The Actor and His Sister Are Three and a Half Years Old - Chapter 105

Chapter One Hundred Five

Chu Xiaoyi turned on the light in the tea room, and he and Liang Shuangqi sat there and communicated without disturbing the rest of the family.

Chu Xiaoyi found a clean glass. He poured a glass of water for the little boy. He didn’t get used to the atmosphere for a while, so he couldn’t find words to say, “Are you going to have something to eat?”

Liang Shuangqi shook his head. He hadn’t planned to enter the house before, and now he also enters in a daze.

Chu Xiaoyi had never been the object of being confided, and his mood was also quite delicate, and he didn’t know what to say.

Fortunately, after Liang Shuangqi finished sorting out the state, he started from the beginning in an orderly manner to make up for the information that Chu Xiaoyi had missed.

The cause of the incident was that Liang Shuangqi won the International Bronze Award. He was invited by a prestigious school under many recommendations. The school does not require tuition fees and provides scholarships, with very few enrollment places.

Because the school is an orchestra system, there are only 13 people in the cello major. After graduates give up their positions, the school will recruit new students, even regardless of age, only depending on piano skills.

Liang Shuangqi belongs to the youngest group in the school. His parents want to accompany him to study abroad, but it will inevitably affect the work and life of the parents.

Chu Xiaoyi thoughtfully: “Do you want your mother to accompany you abroad?”

“It’s not just this…” Liang Shuangqi pondered for a few seconds. He lowered his eyes slightly, and simply confessed, “Actually, I don’t want to go abroad.”

Liang Shuangqi has never said this to the people around him, mainly because he sounds really ignorant of praise, and he must be reprimanded by others.

Chu Xiaoyi straightened up in an instant, he looked at each other inconceivably, and said in disbelief, “Why?

Do you know what this school represents?

Are you likely to become a top international player? “

Although Chu Xiaoyi didn’t study classical, he knew that this school was in the music circle anyway.

Liang Shuangqi whispered: “I know, people around you say this every day, brother, you say something new…”

Liang Shuangqi suddenly regretted it. He was afraid that Chu Xiaoyi, like the orchestra teacher, would like to force himself in. The main music students understood the status of the school.

Chu Xiaoyi and Xiao Guitou’s previous arrogant attitude reminded: “If you dare to say that you don’t like this school, I will beat the child in the next second.”

Chu Xiaoyi: If you dare to stand in front of the out-of-school seniors, don’t blame me for leaning on the old and selling the old and disrespectful of the old!

“No…” Liang Shuangqi pursed his lips, he hesitated for a moment, and said in a daze, “But I always feel that if I choose to go abroad, I can see the bottom of my future life at a glance.”

Chu Xiaoyi: “What do you mean?”

Seeing that the other party was puzzled, Liang Shuangqi simply broke his fingers to analyze, and said slowly: “If I enter school now, I will continue to practice piano, and the intensity will be even greater, and there will be no time to do other things.

I started to stay in the orchestra when I was five or six years old, and now it’s been several years, completely out of touch with the normal school…”

“I may indeed become a great cellist, but will I really do this in the future?”

I have been practicing piano in school, and then touring with the orchestra, and then I have a solo performance. Apart from that, I don’t know anything. Even if I want to change jobs one day, I can’t do other things. “

Liang Shuangqi couldn’t imagine that Chu Xiaoxiao had the opportunity to choose a variety of jobs many years later, but he would only play the cello. This was terrible.

If he really chooses to study abroad, he has already seen his unchanging development trajectory in the future, how he will develop how his predecessors develop.

Chu Xiaoyi didn’t expect that the other party was young and thought a lot, and said in a daze, “You actually think so much?”

Liang Shuangqi frowned and said, “Of course, but these things cannot be said to my parents and teachers…”

Chu Xiaoyi suddenly understood that if Liang Shuangqi said these things to other people, it would be like asking for scolding.

Leaving the band teacher aside, it might not be easy to persuade the parents.

After all, studying abroad is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. It is simply a smooth road. However, Liang Shuangqi’s personal wishes are like clouds and mists that cannot be touched on the edge, and there is no way to compare it.

Chu Xiaoyi looked at the little boy who was frowning on the opposite side, and he was in a daze for a while, as if he had been reminded of long-lasting memories.

