The Dangerous Honeymoon Diary of the Fake Empress - Chapter 1.2

“Ugh”

I took a quick breath of air, as if i had just been rescued from almost drowning. I had just exhaled my last breath, and within a few seconds it resumed.

No, isn’t that a continuation? The second life has ended, and my third life has begun a new.

‘in addition…… I’m back’

I look around blankly. A wedding hall with white flowers in full bloom. A wedding dress that look like it was made of thousands of petal caught my eye.

‘On my wedding day’

It was a familiar sight. I was standing in the middle of the wedding hall.

“…… Are you my bride?”

I turned my head to the side to hear a good voice. Jeremy was there.

“………Prince!”

Under the bright sunlight, Jeremy’s hair, which was constantly shining, caught my eye. Soon after, the face white like porcelain, and the light purple eyes that i like the most.

‘it’s so good. Totally good. Im ready to die!’

I don’t mean to say it as someone who just died and came back to life, but what if I feel like dying because i love it?

His eyes, like a ‘forget-me-not’, seem to die of ecstasy, and his silver hair, like starlight, was dazzling and that I was about to die. Besides, look at those lucious plump lips! After all, i almost forgot my situation and hugged him tightly. But if she had, he would have ended her life in less than five minutes after returning.

I am on the side of the Crown prince. I came as jeremy’s pride on the orders of Ain.

A fake bride.

This is the secret order i received from Ain.

[Find out if Jeremy is really an idiot or is he pretending to be an idiot.]

Ain was the only one who suspected Jeremy, he disguised me as a fake princess to find out if he was or not. But the problem was that i forgot my role as a spy and fell in love with Jeremy, being fascinated by the target. It was a very serious mistake for a spy, but for me it was force majeure. Not to mention, Jeremy was such an attractive man that anyone would want to look at him up close.

‘if there’s someone who doesn’t get fascinated by spending everyday with him, tell them where to go! Maybe not even one? How hard i tried not to fall for him in the first place’

The first time i showed signs a falling for Jeremy was that i worked harder to report to Ain. To have a crush on a target, isn’t that absurd? My self-esteem was hurt and i felt guilty because i thought i had committed a great felony as a spy. So I monitored Jeremy more closely and reported his suspiciousness to Ain. One day while continuing to report frenziedly, i discovered one thing.

It was the fact that Jeremy wasn’t an idiot.

Idiot? On the contrary, he was an undisputed genius. A great strategist who looks forward to the 10th and 20th numbers. A sorcerer who excelled beyond the powers of god. That was Jeremy. It was all acting that showed a pure white smile as if he knew nothing.

As Ain’s shadow knight, i had to inform my master of this right away. Because that was my job. But strangely….. I didn’t like that. Everytime I say a crazy report to Ain….. As soon as i got the direct evidence, my mind went wild. Because if i tell this report, Jeremy will surely die.

No, that’s never going to happen. Just the thought of Jeremy’s death brings tears to my eyes. I don’t know how to deal with that sadness. I can’t ever do it.

The day i shed tears for a long time, i acknowledge my love for Jeremy. The feeling of love that i feel is not between a man and a woman, but….. Yes, it was a feeling of virtuos  (lol, I’d like to defend her on her behalf, she never fallen in love before, Kay? She believed it like this cuz she’s happy enough if he’s alive even if his not by her side so she thought this feeling is virtuos)

I miss you, i want to support you. I feel like i’m going to go crazy just looking at it from the side and my heart will explode when i see you smile. After that, i pretended to follow Ain on the outside and actively helped jeremy play the idiot. But a year later. Despite all my efforts, Ain ordered me to kill Jeremy with my own hands. Failure to comply will result in death. The magic within me was sure to swallow me up. But how can i kill Jeremy with my own hands? In my first life, in the end, i chose death.

But when i open my eyes, what did i see? I was back a year ago when i was married to jeremy. Even in my second life, i did my best to protect Jeremy from his terrifying older brother.

She helped next to him so that he can look like an idiot and she didn’t forget to report falsely to the Crown prince.

It blowed like that, it flew away, it was the day I was protecting Jeremy.

Did you noticed my poorly lied report? Ain sent an assassin to Jeremy, without saying a word to me. That’s what just happened. I found out about the assassin by chance and prevented it in advance but in the end i lost my life again. That’s how my second life ended. Vainly.

I had vague expectations that I might be given another chance. By the time, i open my eyes, i was at the beginning of my new third life.

‘why did I came back again?’

I was a little scared because i didn’t know the reason but at the same time, my heart was excited. Either way, it means that i’ve been given another chance. A chance to protect the prince.

‘by the way, how am i supposed to protect this pretty prince in this life?’

It’s a third time, so i wonder if a slightly different ending will unfold this time. This time, i plan to use the future, I couldn’t use properly in my second life.

“The two who became married today kiss an oath to love and cherish each other for the rest of their lives”

Oath kiss? Is it already that time?

Without thinking, i turn to Jeremy. If the the devotees who have ‘My favorite’ see it, they won’t be able to understand my attitude now.(t/n:I’m guessing this mean that the people who usually refer the oath kiss for their favorite part, won’t be able to understand how calm she is since people usually gets excited at this part). It must seem strange that she maintains her composure so well even at the moment she receives her favorite kiss. But now my mind is clear for some reason.

‘ because jeremy won’t kiss me’

Having been married twice in the past, i knew there was no such thing as an oath kiss.

“Can Jeremy, who is playing the role of an idiot, do the kiss oath?’

In past he said, ‘what is a kiss?’. He tilted his head cutely and the scene ended with the sound of people laughing, at the fist wedding as well as the second wedding.

‘ Will it be different now that it’s the third? I’ll say it will happen again this time. Ummm, that reminds me. At the first wedding, I was so nervous that I had to wear a veil and kiss’

To be honest, i had high expectations for the second wedding. I wondered if something strange happened. But he skipped the oath kiss on the second wedding just like the first.

‘Now, are you going to skip this time too? I’m not looking forward to it anymore, so hurry up and say, what’s a kiss?’

I waited patiently for Jeremy’s lines, as if v watching a play i had seen. But in this third life, he seemed somehow different. It seems that there is something other than white light is in the alluring light purple eyes.

It’s hard to describe, but….. If I had to give it a name, what would it be?

“Prince?”

It was unfamiliar to me so i called him carefully. Then he smiled softly, as if answering my call.

“Uh…….?”

While i was dazed by his smile. Jeremy took a step closer and narrow the gap between me and him. His pale purple eyes looked down at my lips quietly, as if searching for food. Then he pulled me gently and wrapped one hand around my waist.

‘hey, how did this happen? I’ve never seen anything like this before my return, prince?’

I wondered why he was suddenly behaving like this and it was different from what i knew and i was confused.

But for a while it was complicated, i was drawn to Jeremy’s luscious lips.

‘You. Yes, you are so pretty.’

The moment i stared blankly at his lips, jeremy’s lips overlaped mine (t/n:KYAAAA!)

“Eub?”

It was an oath kiss that neither in the first life nor in the second life happened. Everything’s going to the wrong place i know. Three seconds after i realized, the unexpected happened.

“….!”

Despite the unexpected emergency, he looked calm. My mind went blank at the soft touch that made it impossible to continue thinking.

“Breathe, bride” (t/n:lol)

“………..”

I looked up at him confused.

‘Arent you acting like an idiot in this life?’

The scream inside me resounded like an echo but Jeremy, who had never heard of this, didn’t know how anxious I was and just smiled prettily.

Somehow, it feels like the 4th wedding is scheduled and I could feel cold sweats running down my back.

‘Can I protect this man in this life?’