The Cannon Fodder Strikes Back - Chapter 75

“Aunt Li, I will help you move everything. If you have anything else you need, just come to me.”

Yun Jinshu put down a few boxes of apples, raised his arms and wiped the sweat on his forehead. The light-colored shirt was stained a lot, and he didn’t care. He opened the corner of his mouth and showed a smile.

Aunt Li, who lives next door, was so happy from ear to ear that she took a plastic bag and filled it with five or six catties of apples and stuffed it over and said, “Xiaojin, you are really hardworking. Thanks to you this time, these apples will all be rotten.” It’s in the cellar. Take these back for you to eat, so you don’t have to be polite with the aunt.

Yun Jinshu smiled and waved his hand, “No need, I just raised my hands and didn’t do anything at all. What’s more, there are only two people at home, my son and I, who can’t eat so many apples. If you take these and sell them, you can make a few dollars more. It’s.”

Aunt Li really liked this diligent and good-looking young man the more she looked at it. Since this young man came to their town, she has helped everyone with work. He is very talkative, and will go to anyone who sees a sickness or disaster. Helper, everyone in town likes him.

In addition, he is good-looking, and I don’t know how many girls have been fascinated by him. Aunt Li got excited again when he thought of the fact that the king asked her to introduce someone a few days ago. , The aunt will tell you the truth, it is always inconvenient for a young man of yours to take a son. Next door, Wang Er, his daughter is good-looking, soft-hearted and loves children, will the aunt introduce you to meet you someday?”

As soon as Yunjinshu heard this, it was one head and two big ones. He shook his head and said with a smile, “Aunt Li, I have no plans to do this yet. Don’t worry about me in the future. I know it well and can’t delay others. girl.”

Aunt Li glanced at Yun Jinshu with sympathetic eyes, thinking that it must be the child that his mother disliked him for being poor, so she left the father and son and ran away. This kind of woman is really blind, so letting such a good young man don’t be too evil. .

The child must have been hurt too deeply, so he said he didn’t want to find another one, which is a pity for this rare infatuation.

“Okay, I won’t force you, but remember to tell my aunt if you have this plan in the future.”

Aunt Li babbled, Yunjinshu was dumbfounded, and ready to go home after a few words, but Aunt Li stopped him from behind, “Yes, Xiaojin, the empty house next to you is rented out, this It will probably move in a few days.”

Yunjinshu is quite surprised. The house next door has been vacant for more than half a year, and the rental advertisement has been posted and no one comes. Why is it rented out so quickly in a blink of an eye?

“Really? Men’s and women’s?”

“I’m a female college student who came to town for research. The girls in the city are pretty. Xiaojin, you have to seize the opportunity.”

Yun Jinshu rubbed his forehead helplessly, expressing speechlessness about Aunt Li’s habit of introducing people to people anytime, anywhere, and agreed with a smile. He raised his hand to check his watch, and rode a second-hand bicycle to town. Kindergarten.

After leaving S City, Yun Jinshu did not go to the resort according to Jiaoyan’s address. Instead, he found a very remote but quiet town and settled down under the identity of Jinbo.

The people of this small town are simple and honest, because it is in the mountains, so except for those who go to work in the city, most of them are fellow villagers who have not been out of the mountains since their birth.

Because of poverty, there are less than five TV sets in this town. Everyone gathered together to watch the Spring Festival Gala on New Year’s Eve. Usually, they don’t even know what the stars are, so Yun Jinshu was relieved to live.

The scenery of the town is beautiful, there is not much industrial pollution. In the beginning of spring, the large peach blossoms are full of branches, and the spring water from the mountain is really a little paradise.

This kind of scenery makes Yun Jinshu rare to find his inner peace. He no longer wants to care about what the outside world is like. The memories of the past have nothing to do with him anymore. Although he has only lived for more than half a year, he feels this way. It seems that a century has passed since the days of calm and stability.

“Dad!” Kidd rushed out of the kindergarten with the little yellow duck schoolbag on his back.

Yun Jinshu hugged his son, rubbed his head with a smile and asked, “What did the teacher teach today?”

“Um… there are counting and singing. By the way, Dad, I am amazing today. 2+3=5 I am the first one in my class to calculate!”

Kidney Bean held up her small chest with a special dignity, the dimples at the corners of her mouth were big and round, her little face flushed, and she looked at Yunjinshu with big eyes, clearly begging for praise.

Yun Jinshu burst into laughter, put the kidney bean on the back seat of the bicycle, and said, “Okay, okay, beans are the best, can I make you braised chicken drumsticks for you at night?”

