The Failure To Install a Was Marked By the Enemy - Chapter 108

    In winter, the flowers wither and the trees look depressed.

    Ming Zhu got out of the car with a bouquet of perfume lilies, the wind ruffled her hair, she didn’t care, she tightened her coat, stepped on the steps overgrown with weeds, and came to a In front of a separate tombstone.

    The stone tablet seems to have been cleaned not long ago, and there is not much dust on it, only a few plates of delicate snacks, and a bunch of wilted lilies.

    Recognizing that this was the habit of that person every time he came to worship, Mingzhu frowned tightly, bent down to pick up the bunch of flowers, and threw it into the withered flower beside him without even looking at it. in the grass.

    The fresh and tender lily in his hand was placed in the right position, Mingzhu was half-squatting like this, his long fingers brushed the gentle and moving face inlaid by the glass, pulled his lips and smiled lightly, saying : “Mom, let me see you.”

    The woman in the photo is a Jiangnan woman, with delicate features, a beautiful face, and a pair of smiling eyes that are gentle and moving, as if she can speak.

    When Yu Jing found Mingzhu, she saw her sitting in front of a tombstone from a distance, staring at a bare tree in a daze.

    “…Sister?”

      one time.

    “How did you get here?” Yu Jing ran to her, took off her mask, and looked up at her.

    Ming Zhu raised her hand and touched her face.

    “Hi—” Yu Jing gave a shudder.

    Ming Zhu’s expression stiffened, she wanted to withdraw her hand, but Yu Jingyi grabbed it.

    Yu Jing realized that she was not wearing gloves, and her beautiful hands were red and purple from the cold. Are you cold?”

    The two hands that were frozen like ice cubes slowly recovered under her care, Mingzhu also slowly recovered, shook his head, smiled at her, and said, “How do you come too?”

    Yu Jing stomped her feet and said, “I can’t get through to you on the phone, and you didn’t come back after waiting for a long time, so I came here according to the location.”

    Ming Zhu took out his mobile phone and saw that he had missed several calls, some from Lin Yi, and the rest from Yu Jing. She didn’t know when the phone was muted, so she didn’t hear it.

    Put the phone back in her pocket, Mingzhu looked down at her, and said to herself, “I’m sorry, I made you worry.”

    Yu Jing was really worried, and she was relieved to see that everyone was fine. She looked around at the gloomy atmosphere, and suddenly saw a tombstone next to it. The tombstone was engraved with the striking characters of “Mother Mingyan’s Tomb”. She was a little surprised, her eyes fell back to Mingzhu’s face, and she asked, “Who are you? Are you here to worship your mother?”

    The woman in the photo has a seven-point likeness with Mingzhu, but Mingzhu’s facial features are deeper and more three-dimensional. After contacting the words engraved on it, Yu Jing recognized it as Mingzhu’s mother’s tombstone. Couldn’t stop looking at it a few more times.

    “Yeah.” Ming Zhu also looked at the tombstone.

    Yu Jing also noticed the small characters on the monument next to her. Today is not her mother’s birthday. She thought it was strange, but she didn’t ask why Ming Zhu suddenly came to worship and left Ming Zhu’s embrace. She tidied up her messy hair and clothes, bowed respectfully, and said, “Hello, Auntie.”

    Seeing her so solemn, Ming Zhu couldn’t help but smile, took her hand, and said to the tombstone, “Mom, her name is Yu Jing, my girlfriend.”

    The sky was getting darker and the wind was getting stronger and stronger, and they came down soon.

    On such a cold day, not even a single bird could be seen. When they arrived at the entrance of the cemetery, Ming Zhu discovered that there was an extra car.

    Little Ye, who was hiding inside, hurriedly lowered the car window and waved at them.

    Yu Jing didn’t have a driver’s license and had to ask Xiaoye to send her over, and because Xiaoye caught a cold, she left Xiaoye in the car and ran to the cemetery to find someone. She glanced at Mingzhu with a gloomy face, and said to Xiaoye, “Go back by yourself, I’ll take my sister’s car.”

    “You want to take Sister Mingzhu’s car?” Xiaoye was surprised and reminded, “Aren’t you afraid of being photographed?”

    Ming Zhu looked down at her.

    Yu Jing met those thick ink-like eyes, and when Ming Zhu wanted to let go of herself, she quickly grabbed the other person and said, “I’ll be with you.”

