The Emperor who loves me dearly - Chapter 108
Logan was indeed a fool when it comes to these things, only when it’s ending, he realized his fault and it caused the woman whom he loved dearly to be in too much pain.
He wants to at least say sorry to Celestia…but if…if the woman he’s been chasing doesn’t want to be chased, why would he force a relationship that can’t be?
This time, maybe, he should let her go fully, even when it’s already killing him inside.
He smiled sadly, the darkness enveloping masked the emperor’s pain.
“Celestia…what kind of woman is she?” she asked carefully while trying to stop a tear from falling down her face.
“She’s wonderful. The strongest woman I met in this life. She fought many times for me even though it’s I, the man, who should be fighting.” He paused, still smiling sadly as he recalls the clear image etched in his mind, her smiling face “Celestia…she is also my Eve. The one who brought sunshine in my dark world.”
At that time even though Helen knew that Celestia is also her, she felt envious towards that woman who is named Celestia Wresea, for this man, a person who is incapable of loving broke his well-built walls for her.
“Adam…can you help me? Recall everything that is” she said, now crying from too much happiness, she followed her heart who nagged her to never let this man go again.
And at that moment, in the deepest hour of the night, her hand found Logan’s face, inching closer until she sealed everything with a soft kiss. For that time, even though she’s Helen, she too has fallen for him.
Logan spooned her away while never leaving his mouth on her, “I would wipe every part that fool touched” he said in his dangerous voice, his greyish eyes are now pitched black.
They went inside the mansion where Celestia rested before, it was Logan’s personal place, when he doesn’t want anyone disturbing him. He dismissed everyone when he woke up earlier than Celestia.
Helen noticed the huge mansion, everything is in color of gold, black and white. Adam continued carrying her upstairs, the lights automatically turning on as he walks by.
Carrying her in a bridal style way, she felt a queen being carried by a handsome king, His ruffled hair, sharp eyes, pointed nose and oh, those long eyelashes and lips! Anyone would dream that they are the ones in Adam’s arms.
Is it okay? To give to a stranger what she failed to give to her lover, Hannibal?
Helen doesn’t know but she’s sure she will never regret it, this man who adorned her with flowers and who showed her the universe through those sparkling eyes.
The warm water touched Helen’s porcelain skin, she has been in a daze for a couple of minutes and Adam already removed his coat on her!
Her cheeks started to redden at the sudden cold she felt, his eyes piercing through her soul as she bares naked in front of him, the lights did not help at all to cover her curves!
“A-Adam” she whispered shyly although her body is wanting to have him, the wetness she feels underneath collided with the water of the enormous tub who’s resembling an inside pool.
“Don’t worry, I will just clean you, after that, then, you can be mine again” he said huskily while grabbing the scrub and soap.
That bath tortured both of them, as Logan continued to shampoo her long hair while a bulge on his lower part of body is colliding her skin. It’s a wonder how Adam can have so much self-control when it comes to having sexual pleasures.
“B-but I’m clean,” she replied after a while, her brain processing the situation they are in.
“We almost did it…but you came just in time” Helen muttered under her deep breath, admitting the truth to him.
Logan was taken aback, his callous hand stopped stroking Celestia’s hair mid-air. He was relieved to know that nothing happened, he even thanked the gods above for giving him a favor.
He did not respond and after while continued bathing the woman. “I will inject you the drug after this, I cannot touch a woman who doesn’t completely trust me,” he said while a small smile is plastered on his face. He calculated what would Helen do.
The woman’s heart sank at that moment, although she admired Adam’s self-control, she’s at her limit!
After washing her hair, Adam’s big hands slipped through her neck, washing it gently with a vanilla soap. His hands travelled back to her back, then to her round mounds.
“Ahhh!” she moaned when his hands gripped it softly, teasing her perky pink breasts.
“I missed you” he whispered while his other hand touched the wetness of her insides.
“A-Adam!” she shouted pleasurably when he inserted two of his fingers.
“Logan…my real name is Logan” he said as he occupied her luscious lips.
After devouring each other’s mouth, they catch up their breath, “Damn! Stop being so damn attractive lady” he said, completely torn between choosing his morals or claiming her right here.
“I’m afraid of injections Lo-Adam” she said cutting off Logan’s name, as long as she doesn’t remember everything, she will call him Adam. “So tire me until I fall asleep, then, you can do what you must” she pleaded the devishly handsome man.
“If that’s what you want…I shall grant it” he said, finally submitting to his urges.
After a few rounds of making love to each other, Helen falls sound asleep. Seeing that his woman has fallen deeply on her slumber, the emperor stood up and opened the case where the reversing drug of ex-memoria is located.
Two years ago, he injected her the drug to erase her memory
Two years after, he’s now injecting her the drug to reverse the effects of ex-memoria…
Putting his gloves on and disinfecting Helen’s arm, it is now the time to bid farewell to Helen. Helen whose heart was still snatched by Logan up until the end.
After doing the deed, Logan slowly wrapped his arm on Helen’s waist, a bright new beginning awaits as the two fell asleep on each other’s arm.