“Yeah!” Kidney Bean nodded vigorously, holding her schoolbag with her calves dangling in the air, “Niuniu’s mother brought fried toon for Niuniu today, but it’s delicious, I want to eat it too!”

The baby is very fat. Actually, there is not much meat on his body, but his face is particularly round, and he looks like a Q version character with a big head and a small body, so there are always people behind him saying that he is a fat man. But obviously the kidney bean kids don’t care. They don’t feel ashamed but are proud of them. They would rather have fat **** and be happy to eat.

Yun Jinshu was amused by his son’s dull and cute expression, Shinobu nodded with a smile, “Since you like eating Niu Niu’s meals so much, why don’t you go find someone else’s mother?”

“Um…” Kidney Dou’s face collapsed suddenly, and after a while she twisted the corner of her clothes and said, “I don’t want other people’s mothers, Douzi…douzi wants his own mother.”

Yun Jinshu was silent for a moment, and after a while he smiled and asked him, “You follow Dad, is it okay for the two of us to be together?”

“But the children in the kindergarten have mothers. Several times I have seen their parents take them home together. Why do others have them but not beans?”

Children’s thinking is very simple. They always feel that they should have what others have, so they express their thoughts without concealment, but it is precisely because of such simple thoughts that they poke people’s hearts especially.

Yun Jinshu feels guilty to his son. His relationship with Han Jiang is already in a mess. The previous life has not been cleared up and has been linked to this life. Now that there is a kid called Kidney Bean, it becomes even more complicated.

He can give kidney beans the best and love him with all his efforts, but he can’t use one person’s power to give his children a complete family.

After a long time, Yun Jinshu clenched his fists and made up his mind. He felt that this problem could not be evaded, and he had to explain it clearly to the kidney bean, otherwise it would be even more troublesome when the child becomes older and fully sensible.

Stopped the car, Yun Jinshu turned his head and looked at his son seriously and said, “Douzi, you have never had a mother, so I’m sorry that you can’t let one more person love you. If you really want a mother, I…I can Try to find it.”

Kidney Dou seemed to think that this was a very advanced question. The difficulty was completely beyond his childhood logic. After a while, he blinked and looked at Yun Jinshu and said, “Why do you want to find another one? Obviously that uncle lying on the bed? Is it Douzi’s mother?”

Yun Jinshu took a breath and had a headache. He didn’t know what to do. “That’s different. He is not your mother. He is a man. A man can’t be your mother, let alone…”

I can’t put my hopes and the future of my child on a living dead.

I didn’t finish the rest of the words. Kidney Bean’s big eyes still looked at him curiously. Yun Jinshu took a deep breath and patted his head, “Forget it, you are still too young, wait until your older dad tells you. .”

You don’t have a mother, I gave birth to you, and your other father is Han Jiang. Such remarks make him hard to tell.

“I’m obviously three years old, and I’m already a big kid…”

Kidney Bean drooped his head in a muttering mouth, still thinking about why he would not have a mother. Thinking about it, it just feels complicated, even more complicated than adding and subtracting within ten.

——

In the evening, Yunjinshu made braised chicken drumsticks and fried toon for kidney beans, and deliberately boiled a large pot of chicken soup.

After all, Kidney Bean is still young, and I have forgotten to continue thinking about the profound question of why I don’t have a mother. I buried a bun face in a rice bowl and ate a small spoon full of rice grains, just like eating the bowl. .

“You slow down, and no one will rob you.”

Yunjinshu took a big porcelain spoon, put him a bowl of chicken soup, skimmed the oil on it, sprinkled it with chives, and brought it to his son.

Kidney beans were full of oil, and while drinking chicken soup, he kept muttering in his mouth, “Niu Niu and Sha Er are still waiting for me. Granny Li teaches us how to make bamboo dragonflies.”

The grandma Li in her mouth is Yunjinshu’s current landlord, Aunt Li. There is no TV or computer in the village at night. In order to save her own electricity, she huddled together under the street lights at the entrance of the village to play. Since she went to kindergarten to play with this group of friends Niu Niu and Sha Er are his best friends, and Aunt Li loves her children, so Yun Jinshu has nothing to worry about.

“Remember not to play too late, I will pick you up at the entrance of the village at 8 o’clock.”

“Hmm… lucky to lucky (knowledge).”

Kidney Bean picked up the spoon and stuffed a few bites of rice into his mouth, burped his swollen belly, and ran out of the house with three oranges and joined a group of friends.

Yun Jinshu raised the corners of his mouth and walked into the kitchen with a plate of chopsticks, just in time to see a few movers coming out, apparently just finishing his work.

Already moved here next door?

Before I heard Aunt Li said that there was a female college student who was going to move over, Yun Jinshu was going to help. After all, it would be inconvenient for a girl to live in this kind of place. I didn’t expect that he hadn’t heard much, but the next door was unexpected. It’s all packed.

