The Best Of You - Chapter 49
When Shen Nianshen came out of the bedroom, she carried a pink schoolbag in her hand, which was full of Sun Tiantian’s clothes and skin care products.
At this time, Sun Tiantian accompanied Shen Nian to work part-time every day, and was often busy until two or three in the middle of the night. The dormitory door was closed at 11:30 in the school, and she could not go back, so she has been living in Shen Nianshen’s house these days.
She had pajamas and underwear in Shen Nianshen ’s house. She planned to move other things in the dormitory in two days, and planned to live in Shen Nianshen ’s house.
She watched Shen Nian digging out of her schoolbag, tears falling down uncontrollably, what she wanted to say, but her throat seemed to be burning by the fire, and she couldn’t make a sound.
She just cried and looked deep at Shen Nian with red eyes.
Shen Nianshen watched Sun Tiantian’s tears on his face, holding back her heartache, and handed her the schoolbag, and said dumbly, “I’ll take you back to school.”
Sun Tiantian refused to answer, shook her head desperately, crying loudly: “No! I won’t go back!”
Sun Tiantian couldn’t breathe crying, her body shaking uncontrollably.
No one had taught her what to do if her boyfriend wanted to break up with her. She was panic-stricken, clasping Shen Shen’s hand tightly with her hands, and tears were pouring from her eyes, “I don’t really know how to make you work so hard, I didn’t mean it, you give me some time, OK, I It can be changed. If you feel pressured, tell me what to do. I listen to you. I listen to you, okay? ”
She was full of tears on her face, holding Shen Shen deep, almost begging him.
Every word and every word that Sun Tiantian said entangled in Shen Nian’s heart like a knife.
He looked at her with a hoarse throat. “You don’t need to be wronged like this.”
“I’m not wronged, I …”
“Sun Tiantian, stop there.”
…
Shen Nianshen rode a motorcycle to send Sun Tiantian back to school. On the way back, Sun Tiantian was sitting behind crying. No matter how she asked, Shen Nianshen refused to say a word.
At the entrance of the dormitory, Shen Nianshen stopped the car, and Sun Tiantian was crying out of breath, and refused to sit down in the car.
Shen Nianshen almost dared not look at Sun Tiantian’s eyes. He resisted the heartache, raised his hand to help her remove the helmet, and then pulled her off the car.
As soon as Sun Tiantian got out of the car, she cried into Shen Nianshen’s arms and hugged him tightly. “Shen Nianshen, are you kidding me? Why are you so annoying, it’s not April Fool’s Day …”
Shen Nian’s throat was sore and painful, a pair of flushed eyes, his eyes stared at the front, remained silent for a long time, and then whispered: “Sun Tiantian, go back.”
He raised his hand, held Sun Tiantian’s shoulders, and pushed her away.
He had red eyes and stared at her for a long time before finally holding back a choked throat, and said dumbly, “Live well.”
The simple four words seem to express the meaning of farewell.
Sun Tiantian cried even more sadly, she didn’t know why, she felt like she couldn’t see Shen Nian deep. She held his hand tightly and refused to let go.
Shen Nianshen looked down at Sun Tiantian’s hand, silent for a long time, and resolutely pulled her away. Then without looking at her again, she stepped back on the motorcycle two steps forward.
He resisted daring to see Sun Tiantian, urging himself to leave quickly.
The motorcycle started quickly, Shen Nianshen dropped the car and drove straight away.
Sun Tiantian looked at the back of Shen Nianshen, tears raging, she suddenly couldn’t control, and cried loudly, “Shen Nianshen, I won’t wait for you!”
Shen Nianshen rode to the corner and heard Sun Tiantian’s voice. His eyelashes trembled, and a tear fell suddenly, his voice choked, and he responded very lightly, “OK.”
…
Sun Tiantian stood there for a long time, but Shen Nianshen could no longer be seen long after that.
Tears seemed to be running dry, and she stood there stupidly, her mind blank.
She stood there for half an hour, until Cheng Duo and Xie Yan returned from the outside and saw Sun Tiantian stupidly standing on the side of the road.
“Tian Tian!” Cheng Duo called her and ran over with Xie Yan, “Why are you standing …”
Before finishing the words, it was found that Sun Tiantian’s eyes were red, as if she had just cried.
Cheng Duo’s heart tightened, and she suddenly worried, “Tian Tian, what happened to you? What happened?”
Sun Tiantian didn’t cry at all. When she saw Cheng Duo, and she burst into tears, she hugged her tightly and cried, “What to do, what to do …”
…
Everyone did not expect that Shen Nianshen would break up with Sun Tiantian. It was too sudden, too unexpected, and suddenly there were no signs.
Sun Tiantian sat on the stool and cried. The three girls were stunned for a while. Xie Yan said first. “What’s going on with him? How can you break up?”
