The Exorcist - v8 Chapter 20

The genius Meng Mengliang, Xiao Xia suddenly woke up, because she suddenly felt empty, it seemed that Ruan Zhan had left again.

He opened his eyes and saw that he was empty beside him. Except for the messy sheets, his body temperature and smell did not persist. Xiao Xia burst into tears instantly, put on a piece of clothing indiscriminately, and ran downstairs to look, but before reaching the bottom of the stairs, she saw that the whole bar was empty, not even a single shadow.

Did he go again? Are you going to give up her again? When she just hinted at her, he stayed away. Now that she has such a close relationship with him, will she lose him forever? Thinking that she might never see him again, Xiao Xia heard her heartbroken voice.

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But is the sound of heartbreak so loud? This is too exaggerated!

Xiaoxia followed the prestige vaguely, but just saw the bar’s door open, and the man who had left forever in her consciousness appeared there, staring at her in amazement.

“Xia Xia, what are you doing standing here? Go upstairs, you will catch a cold!” Ruan Zhan hurriedly closed the door to block the cold wind outside, walked to the stairs in three steps in two steps, and hugged her horizontally. In the arms. He didn’t know how long she had been standing, but saw that she was wearing only his shirt, with bare feet and legs, and she would have to freeze to death if she went on like this.

“I thought you disappeared again.” As Xiao Xia got into the warm quilt, the fear and anxiety in Xiao Xia’s heart remained undiminished. Although she loosened Ruan Zhan’s neck, she pulled on his clothes instead, so Ruan Zhan had to sit down. By the bed. He carried the chill outside, but hugging him made her feel warm.

Seeing her hidden tears, his heart was filled with inexplicable tenderness, “I won’t disappear, it’s just. You will regret it.”

“I do not regret.”

Ruan Zhan said nothing. Only a wry smile. He didn’t deserve it last night, but he couldn’t help it, his heart burned mad, and now it was too late to say anything, only to figure out a way to solve the doomed death. Nothing else, just for her!

“I went to buy something.” He took out the small box in his pocket, “I can’t give you a wedding right now, but I want to marry you as my wife.”

Oh, he actually proposed!

Xiaoxia felt confused. Then there was a burst of ecstasy, and he didn’t even think about where Ruan Zhan could go to buy the ring so early. He didn’t expect that he used Taoism to forcibly break into the jewelry store, put down the money, and left after taking the ring.

She did not conceal the happiness in her heart, and quickly let go of the hands that had been holding Ruan Zhan’s clothes, and raised all ten fingers in front of him. “I promise, I promise, hurry up and wear a ring!”

She amused Ruan Zhan with an anxious and serious expression, and her feelings in her heart were relieved for a while. With her, he is always happy, satisfied, and a little peaceful, as if she is his home.

Kissed the palm of her hand, but did not put the ring on her hand.

“Xia Xia, I want to tell you something about me, and then you can decide whether to accept my marriage proposal.” He forced himself to walk out of his gentle emotions. Facing the cruelty of reality, “I’m sorry I can’t give you a definite future, because I have a lot of hardship. This is the reason why I have not been able to accept you. It’s not that you are bad. A long time ago—I loved you. .”

Xiaoxia looked at his face with a little bit of pain, and automatically filtered and selectively received what he said to him, completely ignoring the matter of “suffering”, and only heard from both ears that he said that he loved her a long time ago, happy. Forget everything. he loves her! he loves her! Loved long ago! In the heart of a woman in love, as long as the lover loves her, what difficulties can’t be solved? Feeling full of water!

Thinking with a smile, Xiao Xia took the ring by herself and put it in Ruan Zhan’s hands. Then when Ruan Zhan didn’t understand what she was going to do, she handed him to put the ring on herself.

“I officially announce that you are now my land! Come on, get a stamp!” She kissed Ruan Zhan’s lips resoundingly, and then began to admire the ring on her hand, even ignoring Ruan Zhan’s existence. .

Ruan Zhan learned from her child early and knew that there would be no way to talk if she didn’t stop her. After last night, he couldn’t give up on her anymore. The question was whether he was capable of asking her, so he had to confess everything to her.

“Xia Xia, listen to me carefully.” He pinched her chin and forced her to face his eyes. But just like this, he almost lost his mind. He quickly reduced his mind and said with a serious face: “I’m talking about serious things, talking about our future. You said that we have to face it together, so you have to understand me. What are the concerns.”

