Sweet Nothings - Chapter 43

Huo Yunshen woke up one night, nostalgic for the lingering pains.

He made all kinds of preparations in his heart. No matter how regretful Yan Qing woke up when he woke up, he would not let her leave half a step, even if she used the lock, she would also be trapped beside her.

But she didn’t expect that she should have posted it cleverly and asked him this question that she didn’t dare to think about.

Huo Yunshen’s voice is very soft, afraid to wake up the dream: “What do you ask me.”

Yan Qing is leaning on his chest, Yu Yun is still in her body, and the picture from last night is automatically played in front of her eyes. The person who has a gentle voice and knows the flesh … is indeed her.

Many of the old and new clips in her brain were ramming, and when she had a headache, she instinctively hugged Huo Yunshen, and said dumbly: “You heard it right … I doubt if there is something wrong with my memory. Similar, I did n’t think about it before, I thought it was too fantasy, but— ”

Huo Yun held her tightly, rubbing her temples with her palms, and had an unstable ending: “Speak slowly.”

Yan Qing’s face is about to bleed.

What did she say.

But-I have never had a boyfriend in my memory, and I have no skin relatives. I always thought I was a blank piece of paper. The result! She broke through the bottom line with him as if she were dead. Not only did she not feel any pain, but she also reacted super-skilled.

It’s not just about being everywhere.

It was the feeling of Huo Yunshen alone. She accepted him very naturally, and every time she reached the peak of joy, she seemed to wake up.

The body is telling her in an embarrassing way that she is definitely not the first time with him.

Yan Qing is very confused, and the facts are ready to come out, but she dare not believe it, fearing she will be disappointed.

I also felt that I had resisted so thoroughly in the past. Now that I have just slept with someone else, I have begun to vow to claim that it is the lost Bai Yueguang, which is very embarrassing.

She explained it stumbled: “I, I just ask, I don’t want to covet anything, don’t think about it, I just have doubts …”

After a pause, she couldn’t help but hold Huo Yunshen’s hand. The tip of her nose was red. She looked up at him and admitted frankly: “Huo Yunshen, I especially hope that she is Yun Qing.”

Because I fell in love with him, I expected myself to be her.

Huo Yunshen lost his strength in his hands, rubbing her into his arms heavily and bowing his head to kiss.

He held back tears and pulled out the words that had been pressed for a long time: “You are, you are injured, forget me, no matter how many changes you have, I can’t admit you wrong, you are my secretary Qing. ”

Listening to his tone, Yan Qing also wanted to cry: “But I am not amnesia, I have a complete memory myself. Related to you, I am just a vague shadow, I feel half-truth, I can’t think of a clear …”

She was afraid of empty joy, and asked anxiously: “Is it wrong?”

Huo Yunshen touched her messy long hair: “Qing Qing, do you believe me?”

Yan Qing nodded obediently, she gave her all to him, can you believe it?

“If you are not Yun Qing, no matter how much you look, I will not be close to you, let alone others,” he said quietly. “I can’t find any substitute, I only have you.”

“Your memory, the reason why you refused to trust me before, and the things you have suffered. When you return to Haicheng, I will explain it to you.”

“Don’t think about it now, your head will hurt.”

Huo Yun deeply pressed her forehead, and her hot skin rubbed against each other. He breathed very close, and he flicked electricity across her lips.

Yan Qing’s heart was ups and downs, and he was bothered by his hands and feet, and grumbled: “I can’t help thinking about such a big thing.”

Huo Yun deeply sucked her earlobe: “Then we do something else.”

Yan Qing is like a little fish just out of the hut. She is easily hooked. She can’t express her willingness. She rolls the quilt and tries to run to the bed: “The sky is going to dawn, I still have a shooting mission today … ”

The man’s hand dragged her back: “I temporarily sealed the venue and changed to shooting in the afternoon.”

His voice was dumb with desire: “Qing Qing is obedient and does it again to consolidate his memory.”

