone seemed indifferent, “Actually, if you feel powerless, you can use it, I don’t mind.”
Can’t do it? ?
Shen Ti was choked by him, and he stopped putting his hand on his cheek, turned his head to look at An Wujiu’s face, “You have changed again.”
“No,” An Wujiu’s smile remained undiminished, “I was originally like this, the good is me, the bad is also me.”
The other party tried to squeeze a professional smile and came to the two of them.
“Checkout, thank you.” An Wujiu said politely.
Shen Ti has no eyesight, or he has not fully learned this complex human social technology.
“Almost forgot about me, who did you just say is powerless?”
The waiter didn’t move his smile, but he raised his eyebrows uncontrollably, opened his eyes wide, and lowered his head to hand over the bill.
An Wu Jiu didn’t realize anything at first, took the electronic bill from the waiter’s hand without looking back, and said casually, “You.”
Shen Ti immediately pretended to be aggrieved and pitiful, “I said before that people are awesome, but I’m tired of it so quickly, and it’s just me, we’ve only met once, it’s not so fast to like the new and hate the old.”
An Wujiu immediately turned back and glared at him when he heard this, Shen Ti’s pitiful and simply deceived look made him want to cover his mouth.
After about two or three seconds, An Wujiu suddenly realized that there was a waiter standing beside them. He turned around immediately, smiled at the waiter with a slight embarrassment, paid and returned the bill to him, “Thank you.”
The waiter’s face became stiff as he maintained an expression, and he couldn’t hide his embarrassed eyes, so he could only lower his head and withdraw his hands, “You’re welcome, sir. That…what else? The demand can tell me, and I will serve the two of you.”
“No trouble.” Shen Ti put his arms around An Wujiu’s neck, smiled and said to the waiter, “We’re going to the hotel upstairs now.”
“Ah…” The other party smiled dryly, and the expression on his face seemed to become even more embarrassed, “Well, then I wish you two a happy night.”
An Wujiu felt that there was another reason for his embarrassment, until the two left the restaurant and followed the directions to the third floor. At the hotel entrance on the corner, they saw a pink neon billboard, and the seller The store of the uncle of the health care products is very similar, and I suddenly understand.
This is the second time they accidentally ran to the love hotel.
A scheming hotel.
The two little girls at the front desk saw the two and came out to greet them enthusiastically, “Welcome! Please come in, please come in!”
This is not a good time to run.
“Are the two of you accommodation? We have a variety of rooms and services here, you can take a look at this.” One of the little girls ordered, and the counter immediately displayed a variety of The rooms are all themed, such as public aircraft, wards, and even prisons…
“No need.” An Wujiu raised his head, “I just need the most common room.”
The little girl immediately caught the key points sharply, her eyes lit up, “One room? Is there only one room?”
Shen Ti immediately put his arms around An Wujiu’s waist, “Yes.”
“Okay, I’ll check in for you right away!” The little girl handled it nimbly, “Okay, please step forward, just brush the two citizen chips again. .”
An Wujiu suddenly thinks that Shen Ti has not yet, “Can I only brush one person?”
The little girl blinked, thinking at the speed of light for a short time which of the two people in front of her did not have a chip.
Generally people don’t have it, maybe one of them is…
“Oh, is it really not good?” Shen Ti started to show his acting skills again, pretending to be an innocent and poor little puppy, he leaned on An Wujiu and looked at the front desk Little sister, “But this gentleman has just paid the money. I can’t stop doing business. I have five younger brothers and sisters to support in my family. You see it’s still raining heavily outside, otherwise I will brush this gentleman. card, as if only one person opened the room?”
This combination of punches made An Wu Jiu almost burst out laughing.
The little sister looked back at the other little sister who was eating melons in shock, then craned her neck and looked at it, “Well, I’ll open a back door for you, don’t follow us The manager said oh.”
“Relax.” Shen Ti showed a charming smile, “Of course I understand this kind of thing, thank you little beauty.”
The other party shook his head, “Good night!”
