THE DEER IN HIS HEART IS MOVING - Chapter 227
The lights went out.
The large dilapidated basketball court was very empty, and Deer Ran looked up at the street lamp, somewhat lost in thought.
Many times, many nights, she hid here and cried quietly, no one would notice this.
Now, this time she came here not to cry, but to make a brave confession.
She looked at her watch, it was ten minutes past seven o’clock.
Is he, for some reason, late?
She was a little nervous, and a little vaguely panicked. She did not want to think of another reason. She dodged her steps unconsciously, and all she could think of was what she should say later on.
She said she was grateful to him, said she was quietly growing in love with him, said she liked him at that one moment …… perhaps, when he really stood in front of himself, these words may not be able to say, only to say a “I like you.”
However, time passes, and an hour has passed, and her head is filled with worry.
He, will not come? The fact that she is not willing to admit it, but also can not change the other possibility that he is not coming.
Could it be that she was being paranoid that he might never have liked her? Once this thought came up, it could not be stopped. The buried inferiority complex came out at once like a spring.
She tried to explore the past between them, but she found that there was no memory that she could be sure he liked her. What if the help he gave her was just a whim, what if all the attention he gave her was from the goodness of his heart?
She became flustered all of a sudden, and then disappointment and sadness swept over her.
Wait another ten minutes, he does not come, he will go back.
Deer Ran has been clenched fist slowly loosened.
This is the extremely long ten minutes she spent. Every minute and second is so torturous.
The moon hangs in the sky, today’s moon is surprisingly a full moon. But her mood, all of a sudden, became a thousand holes.
Ten minutes have passed, Xu Chi still did not come.
The little fire of hope in the heart of Lu Ran was extinguished in a flash.
She began to walk home, the whole person lost his soul, did not realize that his footsteps messed up.
It seemed that he didn’t like himself.
What he likes may be generous, bright, confident girls, like Luo Xin who carries light on her body, should …… not be her kind of person either.
What does she have that is worthy of his liking?
It’s her delusions of grandeur.