    Mingzhu’s lips moved, but she didn’t say anything. She inserted her fingers between her fingers and led her to the white Bentley.

    Leaves drive first.

    Ming Zhu turned on the heater as soon as she got in the car, helped Yu Jing take off her coat, put in the key and started the car. The “Di Di Di” siren sounded, and she realized that she had forgotten to fasten her seat belt and parked on the side of the road.

    “Sister.” Yu Jing looked at the thin lips she had been pursing, and couldn’t help but ask, “Do you have something on your mind?”

    Mingzhu’s button action slowed for a second, and with a “click”, she looked up at her: “No. Why do you ask?”

    Yu Jing only realized today that Ming Zhu’s acting skills are really good. In a blink of an eye, all the haze on her face disappeared, her expression was the same as usual, and she looked relaxed.

    If Lin Yi hadn’t informed her in advance, Yu Jing would have been deceived by her.

    Yu Jing looked at her eyes that covered her emotions well, and asked softly, “Did you quarrel with your father?”

     Mingzhu’s eyes changed slightly: “How do you know?”

    “Lin Yi told me.”

    Ming Zhu’s face suddenly became a little unhappy.

    Yu Jing hurriedly held her hand: “Lin Yi said, your father wants us to break up, but if you don’t agree, you have to cut ties with him…Is that so?”

    Ming Zhu’s eyes flickered, his eyes half-drooping, as if thinking about how to answer.

    Yu Jing was afraid that she would just find a reason to prevaricate herself, so she quickly said: “Your family obviously doesn’t agree with us being together, so I’m worried, so you deliberately lied to me last night, right? “

    Ming Zhu said with a solemn expression, “No.”

    Yu Jing didn’t believe it, and she said, “Although I really want to be with you, but sister, I don’t want you to make trouble with the family because of me. I will feel very guilty if you do this. .”

    Yu Jing found that she was still naive. Lin Jianye did not make things difficult for her when he met her that day. She thought it was over. Or brutally dismantle them.

    How can she feel at ease if Mingzhu wants to cut off relations with her family for her sake?

    Ming Zhu looked at her, frowning anxiously, and laughed suddenly.

    Yu Jing didn’t understand how she could still laugh at this time, she threw away her hand and said in a muffled voice, “If that’s the case, then we might as well divide…”

    Before the last word came out, her mouth was tightly blocked by Mingzhu.

    Ming Zhu’s hand was still cold, but it was as hot as a soldering iron when it was pressed against her lips, her brows were furrowed, and she said through gritted teeth, “You only promised me last night, and you will never mention breaking up again. “

    Yu Jing: “…”

    Yes, yes, but that’s because Yu Jing is safe, and who would have thought that things would turn around again.

    The mouth can’t speak, Yu Jing can only shake her head. She really didn’t want to brighten the candle because she was at a standoff with the family.

    Ming Zhu received the signal from her eyes, let go of her helplessly, and said, “It’s not because of you.”

    “You lied.” Yu Jing glared at her.

    “Really.” Ming Zhu paused and said seriously: “I had a falling out with my father when I was seven years old, I changed my surname when I was eighteen, and since then I moved out of the Lin family, and never regarded myself as the Lin family again.”

    Yu Jing was shocked and couldn’t believe it: “You didn’t deliberately lie to me to reassure me, did you?”

    Ming Zhu smiled slightly, and asked, “Do you remember I told you before that I haven’t had a birthday for many years?”

    Yu Jing remembered that time she helped Ming Zhu celebrate her birthday, Ming Zhu did say it, and nodded hurriedly.

    Her bangs are a little long, Mingzhu reached out and plucked it, revealing her dark eyes, and said slowly: “This has to start from my seven-year-old birthday…”

    Ming Zhu’s seventh birthday was at the Lin family. Before that, she never knew that a rich family could have such an extravagant birthday.

    Before the age of seven, Xiao Mingzhu and her mother Mingyan often moved. The last place they lived was a remote town, which was closed and backward. They had no other relatives, and they might be orphans and widows. Powerful and weak, their mothers are always being pointed and gossiped behind their backs.

    “I’ve never met her husband, is this woman divorced?”

    “I heard she didn’t seem to be married.”