“What’s so serious?” Seeing Ruan Zhan’s serious look, Xiao Xia asked, her intoxicated heart suddenly a little nervous.

Ruan Zhan opened his mouth, but didn’t say anything for a while. He has sealed his inner world for too long, and now he has to stretch his arms to hold her in his arms to have the power to speak out.

“I—maybe soon, I will do something life-threatening.” His words came from Xiao Xia’s hair. This sentence and his painful voice made Xiao Xia froze, but Ruan Zhan didn’t hold her. Let go, don’t let her look at his face.

“This thing was destined to do since I was born. I can’t escape, and it’s impossible not to do it. This is my destiny. Even if I can resist, I can’t allow myself to do it. Because, it’s a matter of that. To my father.”

Suddenly he couldn’t continue, Xiao Xia Huan gently stroked his back with a hand on his waist and comforted him, “What is it? Tell me, what is it that puts you so much pressure, tell me, I can help You share it, really, I can share it.”

“My destiny was doomed thirty-three years ago. I was born for the day I died.”

“Nonsense, of course people are going to die when they are born.” Xiao Xia patted Ruan Zhan, trying to look relaxed.

“That’s right, but it happened naturally at that time, unlike me. What should I say? I can only say that I am not born for life, I am born for death, if it is not for the day when there are three difficulties , Not for the strange celestial phenomenon that day. It is impossible for me to be born.”

Ruan Zhan wanted to be calmer. But he couldn’t do it, and his words like a tongue twister made Xiao Xia confused for a while, but she didn’t interrupt him, and waited for him to continue.

“My father, Ruan Tianyi, is a cultivator, and he is very sincere in his heart. He is very respectful and obsessed with Taoism and Taoism, that is to say. He is not close to female sex. In the past, he was treated as an adoptive father. When I appeared in front of me, I could understand that he was kind to me for raising me. But when I knew he was my biological father, I was always wondering, how could someone like him marry a wife and have children? He can’t. Looking for a woman because of a momentary impulse, if he has a woman, it must be because of his true affection. Then what kind of person is my mother who can make him emotional and make him love enough to let her give birth to a child? My mother Where did he go again? Dead? Still can’t stand his indifference and walk away? Ever since he was young. I didn’t find any traces of a woman who had existed around him. This is illogical. Because a man who has moved his true feelings will never Maybe I have endured the pain of lovesickness, which I know deeply. But when I carefully recalled the more than ten years of my life with him, I really couldn’t find any clues.”

“Or did he put his feelings in his heart and didn’t show it?”

“No, I know very well that in the sense that he has never loved any woman. But in that case, why am I born? Also. Why is he always pretending to be my adoptive father while he is obviously my biological father? Why? He died so bizarre? These things have been pressing on my heart. I knew that I was going to see him in Jinshi Town this time, so I understood everything.” Having said that, Ruan Zhan let go of Xiao Xia, “Look at me, Xiao Xia. The person in front of you is actually not treated as a person from the moment of birth, but a tool, a tool for organizing disasters. Do you understand? I was not born because my parents love each other, I am not even a moment The product of impulse, I’m just a tool!”

“Hold on, hold on! What do you mean by this, I don’t understand!” Xiao Xia was a little bit stunned, and looked at Ruan Zhan’s self-denial and self-rejection look especially distressed.

Ruan Zhan exhaled a long breath, seeming to express the depression in his heart, “My biological father, Ruan Tianyi, did something 33 years ago. This event caused serious consequences, very serious. A serious collapse cannot be solved and undertaken by oneself, and after this kind of evil result appears, it will hurt many people, including himself, and the harm is even unimaginable.”

“What did his old man do?”

“He wouldn’t tell me about this!” Ruan Zhan shook his head, “But I can see that it was what he did that caused him to be entangled with evil, and this evil would slowly erode. In the body and soul of a person. Thinking about it this way, his bizarre death in those days may also explain, it must be that his physical body has been unable to control the evil spirits. If he does not retreat, the evil spirits will mess up his mind and make him wonder. Unknowingly hurt others, and even harmed the entire town. He is a cultivator with a deep cultivation base, and his soul is much stronger than his physical body, so he lay in the coffin for more than ten years and took the crystal knife to vent his anger. Obviously, he was unsuccessful, so he broke the coffin with the help of a mysterious person. The question is who is that mysterious person? Also, he said that he didn’t know that I was looking for him at Sima Nan’s guidance, and It’s because even in suspended animation, he can’t control himself.”