Looking at most of the chicken soup left in the pot, Yun Jinshu thought that the father and son could not finish it anyway. This kind of food would not be fresh after the night, so he took out a stainless steel lunch box and filled a bucket full of it. Up next door.

Standing at the door next door, Yun Jinshu carefully checked the lunch box and knocked on the door after making sure that it was clean and not unhygienic.

After knocking several times in a row, there was no movement in the room. Just when he suspected that the new neighbor had gone out, the door opened, but the door opened was…

I haven’t seen him for half a year. This man doesn’t look like he has been seriously injured. He wears a light gray casual shirt and shows a strong arm. His deep facial features are still handsome and compelling, and his slightly thick lips draw an arc. ,”……long time no see.”

For a moment, Yun Jinshu was in a daze. He felt that he should be still dreaming, otherwise how could he see Han Jiang, who should have been a vegetable, standing in front of him in such an intact manner.

His head buzzed, and he turned around subconsciously before thinking about it. Han Jiang grabbed him from behind and saw the stainless steel lunch box he was holding. In an instant even his eyebrows became gentle, “Is this for me?” ?”

“This is for the new neighbor, not for you.” Yun Jinshu carried the lunch box in his hand, there was no ups and downs on his face, but his pupils flickered fiercely.

Han Jiang laughed, leaning on the door frame and said, “I will live here in the future. Who else do you want to give it to?”

The first meeting between the two people more than half a year turned out to be such a nutritious and unsensational dialogue. It was a bit horrible to speak of, but Yun Jinshu had not had time to care about this at this time. Han Jiang looked so relaxed in front of him. Any sign that he had become a vegetative, what happened to him in the past half a year that would make him come alive again?

He felt a little dizzy, and he took a few breaths before speaking slowly, “Isn’t there a female college student who lives here? Why are you here?”

Han Jiang let out a clear “Ah”, “Probably something is going to happen temporarily, so I sublet the house to me.”

If someone believes this kind of thing, it will be a ghost.

“You dignified young master doesn’t live in a villa or a high-level ward. What are you doing here in this ravine?”

“I’m coming to you.”

Han Jiang hadn’t made any turn to directly pick out the purpose. If it were before, he would not have said so bluntly. Therefore, the Yunjinshu who knew his character was choked all of a sudden, and he didn’t know how to continue. The atmosphere suddenly became a little bit. stagnate.

Han Jiang smiled, walked a few steps and detoured in front of him and said, “Jin Shu, come in and sit in the room. It has been a few words of courtesy even if you haven’t seen a stranger for so long?”

Yun Jinshu closed his eyes and said nothing.

Han Jiang stopped not far away from him, copying his hands in his pockets, “Remember what you told me? Whether you forget or not, I still remember clearly, I’m waiting for you to give me one. Explain, do you want to break your promise?”

Yun Jinshu looked up at him, the eyes of the two people collided in the air, and the chicken soup in his arms gradually became a little cold. After a long time, he nodded.

They really need a chance to sit down and talk about it. No matter what happened before, now only by spreading out each other can they be relieved.

He turned around and walked into Han Jiang’s current house. The layout here is the same as where he lives now, one room and one living room, very small and not sunny, not comparable to the Jade Villa where Han Jiang lived before.

Because the house has just moved, things have not been completely returned to their place, and it seems a bit messy.

Han Jiang took out a few newspapers and wiped the chair, let Yun Jinshu sit down, and took out two teacups and poured some cool white to him.

“It’s an urgent move. I haven’t figured out where the market is here, so I didn’t prepare anything else but boiled water. You will just drink it.”

Yun Jinshu put the lunch box on the coffee table and looked up at him after a long time. His mouth was a little dumb, “Your head… is it alright?”

Han Jiang guessed that Yunjinshu would ask him this question. He couldn’t help but laughed. He shook his head and said, “I don’t know.”

“What do you mean by not knowing?” Yun Jinshu’s brows instantly frowned, “You don’t even know if you are good or not, what are you running around now? Do you think that you really can’t die, so you can go to this place to experience life?”

Han Jiang’s smile gradually widened, and he couldn’t control the corners of his mouth. “Jin Shu, what are you anxious for?”

Yun Jinshu realized that he had lost his temper at this time, and turned his head to say nothing.

Han Jiang sat next to him with a very gentle expression, “If you really don’t care, you can leave me to fend for myself in the hospital and don’t have to come to me every day. Even if you just don’t know me, not a I was so anxious to hear that my head was not working well.”

“I’m just afraid you are dead and the debt you owe is unclear.”

