The Cannon Fodder Strikes Back - Chapter 65
When Yun Jinshu got up, Han Jiang had already left. He leaned on the head of the bed and looked at the ceiling, remembering the dream he had had before.
The world in the dream was very quiet, all around it was pitch black and silent. Han Jiang sat on the edge of his bed and held his hand tightly without saying a word.
Yun Jinshu felt that he was awake, but he could not open his eyes. After a long time, when time seemed to freeze, Han Jiang suddenly smiled, lowered his head and kissed his lips.
He said, “Jin Shu, I have to go. I can’t see you for a long time after leaving this time. What should I do? I feel a little reluctant now.”
Yun Jinshu wanted to open his eyes and ask him, where are you going? But there was no sound from my throat.
Han Jiang smiled low, it seemed that something warm hit the back of Yunjinshu’s hand, and then rolled to the ground, “I will come to you when I clean myself up.”
He let go of his palm and took away the last bit of temperature. Yun Jinshu tried to open his mouth to ask him what he meant, but suddenly woke up after struggling, looking around and there was no shadow of Han Jiang around him.
At this time, the door of the room was knocked, and Madam Zhang walked in holding the kidney beans. When she saw him, she smiled and said, “Xiaoshu, are you awake? I didn’t bother you when I watched you sleep soundly just now.”
Yun Jinshu pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled. Only then did he feel a little bit cold all over his body. He picked up the coat next to him and put it on him, seeming to ask unintentionally, “Han Jiang is gone?”
Mother Zhang’s expression was a little weird, she wanted to stop talking, and then nodded with a big grin, “Hey, the young master left early in the morning, he made breakfast for you, to be honest, I have never seen him since I was a child. Who did he cook for, Xiaoshu, are you hungry now? I’ll heat it up for you.”
Her eyes were erratic, she quickly turned around and left after saying this, as if trying to avoid some problem.
A kind of weirdness rose in Yun Jinshu’s heart, and he quickly stopped her, “Mother Zhang, wait, what’s the matter? I babbled early in the morning, what happened?”
Zhang Ma quickly shook her head, “No, no, what’s the matter, Xiaoshu, you should dress first, I’ll give the kidney beans hot milk.” She almost ran away with the door of the room.
Yun Jinshu was stunned on the spot, not understanding what Zhang Ma meant, why did she react this way when she mentioned Han Jiang?
Unexpectedly, he blamed his suspicion on the weird dream last night. Without thinking too much, he put on his clothes and walked out of the bedroom.
The rich aroma of millet porridge was wafting in the living room. Kidney beans sat on the baby table and ate very happily. Seeing his father wake up, he waved his little hands and feet happily.
Yun Jinshu leaned over to kiss his cheek, and turned on the TV. At this moment, Ma Zhang, who came out with the rice porridge, called out and ran out quickly to stop him.
“Oh, what kind of TV did Xiaoshu watch early in the morning? Let’s drink porridge first. Master has cooked a lot. You can taste his craftsmanship. It won’t taste good after a while.
Yun Jinshu was dumbfounded by Zhang’s surprise. She spread out her hands and said helplessly, “Zhang Ma, I just want to watch the news. I don’t have anything to do with eating and watching TV.”
“No, you can’t watch it. You young people just don’t know how to develop good habits. It hurts your stomach to watch TV and eat. You can’t watch my old lady here today.”
Mom Zhang showed off the seniority of her elders, Yun Jinshu became even more helpless, and quickly raised her hand to surrender, “Well, well, let me eat first, Mom Zhang, you are really more nagging than my mother.”
Yun Jinshu put down the remote control and sat with his son. He drank porridge and his son drank milk. The father and son had a good time, but Zhang’s mother sighed and sighed and didn’t know what she was worried about.
After the meal, Yunjinshu asked Zhang Ma again calmly, “Did Han Jiang leave any words when he left?”
He knows Han Jiang too well. He knows that once this man treats you well, he will leave a note even if he is really urgent to leave. He will never leave without saying goodbye like this.
Mother Zhang shook her head quickly, “Master is busy, walking in a hurry, and said nothing.”
Yun Jinshu raised his eyebrows, always feeling something weird in his heart, but didn’t ask any more. After putting on his coat, he had to wear shoes when he walked to the hallway. At this moment, Zhang Ma suddenly stopped him.
“Little book, where are you going?”
“Of course I have to go to work. Today’s “Flames” premieres, I still have a lot to do.”