The two turned around and were walking towards the hotel. The little sister who had been eating melons suddenly said, “Big handsome guy, how much do you pay for a night?”
As Shen Ti walked forward, he waved to the two little girls behind him, “I’m sorry, he bought me all over.”
The room is much better than the previous one, and the facilities are very new, but it cannot be called an “ordinary” room. , the mirrored ceiling, the floor is sprinkled with artificial rose petals, and at the moment they pushed the door, the electronic management system in the room started to automatically play the romantic music that paved the way, and asked about the pattern.
“Please choose: 1. Normal Mode; 2. Tenderness Mode; 3. Passionate Mode…”
Before Shen Ti spoke, An Wujiu immediately replied, “Normal mode.”
“Ok, setting up room mode for you.”
Shen Ti’s kiss and An Wu Jiao’s chosen pattern are completely opposite, full of straightforward suppression, desire and demand.
He happens to be a person who asks and asks for Shen Ti.
They kissed like this, hugged, came to the sinking bed, fell down without any scruples, and poured into the sinking bed.
An Wujiu put aside the painful memories he was carrying for the time being, and plunged into Shen Ti’s heavy love. The nerves that he had been tensing up for a long time, wandering between life and death, were finally relaxed, completely relaxed and cathartic, just like the rainstorm outside the window.
“I love you, love you very much.”
He can’t wait to hold a sincere heart in front of An Wu Jiu and dedicate it to him, if he has one.
“I love you,” he stopped this time, looked into An Wujiu’s eyes, and asked seriously, “Can you feel it?”
Shen Ti doesn’t feel that he is worse than any human being, but he once worried that he could not achieve the true understanding and love of human beings.
He did not regard An Wujiao as a believer who was forced to rely on him when he was vulnerable. On the contrary, Shen Ti knew that it was because of An Wujiao that he learned to empathize and learn to love, no matter which one The him back then, the form he was in, and the current self, An Wu Jiu was special to him.
He wishes he could express it all in a human way.
An Wujiu showed a gentle smile, looked into Shen Ti’s charming eyes, stretched out his hand and held his profile, “Of course, of course I know. And I know you understand me too heart, right?”
Can’t explain why, Shen Ti seemed to be hit, he nodded, fell down slowly, and buried his head in An Wujiu’s shoulder.
An Wujiu kissed the top of his head, stroked him, the calmed fire burned again, surrounding the two of them. Those incessant cold rain turned into hot sweat on the skin, became sticky, and the hot water vapor enveloped everything.
The mirror made An Wujiu find it easy to let go, perhaps because the extreme sensory experience can suppress everything and crush the fears that frightened him. He was afraid that he could not find his sister, or that he would find a terrible fact, that any of his companions would leave, and that Shen Ti would disappear into the world.
Only in Shen Ti’s arms, he can choose happiness and joy without fear. It was a dose of anesthesia that only he could prescribe in the world.
The rain stopped in the middle of the night.
And they discovered it with hindsight.
An Wujiu felt like a sponge soaked in seawater and swollen, and the water dripped dripping with a little squeeze. Shen Ti hugged him from behind, giving him a great sense of security.
“Are you asleep?” An Wujiu asked him angrily.
“Can’t sleep.” Shen Ti lowered his head and kissed the back of his neck gently, as if he still had nostalgia, “What? Do you think I can’t do anything?”
“I really hold grudges.” An Wujiu whispered.
“That’s right.” Shen Ti hugged her tighter, “Not only do you hold grudges, but you are also careful.”
An Wujiu smiled, suddenly remembering how Shen Ti was dazed in the restaurant before, he knew that at that time Shen Ti covered it up with a joke.
“When I was in the restaurant, I asked you what was wrong, but you didn’t answer me properly.” He turned around in Shen Ti’s arms, staring at Shen Ti at night, his eyes wet Foggy, bright.
“Um…” Shen Ti thought for a while, not a memory, but thinking about whether to say it or not.
But he suddenly remembered what someone said, honesty is the most important rule of love, so he followed it.