Yan Qing came back to the variety show in a beautiful dress in the afternoon, and quietly complained along the way that Huo Yun was so sick that she had a high fever and just had to eat badly every day. net.

Before getting off, Huo Yunshen circled her waist from behind and asked lowly, “Qing Qing, will you still hide me?”

Yan Qing lowered his eyes and touched the back of his hand: “No.”

“Speak words,” he tightened his arms. “I can’t stand you, just ignore me.”

Yan Qing was a little confused in consciousness, unsure of his identity and position at this time, his surging emotions shrank, he did not dare to vent, and his heart fell to the ground.

She listened to Huo Yunshen’s words, temporarily suppressed her unwillingness, and strived for the fastest progress to finish the relevant part of the variety show. The next day she boarded the return flight. After getting off the plane, she was taken away from the special passage by Huo Yunshen directly. No shadows are revealed in front of fans.

Before leaving, An Lan knew that it was Mr. Huo ’s arrangement. He did n’t have the courage to talk. He just cautiously told her: “Yes, our task is very tight. Today we will record the next issue, which is the penultimate episode of The Peak Girl. You should go back as soon as possible. ”

Yan Qing raised his hand to ensure.

Huo Yunshen only separated from her for a moment, but when she came to see her, she still urged her over and circulated in her arms.

Yan Qing asked anxiously: “Where are we going.”

“Do you remember the doctor you saw in the old house drunk last time?”

Yan Qing nodded: “Your personal doctor.”

Huo Yunshen kissed her forehead: “I will take you to know him again.”

Half an hour later, Yan Qing was led by Huo Yunshen, standing in the top-floor clinic of Dr. He ’s villa, and was surprised to look around at all the precise medical equipment. When his eyes fell on the set of brain interference instruments, his pupils shrank unconsciously. .

She seems …

Lying in a place like that, I can’t remember the specific scene, but it was very painful, all the nerves were like the pain of being crushed, so that she might as well die.

Huo Yun was very sensitive to her strangeness, and stroked her head softly: “Don’t be afraid, it won’t hurt you.”

Dr. He was stunned. Although she didn’t know what happened to Mrs. Huo, she was able to be led by President Huo in a sober state, at least to show that she accepted the possibility of memory doubt.

He looked forward to hearing detailed descriptions, but President Huo only said one sentence: “She didn’t think about it, but she realized too many doubts and believed that she was Yun Qing.”

Dr. He was so excited that he wanted to swear.

This kind of case that he had inferred to be unable to recover for a long time, even if there is progress, there will be a relatively long period of self-non-regularity, which will cause mistrust and rejection of the people who really remember, but what he saw with his own eyes at this moment is gradually becoming Two people in one.

He said last time that he underestimated his wife’s feelings for President Huo.

It now appears that it is much deeper than he expected at the time, so deep that she has overcome the negative instincts caused by injuries in many unconscious moments, and constantly chooses to approach President Huo to have the accumulation today.

Dr. He held out his hand: “Ma’am, I’m glad to introduce myself to you formally. My real main area of ​​expertise is hypnosis, and the repair and modification of human brain memory.”

Yan Qing couldn’t help being nervous when he heard the word “change”.

Huo Yun glanced coldly, and Dr. He realized that his wife’s hand could not be held, and quickly withdrew it, and then asked: “Mr. Huo, can I try the third interventional treatment for my wife?”

Yan Qing opened his eyes wide: “… the third time?”

Huo Yunshen smoothed her stretched back and said slowly, “The first time was in the garage of the program crew. I let you faint and brought you over. The second time was a celebration feast. Someone took medicine in your wine. , You ’re not drunk, you ’re in a coma under the effects of drugs, it ’s dangerous. ”

Dr. He added in a timely manner: “Because of drinking the fortified wine, you almost forgot President Huo again. He had a hard time in those two days.”

Yan Qing ’s cognition was continuously overturned, and more and more truths from her came to the surface. She was congested in her head and her cheeks were pale. There was only one thing she wanted to know most: “Am I really Yun Qing?”