    “Mr. unmarried and have children? Is it…”

    “Look at her seductive look and know that she is not a simple thing, maybe she used to be a chicken.”

    “It may also be to be a mistress to a rich person. If you give birth to a daughter, you will be disliked. People don’t want her anymore.”

    “Looking at her daughter growing up, she is also seductive. She really has what kind of mother there is.”

    Little Mingzhu still didn’t know how terrible the rumors were, and she didn’t understand what those people said. Her mother carried her and ran back to the humble and cramped rental house. She actually wanted to ask her mother why everyone else had a father, but she didn’t, but she finally held back wisely.

    Since she asked her mother this question last time, after her mother hugged her and broke down and cried, she couldn’t bear to ask again. She didn’t want her mother to be sad, so what if she didn’t have a father?

    It wasn’t until she was six and a half years old that Xiao Mingzhu knew that she also had a father.

    When her daughter was at an age when she could go to primary school, her mother brought Xiao Mingzhu to the school to report. When she paid the tuition, she found that the money was not enough. Her mother asked her to wait in the teacher’s office and go home to withdraw the money.

    She stared at her beautiful eyes and watched other children leave with their new books, thinking about the days after school, completely unaware that what awaited her next was actually a bad news.

    My mother went for a long time and never came back. She couldn’t sit still and went out to look for it. As soon as she walked to the school gate, she saw her fainted mother.

    She threw herself on her breathless mother and cried until she nearly fainted, and was pulled up by the teacher. She followed the ambulance to the hospital, but was told that her mother was not saved.

    “I didn’t even know she was sick all the time.” Speaking of those long-term memories, Ming Zhu’s face didn’t have the slightest pain, but the hand that Yu Jing was holding was trembling and leaked. her emotions.

    Yu Jing clenched her heart and held her tightly.

    Ming Zhu held the warm little hand in his back, took a deep breath, and continued: “It’s all because of me, she is frugal and reluctant to spend a penny more. Her that In fact, the disease was found out long ago, and the doctor advised her to be hospitalized, but she didn’t listen. Later, I learned that there was another important reason besides saving money, she refused to go to the hospital, because she was afraid of being discovered by the Lin family. “

    Because of lack of money and her daughter’s lack of care, the mother’s body was temporarily stored in the hospital morgue. Xiao Mingzhu couldn’t accept the fact that her mother died suddenly. She stayed in the hospital and didn’t want to leave. When she was about to faint from hunger, an old man found her.

    The old man was Grandpa, the person in power at the time of the Lin family.

    It was at that time that Ming Zhu learned that she was the illegitimate daughter of the Lin family.

    She was brought back to Lin’s house by her grandfather, and for the first time she met her biological father, Lin Jianye, the man who was locked in a wooden box by her mother and treasured, and she finally saw himself.

    At that time, Lin Jianye had already married Xu Lingmei, the daughter of the Xu family. Lin Jianye was busy with work all day and gave her to Xu Lingmei.

    At first, Xu Lingmei was very kind to her, took care of her in every possible way, and even helped her hold a grand birthday party.

    There were strangers at the birthday party, Mingzhu didn’t like it at all, she hid in her room and refused to go out, Xu Lingmei persuaded her bitterly: “These are your friends from now on , Do you want Xiaozhu to play with them?”

    Ming Zhu covered his ears and said, “No.”

    She only wants her mother, wants to eat the longevity noodles made by her mother, and wants to eat the cheap cake that her mother bought her. But Xu Lingmei didn’t know how sad she was, so she insisted on pulling her down to socialize. During the pulling, the hand rope that her mother knitted for her was torn off, and Ming Zhu pushed Xu Lingmei angrily and sadly.

    “Ah—” Xu Lingmei screamed and fell to the ground, rolling on the ground clutching her stomach.

    Lin Jianye, who was busy with work, just came back, saw her pushing Xu Lingmei down, and yelled at her: “Your aunt is pregnant, how can you push her!”

    Ming Zhu’s face turned pale, looking at Xu Lingmei who was screaming in pain on the ground, she was stupid.

    How could she, a seven-year-old child, have the strength to push down an adult? At that time, she didn’t know the word “touch porcelain”, she just shook her head and denied: “I didn’t push her, she fell down by herself.”

    “Pop—”

    As soon as she finished speaking, a slap print appeared on her face.