He asked An Wujiu, “When did you fall in love with me? I used…” He raised his hand and put it under his face, “…appeared in front of you in this way Yes, or before?”
Of course he knew that when they met in the game, they both lost some memories of each other, and they fell in love before they picked up the memories.
No, the past experience can’t even be called a memory, he is not a human being who met and contacted An Wu Jiao on an equal footing, just a different person who appeared in An Wu Jiao’s long painful time What a beautiful, even terrifying apparition.
“After that.” An Wujiu didn’t think about it for too long, this was not a problem for him to consider, “Probably in the second instance of our encounter, although I saw you and I I think your looks fit my preference, but in the second game, I had a different feeling for you.”
He said it very accurately, and he could even reproduce the picture at that time in his mind. For example, when Shen Ti, who had been making jokes all the time, saw him cross the lava cliff for the sake of everyone, he sent him a message. temper.
Hearing this answer, Shen Ti was happy.
smart and innocent, she saw through his heart at a glance, “Are you doubting whether I will be empathic, transferring my gratitude and dependence on the past you to the present you body.”
He hooked Shen Ti’s neck with both hands, and told him with certainty, “Shen Ti, no, when you appeared in front of me, you were a smart, strange big boy image, I am attracted to you, and my feelings for you are pure love.”
“After I think about the past, this love seems to have a sense of fate.” He put his forehead on Shen Ti’s forehead, “It seems that we are destined to love each other, don’t we? ?”
Shen Ti’s body spread a slightly bitter sweetness.
“Yeah.” Shen Ti hugged him tightly, thinking of some pictures in his mind, “Should we buy a house, so that we have a place to stay, if we can successfully leave the altar completely , we also have a home to go back to.”
He poked the softest wish in An Wu Jiu’s heart and knew that it was the most difficult to achieve.
An Wujiu buried his face in Shen Ti’s shoulder, “Okay.”
Shen Ti suddenly felt his shoulders wet and realized something.
“Are you crying?”
“No.”
“Why didn’t you cry just now?”
An Wu Jiu clears his throat and makes his voice normal, “Why did you spoil such a warm time.”
Shen Ti was still immersed in doubt, “I was about to cry just now, your voice has a cry…”
An Wujiu tried to cover his mouth, but failed, so he simply blocked it with his lips.
It’s quiet now, but it seems to be developing in another strange direction.
An Wujiu put his hands on Shen Ti’s shoulders in a panic, Shen Ti then backed away a little, still with that gag, “I won’t charge you more.”
An Wujiu grabbed his neck and said solemnly, “Back pain, I need to rest.”
Although Shen Ti is sometimes not a person, and he is not a person himself, but it is good to be obedient, so lie down obediently.
He covered An Wujiu with the quilt and stared at the ceiling for a while.
“I found that I do seem to be…not bad.” Shen Ti suddenly came to such a feeling.
He thought it was amazing that his body, face, hands, and face were all shaped according to An Wujiu’s standards, as if he was one of An Wujiu’s hands The little clay figurine, pinched left, pinched right, and finally turned into an appearance that An Wu Jiu thought was good-looking.
An Wujiu thought, is this person’s eyes repaired?
But on second thought, indeed, maybe his aesthetic is a little bit closer to human beings.
So he didn’t fight, he closed his eyes and pretended to sleep.
During Shen Ti’s mind wandering, the little clay figurine in An Wujiu’s hand suddenly fell to the ground and shattered, a small insect with tentacles crawled out of the broken clods.
“If I didn’t look like this,” Shen Ti suddenly asked again, “Would you still like it if I changed back to that scary and ugly monster?”
An Wujiu didn’t get angry after hearing this, only at this time did she realize that Shen Ti’s sense of security was only a little bit, he was afraid that he didn’t love him, and that he had returned to the normal real world , If you are not confined to that small room, you will feel that the other side of him is disgusting.
But the truth is probably very different from what Shen Ti imagined.
An Wujiu turned his face and frankly opened his folded panic and treasure.
“As long as you don’t disappear, I’m satisfied, no matter what.”
“So…don’t leave me.”