The Badboy Is My Bully - Chapter 55：55

♡ L I L Y ‘ S  POV  ♡

Today Niall and I are heading back to campus. It was really hard to say goodbye to Daisy , my mom and dad. During those past few days I’ve grown closer to them, it was like they were always around.

Daisy cried hysterically, nearly suffocating me as she squeezed me tightly. My dad had to pry her away from my body only for him to do the same thing.

I remember telling her that we’ll see each other in a few more months. That seemed to work because her loud crying toned down to quiet sniffles.

I didn’t fail to realize the sneaky glances she and Niall were giving each other and I withhold from teasing them. At that moment mom came up to us and handed a container of chocolate chip cookies.

Niall joked that he wouldn’t have time to eat one since I’ll confiscate all to myself. That had resulted to me giving him a glare and the silent treatment, and this leads to now the present moment.

“Aw Lily are you still mad at me?” Niall pouted. He turned his head towards me and gave me sad eyes before looking back at the road. In thirty minutes we should reach campus.

I glared at him before sighing. “Can we stop at the supermarket on the way?”

“Oh she speaks!” Niall laughed

“Okay okay we’ll stop on the way” he laughed when he saw the glare I was sending his way.

My mind was occupied with pregnancy thoughts and I can’t prolong it any longer. Those unnerving thoughts barely made me had a good nights rest those past few days.

It was about time I took the test to set my mind at ease. I can barely speak to Asher and I think he’s confused at my sudden coldness towards him.

Niall slowed down when the supermarket came in to view. Looking at it had my nerves racking and I prayed silently that I was doing the right thing. It’s better to know now than later

When the car came to a halt I fixed the loose tandrils that were flying out of my bun and pulled down the sweater I was wearing even though it was long enough and reached my hip area. The sweatpants I was wearing kept me warm from the air conditioner that was blasting inside the car.

I looked like a bum wearing those clothes in that heat but I actually didn’t give a fuck right now. I got out of the car and entered the supermarket and proceed to the ail I knew the pregnancy tests were.

My body stiffened when I had caught sight of them. I looked sideways to see if there had any prying eyes.

When I saw that there weren’t anyone I quickly reached out and grasp four of the pregnancy test that had writen on it that it was ninety nine percent accurate.

I swiftly walked to the cashier with my head down and placed the test on the counter. I noticed that my hand shook as I waited for the male teenager to bag them up.

He was giving me that judgmental look that had me anxious to get out of there. Thank god it was still early and the store was empty except for him and I.

He handed the bag over and gave me a disappointed shake of his head before putting his hand out to collect the money. I placed it roughly in his hand before walking out of the store. What right does he have to judge me?

I let out a shaky breath as I entered the car. Niall raised his brow at me before starting it up . I placed the bag near my foot but one of the pregnancy test tumbled out because of my shaky hands.

I quickly put it back in before Niall took sight of it. I gave him a side way glance only to see that he was already starring at me.

“Am I going to be an uncle?” He asked when his eyes focused back on the road. Fuck he saw it

“I..I don’t know” I shakily stuttered. All of a sudden my throat felt tight and I gulped down some of my saliva in hopes of soothing it.

“Well if you are, know that I’ll support you know matter what” he smiled

I let out a little laugh “thanks Niall”

He smiled before continuing driving to campus. The car was silent and I was thankful that he didn’t want to engage me in a conversation. I really needed peace and quiet.

When he reached my dorm I was reluctant to leave the car. I knew once I step foot in that room the first thing I’ll do is take that test.

So I gave Niall a little smile and reached back to take my duffle bag and opened it to place the bag of pregnancy test in. Don’t want a test slipping out again.

Once I zipped it up I gave Niall another nervous smile which he returned with an encouraging one, I stepped out the vehicle and waved him goodbye.

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I tossed the duffle bag on the bed and opened it to take out the test. I let out a shaky breath before walking to the bathroom with the bag in hand.

I  locked the door and went to grab a plastic cup from the small cabinet that was near the bathroom sink.

I was thankful Sonia wasn’t here, I really didn’t want her to know my business right now.

I took out all of the test and carefully read the instructions. I pulled down my sweatpants and panties and started urinating in the cup.

I took all four test and dipped them in before placing each one on the sink. I paced back and forth as I waited for it to show the results. My stomach knotted every time I would take a glance at it and see it blank.

Oh my god what will I do if I’m actually pregnant? Lily you just had to go and have sex didn’t you. And worse you never thought about a condom or family planning pills. Ughh  I’m such an idiot.

After I was done with my self pity I took the courage to observe the test. I didn’t know how I felt at the moment but my body numbed when I saw that all four test had two red prominent lines. Fuck