Huo Yunshen sat her down and looked up at Dr. He.

Dr. He thought about it for a while: “Mrs. mental state is still fragile. Her current progress must be cared for, not to be radical, and easy to self-defeating. I think it is easier to let her adapt than looking at the fact picture than describing and guiding.

In the first two treatments, Dr. He left the key part of the video with Huo Yunshen’s permission. He found it and put it on the big screen.

Yan Qing saw how Huo Yunshen brought her in. She connected the magnetic disk, and under the suggestion of Dr. He, she gradually showed no way to belong to her.

Huo Yun squatted beside the diagnosis and treatment bed and hugged her painfully. When he heard her call “Yun Shen”, his eyes were so painful and crazy.

Yan Qing did not blink, tears dripping down his cheeks.

She really called him “Yun Shen”, the kind of tone, countless misses and attachments, not imitation, but the subconscious mind engraved in her body.

Enough to prove her identity.

The two videos ended, Yan Qing sat stunned, unable to come back.

Dr. He injected Yanqing’s tranquilizing injection to prevent her headache.

Huo Yun lowered his body deeply, knelt in front of her, and held her cold hand in the palm of his hand: “You are Yun Qing, when you ignorant the girl, I was pulled out of the dark hell. At first, I was afraid that you were on impulse and weak. To avoid you, then you really left. I die every day. I chase you everywhere and run everywhere. Your heart is so soft that you do n’t dislike me and are willing to love me. ”

Yan Qing looked straight at him, she was very anxious, everything he said was familiar, but she could not remember.

Huo Yunshen’s throat choked: “Later, you were admitted to a very good university. I rented a house. We lived together and raised a cat. I hate that cat the most. I always share your attention. But you like it. You said, Qingqing, please, can you like me alone. ”

Yan Qing tears under the rain, she looked through her memory and could not find it.

He wiped her eyes: “Three years ago, you were forcibly taken away by the Yun family at the door of your house, and soon the news of the air crash came. I don’t believe it. You said that you will stay with me all your life and you will not leave me alone. I know, I have nothing but you, and when you leave, you just kill my life. ”

She bit her lip hard and didn’t want to cry.

“Why did I forget,” she whimpered, “how can I forget.”

Like listening to other people’s stories, but piles and pieces happened to her and Huo Yunshen. He carried all the burdens and pains. She was completely clean. She lived a peaceful life across the mountains and seas. , Had considered the future marriage, and even thought about who he would marry.

She is useless, she will only have headaches once and again, and then negate.

Huo Yunshen had blood on her eyes and rubbed her face: “But you are the one who was hurt. Someone bullied you, tampered with your memory, turned you into a stranger who has nothing to do with the past. Too much, the body’s instinct refuses to be changed again, so I can’t accept my statement, Qingqing, because you are strong enough to come to today and think of it again. ”

Yan Qing’s arm was covering her eyes and choked: “I didn’t even think of it … I couldn’t remember … it’s all vague …”

Huo Yun deeply hugged her: “You believe that your identity is enough, the rest of us take it slowly.”

She doesn’t want to be slow.

She just wanted to recover.

Yan Qing looked up at Dr. He and asked urgently: “Is there a way? Interfere like the previous two? Will I cooperate?”

Dr. He recognized: “Before you could not make progress under the circumstances of your exclusion, but this time you open your eyes to the sea and may have an effect.”

Yan Qing lay down on the clinic bed for the third time. At first it was okay, but as soon as the magnet was attached, she immediately shook her head in fear.

If you post this, there will be a severe pain that she can’t afford …

Huo Yunshen sat next to her, flung the connector away and hugged her to her chest: “Qing Qing is not afraid, we will not do it.”

She struggled to describe: “My impression is broken, I seem to be … injured by something like this …”

Huo Yun deeply embraced her knuckles, highlighting the dead white: “I know, don’t try, go home.”