Yun Jinshu picked up the scarf on the hook and put it around her neck. When she looked down, she found that Han Jiang left the scarf last night, not his own.
He took off the scarf in a jealousy, Zhang Ma’s face changed at this time, and she kept rubbing her fingers back and forth anxiously, seeming to be very anxious.
“Mother Zhang, Kidney Bean troubles you today, I have to go, remember to call me if you have anything to do.”
Yun Jinshu smiled and said goodbye to her. At this moment, Zhang’s mother couldn’t help it. She blocked the door and said, “Little book, listen to Zhang’s words, we won’t go out today, okay? You ask the crew for a leave. Stay and spend a day with Kidney Bean, he is reluctant to leave you every day.”
At this point, Yun Jinshu understood no matter how stupid he was. He sighed and looked at her seriously and said, “Mother Zhang, tell me the truth, is there something wrong with Han Jiang that you don’t want to tell me? You looked flustered this morning. Is there anything you can’t tell me?”
Zhang Ma’s anxiously chubby face wrinkled, and she opened her mouth to try to make up a reason, but in the end she just dropped her arms in frustration, “…Master didn’t let me tell you.”
“What did he say?” Yun Jinshu listened carefully. He didn’t know what happened this night. It is worth Han Jiang to tell Zhang Ma to do everything possible to keep him at home and prevent him from having any contact with the outside world.
Zhang Ma was silent for a while, then red eyes, pointed at the TV, and said dejectedly, “I…I can’t explain this stupid mouth, you can read the little book for yourself, but the master is really to you. Well, you also know that the media now knows nonsense, don’t be angry, don’t take it seriously.”
Yun Jinshu’s heart trembled slightly, there was always an illusion of wind and rain. He had no time to take off his jacket, and went straight to the living room to turn on the TV. The moment he saw Han Jiang and several other male stars entangled in photos, he For a moment of dizziness, all the past rushed to his face again.
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Yunjinshu finally went to the premiere, even when the entire city of S was bombarded by Han Jiang’s scandal in a mess, the work still had to go on.
Before the premiere, all the staff are doing the final preparations in the background, because they only need to go on stage to talk about the feelings and experiences of the shooting process, so most of the actors have nothing to do and get together. Talking about the gossip between Han Jiang and those male stars.
“In other words, I really don’t see that Shen Nian is actually related to Han Jiang. Why didn’t you say that I didn’t meet a tall, rich and handsome man who made me a shadow queen.”
A young girl sat on a stool grinningly, pointing to the various photos in the magazine and talking nonstop.
An actor next to her raised her hand and gave her a thud, smiling and saying, “Does Master Han like men? If you cut off your D-cup chest, you might still be able to fill the scene.”
“Fart! You are a man, why don’t you hook him up? A man like him with a good family, rich and handsome is the most scumbag. Maybe he will be hungry and thirsty that day and will come to see you.”
The man laughed and pointed to Shen Nian’s photo and said, “Miss, if I really sacrifice my morals to find someone else, Master Han, I won’t end up as miserable as Shen Nian, you can forgive me!”
The two are originally newcomers, and they have not really experienced the darkness of the entertainment industry, so they can joking unscrupulously. The relationship between the crew is very harmonious, and everyone does not mind if they get together. They laughed instead when they heard the dialogue between the two. Followed to booze.
During the fight, the little girl picked up a magazine and smashed it over. The man took advantage of the situation. The magazine fell to the ground, revealing the handsome picture of Han Jiang. At this moment, a staff member came over with a shelf and kicked it. Stepping on the photo, leaving a huge shoe print.
Yunjinshu couldn’t listen anymore, and quietly detoured in the single dressing room behind, turned on the faucet and splashed a few drops of cold water on his face to stabilize his increasingly upset mind.
He didn’t know the bad things that Han Jiang had done. He didn’t know how many people had heard Han Jiang’s flower mood poems in his previous life. At that time, he was the only one who could live in the Emerald Villa. , So I was also approached by some inexplicable men to provoke some innocent means.
He had seen everything, and was angry before, but then became numb. From the beginning to the end, he knew that Han Jiang was not a safe man before, otherwise he would not find himself.
He once thought about shaking Han Jiang all these things out, ruining him, and even happily making up for that feeling, but when things really happened, he didn’t have any pleasure of revenge.
He didn’t think it was clear that he was affected by the photo at first, why would he suddenly switch to Han Jiang? Could it be that Wen Zeyun simply dragged Han Jiang into the water because he did not retaliate against him?
