The Confusions Of Love - Chapter 20 Paul

It took time for my heart to beat again. Lisa was still breathing heavily lying on top of me.

“This waiting story is ridiculous,” she moaned in my ear.

“You agreed to that,” I reminded her.

“Who cares?” She asked me, looking at me. “It’s only a few months …”

She kissed my neck slowly trying to seduce me. Feeling his lips he bit me leaving marks around the place. And I could feel my decision falling even more. Maybe …. No, no.

“Let’s take a shower,” I shoved her away from me. But I kissed her fondly.

Before bathing was natural and it was a quick process. But now it was fun and sexy. I filled the bathtub with hot water and Lisa began throwing bath salts with a sweet smell.

“I’m going to have to take a shower with that?” I asked her jokingly.

“Why?” She asked me with a smart little smile. “Not that I keep my scent.

I have sinned on her lap.

_ I love your smell.

_ So this is not a problem.

We both sank into the tub with hot water and perfumed bubbles. She laid her head on my chest with a sigh.

“If this is not paradise,” she told me. “It should be.

_ Are you okay?

_ I am…

I washed her slowly, rubbing her white skin with a small towel.

_ The school?

“It sucks,” Lisa told me, she sounded annoyed. “And there’s another year of that. Speaks seriously.

_ Was it that bad?

She was silent taking advantage of my massage on her shoulders.

_Not that, to be sincere_ She shrugged disinterested_ It’s just that all the people that I did not want them to be in, are in the same room.

I think now I understood. She did not need to tell me who she was talking about, I already had some notion of who they were.

_ Jennifer …

_ Not only she …

Greg Timberg … I did not want to admit it out loud, but I did not like that boy. Maybe it’s because he wanted my wife. Not to mention that he completely ignored the fact that Lisa was now a married woman.

He irritated me. And Lisa knew that. My movements stopped and she felt it. She stood still waiting.

_ That guy. The player.

_Good_ she turned to me climbing on my lap, the water around us spilled a little_ This was not what I wanted. But it’s … himself.

We both stare at each other in silence.

“What a great room for you, is not it?” I tried to play with her.

This, to me, was very humiliating. I did not want to feel so insecure about it. But here I am, an adult with a child’s jealousy.

“I love you,” she told me, looking into my eyes. “For me, this marriage and you are important to me. You are my family. My only family. You know it.

And I knew. For Lisa, knowing the way she was raised, she would not laugh to give her heart to anyone. And she chose to give it to me.

_ I know_ I kissed her again and again, with hunger and desire. Trying to drown any doubt and insecurity by loving her once more.

I watched her looking for my sweater, she was still naked. Watching Lisa dress was an interesting process in several ways. After our “first time” she stopped being ashamed by my side.

Wearing my sweater and panties she looked at me smiling.

_ What’s it?

“Nothing,” I replied with my own grin, “just looking at you.

She laughed softly and jabbered at me. Lying on the bed she watched me.

_ What’s it?

_ Nothing_ she mimicked my grin, just looking at you.

Does that mean she’s going to stare at me while I dress? I asked myself. I took the towel from the waist and went after the clothes. A tingling sensation in my ass told me where she was looking.

I glanced over and she was biting her lusty eyes. I felt a piece of meat.

“Do you like what you see?” I asked her.

“My dear, you have no idea,” she replied.

After I dressed, I walked over to her and kissed her again. Things started to heat up again, but she pushed me away.

_ I’m starving.

“Then let’s eat.”

In the corridor she began to seem preoccupied with something.

“Have we passed Juliet earlier?”

“We passed, yes,” I replied, laughing at the dark pink that darkened his face.

Of me she was not ashamed but when it came to other people … That was very cute.

“No need to worry about that.

“I can not believe I did that.

_ What is the use of shame now.

“Shut up,” she growled, turning redder.

And I was laughing when we went into the kitchen. Juliet was putting food on the table, she lifted her head with a small, discreet knowing smile on her thin face.

“I bet they’re hungry,” she told us.

“We’re hungry,” I replied, smoothing Lisa’s shag like a comforting gesture.

“Thank you, Julieta,” Lisa said to her without meeting her eyes, ashamed.

“No problem, my dear. I’ll leave you all alone, she told us. I have to go to my daughter’s school. I told you about it. Do you remember that?

_ Of course, I remember_ and in fact I remembered about the school meeting that would happen today_ You can go for today, we solve everything here.

Thank you so much, have a good night.

_ Good night.

Lisa attacked the food as if it did not start for years.

“Delicious as always,” she told me.

“She’s a great cook,” I agreed.

After eating, Lisa and I packed everything and washed the dishes together, playing with the water. Lisa had homework to do and I had some business to take care of so we both went to my office.

Lisa sat on the floor near the coffee table along with her school supplies and began with her homework. I sat down at the large table and plugged the computer into the table.

As always Lisa was very quick in doing what she had to do. As soon as it came, it came to sit on my lap. She asked me questions and I answered. Sometimes she would show me something I had missed.

We always did this because Lisa was a very intelligent woman and she liked to know things. It was midnight when we were done with my business. And Lisa had a sleepy face on my lap.

_ Come on, let’s go to bed.

Lisa was thin and she hardly weighed anything, it was very easy to carry her around.

“You do not have to work anymore?” She asked me snuggling next to me.

_ No_ I kissed his forehead with affection_ For today arrives. Let’s sleep.

We both slept direct until the next day. As always, I woke up first and leaves early for a race. Running early in the morning was great and I always felt better after a good race.

As soon as I got back I found Lisa in the kitchen eating cereals with milk. She was sitting on the counter eating while talking to Juliet about shopping.

_ I still have not made my list_ she was saying_ I completely forgot about the purchases.

_It does not matter_ Julieta said_ I can use the old one as a reference I still have it with me.

_ It’s but there are still chocolate bars from last month so you do not need to buy more of them.

_ And absorbing? _ Julieta asked her as if everything was very normal.

_ A yes I need more_ Lisa saw me and opened a radiant smile_ Hi, how was the race?

“Great as always,” I went to her to kiss her, but she ducked.

_ Eca, you are sweaty.

I laughed and kissed her anyway. She gave a cute cry and pulled me away. Juliet laughed at us.

_ Breakfast_ she told me serving me a plate of eggs and bacon_ I’m going to go shopping later Do I need anything?

_ Certainly I do not need absorbents.

“Lucky for you,” Lisa told me. Juliet laughed in agreement.

“Actually,” she told Lisa.

_ I do not need anything.

I just ate and went out leaving the two laughing and talking about what to buy. It was always like this at the beginning of the month, Lisa said what she wanted and Juliet bought what she needed. Although I really doubted Lisa knew what to buy for a house.

But that did not bother me, Lisa did not need to know about it if she did not want to. Juliet was around for that. She could only have fun while making her lists of things without any nutritional value.

I took off my clothes and went under the shower. Lise came moments later, hugging me from behind. Her bare breasts on my back. I turned and kissed her.

“We have a few minutes,” she told me.

_ That’s enough…