The Golden Watch Of Hypnosis - Chapter 48
“I am. I just miss you neechan. ” Tenshi felt the overwhelming warmth coming from Kanae-nee’s chest and felt immense comfort.
“Sigh. I feel as if I already have a baby right now. ” Kanae smiled as she looked downwards towards Tenshi’s face hidden in her chest.
Tenshi didn’t have any immoral thoughts in his mind; all that was in his mind right now was just simple attachment andobsession.
Tenshi was obsessed with the woman in front of him; his neechan and a woman that reminded him of his mother; maybe, the affection and care he received from her when his mother was absent and dead, was the reason for his obsession, he didn’t know.
“Now come on, let’s go inside the house. ” Kanae said as she separated from Tenshi and entered the house holding his hands.
Tenshi’s lips remained sealed as he looked at Kanae’s while lily like hands; they were to him, eternally attached to his heart.
Part of Tenshi aches at the thought of her being so close, yet so far, and sounachievable
” okay. ” Tenshi smiled as he stood behind Kanae as she entered the house, her entire back-view was available to him.
Tenshi closed his eyes as he sniffed her hair; the smell was bitter yet elegantly refreshing, it was the same fragrance he has been smelling since he was little.
She still uses the same shampoo?
Kanae seeing this grinned; Tenshi was the same as ever, attracted to everything that smells nice.
She liked this part of him.
Tenshi eyes abruptly opened as he thought about that dog he left behind in his house; he hoped that it had disappeared to somewhere
However, judging by the look on his Neechan as she turned on the lights; it didn’t seem as if she was surprised or anything so it meant that she didn’t see the dog Hmm
Furthermore, at this time Tenshi’s stepmother was also away at doing whatever she liked to do for now, meaning that Tenshi and Kanae were all alone in this house.
Tenshi happily smiled as he sat down on a dining chair while Kanae sat beside him with a smile.
Tenshi missed this this calming sense of comfort and trust he never felt from elsewhere.
“So, how were these two years living without me? ” Kanae smiled as she stroked Tenshi’s hair; as always, Tenshi’s height only managed to reach her chest, he never grew more taller than that.
“Hell, I missed you every moment and it hurt ” Tenshi said with a smile as he wiped off the tears on his face.
Kanae’s smile suddenly stopped as her hands quickly went towards his eyes like lightning and wiped off the tears for him.
Like a puppy, Tenshi rubbed his cheeks against Kanae’s hands. ” Your hands are warm nee ”
Kanae smiled and took back her hands.
[This entire matter is hopeless. Why don’t you get it?]
Tenshi took the chair and walked closer towards Kanae and sat with the distance of only a finger between them, from there, her beautiful and caring face along with her entire body was visible.
Kanae giggled seeing her little brother’s attached and excited gaze. From when he was small, he was always like this; extremely attached to her, she wasn’t even allowed to bath without him otherwise he would throw a tantrum.
She didn’t consider it weird actually
“So, how did you do at the entrance exam Ten-kun? ” Kanae-nee’s expression turned serious and lucid as she spoke the golden words: Tenshi’s nickname since childhood; Ten-kun.
“174th” Tenshi had a ecstatic gaze in his eyes yet a shameful expression on his face as he looked downwards; there, he saw Kanae’s smooth and the longest legs he had seen ever since birth.
“174th?! You’ve disappointed me Ten-kun ” Kanae shook her head a bit as she disappointedly smiled.
Kanae didn’t mind it actually, 174th out of thousands of students were still fine but what she was concerned about was his talent. Tenshi had talent but in actuality, never tried to materialize them into reality after her and his mother died.
Kanae was using this image of her being disappointed with him to motivate him into further being ambitious like he was before his mother died.
Kanae knew exactly how her brother was; unless someone close to him was disappointed with his shortcomings, he won’t bother with changing them even if people bothered him to death about it.
Tenshi hiddenly smiled, to him, this was an opportunity to down two birds using a single stone.
“N-nee, it was all because I was investing in stocks! ” Tenshi said with a smile on his face as he showed his expensive laptop to her.
Kanae squinted her eyes as she looked at him and the laptop again and again. “You didn’t steal did you?”
“”
“I’m joking I’m joking!” Kanae seeing the depressed and sulky expression on Tenshi’s face laughed and rescinded her joke.