Yan Qing gasped for a moment, and said firmly: “I can overcome it and try again.”

Huo Yun objected deeply and hugged her to leave.

She grabbed the edge of the bed and stared at him: “I have made too little effort, let me try again, otherwise … I can’t get through.”

Dr. He connected the magnetic disk for her again. Huo Yun took her head deeply and put it on her lap. She rubbed softly, interlocked with his fingers, and slowly closed her eyes.

Everything disappeared in front of Yan Qing, sinking into darkness, and following the guidance of the voice, spreading herself out as far as possible.

Fragmented fragments were lifted, swaying brightly, the blood on the boy ’s hand, fierce eyebrows, in order to punch her with a punch, he picked a small pink flower outside the school gate and secretly followed her when she was not paying attention , Inserted in the pocket of her schoolbag …

But after a while, the countless behemoths involved in the debris were suddenly locked by the gate, struggling violently in the back, and hitting the heartache.

Yan Qing remembered “Yun Shen”, and there was a painful breath between his teeth.

Huo Yun has no blood on his face: “Stop!”

Dr. He also frowned, slowing down the process. After repeated trials and failures, he solemnly chose to stop. He said seriously: “I haven’t intervened so deeply before, so I never realized that my wife’s real memory is controlled. . ”

Huo Yun’s deep green bulge on his forehead: “Explain.”

“In layman’s terms, after she was tampered with, the original memory was stored deep in the subconscious mind, but the other party also imposed a certain command, or restriction, on it in a deep hypnotic manner, which requires certain conditions to be restored.”

He was worried: “We have no way of knowing what it is, nor who is the other party. It is impossible to speculate. In this case, it is very difficult for the wife to find a vague impression and realize her identity. She has a strong will and a deep affection for you before she is completely locked up, but if she wants to make her remember everything, she can only wait for the opportunity and try her luck. ”

“In addition to this matter, it is better not to tell the wife, she will be trapped in this cage, always thinking, but it is harmful, it is better to let her develop naturally.”

Dr. He sighed unluckily: “Sorry President Huo, I still let you down.”

Huo Yun lowered his eyes and wiped Yan Qing’s sweat, holding her up and letting her lean on her shoulder.

“Enough,” he gently kissed her dry lips. “I am grateful.”

Yan Qing woke up after an hour, confusedly opened his eyes, looked at the wall silly for a while, and suddenly sat upright, shouting with a small face, “Isn’t it done? What’s wrong? I … ”

She only had a few scattered flashes, and the others remained blank.

She is still a speech from Canada, and has not changed back to Yun Qing.

Huo Yun feeds her hot milk deeply, wipes her mouth, and looks softly: “Dr. He said, don’t rush to seek success. You have a long time in memory and need a slow recovery process.”

Yan Qing’s watery eyes dimmed: “How long.”

“Soon.” He coaxed her.

The weather was cold, and Yan Qing’s body would be weak after undergoing intervention treatment. Huo Yunshen wrapped her in a small quilt like every time, wrapped in a ball and hugged.

Yan Qing protested in a low voice: “I will go by myself.”

“No,” he curled his lips, “my wife’s legs are sore.”

Yan Qing understood his deep meaning. He Gen red hid in the quilt, stayed in his arms honestly, let him hug the car.

Back in the car, Yan Qing still hung her head, shrunk in the rim, and her heart was submerged in the salty and thick seawater.

The moment Huo Yunshen was about to jump off the river when he met on the bridge, the sharp edge stabbed her in the heart.

Almost lost.

He almost passed by strangely beside him, forgetting him for life.

Huo Yunshen lifted Yan Qing ’s face and stared at him for a long while. He said earnestly, “Do we also need to get to know each other again? I am Huo Yunshen. I have loved you for a long time and found you for a long time. Legal husband, who are you, who are you? ”

Yan Qing looked straight at him, her eyes full of water, she smiled and answered him:

“I am Qing Qing, Huo Yunshen’s Qing Qing.”