If this is the case, wouldn’t it be that he owed Han Jiang from start to finish? If it wasn’t for solving his crisis, he would not have lost his wife and broke down.
Thinking of this possibility, Yun Jinshu was upset, and subconsciously took out his mobile phone to ask for clarity, and dialed Han Jiang’s phone again, but there was still a prompt to shut down, and there was no half-minute message.
At this time, the door of the dressing room opened. Gu Yan wore a navy blue satin dress and walked in with two bottles of iced soda in his hand.
“The premiere is about to begin, why are you still here?”
With a smile on his face, he walked to the seat next to Yunjinshu and stuffed the soda into his hand with a very gentle expression.
Yun Jinshu twitched the corner of his mouth and said “Thank you”, and poured a few sips of ice water into his mouth to neutralize a little anxiety, “The chaos outside is terrible, I will rest here for a while, and wait to be able to withstand the reporter’s shelling. “
Gu Yan laughed, pursing the corner of his mouth and asked him tentatively, “You don’t seem to be in a good mood, is it because of…Han Jiang?”
Yun Jinshu paused for a while, then shook his head, “No, I’m just upset about the photos you told me before.”
“Don’t worry, there was no accident that day, and there will be no more accidents in the future.” Gu Yan raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder, without revealing Yun Jinshu’s actions of looking at the phone screen twice.
Yun Jinshu nodded, and Gu Yan thought for a while and decided to speak, “Han Jiang’s affairs are so troubled, you…don’t be sad, it’s not worth it.”
Yun Jinshu laughed and emptied the water in the bottle and said, “I’m not sad. I have known these things for a long time. If he doesn’t bother, I won’t know him. Ha, this is evil fate.”
Gu Yan was a little anxious after hearing this, and even subconsciously wanted to hold Yun Jinshu’s wrist, “Jinshu, his circle of life is so complicated, and he has no clear connection with those male stars, let alone Wen Zeyun, these people. You can’t afford it, now it’s such a mess, and when you get involved with him, be careful to get the upper body on fire!”
Yun Jinshu’s drooping eyes flashed, and when he heard these words, he suddenly felt as if Gu Yan was slapping him in the face.
He has done so many things, and he doesn’t look like himself anymore. What is it for?
If it’s just for revenge, then the goal now has been achieved. Whether or not he did it personally, the Wen family is destined to fall, and Han Jiang has been ruined by such a photo. What is he still not sure about?
Is it really what he wants to destroy himself and destroy other people’s lives in this way?
Yun Jinshu asked himself over and over again, but in the end he couldn’t get an answer. He could only escape Gu Yan’s question. He tugged at the corner of his mouth, patted Gu Yan on the shoulder and said, “Brother Gu, I understand what you said. I’ll figure it out for myself. You don’t have to worry about me. It’s not too early. The premiere will start soon. We’re out of here.”
Gu Yan was speechless. He just felt that if he didn’t seize this last opportunity, he might always be like this with Yunjinshu in the future.
He suddenly grabbed his wrist, pursed his mouth, and smiled for a while and said, “I’m not worried for you, but because you are in a bad mood and say a few more words, I will invite you to dinner at the end of the premiere tonight. After a big meal, all your worries are eaten into your stomach, and then you will forget everything when you pull it out.”
Yun Jinshu couldn’t help but smiled, looked at his mobile phone that still didn’t respond, and finally nodded, “I’ll call Ma Zhang, you can decide the time and place.”
Gu Yan burst into a smile, his eyes shining brightly, “Okay, it’s a deal.”
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The premiere was a long and protracted process. The early stage of “Biggle” attracted too much attention. Even if it was a small-cost movie, it was so powerful because of the theme and the addition of the movie actor.
The host enthusiastically and humorously arranged one section after another, whether it was watching a trailer, asking questions on the spot, or bringing the audience booed and asked Gu Yan and Yun Jinshu to make apple biting games together. Anyway, how rotten? Coming, the rotten girls in the audience screamed constantly, and the atmosphere was pushed to a climax again and again.
The audience was happy, but they suffered for the two leading actors. After the premiere, Yunjinshu had already occupied for nearly six hours, exhausted and exhausted, but Gu Yan was still full of energy, and pulled after changing his jacket. Yun Jinshu went to the restaurant.