Deep within, Kanae actually wanted Tenshi to forever remain dependent on her, maybe it was just a habit since small she had of spoiling him with everything he wanted, but she didn’t want him to grown independent.
Kanae shook her head as a bitter feeling emerged in her stomach, yet she smiled and faced Tenshi.
“So, which companies did you invest in then ? ” Kanae said as she felt Tenshi’s hands in her palms slightly tremble.
Tenshi dryly gulped as he immediately spoke the names of the public companies that paid the most dividends to their stockholders. “Brightwell Investments, Cecil Real Estate ”
“How much did you make? ” Kanae said as she closed in on Tenshi’s face, an habit of hers when talking to Tenshi.
Tenshi blushed as he felt his throat nervously grow dry, he descended into this nervous train-wreck whenever he faced his neechan.
“120,000” Tenshi gulped.
“120k Yen? ”
” dollars ”
Kanae gasped as various thoughts entered her mind.
The heck?…?!
“So, was that dorm you were living in comfortable? ”
“Of course it was Ten-kun. It was very nice to stay in.”
“I see I hope they had air conditioners there, the heat right now is worse even though it’s April ”
“I know right? April usually has cool winds but this time it’s sickeningly hot. But nonetheless, it’s going to be sakura season soon right? ” Kanae said as she looked at the trees beyond the windows with a hopeful glance.
“Well, you hate winter but love the spring don’t you Ten-kun? ”
“The spring has really come right? It’s so warm” Tenshi said as he foolishly smiled.
“You are weak to the cold so you are welcoming it with open arms I guess. Finally spring heh? ”
“I don’t hate the winter particularly. Since I enjoy watching the pretty snow with my nee-chan after all. If it’s summer, we could go to the beach. If it’s fall we could watch the moon together. Spring, summer, fall, winter, the shifting seasons are wonderful when spent with nee-chan” Tenshi said he leaned back on his chair and optimistically sighed.
“By the way, did you know that there’s a tree that has flowers surprisingly similar to the cherries?” Kanae asked with a playful smile on her face. She on the surface ignored what Tenshi said but was actually pleased in reality.
“Nope. What kind of tree is it?”
“The almond tree. They are planted overseas for their pink flowers, just like our cherry trees”
“Is that so? News to me. ”
“Anyways nee, I’m glad that you’ve managed to be offered a job from here.” Tenshi withdrew his gaze from the windows and looked towards Kanae.
“Likewise, I’m glad to be here with you~. ” Kanae playfully winked at Tenshi; to which Tenshi felt his heart grow colder.
That’s right. Colder. The realization hit him at this very moment that, one day his sister will get married to some blonde dude and then he won’t be able to talk with her as usual, maybe she’ll also withdraw from him and turn cold.
As expected, he didn’t have the heart to let her go. His so called heart didn’t want to let her go into the arms of someone that would never treasure her as much as Tenshi could and would.
Yet, Tenshi didn’t have the heart to confess either. He wouldn’t falter if it was confessing to someone else but his blood-related sister? Tenshi doubted if anyone ever heard of some elder sister marrying her little brother.
This short ‘affair’ of his was doomed from the start.
The neechan Tenshi knew was a strong hearted and courageous person, unlike him, if she loved him in the romantic sense she would’ve confessed to him regardless of what society would’ve said so there were no chances that both of them were pining for each other in secret.
Finally, Kanae’s gaze went to Tenshi’s clothes as she frowned. “Why do you always like wearing these solid plain colored clothes? Neechan here thinks you’d look more handsome in the newer and stylish ones. ”
“It’s just an acquired taste, I like plain colors. ”
Tenshi smiled. Kanae from the start was able to recognize his new self and didn’t even show a shred of surprise seeing him, well, anyway he knew that even if he slimmed down he wouldn’t look much different than he was before getting fat.
Suddenly, the whistling sound of a pressure cooker rang out as Kanae walked towards the common kitchen with her eyebrows furrowed.
“I’ll be back, I cooked something up for you. ”
Tenshi was about to decline since he would go to a date later, but the heck, neechan is neeeeee!
After a while, Kanae returned with a plate of pasta and another plate of steak and rice.
Tenshi’s eyes glowed.
“Thank you so much, so it’s carbonara today? It looks delicious, is it for me?! ”
“The steak. The steak’s for you while the pasta’s mine! ” Kanae giggled as she playfully smiled at him.
She is a person with a rather small appetite based on her figure.