Xie Yan only felt angry and upset Sun Tiantian. “You still accompany him to work every day because of wind and rain. He said that he would break up if he broke up. He has no conscience!”
Sun Tiantian was so distressed that his tears dried and fell, choking and said, “Maybe I really made him too hard …”
The words of Shen Nianshen kept echoing in her mind. She really didn’t think he was so tired and so stressed with her … But she really didn’t want anything, she was not afraid of suffering, she just wanted to be with him. Just together.
Cheng Duo had some understanding of Shen Nianshen and was silent for a long time. He said, “You and Shen Nianshen’s growing environment is too bad. I heard Xu Li said that Shen Nianshen was afraid of wronging you. After all, your previous life was really good. Follow him, but he can’t give you anything, and you have to suffer along with him. ”
After a pause, he continued: “If he is an ordinary boy, it ’s okay to fall in love with the university. Do n’t think about it that much, but he is very mature and thinks far away. Now his grandmother is sick again, so the pressure is on him. On him alone, he probably can’t stand it. ”
Cheng Duo got up from the stool, walked to Sun Tiantian, hugged her gently, “Don’t be sad, I heard Xu Li said, Shen Nianshen really likes you, you give him some time, let him breathe, Maybe just wait for it to pass. ”
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That night, Sun Tiantian lay in bed and had insomnia all night.
Staring at the ceiling above me, thinking of these days with Shen Nianshen, thinking of crying again.
She touched her cell phone and texted Shen Nian deep in the dark: [A Nian, I’m sorry, I know you’re tired, I won’t bother you during this time, come to me whenever you get better, I will always wait your. 】
It was already three o’clock in the morning. On the phone, Shen Nianshen was alone in the dark room.
He leaned against the bed and didn’t sleep.
He has a mobile phone in his hand and has been flipping through the photos of the phone.
I don’t know since when all the mobile photo albums that had only data became photos of Sun Tiantian, he snapped them, and her self-portrait, he stroked them one by one, all of Sun Tiantian’s brilliant smiles.
The heart seemed to be clenched tightly with one hand, unable to breathe. Tears fell on the phone screen, and he raised his hands in panic to wipe the tears, but couldn’t control it.
He raised his head, leaned his head against the bed, and clenched his right hand over his eyes.
Eyes were swollen, and hot tears poured from the fingers.
I don’t know how long it took for the emotions to calm down.
He lowered his hands, and in the dark, his eyes were red as if bleeding.
The phone in his hand suddenly rang, and he picked it up and saw the text message sent by Sun Tiantian. He stared for a long time, then set the phone aside without returning.
Sun Tiantian waited for a long time, but did not wait until Shen Nian returned to her. She hesitated for a while, picked up her mobile phone again, and sent another one: [It’s late, go to bed early, good night, Anian ^ _ ^]
The phone rang again, Shen Nianshen couldn’t help but picked it up again.
He looked at Sun Tiantian’s last smiley face, but felt very upset.
Sun Tiantian didn’t know. The more sensible she was, the more distressed and remorseful Shen Nianshen was.
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After Sun Tiantian and Shen Nianshen separated, she really did not go to him for a whole month. Just walking in school, I can’t help looking for Shen Nianshen everywhere, but I haven’t seen it before.
Until then, she knew that their school was so big that it was so difficult for a chance encounter.
For a whole month, she could bear it in the first few days. She thought about giving Shen Nian a little more time, and he would come back to find her. But no, he didn’t even reply to her with a text message.
The longer the time, the more her emotions collapsed. She held her cell phone and other text messages every day. When the cell phone rang, her heart trembled, but she picked it up and never thought deeply.
She suffered from insomnia at night, carefully texting, and asked Shen Nian whether she had fallen asleep.
She waited for an hour, two hours … until dawn, she couldn’t wait for Shen Nian to return to her.
Shen Nianshen seemed to have completely disappeared from her life. She could not see him or contact him. She had wanted to wait for him quietly, but she couldn’t stand it. She started looking for him like crazy, to the classroom, to the library, to the basketball court, and even to his house …
She didn’t know if Shen Nianshen was hiding from her intentionally. She couldn’t find him and couldn’t find him anywhere. He seems to be missing from this world, and there is no news.
Sun Tiantian and Shen Nianshen separated for two months. She finally believed that Shen Nianshen really did not want her. He avoided her, he didn’t even want to see her.
She washed her face with tears every day, and her eyes were almost crying.
One day until the end of May, Cheng Duo returned from the outside with a dignified look. She suddenly said, “Did you know that Shen Nianshen hasn’t been to school for a long time?”
Sun Tiantian trembled and looked up at her.
Cheng Duo pursed her lips and said softly, “His grandmother seems to be undergoing surgery. After listening to Xu Li’s statement, the operation cost is more than 200,000 yuan.”
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