The Cannon Fodder is Prepared to Divorce - Chapter 52
After Qu Lang finished speaking, he felt very nervous, compared to when Shen Mingbei just closed the door and ran back into the house to hide from him, he was even more nervous! He held Shen Mingbei’s hand a little bit stiff, a little bit at a loss.
But if he let him go, he couldn’t bear to…
Qu Lang missed Shen Mingbei, no matter any close contact, Qu Lang’s body would tremble, excited and nervous.
Qu Lang didn’t know exactly where he had the courage, so he dared to speak his confession directly in front of Shen Mingbei.
Seeing Shen Mingbei’s gaze, Qu Lang suddenly wanted to find a mirror to see what he was like now. It must be ugly! Not long after he resumed his diet, his body was still a little weak, but he was dressed like a human today.
I should be more fully prepared before I come to confess to Mingbei.
But these are external things, he just had a fight with someone! Maybe there is still black dust on the face!
Thinking of this, Qu Lang lowered his head and saw the back of his hand, with a little dust on his head. I don’t know where I caught it, because it was a little bit gray, it seemed that I was incompatible with Shen Mingbei’s white hands, and I was really ugly.
Qu Lang knew that he should take his hand back, but he still couldn’t bear to let it go. Qu Lang spurned his greed, and was horrified to find that he was enjoying such a touch.
Before Ming Ming, as long as he received Ming Bei’s sight, he would be satisfied.
Why do you want more when you get in touch and get closer now? With such a greedy and ugly heart, what should I do to be worthy of Mingbei?
Qu Lang concealed his emotions and slowly said, “Mingbei, you don’t have to bear the burden. As long as I can continue to love you, it’s enough. Even if you don’t give me a chance, I won’t complain or entangle. From now on, I will not appear in front of you. From now on, I will cry quietly and try not to let you hear…” Qu Lang said magnanimously, saying that he was like a thief, and he was burdened with sin in his heart. sense.
Mingbei is kind. As long as Mingbei knows that there is such a self who loves him, how can he not put himself at ease? The success of “dismantling” him and Gu Yibai is at hand.
It is enough to bear the sin on his own. He shouldn’t do it, he shouldn’t say it, and let Mingbei fall into the dilemma of choice.
Just as Shen Mingbei wanted to talk, he received a call from Gu Yibai. Gu Yibai asked about the meeting on the other side of the phone and asked Shen Mingbei if there was anything wrong with it.
“I’m fine, you don’t have to worry.” Shen Mingbei said soothingly, only to find that Qu Lang’s face turned pale when she saw her call, her eyes were full of tears, and her eyes were red as if they were about to pop out.
“It’s really okay, I have something to do now, so I hang up first.” Shen Mingbei knew that he had to solve Qu Lang’s matter first, so he could comfort Gu Yibai, and hung up the phone in a hurry.
As soon as he hung up the phone, Qu Lang couldn’t wait to say: “He came to Chagang, Mingbei, you believe me, I won’t let him know what happened today! I, you just don’t see me today!”
After Qu Lang finished speaking, he suddenly couldn’t hold back his tears-his beloved person, in front of his own face, “told you and me” to other people.
He endured the urge to cry, maintaining a superficial calmness that no one could tell.
Qu Lang racked his brains and said, hoping to make Shen Mingbei remember himself when he didn’t see him: “I’m keeping the succulents you left behind at home. If you want to see, I can show you— “
“I didn’t associate with anyone.”
Shen Mingbei saw the entanglement on Qu Lang’s face, knew his misunderstanding from Qu Lang’s words just now, and quickly interrupted his chatter. Intellectually, Shen Mingbei knew very well that this should make Qu Lang continue to misunderstand him. After waiting for a long time, his feelings about himself would be weakened.
Time is the best antidote.
But seeing the tears in Qu Lang’s eyes, Shen Mingbei felt soft for a moment, and still told the truth.
“Isn’t with anyone?” Qu Lang raised his head in surprise, his head was dizzy with joy. Even the hand holding Shen Mingbei was released, Qu Lang felt that he was a little uncomfortable!
“If the object of your misunderstanding is Gu Yibai, I really did not accept him.”
From the moment Qu Lang released his hand, Shen Mingbei regained his rationality and felt that since he had said it, he would speak clearly with Qu Lang at one time.
“Before the two of us got married, I really liked you, but it was an appreciation of beautiful things, but what I imagined was not the same as the actual situation. You saved me and married me. At that time, I I really want to spend the rest of my life with you.”
Shen Mingbei read joy from Qu Lang’s eyes, but
“It’s a pity that this mood didn’t last long. The most important person in your heart, Lin thinks is my cousin.”
If Lu Chen told Shen Mingbei that the Bai Yueguang in Qu Lang’s heart was someone else, Shen Mingbei would probably argue with Qu Lang and ask questions, trying to figure it out.
But that person was Lin Xiang, the person Shen Mingbei didn’t want to mention last.