Liang Shuangqi sensed Chu Xiaoyi’s silence, and he said helplessly: “Actually, I know what the adults think. They think this is the safest way. I really have no chance to prove that I can do other things, but I always feel like this is the choice… Very unwilling…”

This is where Liang Shuangqi entangled. He had to encounter injustice in the past, which can be proved by strength, just like surpassing others in an orchestra, but this time it is different.

He had never tried anything else, his time was completely occupied by the cello, and naturally he couldn’t find a more powerful skill than an instrument.

He has no chance to prove that now he can only play the violin and can’t persuade anyone, leaving deep powerlessness.

His mother arranged for him to learn the piano, so he practiced diligently, but he was at best going through the water at that time, and he was not ready to do it for the rest of his life.

Liang Shuangqi said distressed: “I don’t know if my brother can understand this feeling, but I always feel that following my mother this time, I will never have the opportunity to do anything else…”

Liang Shuangqi has also been reflecting on himself recently and weighing the pros and cons. Of course he knows that choosing a cello will have advantages. The people around him are all working hard to persuade and encourage him, but he always can’t pass this hurdle in his heart.

He hasn’t chosen his future yet, should he be planned by his talent first?

But he has made so much effort, who can be sure that his violin skills come from illusory talent, rather than his own time devoted to the cello, maybe he can do other things too?

[I don’t know if you are suitable for playing the violin, but I think you will be very good at everything you do in the future.

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This is what Chu Xiaoxiao said before, and Liang Shuangqi believed so firmly at the beginning, but he was shaken when faced with a choice.

He has not yet possessed another ability, so he is forced to make a choice.

“I know…” Chu Xiaoyi answered calmly, “I know this feeling.”

Chu Xiaoyi let out a long sigh. He suddenly leaned back on the back of his chair, looked at the ceiling dreamily, and said with a wry smile: “Because you don’t think you will speak this time, you will still have no chance to speak in the future, and you will never have a chance to speak again…”

“Just like I did at the beginning, if I don’t open my mouth, I have to choose a safe major according to my father’s ideas, and then go to university honestly, and then be arranged for a job after graduation, and walk all the way logically…” Chu Xiaoyi said helplessly. “You don’t even have a chance to speak, because you are too weak, he is much stronger than you, and your thoughts are only naive and unrealistic.”

Chu Xiaoyi occasionally remembered what happened when he was eighteen years old. If there is no sister in the family and time goes back at this moment, will he and his father have a dispute?

Even though he has reconciled with his father now, he understands that the situation will not change at that moment because he was too weak at the time.

Although his mouth is full of passionate dreams, whoever sounds like a idiot dream, who can be sure of future success, it is better to choose the safest path.

He hasn’t had a chance to prove to his father, so what is he using to persuade each other?

Human beings are animals pursuing comfort. As long as you give in one step first, you can give in one more step, and then continue to give in again and again, and finally kill your original ambition.

Efforts and struggles are children’s stories, and the minimization of risks is an adult’s story.

Chu Xiaoyi would now also think about what would happen if he didn’t rebel and leave home, but no matter how he deduced it, history seems to repeat itself.

Even if he and his father have no conflicts on the college entrance examination volunteers, he will still have differences when he graduates and work, and there will be differences after the job does not improve. He will never escape this link.

Liang Shuangqi’s experience was so similar to him. They were unable to prove the results for a short time, but they had come to the choice of life.

The adults around were all experienced and experienced, and they planned everything without giving them a chance to interrupt.

Liang Shuangqi was silent for a moment, and he asked slowly: “…Then do you regret it?”

“My brother has to prepare again for college now. If you don’t have any success now, would you regret it?”

Of course Liang Shuangqi knew that Chu Xiaoyi was struggling to prepare for the exam. If the other party had been studying at the beginning, he might not have to face it at all.

Chu Xiaoyi’s eyes were far away, he gradually walked out of the memory, without even hesitating: “I don’t regret it.”

“I might regret the way I communicate with my parents, but I don’t regret making my choice.”

Chu Xiaoyi paused for a few seconds. He considered his words and confessed his original aspirations for the first time, “Although it is a little hypocritical to say that, even if I haven’t achieved anything, I won’t regret it now, because I knew it was the only one. opportunity……”

“If I didn’t make the choice alone then, I might never grow up.”