“Itadakimasu!”
Kanae sat down on the table.
After joining our hands, both of them started to eat.
“Which pasta type do you like Kanae-nee?”
“For you it’s the meat sauce ones right? I always knew you liked them since we were children. ” Kanae said as she drank a bit of water first before starting to eat, a habit of hers.
“Don’t skip through the conversation please! You are correct though”
Kanae-nee has completely grasped what Tenshi likes eating.
It isn’t far off saying that she knows Tenshi more than he knows himself.
“For me, it’s either Vongole or the Pasta Genovese ones. I love how light they are. ”
“Pasta Genovese is the greenish one right? I’m not really fond of it. ”
“The taste of the basil is very good I think. But it’s perhaps an acquired taste?”
Tenshu rather preferred the ones with rich flavors unlike her.
Is this one of the difference between boys and girls?
Kanae-nee grabbed the fork and began eating.
“You made Carbonara at home sometimes right? Are those homemade? Or frozen?” Tenshi asked Kanae.
“Homemade. Carbonara is among the simplest of the pastas”
Kanae-nee’s cooking is without doubt, delicious.
Tenshi couldn’t call himself a person who’s good at cooking. If he did cook, it would at best, be limited to breakfast.
“The ready-to-eat ones you can get today are rather good but i prefer to cook them old way. That is the result of the amount of free time I have though”
“But you are a really good cook Kanae-nee”
“That’s because of you Ten-kun who loves eating my cooking. As long as there are people who enjoy your food, your cooking improves itself. Would you like for me to make a Bento for you everyday since I’m here? ”
“No that’s okay. I don’t want to push you too much since you are bad at waking up, you’re also going to have a job later won’t you? Eating outside during lunch may be good as well. Oh by the way, have you deciding on today’s dinner?”
“Not yet. What do you like?”
Tenshi smiled as an idea suddenly came to his mind.
“How about curry? I want to eat it once in a while. ”
“That sounds good. I also have a recipe I want to try. I saw it on a TV show recently and I would really like to try it. ”
“What kind of curry is it?”
“It’s called Butter Chicken Curry. Since it uses butter and yoghurt, it’s not very spicy, it’s a mild curry. I’m going to have a go at it since I’m home!”
Since they both loved cooking, Kanae frequently tried out recipes she found in books or on the net.
As long as she is in charge of the cooking, Tenshi always looks forward to eat.
“I’m looking forward to it!”
“Which department did you get chosen in Nee? ” Tenshi said as he wiped off the water on his lips and laid the glass back on the table.
“Ministry Of Finance. ” Kanae said as she elegantly ate the pasta slowly in a mannerly way.
Tenshi chocked on water as he started to violently cough, to which Kanae started to rub his back to calm him down.
Tenshi in his life, never thought that he would be one day raped in the ass by his own sister
Tenshi coughed. “Errwhat type of post? ”
“Administrative level. ”
As soon as she said that sentence, overwhelming proudness began to be born in his heart as Tenshi smiled. Yet, a moment later he started to get gloomy because of the future.
Tenshi was absolutely sure, that in the future, Kanae Ayama would be the one that would hold a gun against his head ahead of all of his enemies.
Yet before that, Tenshi was curious on one thing; his sister was 23 years old right now and had only passed a civil service exam yet managed to grab the interview to a administration level job?
[It’s simple, her level is above Etsuko’s.]
Ridiculous must be the capital’s influence that made her this stronger
The fuck?
[You heard me, she’s now on an explosive increase of strength right now. She must’ve probably chanced on an extraordinary treasure or something.]
[Next week, she’ll probably be over even that]
“Be frank, do you regularly eat your antidepressants? ” Kanae said as she wiped her mouth using an handkerchief. A concerned expression was on her face as she looked at the laid-back Tenshi.
Even since his mother’s death, Tenshi was diagnosed with extreme depression and crippling suicidal tendencies and the only thing that could stop him from descending into nihilism was her and the antidepressants.
“Do I really need to take them? I mean, I’m happy now, right nee? ” Tenshi said as he chuckled, trying to blow off Kanae’s concern for him.
“I don’t know, you should trust a doctor more than yourself you know. ”
“Well, I take them regularly anyways so don’t worry. ” Tenshi lied with a smile on his face, he didn’t tell her that he forgot to take them yesterday.
Kanae smiled.