“Is it so powerful?” Xiao Xia said when she didn’t know much about Taoism, but looking at Ruan Zhan’s expression, she knew that the consequences of what Uncle Ruan did was indeed quite serious. Before it happened, she already made herself look like this. , If you can’t suppress it, it will be very scary.

“In his real death, we mistakenly blamed the demon boy. My father wanted to visit me quietly after coming out of the underground, but found that we were worrying about the demon boy, so he went to Xi’an to take a look. But he couldn’t control his bad breath during the fake death. That could withstand the long-distance running and the transpiration of Yang Qi? There, he had a bad breath, so he had to really abandon the flesh and go from a person to an astral body. And the reason for him Going to Tietou Mountain in Jinshi Town is also to vent the evil spirit that has been haunting half a life.”

“Still not working?”

Ruan Zhan smiled bitterly and shook his head, “It’s not getting better at all, in fact it is getting worse every day. I don’t know what he did, but the malaise is like cancer. He has been treated with various methods, but it is still spreading. . Until the day of my 33rd birthday, midnight on that day was the final moment of his practice. At this critical juncture, his control of evil qi will be reduced to a minimum, and that day is a total lunar eclipse, there is no With the suppression of the moonlight essence, all the evil and all the darkness in the world will radiate the strongest power. When two times are opposite, he will become a demon on that day, he will no longer recognize relatives and friends, and can no longer distinguish good from evil. If—he couldn’t find a better way before.”

“What method? Isn’t it related to you?” As if she realized something, Xiao Xia’s face changed suddenly, her hands tightly grasped Ruan Zhan’s sleeves, and she turned pale due to excessive force.

Ruan Zhan looked at her face with all kinds of tenderness and reluctance in his heart, but he did not have a choice, “It’s me, I’m the solution to the problem, I was born to stop this.”

“Is this dangerous?” Xiao Xia asked in a low voice, as if her voice was louder, and Ruan Zhan’s risk was greater. “You just said it would endanger your life—”

“This is my difficulty in every three. I knew it would kill me when I was very young. Only today did I understand what it was for. I will prevent my father from becoming a demon on that day and eliminate it completely. The evil anger that entangles him not to go, completes the mission I was born with. If it is someone else who has to help, I won’t care at all, as long as I’m guarding you. But that’s my father. No matter what he gave birth to me for. What, after all, he gave me life and nurtured me. At least, I want to pay him back, even if I use my life to pay it back!” Ruan Zhan stroked Xiao Xia’s face lightly, his eyes dripping softly, hiding something deeply Nostalgia and reluctance, “Wan Li and Bao Datong both know about this robbery, only you don’t know, so I will avoid you. It’s not that I don’t love you, but I can’t afford to love it~www.mtlnovel.com~ The man of life, I am just a tool for slaying evil and defending the way.”

Xiao Xia rushed into Ruan Zhan’s arms, “Don’t talk about yourself like that!” She hugged him with all her strength, “No matter what your past is, your present and your future belong to me. As long as I care. You, you are the most important person in the world! Don’t you understand? You are more important to me than life and more precious than everything!”

“I know! I know! With you, my life is enough. Even if I really lose my life here, there is no regret, but what do you do? If I really can’t survive this death, Xiaoxia, what are you going to do? Do?” Ruan Zhan said heartily.

“I will not commit suicide and die in love, so that my parents will be sad, and I will not do such irresponsible things.” Xiaoxia let go and said to Ruan Zhan’s eyes, “but I won’t allow you to die. Because you are mine, I have stamped it. You must be with me. If you dare to die, go to the poor and fall to the yellow spring, I also want to chase you back, and I want you to live back!”

Xiaoxiafa said fiercely, and she really thought so. Since they love each other, they must defend each other! And in this mood, there is also a mixture of distress for Ruan Zhan. It turned out that he had to bear so much personally; it turned out that he always wanted to give her happiness before rejecting her; it turned out that he wanted to bear all the suffering alone! Therefore, in the future, he will love him more and let him be the most relaxed and happy person in the world!