The Film Emperor Has Brain Damage - Chapter 13
30.
Song Ning only felt a “buzz” in his head, and the pen in his hand dropped vertically to the floor, making a crisp sound.
Liang Rong was awakened by the sound in the hypnotic state, opened his eyes and asked in a daze: “What’s the matter?”
Song Ning’s heart was beating fast, her face rose with enthusiasm, and she hurriedly bent down to pick up the pen, and said, “You were talking nonsense in your dream just now.”
He didn’t dare to look directly at Liang Rong while he was speaking.
Liang Rong quietly watched him squat on the ground with his back to him for a long time. The pen was clearly in front of him but pretended not to find it, and the corners of his mouth fell slightly.
“I’m not talking nonsense, what I said is sincere.”
Song Ning’s back froze, and it took a while to get up from the floor, and said to him solemnly, “I can pretend not to hear.”
31.
Song Ning didn’t stay longer, and fled home.
I didn’t see Liang Rong for the next week, and didn’t go to the clinic.
He lay on his sofa, buried his head under the pillow, and allowed the phone next to him to vibrate continuously.
He knew that it must have been another WeChat sent by Liang Rong, and that guy had been sending it for several days.
“Aning, sorry, I was impulsive.”
“But I really like you.”
“Can you just ignore me?”
“Aning…”
“I miss you.”
And so on.
From time to time, there were several pitiful selfies in the middle. Song Ning’s heart collapsed after a glance, and simply stopped touching the phone.
32.
In fact, Song Ning knew in his heart that during this period of time he cared about Liang Rong far beyond what a psychiatrist should do.
After all, whose psychologist will take the patient home to see his parents?
It’s just that he never thought about what it meant.
Song Ning hadn’t talked much about love. The secret love in high school ended without a problem. After going to college, he only spent time with a senior senior.
At that time, both of them were well-known academic masters in the college. When they were discussing academic studies together, they found that they were similar in temperament, and they slowly developed a campus romance.
It was a Plato love that focused on academics. During his two-year relationship, he received a total of one SCI and two core journals. The relationship between the two of them gradually alienated as he went abroad for further studies.
Song Ning originally thought that adult love should be like this, plain and rational.
It wasn’t until he met Liang Rong that he knew that there was a feeling called stunned.
33.
Song Ma called over at the weekend, and Song Ning picked it up uneasy.
“Do you want to go home this weekend?” Song Ma asked.
“No, I didn’t just come back last week.”
“Oh, take your object back to see more.”
Song Ning was startled: “When did I have an object?”
“Isn’t it?” Song Ma suspiciously: “But I think that Xiao Liang is quite interesting to you.”
Song Ning hurriedly interrupted her: “Don’t talk nonsense, we are not suitable. And I am only responsible for treating him. After a while, his illness will heal, and it will have nothing to do with me…”
When it came to the last sentence, Song Ning’s heart suddenly and unconsciously tightened, and a slight pain appeared.
There was silence on the other side of the receiver, and Song Ma’s heartfelt persuasion came: “Son, how can you know if something like a virgin is not appropriate? Besides, he is a movie emperor. If you are with him, he will suffer. What are you afraid of?”
34.
Song’s mother was a Chinese teacher before she retired. She spent half an hour demonstrating the importance of “fate” to her son. Song Ning finally found an excuse to stop her and hung up the phone.
However, it is undeniable that Song Ning was indeed moved by his mother.
He sat there for a while, suddenly jumped up from the sofa, grabbed the car key and hurried downstairs.
Song Ning considers himself a person who lacks passion for life. At just over twenty years old, he has no special expectations for love.
In his life plan, in the future, he may meet a relatively good person through a friend’s introduction, and he will spend his life in a bland way.
It is also possible to be alone for the rest of his life, and to find a remote nursing home to grow old alone after retirement.
However, life always strays suddenly on the predetermined track, so that he somehow met a man named Liang Rong.
Although he knew that this absurd love would not have any results, he still wanted to give himself a chance.
In the future, when you sit in the sun at the door of the nursing home, you can show off with other old men: I once had a relationship with the movie actor.