After a while of pointless banter and useless chatter among siblings, Kanae finally excused herself.
“I’m going to go back into my room and rest for a while. ” Kanae said as she stretched her hands above her head and yawned.
Tenshi nodded with a smile.
However, the next scene that happened shocked him so much that drool started form in his mouth.
Kanae-nee yawned with a tired expression and walked towards the clothes basket near the common bathroom and took of her t-shirt, revealing her beautiful back and the back straps of her light blue bra.
[ Poliiiiicccceeeeeee!]
[*makes police horn sounds*]
Tenshi ignored the ambulance-like horn sounds in his mind and lucidly smiled at the amazing scenery in front of him.
Kanae flipped the evenly separated hair on her shoulders and her back towards her back and bent forward and picked up another t-shirt.
Kanae scratched the skin just beside her shoulder straps; revealing the two white mountains behind her armpits leaving Tenshi with a raging and thirsty look on his face.
Nonetheless, Tenshi was pretty used to this type of scenario. Kanae had no sense of privacy and always, — when needed that is changed clothes in front of him.
[I suddenly find you both sibling’s relationship quite squicky]
Tenshi stood up with his boner in his thighs and quickly went to his room.
“Bye nee! ” Tenshi however, didn’t forget to bid goodbye to his beloved elder sister.
Tenshi sighed in relief as he closed the door behind him and looked at the clock in the room.
5:00PM.
Tenshi laid down the laptop on the desk and once again sighed, however in the corner of the desk, he spotted two small brown bottles of medicine.
Antidepressants.
[You take these?!]
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[I can’t read your memories sonope.]
Tenshi nodded and opened his laptop; the new more muscular one that is.
[So, what do you do in your free time?]
[Novels?]
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Tenshi looked at the screen; the Microsoft Word application was now open.
Tenshi just two days ago was writing a Disney, Naruto, one piece mish mashed with some famous artists fanfictions.
Tenshi looked at the screen.
– Mickey mouse gently looks at you and lays his hands on your thighs, his passionate whiskers were tinged with alcohol yet his eyes told the love they had for you.
– Snoop dog blushes and looks away from his mouse lover with tingles in his heart. “Yo dawg, I think I’m ready to get intimizzle mickizzle. ”
<11,000! IT’S FUCKING ON THE TOP 10!!! I EVEN ADDED NARUTO TO THIS SHIT AND THE RANKING JUMPED TO THE HEAVENS! >
[Honestly, do you have friends?]
[I see.]
[I have one problem with you though.]
[It’s your sister.]
Tenshi abruptly stopped typing as a weird expression appeared on his face.
[Why are you soobsessed with your sister?]
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[You see, this IS my business! I just want to see if her getting cucked away from you will have an adverse effect on your mentality.]
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[You see, I just have recently received an order from the watch, and that is to fasten your depravity and fall into monstrosity.]
[You see, you have emotions and you still have a strong pillar of strength behind you to keep your heart from going dark.]
[Guess what, the watch wants to turn you into a broken person with a broken heart that doesn’t care about eating the flesh of even his own family.]
[It’s a precaution nonetheless the watch must take to protect the host from getting killed due to his ’emotions’]
[How will you like it? Kanae getting gangbanged on the alley by ten different dudes or]
[Having her cut into thousands of pieces and grinded into commercial meat?!]
Tenshi smiled as he gritted his teeth and endured the anger he felt coursing throughout his entire body. Yet, he knew that the watch was inciting him into anger, call it sixth sense but he could guess that it wanted something else.
The watch wanted him to take a drastic option in order to save his sister.
[That all can be avoided though, if you just lay off from the affections you’re giving to Sakura and Kanae.]
[The watch is a truthful and omnipresent being, yet it couldn’t save hundreds of previous hosts from being drowned in death because of their obsession with women.]
[The watch wants to save you from suicide and the future disappointment you’re going to face if you keep this opinion of every woman being a unicorn you can trust blindly.]
[The average biological life of love or as you call them, hormones and chemicals for females are 3.5 years, I can show the research material to you if you want to see them.]
[I’m not saying that women are terrible and inhuman beings, I’m just citing basic biological needs and beliefs, no matter how bigoted or blind-sided it might seem.]
[Hypnosis does not have the power to make a girl like you for infinite amounts of time, and many previous hosts made that mistake and didn’t bother to check or alter the love meter after they successfully conquered certain girls.]