    Lin Jianye felt that she had done something bad and quibble, and beat her in anger.

    It was precisely because of that slap that their already weak father-daughter relationship broke up. But it hasn’t come to a complete break yet.

    The father and daughter really fell out when Ming Zhu was eighteen years old. After graduating from university, Lin Jianye wanted to send her to study abroad, but Mingzhu insisted on taking the college entrance examination, and chose the film school when filling out her volunteers.

    Lin Jianye was furious when he heard about it and ordered her to go abroad immediately.

    Ming Zhu did not obey his arrangement and said stubbornly, “I’m going to go to film school.”

    Speaking of which, Mingzhu paused for a while. Yu Jing waited for a while and did not see her to continue. She clasped her palms with her fingertips and asked, “Are you deliberately trying to contradict him?”

    Ming Zhu pulled away from her memory, glanced at her, and shook her head: “It’s because of my mother.”

    Yu Jing blinked: “Does Auntie want you to be an actor?”

    Ming Zhu shook her head again and said, “My mother is an actress herself.”

    “Huh?” But Yu Jing remembered that she had said before that her mother was a piano teacher.

    Ming Zhu seemed to be able to read minds, saw doubts in her eyes, and explained: “Yes, my mother is a piano teacher, but before she became a teacher, she used to be an excellent actor .”

    The more Yu Jing listened, the more confused she became: “Then why didn’t she act?”

    Mingzhu’s eyes darkened, and her voice lowered: “Because she found out she was pregnant.”

    Yu Jing: “…”

    Ming Yan, who found out that she was pregnant, must have been very happy at the time. She went to the man with joy and wanted to share the good news with him, but was stopped by a strange woman.

    The woman who stopped Mingyan was Xu Lingmei, who was about to marry Lin Jianye. She swore her sovereignty to Mingyan in a high-profile manner, saying that she was the future daughter-in-law of the Lin family and asked Mingyan to leave her fiancé . Of course Mingyan wouldn’t believe her one-sided words. She still went to see Lin Jianye and asked Lin Jianye what happened to him and Xu Lingmei. Lin Jianye was very honest. He admitted that he was about to marry Xu Lingmei, but it was only for the benefit of the two families. When the business of the Lin family stabilized, he would marry Xu Lingmei and let Mingyan wait for him.

    The proud Mingyan is unwilling. She is unwilling to share her love with others, and she is even less willing to be a third party involved in other people’s marriages. She also didn’t tell Lin Jianye about her pregnancy. She saw through the coldness of this man, but she was reluctant to bear the child in her belly. Finally, she quietly quit the showbiz, found a place that no one knew, gave birth to the child, and raised her alone. .

    These stories of her parents were told to her later by Xu Lingmei. At that time, Mingzhu was no longer an ignorant girl. She knew that Xu Lingmei was a woman with ulterior motives. Telling her these stories was just to deepen their father and daughter gap between.

    Xu Lingmei did it too.

    Mingzhu chose a film school for her mother, but Lin Jianye hated the entertainment industry because of Mingyan’s “betrayal” back then. The father and daughter argued endlessly, and neither of them would compromise. In the end, Lin Jianye was so angry that he threw the cup in his hand, pointed to the door of the study and threatened her, “If you insist on becoming an actor and leave this door, don’t call me Lin Jianye’s daughter in the future!”

    The forest candle then changed back to a bright candle.

    She and Lin Jianye broke up completely, moved out of the Lin family, went to the film school as she wished, and graduated as an actor.

    Lin Jianye blocked the news, no one knew that the Lin family also had an eldest daughter named Lin Zhu. After graduation, Mingzhu has been acting diligently, never participating in various activities except for public welfare and charity, and never mentioning the Lin family. Apart from going back to see her grandpa when she’s not busy, she and the Lin family can be said to have nothing to do with each other.

    Today, Lin Jianye’s appointment to meet her Ming Zhu was actually quite unexpected. After all, their father and daughter have not been in touch for a long time, and the relationship between father and daughter is optional. It seems reasonable to quarrel in the end. Ming Zhu didn’t have much volatility in his heart, but when he came out of the garden, he suddenly thought of his mother and drove to the cemetery involuntarily.

    An old-fashioned dog blood story, which contains too many entanglements, was explained by Mingzhu in a few simple sentences, because she didn’t want to mention those who disgusted her, nor did she The story of the heart affects Yu Jing.