During the dinner, Yunjinshu was a little absent-minded. He used his mobile phone to read the news on the Internet. By night, the scandal of Han Jiang had been reduced a lot. Obviously the Han family had already taken control of the situation, but the spread of the Internet was too fast, even if it was hired. Thousands of hackers helped to delete it, but it couldn’t resist its flying tendency.
Although compared to the turmoil in the morning, it has calmed down a lot, but a casual search can still see a lot of negative comments about Han Jiang.
Yun Jinshu took out the phone and looked at it again. There was still no response from Han Jiang. He threw the phone aside annoyingly, and took a few sips of water from the cup.
Gu Yan stopped the knife and fork in his hand at this time, glanced at him, and tried to change the subject, “After working on this period of work, what do you want to do?”
“I don’t plan to do anything anymore. Douzi is still too young to be separated from people. After “Blame” is released, I am going to slowly fade out.
“Have you… ever thought of finding another person to take care of beans?” When Gu Yan asked this, his voice was a little unnatural, and his fingers under the table curled up slightly nervously.
Yun Jinshu was stunned for a moment, flashed slightly, and then smiled and answered inexplicably, “I really can’t always use the Han family, Zhang’s mother will have to leave sooner or later, I should find someone to take care of Douzi.”
Gu Yan understood that he was escaping, but this time he didn’t want to let go of the opportunity anymore, staring at him scorchingly, his expression was firmer than ever.
Reaching out, he held Yun Jinshu’s wrist tightly, not allowing him to escape, “Jinshu, you know what I’m talking about.”
“I like you, Jinshu.”
He seemed to have made up his mind to make a desperate move and only asked for one result. His fingers were clean and strong, as if he was afraid that Yun Jinshu would just drop him and ran away.
“I don’t know when I started, maybe when I realized that I couldn’t control it. When you came back from Vancouver, I told myself that if you get along well, I will always stop at my friend’s place and don’t bother. You, but now I can’t help it, I know you are not doing well at all, you…”
He paused, his eyes thick as the sea under the dark night, “Can you give me a chance? I know you may not love me, but I will try my best to protect you, maybe I don’t have Han Jiang So powerful and powerful, I can’t give you what you want, but at least I will be single-minded, as long as you don’t drive me away, I will always be by your side, Jinshu…”
He said it was almost choking here, “Can you look back at me? I stay here, you can hold my hand as long as you turn your head slightly.”
Yun Jinshu’s heart shrank violently, making him almost breathless, his head spinning like crazy, he couldn’t hear any sound.
He understood what Gu Yan meant and understood it very early, but he thought that as long as Gu Yan didn’t say it, he could continue to play stupid, which would be good for everyone, but Gu Yan now took the first step, he would rather choose to break away from each other. The current relationship also requires an understanding, but how can I respond to him?
He didn’t even clarify his relationship with Han Jiang, so why should he drag someone into the water? What’s more, he knew very well that his heart died long ago, and the destruction of the love in the previous life was too unforgettable. He had no way to start a new relationship for a long time, let alone the object of Gu Yan, who had always regarded himself as a big brother.
He bit his lip tightly, just about to speak, but Gu Yan almost hurriedly pressed his hand, “Don’t tell me the answer now, please…”
“I won’t force you, I just hope you can see your heart clearly.” He stared at him intently, almost trying to take out all of his heart, “You must understand that life now is what you want to do. Do you want it? How does Han Jiang treat you? What would the Han family think of you if they knew the identity of the kidney beans?”
One came over with a question, Yun Jinshu’s hand was constantly trembling, and his heart was in a mess, as if he was about to pour out the truth about everything.
There is no doubt that Gu Yan’s words have hit his pain points. He just wants to find someone he loves to live his life steadily, instead of being trapped in intrigue and deception like this, thinking about how to report back the person who hurt him.
But he has already taken action and can’t look back. Even if he puts everything down and starts again, once he is found out what he has done before, he will die without a place to bury him. How can he bring Gu Yan to himself again? Funeral.
Yun Jinshu was silent for a long time. When Gu Yan was desperate for a long time, he withdrew his hand, the expression on his face was pale.
“Brother Gu, let me think about it again, let me think about it again…”
His voice became weaker as he reached the end, and he didn’t know if he was speaking to Gu Yan or speaking to himself.
Gu Yan tugged bitterly at the corners of his mouth, and hung his head for a long time before showing a smile, “I don’t push you, I don’t want to make you feel embarrassed.”
Yun Jinshu rolled his eyes, only to feel that the nasal cavity was so sore that he couldn’t say a word.