[At any moment, any hypnotized target can fall out of love with you even without you doing anything, because it’s human nature and the hosts always ignore that and lock themselves in ignorance they try to avoid the truth!]
[Avoid becoming enamored or obsessed with women even the hypnotized ones, because Hypnosis isn’t just some magic wand that can make anyone fall in love with you. Especially avoid those women that you’ve manipulate the memories of, because when they fall out of love with you their Hypnosis will break!]
[You can’t avoid this shit, it’s the basic biology of women; 3.5 years is all it takes for the affection and love for someone in a woman’s mind to disappear among the wind.]
[But all hope is not lost however, go after broken women, their minds are more ‘deviant’ so their loves are less likely to break.]
[It might seem contradictory to my first message but]
[You know, just go Sakura and Misaki, not that woman called Kanae.]
[ Men are the romantics forced to be the realists, while women are the realists using romanticisms to effect their imperatives. This is a heaping mouthful of cruel reality to swallow.]
[ Women are utterly incapable of loving a man in the way that a man expects to be loved. In its simplicity this speaks volumes about the condition of men. It accurately expresses a pervasive nihilism that men must either confront and accept, or be driven insane in denial for the rest of their lives when they fail to come to terms with the disillusionment. Women are incapable of loving the man like how a man loves a woman.]
[I’ll explain to you plainly and in simple words A woman can love like a puppy. She can dote and be devoted. You can be her world. But it’s a different love than what men have. Men are loyal to love, while women are loyal to immediate circumstances. Her feelings can be strong and powerful, and she will be honest when she says she wants to be with you forever. Translated to man speak it means “Right now I feel like I want to be with you forever”. A woman’s love is a valuable thing. It has it’s own brand of truth and beauty to it. Just don’t mistake it for another thing.]
[It’s temporary love, it doesn’t matter, that heaps of love you have in your heart doesn’t matter to the circumstances or a woman’s cruel brain.]
[It’s useless and in the end not needed and isn’t worthy of anything.]
[Love is nihilistic, it doesn’t matter in the grand scheme of life nor do you, you’re just a speck of dust in the boundless sea of humans not worthy of true love.]
[True love also doesn’t exist, give a man a couple of hormones and he’ll fall in love with even a horse.]
[Nonetheless, I suggest in the end not to bother with girls you can’t hypnotize, many hosts in the end lost their lives due to that shit.]
[Your affections and loyalty doesn’t matter in the end, a woman’s going to choose what she gets excitement from, and you my master, can’t offer excitement.]
[The trick to getting love in real life is to employ dirty psychological ploys and tricks, basically, you have to play mind games and fuck with their brains.]
[In the end, everyone is human and exploitable. It doesn’t matter if your face is burned or not, if you know psychology enough, you can fuck as many young chicks you want and they’ll beg you for it.]
[Do the same shit with your sister, mislead and violently fuck with her brain until all she can say in her mind is her little brother.]
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Tenshi sighed as wore a polka dotted polo shirt and looked at his phone and texted Misaki.
‘I’m coming to your house to pick you up. ‘(Tenshi)
Tenshi smiled.
[Sigh. I was supposed to be breaking your heart and here I am acting as a psychologist.]
[Nonetheless, you’re going to get what you want, the means and all that shit doesn’t matter, it never did and those who think like me end up the most successful in life!]
[If you let your morals guide you, you’re going to live a lower standard of lives than others.]
[Think about it for a moment, what matter most to you , happiness or morals? in which, the former will make you smile until death and the latter will drive you straight to the grave in your early childhood.]
[Your morals say not to love your sister and giver her away to some dude that won’t treat her well, and yet, your happiness lies in having her in your arms.]
[Sometimes, you don’t have to let go, you just have to pursue until you get what you want regardless of the means.]
[But that example only applies to you.]
[Let me give you another example, if a worker class man stole his best friends money in his childhood and used that to study, he would’ve lived a more fulfilling life! Guilt doesn’t matter, others shouldn’t matter, you should live selfishly!]
Tenshi exited the room and looked around to see if his neechan was still here, and after seeing that she was still in her room and fast asleep, Tenshi slipped out of his home.
[I have to warn something about Misaki to you though.]
[Now that I’ve seen her mother, I’m starting to doubt my earlier judgment about her personality.]
[There are only two ways her personality can be a daddy complex attention starved childor a person with a screwed judgment of love.]