      Stiff, so you don’t have to feel guilty.”

    Yu Jing did not feel any comfort because of her comfort. She felt sad and worthless for Ming Zhu and Ming’s mother, and said angrily with red eyes: “The people of the Lin family are too bad.”

    Ming Zhu was stunned for a moment, “puchi” smiled, and said, “I can’t say that, grandpa is very good to me, if not for grandpa, I’m afraid I would have been living on the streets long ago.”

    Yu Jing felt even more uncomfortable seeing her smile. Sister’s acting skills are so good, could she be forcing a smile?

    Yu Jing now regrets it very much, regrets not listening to Mingzhu’s words and rejecting the endorsement of the Omega perfume, regrets going to the annual meeting of Huating, and even regrets going to see Lin Jianye.

    Recalling how Mingzhu lost control last night, worried that she ran away and tightened her waist in a panic, Yu Jing felt a pain in her heart. How could she be so stupid, to break up easily for those who had hurt her sister.

    It turns out that Mingzhu is not as strong as it looks on the surface, she will also worry about gains and losses, and like herself, she is afraid of being discarded.

    No amount of comforting words made her seem pale and powerless, Yu Jing pursed her lips, reached out and hugged her hard, rubbed her chin on her shoulder, and said, “Sister, they don’t want you, I want it. “

    Ming Zhu’s back froze for a moment, and she lowered her eyes to meet her bright and sincere eyes, and a relieved smile finally appeared on her face.

    There is no Lin family, but she still has a caring and warm girlfriend, doesn’t she?

    It was already dark when I got home.

    Fearing that Mingzhu would catch a cold, Yu Jing asked her to take a bath first and cook noodles by herself.

    After eating the noodles, they snuggled up on the sofa and watched a movie.

    It was not too early to watch the two movies, Yu Jing entered the bathroom, and when she came out, she saw Mingzhu standing by the bay window and calling: “Tomorrow if you are free, help me deliver it. Well, Jingjing said she wanted to play cats.”

    Just now when the two of them were watching a movie, Yu Jing casually mentioned that Xiaobai has not been seen for a long time, but Mingzhu remembered it unexpectedly. Mingzhu should be on the phone with Zhou Qi. Yu Jing tiptoed over, tiptoeed and stretched out two hands secretly.

    The eyes suddenly darkened, Ming Zhu tightened his hand on the phone, and said to the person on the other end of the phone, “Stop talking, bye.”

    Put down the phone, removed the hands covering his eyes, Mingzhu sniffed it in front of his eyes, hooked his lips and smiled, and said, “It smells good. Did you just cut your nails?”

    “Yeah.” Yu Jing rubbed her back and whispered, “I washed it many times, and it was clean.”

    Ming Zhu checked it out, and said solemnly: “Well, white-white-tender-tender.”

    After speaking, she put it in her mouth and took a bite.

    The sharp teeth grind the thin-tender skin, and the crisp-crisp-numb-numb itching along the nerves on the fingers seems to penetrate into the heart of people. Yu Jing’s eyelashes trembled, looking at the ambiguous tooth marks left on her fingers, her face warmed slightly, and she said, “Sister, we haven’t had that for a long time.”

    Ming Zhu lightly rubbed her tiger’s mouth with her fingertips, her eyes moved slightly, looked at her with a smile, and asked, “Which one?”

    Yu Jing was ashamed to open her mouth, she leaned over and kissed her face, her voice was as small as a mosquito calling: “Do you?”

    Ming Zhu looked at her for a few seconds, sealed her lips, and responded with actions.

    The bathrobe fell to the floor along the smooth surface of the bed.

      Why are you so active tonight?”

    Yu Jing kissed her chin pitifully and said, “I want to make you happy.”

    In the past, Mingzhu served her every time, she just enjoyed it, but today she wanted Mingzhu to enjoy it too.

    Yu Jing winked at her mischievously, her body escaped her control and moved down flexibly.

    “You…”

    The girl wrapped her softly, and Ming Zhu couldn’t say what happened next.

     Winter nights are extra long.

    Yu Jing was still sleeping soundly when the first ray of sunlight came in through the gap in the curtains in the morning.

