The Badboy Is My Bully - Chapter 34：34

♡ L I L Y ‘S  POV  ♡

I groaned when I felt a weight on my breast making me uncomfortable. I was so tired and whatever that was on my chest was forcing me to awake to remove it. Opening my eyes Ashers head on my breast came in to view. I pushed his head off not to gently, making him stir awake and let out a curse.

He squinted his eyes as they adjusted to the sunlight that was seeping through the curtains. He finally settled his eyes on my disheveled hair and let out a strangled gasp.

I rolled my eyes at him and let out a humph then got off the bed aggressively, maybe even being  a little dramatic. I mean I was a little hurt when he looked at me that way. But there is no way I would let Asher know that I’m still hurt by him kissing Shelly. Even though it was just one sided I just couldn’t erase that horrible vision in my head. Even thinking about it made me nauseous.

I quickly tie my hair with the rubberband I had around my wrist. I was getting ready to leave the room when he stopped me by hugging my back to his chest and buried his head on my shoulder. I could hear his soft whimpers as I felt the tears roll down his eyes and land on my shoulder.

My heart clenched as I felt his body shake from his silent tears. I turned around is his arms and couldn’t help but hug him to me. He pulled away and looked at me with red rimmed eyes.

“Please don’t leave” he whispered

“I won’t ” I whispered I couldn’t even if I tried

“I’m sorry” he muttered his voice cracking

“For what?” I asked, pretending like I didn’t have a clue why he was apologizing.

“For allowing Shelly to kiss me, I don’t know why I didn’t pull away fast enough, I was so shocked I never expected her to do that especially as I told her…” he stopped and let me go to look at me. What the fuck did he tell her??

“Told her what?”  I Asked my tone hardened as I glared at him. He shifted uncomfortably and made a sound of displeasure

“Uhh..that I was in a committed relationship” he finally answered, not daring to look at me as he backed away.

“YOU TOLD HER ABOUT US!” I shouted not recognizing my own anger in my voice.

“No not about you exactly, I didn’t mention names I just said that I was in love with someone and that I’m not interested in anyone else” he said, he looked nervous as he avoided my eyes. He walked towards his bed and sat down at the edge with his head down.

I walked towards him and stood between his legs. He finally looked up at me and hugged my thighs with a string grip. I run my hands through his soft hair earning a satisfied groan from him.

“Well she was at one of the practices since she is a chearleader, I didn’t know what to tell her, it was the only thing I could say to stop her advances on me.” He spoke, his voice muffled as he buried his head on my thigh.

I let out a a soft sigh as I weighed the consequences of his words. What if she tells Ashers parents? It’s not like she knows exactly who…

“It’s already over and done with let’s just leave it like that.” I told him. He looked up hopeful as he gave me puppy dog eyes, he knew I couldn’t resist

“Does that mean you forgive me” he mumbled

“Of course I forgive you Ashy!” I chuckled as I teased him. He squinted as he heard the name I called him

“Baby I love you but you got to stop calling me that.” He said and groaned

“Did you just say you love me?”  I asked flabbergasted

He bit his lips as he cleared his throat “Yes are you okay with it?”

“I am but…. I started saying but saw his face drop when I said but

“I don’t think that you love me more than I love you.” I continued cheekily and watched as his face brightened as he heard those truthful words tumble out of my mouth. He pulled me on top of him as we both giggled in joy.

“You love me?” He asked doubtfully

“I always have ” I answered truthful and looked at him like he was the only guy I have seen. I don’t think I have ever loved anyone as much as I loved Asher, well except for my mum.

He pulled me into a soft kiss and broke it to peck me all over my face.

” thank god, I couldn’t bear the thought of losing you.” He sighed

“You not going to lose me Asher” I told him but didn’t know if those words were true. No one wants us to be together, sometimes I don’t know why we even bother fighting for our love when the world is against us. But if I have to spend the rest of my life with Asher then fighting the world for him wouldn’t be a problem. Why am I thinking about the rest of my life with Asher when we just started dating??  What will I do if he decide to just leave me one day for a model or worse Shelly?

“What are you thinking about? ” he asked, getting me out of my depressing thoughts

“Nothing just our future together”  I whispered as I traced his jawbone

“Stop thinking about it” he sighed

I stopped and looked at him astonished and in disbelief “What do you mean, don’t you see a future with me?” I asked him, my voice sounding scratchy from trying not to cry

“That’s not what I meant, it’s just that… he stated explaining but got cut off by a womans voice. His eyes widen in fright as he froze

“ASHER!” She shouted in anger and forcefully open his bedroom door, making it bang on the wall. We looked up at the woman standing in the doorway with a man behind her seething from anger.

“Mom, dad!”  Asher shockingly rushed out as we got off the bed. I stood futher away from Asher and looked down to avoid the stares of his parents. I was so embarrassed to be caught by them in this position.