If his attitude was not firm enough at that time, his father might never think he grew up, never take his words seriously, and would still take care of everything for him.

There is a high probability that he will not be a singer after graduation, and may be a mixed job in his father’s company.

Both he and his father are now mature, but he used to try his best to prove that he was mature.

“But this no regret is painful and difficult. It means that you completely leave the protection of your parents. You have to be responsible for each of your choices, and there is no object to blame or complain.

You may be mixed up very badly, earn no money at all, and feel that your hard work has not been rewarded, and you may even be ridiculed at the time when you should go to study abroad…” Chu Xiaoyi thought about his practice career, he looked at Liang Shuangqi seriously, and asked back. Said, “…Do you have the courage to accept all this? “

Chu Xiaoyi occasionally felt that perhaps it was the inexplicable youth impulse that drove him, that he would grit his teeth and survive the darkest moments, so he didn’t regret it.

If he hasn’t experienced the worst time, he may never touch his dreams. People are forced to desperately.

“Even if I say no regrets now, I still bear the price of not regretting, just as you said I have to prepare for the exam, and even make more efforts, there may be a greater price in the future…” Chu Xiaoyi said slowly, ” Your no regrets made you grow up, but if you grow up as hard as you can, but only grow up to be ordinary people, can you accept this reality?”

He calmly said: “If you have the courage to run desperately and are ready to fail, then do what you want.

If you can’t afford all of this, there’s nothing wrong with being content with the status quo. It’s also good to go abroad to learn the cello. “

It was impossible for Chu Xiaoyi to let Liang Shuangqi make the same choice because of his own choice. He could only put the future path in front of the other party and let the little boy make his own choice.

Only when Liang Shuangqi makes a choice alone can this matter have real meaning, just like him back then.

Liang Shuangqi whispered: “Then how painful is it to not regret it?”

Chu Xiaoyi: “Growing may be painful like breaking a bone.”

Liang Shuangqi fell into silence. He looked at the water in the cup and did not speak for a long time.

After the two exchanged in the tea room, Chu Xiaoyi didn’t know how much the little boy listened to, or what choice the other party would make.

He sent Liang Shuangqi to the entrance of the small courtyard, and said, “Do you need me to see you off?”

“No, the street lights are still on.”

Liang Shuangqi thought for a while, and he said again, “Brother, in fact, you just said something wrong.”

Chu Xiaoyi: “What?”

Liang Shuangqi said calmly: “I think everyone is an ordinary person, so growing up as an ordinary person is not a punishment.”

Chu Xiaoyi was taken aback for a moment.

“But your words also give me a lot of inspiration. Ordinary people may be more able to do unusual things.”

Liang Shuangqi looked faintly, “I will figure it out by myself.”

After Liang Shuangqi finished speaking, he looked down at the bag in his hand and said hesitantly: “This…”

Chu Xiaoyi: “When you give it to her next time, I won’t hand it over for you.”

Liang Shuangqi didn’t expect the other party to talk so well. He was surprised: “Brother, you really look like a person today.”

Chu Xiaoyi smiled but didn’t smile: “…What is’like’?

You remove the ‘like’ for me. “

Chu Xiaoyi: That’s how you talked to the tree hole?

I think you are begging!

Chu Xiaoyi suddenly remembered something, and he proposed: “No matter what choice you make in the end, I will give you something at that time.”

Liang Shuangqi was slightly surprised: “Okay…”

Liang Shuangqi waved goodbye to Chu Xiaoyi. He slowly left along the street lamp in the night, and said leisurely: “Bye bye, great brother of ordinary people!”

Chu Xiaoyi couldn’t help but complain: “You are ordinary, our family does not have ordinary genes.”

Chu Xiaoyi watched the little boy leave. He relaxed in the dark. Although Liang Shuangqi didn’t say the answer, he seemed to have learned the other party’s choice.

As he went back to the tea room to clean up, he said nonsense: “Don’t complain about it in the future…”

After Chu Xiaoyi returned to the house, Chu Xiaoxiao noticed a slight change in her brother’s mood. She walked out of her partner’s parting a little bit, and said suspiciously, “Did you just be outside?

It seems to be a long time? “

Chu Xiaoyi casually said nonsense: “Yes, I chatted with the stray cat for a while, so I was slightly delayed…”

Chu Xiaoxiao: “?”

Chu Xiaoxiao: “Then did you feed it?”