Han Jiang took a deep breath, squatted down and looked at him face to face, holding him firmly with both hands in spite of Yun Jinshu’s opposition, “Isn’t it good if I die just to pay you?”

Yun Jinshu’s eyes widened suddenly, and his voice was a little shaken, “What do you…what do you mean?”

Han Jiang’s gaze was as deep as the ocean, and he looked at him without a trace of escape, and then he knelt down like this.

“What are you doing!” Yun Jinshu panicked, and got up to pull him up.

“Jinshu, don’t move, let me finish.” Han Jiang held him down, knelt in front of him, motionless, a pair of black vortexes in his eyes, “I once vowed to spend all the time left in front of your tomb. Come to redeem, but… no one gave me a chance, even I can’t even find your body…”

“I used to be so stupid to hurt you for Wen Zeyun, and credulously believed Han Zhongtian’s words to drive you to a dead end…”

Han Jiang said that his voice was trembling at these times, his eyes were scary, and his eyes burned on Yunjinshu’s face, making him feel terribly painful.

“Sometimes I think, why remind me of these things, I would rather be a fool, endure your revenge unclearly, and don’t want to face the fact that you are forced to death by myself, but…I have What qualifications let you bear everything?”

“Forget everything but still want to beg you to love me…I am too selfish…”

Han Jiang’s voice was hoarse, he knew that the two of them had been missing from beginning to end. His wound was outside, but Yunjinshu’s wound was inside. When the past was torn apart by blood like a wound, it was exposed. When the most tragic and true side was, neither of them was destined to look back.

Yun Jinshu’s hands trembled violently, and his head was dizzy. He once thought of making Han Jiang kneel in front of him to confess, but when it happened, his heart was torn again.

His lips trembled a few times, he threw away Han Jiang’s hand, tried to calm himself down, and raised the corners of his mouth mockingly, “It’s really too light to take an injury to remind you of this.”

Han Jiang twitched the corners of his mouth bleakly, with a ugly smile, “Yeah, I don’t even want to take my life.”

The heat of the chicken soup has cooled down, and the oily flower has solidified on the top, forming an ugly white grease, which resembles the anxious relationship between two people now.

After a long time, Yun Jinshu stood up, blinked his red bloodshot eyes and said, “If this is what you want to say, then I have heard it, you go back, the two of us are actually just like this. You owe me a life, and now you have returned it, and there is no deadlock between the two of us anymore, so…so be it.”

He got up and walked outside. Han Jiang wanted to hug him from behind, but he was hurting all over, especially distressed, so he could only reach out and grab his arm.

“Jin Shu, do you remember what you said to me in front of the hospital bed? You said that as long as I can wake up, you are willing to start again with me.”

Yunjinshu was silent, her eyelashes trembling non-stop. Han Jiang walked up to him, lowered his head and kissed his forehead lightly, “I don’t want to ask for love anymore. As long as you don’t leave, I won’t leave. Maybe you will look back, maybe never, but I will always be there. around you.”

Yunjinshu choked up in an instant.

Are you tired after two lifetimes? Am i not tired?

Since it is also impossible to start the next relationship, why not try to hug each other, maybe the process is destined to stab each other all over, but at least it is better than the loneliness and despair of a person walking forward.

Yunjinshu did not resist Han Jiang’s kiss. When the two lips were pressed together, it seemed that the heart was no longer far away.

The kiss became more and more unstructured. The two people seemed cold and afraid, trying to squeeze warmth from each other. Han Jiang’s kiss slid from Yunjinshu’s eyebrows to his lips, and from the corner of his mouth to his neck.

The feeling of interdependence between lips and teeth is so beautiful, when the tongue gently slid in, the memories of two lifetimes were instantly triggered.

There is always one person in this world who is so suitable. One more point is not him. Only one person can give you the most extreme touch. When the familiar taste and the wonderful sensation of exchanging the tip of the tongue come up, Only by spreading a light sigh from the bottom of my heart, searching for, there is only him, the only him.

Han Jiang’s fingers are very anxious. He is holding Yunjinshu’s face, so that it doesn’t drop any inch of his skin. The smooth touch makes him a little confused and fascinated. He can’t help but hug this person tighter, then hug him tightly. One point, the fingers follow the neck all the way down, through the straight back, which outlines a beautiful curve.

With Han Jiang’s emotions, Yun Jinshu’s breathing became a little unstable. He knew that two people shouldn’t do such a thing at this time, but his head was confused and he didn’t want to continue to compete with him.

When Han Jiang’s hand lifted his shirt, the two’s lips finally separated a little, and a silver wire was pulled out, appearing extravagant in the darkening night, Han Jiang’s eyes gradually deepened… …