At that time, Lin Xiang betrayed Shen Mingbei, and now he even became the suspect of killing his parents. Shen Mingbei couldn’t accept it anyway. There was such a person in Qu Lang’s heart.
“You two, are you cousins?”
Qu Lang was really surprised. He only knew that Shen Mingbei’s parents had died, there was a sister-in-law, and a second uncle who had absconded with money and was now arrested and imprisoned.
“He lived in my house for a period of time. The two of us grew up together and are very close–” Before Shen Mingbei’s words were finished, Qu Lang couldn’t wait to speak.
“Are you unwilling to forgive me because of him? Mingbei, you have me in your heart, don’t you!” Qu Lang thought that the two brothers had a good relationship, and Shen Mingbei was unwilling to destroy himself and Lin Xiang, so he wanted Separate from yourself.
Qu Lang didn’t even think about how unreasonable this reason was. If Lin wanted to have a good relationship with Shen Mingbei and Lin wanted to come back from abroad, how could he always target Mingbei?
But Qu Lang only held a faint hope, and wanted to get a positive answer. He wanted to know that he still had some status in Shen Mingbei’s heart.
Shen Mingbei shook his head: “We only got close when we were young. When we grew up, he went to Lu’s house. You should know more about what happened later.”
Qu Lang nodded, he did know that, and he had only recently learned a little from Lu Chen.
When Lin Xiang was in the Lu family, he was raised by Mr. Lu as his son, and Lu Chen fell in love with Lin Xiang. His own son and Lin Xiang got together, so Mr. Lu moved with the idea of driving Lin Xiang away.
Lu Chen was crazy when he talked about this. He said: “Think about it, he was panicked at that time, he was helpless when he left the Lu family! But I can’t protect him at all!”
Qu Lang didn’t know how true or false Lu Chen said when he said this, but he was sure of one thing. The purpose of President Lu’s adoption of Lin at the time was definitely not simple. The funding of Lu’s real estate was a problem for more than ten years. At that time, Mr. Lu did not want to solve the funding problem, but adopted a Lin Xiang…
Qu Lang felt that he had grasped a clue, but he couldn’t distinguish it clearly. He felt his mind a little fuzzy and shook his head. Qu Lang regretted it a bit. He shouldn’t take medicine today. After taking medicine, he will always think about problems slower. At times like this, he will not be able to turn around.
“The relationship between you and Lin Xiang is really not suitable for the two of us. No matter where you look at it, it is not suitable.”
Shen Mingbei didn’t know what Qu Lang was thinking, but he also knew very well that Lin wanted to save Qu Lang’s life, and the status of Lin Xiang in Qu Lang’s heart was irreplaceable. Lu Chen said that Lin Xiang and Qu Lang separated because of a misunderstanding, rather than a broken relationship between the two of them.
“Lin and I thought it was really over. In other words, I never liked him, I was just grateful. He saved me, but he betrayed me. He stole information from me for Lu’s sake. Lu Ming. He took advantage of my trust in him. After the betrayal happened, my relationship with him ended! I never thought of reuniting with him!”
Qu Lang said decisively.
It was the first time Shen Mingbei heard of this.
What he kept hearing from Lu Chen was that Lin Xiang and Qu Lang had a life-long friendship. When the two of them were a teenager, it was logical to be together. The two of them were a match made in heaven. After the two of them accidentally misunderstood each other, Lin Xiang just left the country!
Qu Lang has been waiting for Lin Xiang to come back for so many years.
Lu Chen’s story seemed to match Chuanshu’s plot, and Shen Mingbei never thought about whether there was any misunderstanding in the middle.
As a result, Qu Langyi said today that there seems to be a slight discrepancy with Lu Chen’s words of “no regrets” and “difficulties for oneself”…
But what about it?
Has Qu Lang loved Lin Xiang, will he reconcile with Lin Xiang, have ignored his own preferences and indifferent to him for so many years, what does it matter? Maybe Qu Lang can’t love people, but no one will always wait for him to grow up and wait for him to grow up!
With the strength of the Qu clan, Qu Lang said that he loved himself, but only today did he know the relationship between himself and Lin Xiang. Isn’t it ridiculous?
Shen Mingbei prevented Qu Lang from confessing. He said to Qu Lang lightly: “Enough, those things are over. It has nothing to do with me—”
Qu Lang couldn’t see Shen Mingbei ignoring him the most. He stood up straight, took Shen Mingbei’s hand, and forced people between the wall and his arm. He wanted to kiss him regardless.
I want to kiss impulsively the person who missed the past…
Shen Mingbei was very uncomfortable being blocked by Qu Lang in this way. Seeing Qu Lang’s gaze, Shen Mingbei’s heart just gave birth to a little bit of softness, completely restored to peace.
Shen Mingbei said coldly: “You let go.”
Qu Lang didn’t want to.
But after Shen Mingbei finished speaking, he let go of his restrained hand obediently, and he could not refuse Shen Mingbei’s request at all.
The author has something to say: Let’s change tomorrow during the day.