The Glass Maiden (Love and Redemption) - v3 Chapter 93
Chapter 93 Riot “Chaos” (5)
Xuanji was yelled at by him, and was stunned on the spot. She remembered what the lover’s curse was, and the mask that was half crying and half laughing. It’s just… “Isn’t the mask broken? Isn’t the lover’s curse unlocked?” She turned her head, like a child who had done something wrong, asking in a panic.
Liu Yihuan held her face sullenly, grabbed her sleeve, and dragged her back a few steps before saying, “It doesn’t matter if the mask is broken, it has nothing to do with the lover’s curse! This thing is very venomous, and will jump out when he feels uneasy, like a ill. .At this time, you had better not go there, so as not to let him die in your hands!”
Xuanji was shocked and lost her expression, “How could I kill him!”
Liu Yihuan tightened her lips and said nothing. He didn’t want to blame the little girl too much. The pressure on her was a little bit greater.
The deputy palace lord smiled gently: “You didn’t kill him with a sword, you killed him with your heart.”
“You said “randomly”!” Xuan Ji was not so polite to him, her face felt like a cage of frost.
The deputy palace master said: “How can I say “chaos”? Do you know what it means to be happy? You know the insider curse will only happen when you are concerned about gains and losses? Who is the person who makes him worry about gains and losses? It’s you, right? If you don’t love him, why don’t you let it go? It’s not him who is entangled, it’s you.”
“I… I didn’t!” Xuanji was so anxious that she almost cried, “Why would I not like him?! I really like Sifeng!” She couldn’t hold herself back anymore and spit out her heart in front of a few big men.
The deputy palace lord whispered: “Xuanji, like and love are completely two things. You like a lot of people, parents, sisters, sisters, brothers…You can like a lot of people, but your love is different. In this world , You will only love one person.”
Xuanji opened her mouth to refute, but found that she couldn’t find any language to refute.
Liu Yihuan once asked her like this, in her heart, what is Yu Sifeng, and who is the most important compared to the people she likes. She never understood the meaning of this question, everyone is important, and she didn’t want to lose anything.
But now, she vaguely understood.
Yu Sifeng said that there is only one person who will make you willing to die for her. Compared with that person, nothing is important, life and death are shared, that’s it. You will be sad for many, many people, and even have the thought of dying too, but only one person will let you go with him without hesitation. Just because that person is heavier than his own life, losing her, the whole world is equal to death.
So, is Yu Sifeng such an important person in her heart? She thought for a long time, sweating all over her thinking, but couldn’t think of an answer. She has never really lost him. She has such a despicable thought in her heart: He will stay with her anyway, and he will never leave. As long as he is there, she will never be alone.
She hadn’t thought about what she would become if he really left. Just because she believed that Yu Sifeng would never leave. She relied on his love, unscrupulous.
She will be sad when Mom and Dad are gone. Linglong Minyan left, she will be miserable. But, it doesn’t matter, she still has Si Feng, he is the deepest line she hides, and there is no possibility of leaving. She buried this idea so deeply that she didn’t even hide it from herself.
She went to Lize Palace desperately to grab someone for him. She didn’t know how much of it was because of loving him. He was so close to her, hugging, kissing, she was so sincere at that time, she didn’t know.
She is so selfish, everything is for herself, she doesn’t want to be alone, she is afraid of being alone. When she was a child, she was punished in Mingxia Cave, as if she was the only one left in the whole world-this kind of feeling, she would never experience it. Yu Sifeng’s gentleness was the only life-saving straw she grasped, and she would not let go when she died.
Is that love?
Is that love? !
Xuanji’s face was “pale”, she was startled on the spot, and her mind was “chaotic”.
The deputy palace lord said softly: “In fact, you don’t love him, so don’t torture him. Let go early, it will be good for you and him.”
“I…I…” Xuan Ji murmured, suddenly feeling extremely wronged, tears slowly streaming down her eyes.
Yu Sifeng’s voice suddenly rang. He was calling her, with a weak voice: “Xuanji… is it Xuanji?”
Xuanji cried bitterly, covered her face, nodded, choked up and said: “It’s me… Sifeng, are you okay?”
Yu Sifeng leaned in the arms of the Grand Palace Master, without any strength. His face was “pale”, and he was determined to look at an unknown place in the distance. After a long time, he said softly: “Sorry, I haven’t told you the truth. I must have scared you.”
Xuanji whispered: “No… I’m just a little surprised… Si Feng, I didn’t let you go on purpose… Don’t be angry with me.”