    Ming Zhu woke up first, and when he got up, he alerted the people next to him. He heard a vague “uh” and turned his head to see that Yu Jing was just hugging her pillow and humming. She couldn’t help but want to laugh .

    After watching for a while, she saw no sign of waking up, Mingzhu helped her to pull the quilt, got out of bed very lightly, and decided to cook some porridge first, and she could eat it when she woke up.

    Yu Jing actually heard the sound of the door opening and knew that Mingzhu had gone out. It’s just that she has no strength at all, her back is sore and her legs are numb, her fingers are weak, her tongue is numb, and it looks like two solid **** are tied to her eyelids. Half-dreaming and half-awake, she thought depressedly: Why was she the one who took the initiative, she was the one who served, and she was the one who couldn’t get tired in the end?

    Yu Jing was in a daze and was about to fall asleep again, when a sudden bell rang, she reached out to the bedside table in annoyance, and it took a long time to reach for the phone, without looking at who it was, she swiped to open it in the dark In the ear: “Hello?”

    “Jing Jing, why are you still sleeping?” Xiao Ran on the other end of the phone said, “What were you doing last night? Can’t get through either.”

    Yu Jing said in her heart that she was so busy last night that she had no time to look at her phone, and said feebly, “What’s the matter?”

    Xiao Ran listened to her as if she was sleepy, and said succinctly: “Last night Xinli’s Omega perfume launched a new style, I want to remind you that you keep not replying to my messages, Jin-Master Dad If you’re going to be angry, remember to log in to Weibo and forward it to publicize it later.”

    Yu Jing said “understood”, and then hung up and fell asleep.

    She is really tired and sleepy.

    The phone slid down her cheeks and rolled off the bed, she didn’t care whether it was broken or not, she slept soundly with the scent of candles on the pillow.

    When she was suffocated by urine, Yu Jing remembered Xiao Ran’s advice, picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table, unlocked it, and as soon as she logged in on Weibo, she saw Xinli’s promotion micro that popped up from the homepage.

    She also saved the time to search, clicked forward, yawned and typed a few words, sent it, threw down her phone and went to the toilet outside.

    Going to the bathroom and passing the kitchen, she smelled the smell of meat wafting from it, Yu Jing woke up most of the time, walked in swayingly and asked, “What delicious food have you made?”

    The bright candle was surrounded by an apron with a cartoon pattern, and her facial lines were softened by the sunlight coming in from the window. She reached out and pulled her slipping pajamas to cover the suspicious red marks. He said softly, “I cooked some meat porridge, do you want to eat it?”

    Yu Jing licked her lips and nodded.

    “Go wash first.”

    Yu Jing obediently went to wash up.

    After washing, she was no longer sleepy, Yu Jing jumped into the kitchen.

    The candle just came out with the fragrant hot porridge.

    Yu Jing took the bowl and spoon in her hand, and suddenly heard the phone ringing from the bedroom.

    The two looked at each other at the same time.

    “…It’s not your dad again, is it?” Because of what happened yesterday morning, Yu Jing is now a little pdst on the ringtone of her phone.

    Ming Zhu put the hot porridge on the table, rubbed her fingers against her cheek to signal her not to be nervous, and said, “I’ll take a look.”

    After a while, Ming Zhu took out a mobile phone and said calmly, “I’m looking for you.”

    Yu Jing took the phone and saw Shen Jiayu’s name on the caller ID. She was relieved, pressed to answer, and said lightly, “Sister Jiayu, good morning.”

    “You are so tall!” Shen Jiayu almost growled: “Did you use Mingzhu mobile phone to transfer the perfume advertisement? Hurry up and let her delete it!”

    Yu Jing was yelled and her head was buzzing, she didn’t know what was going on, when she saw a new message came in, she accidentally clicked it with her finger.

    Xiao Yihuan: “Isn’t this perfume endorsed by you, why is it reposted by Sister Mingzhu? Did you borrow Sister Mingzhu’s mobile phone to log in and forget to cut the number? [Screenshot]”

    Inexplicably, Yu Jing opened the big screenshot and took a deep breath when she saw the content.

    aj Ming Candle: “The new scent is very good, the fragrance is long-lasting, and the blocking effect is long-lasting. I personally tested it and I hope you like it~ Xinli perfume: the best blocking agent It is fragrant but not greasy, mild and not irritating, with it, you no longer have to worry about others smelling your pheromones…”