Chu Xiaoyi: “No, he was so ugly, he only poured water.”

Chu Xiaoxiao felt that her brother’s attack on the small animals was not good. She looked weird for a while and frowned slightly, but Chu Xiaoyi patted her generously, and said, “Okay, don’t frown, if Liang Shuangqi can go abroad, I Just perform a handstand on the spot!”

Chu Xiaoxiao only used her brother to tease herself again, she whispered: “…The handstand is too serious when seeing off at the airport. Brother Qiqi will find it very strange.”

Chu Xiaoyi gritted his teeth and said: “I don’t know how to stand upside down at the airport!”

As long as Liang Shuangqi is not tied to a foreign country by aliens on the road.

Chu Xiaoyi couldn’t disclose the news yet, so he had to suppress it and wait for the parties to announce it.

Liang Shuangqi said the way home was not long or short, but it was enough for him to make a thorough decision.

After he opened the door, he felt the sad and dull atmosphere in the house. This feeling has been lingering for a long time recently, making it uncomfortable for the three people in the family and a cat.

Liang Chen opened the door for his son. He saw the bag in the other’s hand and said in amazement: “Didn’t you say you want to give Xiao Xiao something?”

Liang Shuangqi put the bag aside, his eyes were clear and his attitude was firm, and he solemnly said: “Mom and Dad, I have something to discuss with you seriously.”

Liang Chen and He Yan saw their son so determined for the first time. They both sat on the sofa in a daze, and even the black cat Liangsite leaned over.

Liang Chen hesitated and said, “You said.”

Liang Shuangqi glanced at the study materials on the coffee table, and he calmly said: “I don’t want to study abroad.”

Her Yan was surprised, and she hurriedly said, “If you are worried about studying with you…”

Liang Shuangqi shook his head: “No, Mom, I don’t want to play the piano forever.”

Hyeon: “What do you mean?”

Liang Chen: “You go on.”

Liang Shuangqi took a deep breath, his eyes burning, and he said calmly: “Actually, I wanted to say this a long time ago. I am not a musical genius or a cello prodigy. I am just an ordinary child. The ordinary happiness…”

News reports described him as an exceptionally good piano player, but he knew he was just an elementary school student who was hated by dogs.

“I just want the whole family to get together happily. I want my mother to work and live in a familiar environment, and I want you not to worry about studying abroad alone.

I know what you are thinking about, but can you give me some time and give me a chance to prove…”

“Although I have a very ordinary qualification, as long as I try my best, I can do something more powerful than playing the violin. I want to try to do other things in the future.”

His eyes are like fine black jade, full of clear and soft light, and he looks straight at his parents on the sofa.

Liang Shuangqi felt unprecedentedly relaxed after speaking. This sentence was buried in his heart for too long and too long. Everyone was praising his talent, so that he could not judge himself.

Does he rely on his talents or his own efforts to get to this point? This answer is very important to him.

He just feels unwilling, even if his bones are to be broken, he wants to know the answer.

When the young eagle leaves the warm nest and spreads its wings on the edge of the cliff, of course it will be frightened, but it still wants to fly alone, even if it may fall to pieces.

Her Yan couldn’t help being dumb. She didn’t know what to say at the moment. She guided her son on the road to music, but she couldn’t help but blush when she heard “the family reunited happily”.

She was indeed like Liang Shuangqi said, she was not as strong as she thought, but she always took him forward, so as a mother, she could not retreat at will.

Even if she feels unwilling to give up, she will use her son’s future to persuade herself, and use reason to restrain her sensibility.

Her Yan raised her neck abruptly, and tried not to let the tears fall, she said with a sullen voice, “You are like this…you are like this…”

Liang Chen calmly said: “What if you can’t do it?”

Liang Shuangqi stood at attention, he said calmly: “Then I don’t regret it, but I am willing to accept the reality.”

Liang Chen: “You won’t blame anyone?

Can you be responsible for your choice? “

Liang Shuangqi was like taking an oath. He said word by word: “I will not blame anyone. I am responsible for my choice.”

Liang Chen stood up, he decisively picked up the pen and paper on the table, and said: “Okay, there is nothing to say, we are now setting up written evidence, you are responsible for your own words…”

Liang Shuangqi did not hesitate. After reading the agreement drafted by his father, he signed his name one by one.