Yu Sifeng slowly shook his head: “I’m not angry… By the way, your father and them are not injured, right?”
“No. They are fine… Sifeng, will you go back with us? I must find a way to solve that lover’s curse. Don’t worry.”
Yu Sifeng was silent for a while, then suddenly said, “Fuyu Island is in such a’chaos’, how do you run out? What should you do in case of unexpected rebirth?”
Xuan Ji said anxiously: “I’m here to chase you… Don’t change the subject! Si Feng! Even if you are a demon, it’s nothing great! I don’t care at all! Go back with us! If Daddy and they care about this, then we leave The world is so big, you can go anywhere! I really don’t care at all!”
Yu Sifeng glanced back at her, and Xuanji couldn’t help taking a step back when she looked like Xuanshui. He whispered: “Leave, so what? Live with everyone forever? Live like this forever? In this way, you will not be alone, right?”
Xuanji seemed to be hit by a thunderbolt in the clear sky, her face turned pale immediately, and she trembled: “You… why do you… say this…”
Yu Sifeng closed his eyes and took a deep breath. In fact, he woke up very early, and he heard the conversation between the deputy palace lord and Xuanji very clearly. It was because he heard clearly that he had expected that Xuanji would never say love him. He understood her answer very early, but he just didn’t want to think about it.
He knows Xuanji too well, she doesn’t understand love, she is like a child who is afraid of loneliness, pulling everyone to accompany her, so that she can feel at ease. He has been cheating on her and himself, and now he can’t cheat anymore.
“Xuanji, I’m leaving.” He said lightly, “I’m tired and can no longer play children’s games with you. You are the only one in the future. Take care of yourself and don’t let me worry about you, understand? “
Xuanji was trembling all over, her knees were shaking so soft that she couldn’t support her body. She said sadly: “You lied to me! You said that we will always be together! You lied to me!”
Yu Sifeng said softly: “I lied to you, I can’t make it anymore. Xuanji, you should grow up.”
Xuanzhen stared at him in a daze, suddenly smiled blankly, and muttered: “You lie to me… Si Feng, you won’t leave.”
Yu Sifeng shook his head: “No, I will leave.”
“You lied! You told me…you said…” He said that she was the only one in his eyes, and he also said that even if she regretted, he would not leave. Those, are all lies?
Yu Sifeng said solemnly: “I have said a lot, but I can’t do it now. Xuanji, I love you, and will always love you in the future. But I don’t want to be with you anymore.”
The Grand Palace Master was ecstatic, and trembled: “Good boy! Good boy! Well said! Let’s go back to Lize Palace with Master! Over time, you will forget all this!”
Yu Sifeng let out a tired breath and whispered: “Master…the disciple has caused you a lot of trouble…”
The Grand Palace Master couldn’t help tears in his eyes, “No trouble… as long as you come back… I am really happy in my heart!”
He turned around and left without looking back. The deputy palace lord looked at Xuanji for a while and then walked away slowly. Xuanji suddenly shouted: “Sifeng! Please! Don’t go! Don’t… Don’t leave me!”
He didn’t seem to hear, he stopped looking at her. The Great Palace Master soared up and quickly turned into a small black spot, which was never seen again. The deputy palace lord stood in the air, looking down at Xuanji, seemingly pitying, and after a while, he whispered: “You are still young. In the future, when you understand… it might be…”
He suddenly shook his head, sighed, and flew away.
Xuanzhen stared at the empty sky blankly, staggering after a few steps, and her heart was completely hollowed out like an empty sky.
“You lie…you liar villain…” she murmured, and a stream of tears slid down her white face, all the way to her neck. She walked slowly without blinking, as if she had lost her soul.
Liu Yihuan couldn’t bear it, she went up to help her, and said softly: “Xiao Xuanji, are you okay? Hey… why both of them are so mind-boggling and worrying…”
Xuanji turned her head in despair, looked at him in a daze, and whispered: “Big Brother Liu, he lied to me…he is gone.”
Liu Yihuan said softly: “He just can’t think about it for a while, and will be back soon.”
Xuanji whispered, “No, I know… he can’t stand me anymore, he will never come back.”
Seeing her like this, Liu Yihuan felt a little horrified in her heart, patted her on the shoulder, and said softly, “How about Brother Liu accompany you to grab someone?”
Xuanji shook her head and said softly: “He made up his mind this time, I can’t get it back… He made up his mind and abandoned me…”
Speaking of abandoning the word, her heart suddenly hurt, her eyes turned black, and she couldn’t support it anymore and fell forward.