Sweet CEO’s First Love - Chapter 52
“Saint…”
“Mmm,” He groaned softly in response to Heart calling his name.
He felt so content right now and loved how sounded. The way it felt to be called by him in such an intimate setting.
“I don’t think I can fall asleep. My stomach hurts.”
Saint sighed, but opened his eyes.
‘He really didn’t blame Heart, he felt that fluttering feeling inside too.’
“Ah, I know I feel it too.”
“You do?” Heart said surprised.
“Of course, I feel..”
Heart stomach interrupted him with a loud sloshing groan that echoed through the air.
“Ahh, you’re hungry.” Saint sat up slowly, his muscles contracted and felt tight inside from the exertion of their earlier escapade.
“Mmm, didn’t you just say you were too?”
Saint paused.
‘Wow, we were talking about two different things completely.’
‘How are you so adorably cute all the time? I just can’t with you sometimes.’
“Yeah, of course.”
“But before we eat,”
“I think I am going to take a cold shower and I think you should shower too,” Saint said.
Heart smiled. “Oh good, I have never showered with anyone alone before.”
Saint gaped at Heart.
“Not together, dang it Heart!”
‘He wants to kill me.’
“I don’t think either of us will eat today if we do that.”
Do you think I am a god, like how do you think I have that much self-control?”
Heart pouted and rolled over onto his stomach so that his bare butt was in the air.
‘What is this? Are we trying to kill me ten thousand ways in one evening?’
Saint sighed. “I can tell you are sore, I don’t want you to overdo things tonight. It was your first time and I want to make sure you are okay.”
“From now until… I don’t know when, let’s just keep our hands to ourselves. So we can actually get some real food inside of you.”
“So you don’t want to help me wash up and make me feel better?” Heart pouted.
“No,”
“Absolutely not,” Saint said coldly, quickly shutting him down.
“We will both get dressed, and then I think I will stay about a hand length away from you for a bit, that way I don’t just fall all over you again.”
“No, an arm’s length away,” Heart blinked at him sweetly.
“Half a room.”
Heart pouted before rolling over all the way to the end of the bed before hopping off of it and smiling. His member bounced around and he rubbed an itch without thinking. Saint watched him, feeling like his mind was imploding and self-control at the same time.
“Screw it, I am moving to Canada.” He commented, then turned and walked away.
“Saint, wait, where are you going?” Heart asked.
Saint paused and turned on the last step of the four stairs.
“I am going to make something to eat. That way I don’t eat you.”
“You are hungry, right? Unless you are full already… From your previous meal?” He said, pointing at Heart’s lips.
Heart blushed, but wiped at his lips like there was still something hanging there even though there wasn’t. He scrunched up his face.
“Fine. I am going to shower.”
“Good.” Saint barked, then turned.
“Wait, I thought you had to shower? You are not going to use the other side of this one in here? Your bathroom looks enormous.”
“It is, the shower is big enough for three people. In there.” Saint agreed.
“Then, Where?” Heart asked, cocking his head sideways.
Saint groaned and tousled his hair.
“I am using Tara’s bathroom to shower because if I don’t go now an animal is going to come out from inside of me. An animal that wants to prey on you and devour you completely.” Saint’s eyes glinted as he said it.
Hearts cock jumped at the sexy image in front of him. It didn’t escape Saint’s notice and he let out a shaky breath, his hands clenching with very obvious self-control, Saint was formidably being forced to use.
“Awe you are going to Tara’s room. I want to see Tara too. Are you going to let her out?”
“You shut the door as soon as I went into the bedroom up here.”
Saint growled, “Stop focusing on my cat while standing in front of me naked. I closed her in the room so she wouldn’t interrupt since she likes to jump on the bed and cuddle.”
Heart pouted.
“I want to cuddle her.”
“Are you saying you want to cuddle my cat in my bed naked?”
“I swear to god if that is what you are implying. I’m going to march my way down to hell for all the naughty things I want to put you through.”
“Of course that isn’t what I meant… But I mean really, she doesn’t know we are wearing clothes or are not wearing clothes.”
“Are you telling me you have never cuddled Tara naked before?”
“Heart… I”
“I sometimes don’t know what to do with you when you have these moments where you just say whatever you were thinking.”
“There is just no filter on your brain is there,” I asked.
Heart grinned up at me.
“I filter things… Sometimes.”
“Mmm, sure you do. I think I have seen it like once.”
“At least.” Heart added, annoyed.
I chuckled.
“It’s okay, I like that about you, that your motivations and desires are always so clear and open,” Saint said.
Saint, walked back towards him, leaned forward and ran his hand through Heart’s hair and down to the nape of his neck where he thumbed the soft flesh gently in small circles before letting his hand drop.
‘I love it so much and crave you more and more because of it.’
‘Because of the times you just blow my mind by being you. Like that time when you wrote my name all over the paper after I bugged you all day. Because even when I was at my most I still never left your mind, and even in my most terrible of moments you never leave mine.’
“I… I.” Heart stuttered, frozen, unsure what to say. I loved watching him melt and freeze into a ball of anxiety whenever I went soft for him. Like he was just malfunctioning from the contact point down.
He coughed and threw himself back on the bed, rolling around until the covers covered him completely. A moment later his head popped back out and Saint just sighed.
‘I swear you test my patience on purpose.’
“Kit says she is really fluffy. I want to see her in person. Her pictures make her fur look so soft and lovely. She is such a pretty girl I just want to shove my face into her gorgeous gray and white fur.”
“I swear she reminds me of a two-sided cookie, with her pretty face split like that.”
Saint glared.
“We are not standing here… Naked. And having a conversation about how cute my cat is.”
“Shower now,” Saint commanded.
“Go slow and make sure you are spotless. Immaculately so.”
“Because If you come out before you are fully clean, and still smell like hot sex, I will probably lose it and have my way with you a second time.”
“Maybe you should have your way with me. I like it when you have your way with me.”
Saint gaped at Heart rolled up in the big white fluffy blanket like a little Heart burrito.
‘You definitely test my patience on purpose.’
‘I think I am bringing up a little mini demon as my underling.’
“Wow, go shower now. Or I will rip that blanket away and whip your naughty naked little ass with it till its as pink as an apple.”
Heart laughed.
“Wow, you were not kidding, you really are losing it.”
“I hate admitting it, but you are one hell of a weakness Heart and I am horribly bad at self-control when I am with you.”
“So take your time in there, and for heaven’s sake, you little demon Mynx, give me some time to calm down…” His voice held a dangerous perceivable edge that he hoped would get across to Heart just how much he really was dying inside.
“Okay, okay. I relent. I will go wash up, but I am really excited to eat.” Heart agreed before sitting up in his marshmallow prison before trying to claw his way free.
Saint knew he could help him, but his self-control meter was at zero and he knew he needed to flee. So instead, he stepped down into the living room, and without a look back, balled his hands into fists hard enough that he knew it was going to take hours for the marks to go away.
‘Self-control,”
“You just have to use self-control around that little clueless adorable man. Because he has no idea how much of an effect, he really has on you.’
‘Maybe he does, and he is as much a demon as I am.’
‘I honestly can’t tell anymore. All I know is if he is my demon, then I will sell my soul to the devil in a heartbeat.’
‘How the heck did I ever live life before you? I seriously can’t remember anymore.’
‘I am far too attached to you, Heart.’
‘I think you really must be my fate.’
Saint hurried to the other side of the penthouse, as far from Heart as he could get.
‘Right now, at this moment, safety meant distance.’