Liang Chen also signed the back, and then handed the signature paper to Her Yeon.

Heron yelled, “How can he not go if he can’t?”

What are you guys doing?

! “

Liang Chen couldn’t help but smile: “But this is his life, and you cry like this.”

He Yan was obviously the person who could not accept separation the most, but she suppressed her sorrow that she was about to break the bank, pretending to deal with everything rationally, and finally broke out at this moment!

She finally signed the white paper, and then burst into tears in her husband’s arms, venting her recent unspeakable emotions.

Liang Chen patted her back comfortably, and said warmly: “Alright, alright, just cry out…”

Liang Shuangqi took his oath paper and examined it, with the names of the family of three on it.

He thought for a moment, and then took the black cat Leongste’s paw, dipped a little ink pad on it, and then felt a trace of satisfaction.

The black cat Leinster rubbed his paws disgustingly on the paper. He was at a loss at the continuous paw prints: “Meow?”

Liang Shuangqi did not study abroad, which made the teachers of the orchestra a great regret. After all, it is a good opportunity that can’t be found. There may not be suitable places behind the famous schools.

However, Liang Shuangqi and his parents have made up their minds, and it is difficult for outsiders to persuade them. This is a personal choice.

Inside the Yurongtai, Chu Xiaoxiao learned that her little friend would not leave, she was naturally surprised and very happy, and inevitably worried: “Then Brother Qiqi can still play the violin?”

Liang Shuangqi resolutely said: “Of course, the prize money is so high, this time there are three thousand dollars, I must continue to play the violin.”

Chu Xiaoxiao was taken aback when he heard the words: “?”

Is that so?

Is it so realistic?

Liang Shuangqi’s voice was flat: “Moreover, I have played the violin for so long, and I am not used to it at all, but I will do other things in the future, but I will definitely not give up the cello completely…”

Liang Shuangqi thought about it carefully. Although the days of playing the violin were very boring, it did temper his will and let him produce peace of mind.

Although he may not necessarily embark on a professional path, the cello is barely his half friend.

Chu Xiaoxiao thought this might be the best choice, and she couldn’t help but asked curiously: “Then what will Brother Qiqi do next?

Do you work hard to become Jack Ma? “

“I plan to engage in study first, try to get a good middle school, and then slowly get closer to Ma Yun…” Liang Shuangqi sighed, “but recently I have been slowing down for studying abroad, and I have to work hard to make up cultural lessons after returning to school. “

When Liang Shuangqi mentioned studying abroad, he suddenly remembered the old things and settled after the autumn with dissatisfaction: “Xiao Xiao’s last time was too sad for me. I will ask you if you want to study abroad. You didn’t keep me at all, and you completely forgot our agreement not to say goodbye!”

Chu Xiaoxiao: “?”

Why does this topic jump so fast?

Chu Xiaoxiao said in surprise: “I haven’t forgotten, I just have to consider Brother Qiqi…”‘s future.

Liang Shuangqi: “You didn’t even give up!”

He watched carefully for a long time, and she didn’t reveal it. He simply insisted that she was lying, deceiving herself that she had different opinions.

Chu Xiaoxiao whispered: “…There are still some.”

Liang Shuangqi: “…”

“Huh, okay, I said I would solve it anyway…” Liang Shuangqi was a little awkward, and he passed the bag in his hand to her and muttered, “Then I will give it to you this time.”

Chu Xiaoxiao carefully took out the contents of the bag, and she found that there was a brilliant bronze trophy inside, which was elegant and exquisite in design.

Liang Shuangqi mentioned it several times and finally delivered it to her.

Liang Shuangqi looked down and said: “This is the bronze trophy I won in the overseas competition last time. I will try to send you something that has nothing to do with the cello…”

Chu Xiaoxiao hugged the trophy tightly. She knew that he never lied, and happily responded, “Okay.”

Liang Shuangqi was afraid that she would be over-anticipating, so he guiltyly asked for it: “…but it has nothing to do with the cello, you have to wait a while, I can’t have it right away.

Seeing him embarrassed, Chu Xiaoxiao couldn’t help but smile, and said loudly, “Okay!”

Her little buddies have always valued promises and have never broken their promises!

Liang Shuangqi saw that she was so simple, this time he simply stopped talking, he could only snored with unknown cats, and couldn’t organize words for a long time.