The Golden Watch Of Hypnosis - Chapter 52
Tenshi looked at the crazy Misaki and sighed. This was what he feared the most
A fucked up perception of love was as bad as it sounded. It was a pity however that he wasn’t able to know what lead to the current Misaki.
Tenshi didn’t know how his personality would be like if he also had a childhood like that. For example, imagine that from childhood, you’d think that unless you’re brutally abused by your wife, she doesn’t actually love you
While he was in a vacant inner monologue, Misaki roughly took Tenshi’s hands and tried to put them onto her pale cheeks, trying to get him to slap her.
“You know Misaki, this isn’t love. ” Tenshi gently smiled and flexed his hands in an effort to stop her from slapping herself.
Misaki’s smile widened towards her ears. Her usually brightly-lit, intelligent eyes were now a vacant shade of brown; to Tenshi, it seemed as if they were an empty void.
“You don’t love me then? Come on, hit me, show me your love ” Misaki ignored Tenshi and yanked his arms towards her cheeks.
Tenshi smiled. When Misaki furiously pulled his arm towards her cheek, he used that to his advantage and instead, moved his hand towards the left and touched her neck.
Misaki’s lips trembled as she shivered. Yet her face held the same expression as it did before; ecstasy.
Misaki expected that she would be pinched; pinched so hard that it would draw blood, or Tenshi would strangle her in an effort to show his love and his dominance over her.
Misaki didn’t think of it as anything wrong of course, isn’t that how people show their love towards their wives?
If it was for Tenshi, anything was acceptable unless it hit her self-set limits. After all, he was the drop of honey in her life, meaning everything to her, and anyway, humans were always nepotic; they would always bend their rules in favor of their loved ones.
Even though Misaki hesitated, in the end, it was the only way to love she knew, and if she missed this chance Tenshi would just find another girl that would be better than her in every way.
“Huh? ” Misaki frowned.
Unexpectedly, instead of violently bashing her, Tenshi started to calmly caress her neck.
Misaki’s train of thought was interrupted as she leaned her head towards Tenshi’s warm and heady hands. Due to her fever, Tenshi’s hands felt very, very warm to her.
“Are you feeling it? ” Tenshi chuckled.
Misaki, who had momentarily stopped her craziness shook her head in an effort to say no.
“I don’t. You’re being too gentle. ”
Tenshi rolled his eyes. “That’s not what I’m asking. What I mean is: can you feel my love? The warmth? ”
Before Misaki could reply, Tenshi put his fingers on her dry and cracked lips. “Now, I don’t exactly know how others love each other but my way is a bit different you see; whenever I love someone, their hands, their face, their entire body seems very warm and comfortable to me. ”
“I don’t exactly know why you love like that, nor do I know how people in the outside world love each other; I only know how to sweet talk them, cuddle with them and just do generally sweet things. ”
Tenshi was right in a sense. That was the only thing that felt right to him about love; whenever someone loved him, their gazes became soulful and their hands felt warmer.
That was love, wasn’t it? Even Tenshi had a weird sense of love.
Moreover, Tenshi remembered that, in her memories, Misaki hadn’t told him about her abuse.
“Mm m! ” A guttural sound came from Misaki’s throat as she trembled on top of Tenshi.
Misaki tried her best to stop her tears.
She didn’t know why she wanted to cry, but indeed, Tenshi’s hands were warmso, so warm.
Misaki felt her head go dizzy as she collapsed on top of the smiling Tenshi.
Meanwhile, Tenshi took both of his hands and started to tightly embrace her.
The most effective way to calm down a yandere was showing your love towards her.
Yanderes was just another name for the insecure, flighty and easily-jealous girls. It wasn’t an insult to Tenshi anyhow because everyone was a yandere in a way.
“Is is this warmth from your body love?? ” Misaki said sternly as she hid her face in his arms in an effort to hide her tears.
Misaki didn’t get love before, nor did she understand it. She didn’t even know what those, tingly and warm feelings she received when seeing the face of Tenshi were. She just branded them as love in an effort to keep her sanity and mask herself as a normal adult in front of Tenshi.
Until now, she never felt the same warmth from anyone else; not even her parents like a normal human.
Tenshi released an interested gaze at the puppy like Misaki hidden in his embrace.
This was the perfect chance.
“Of course it is, can’t you see how warm I am to you? ”
“Doyou love me this much?! ” Misaki showed her, due to fever, red face and asked with stars in her eyes.
“Of course. ”
“Now mind tell me where you received that twisted view of love from? ” Tenshi asked.
As right now the spirit wasn’t replying to him the only way to gain information was to get it from Misaki.
“Twisted but isn’t that how people show their love to their wives? ”
“Tch. Nope, that’s abuse. Plain and simple abuse.”
“Tell me Misaki, do you like pain? ”
” No..i hate pain. ” Misaki shook her head in confusion.
Misaki’s mind right now was clouded by Tenshi’s sudden revelation; the revelation that love wasn’t as she thought it was.
Frankly put, she hated pain.
“Let me rephrase it a bit, would you like it if I hit you? ”
“I don’t know ” Misaki shook her head once again. Because at this point, abuse was already nothing but a single moment of pain for her.
Misaki’s mind was now shaking and she felt as if she was dying. Her mind wasn’t working right, nor was her body, yet she pulled herself together to answer Tenshi’s questions.
“Then, would you like it if you either slapped or abused me? ”
“Noo ” Misaki shook her head with the stars in her eyes still not gone.
“That’s how love works, you don’t play with others feelings nor do you inflict pain upon each other.”
“Misaki, it doesn’t even matter if you get what I’m telling you right now. After your fever is gone, I’ll be teaching you all about love.”
, Tenshi said as he wiped off the sweat from his forehead. Due to the fact that Misaki’s body was warm as a volcano, Tenshi was now seriously suffering from something like a heat stroke.
“All about love?! ” Misaki’s gaze turned heated and dewy as she looked down toward Tenshi’serm R18+ parts without any shred of decency.
Misaki’s excitement blew through the charts as drool started to escape from her mouth, and a soulless gaze once again started to appear in her eyes.
Tenshi shuddered. “Ermm not today, not today ” He was sure that should he agree, his dick would get broken in half due to her excitement.
Nonetheless, there was another reason he was avoiding having sex; mainly because he felt that the time he had right now was too little.
Furthermore, Tenshi never really enjoyed sex as much as he would’ve liked to. It felt too temporary for him.
Well, satisfying the girls would be his main motive for sex from now on
Misaki’s expression died down as the dizziness returned to her mind and she used her hands to feel her forehead.
But just a moment later she turned around with a smile nonetheless and immediately pulled Tenshi up by the collar.
Tenshi sheepishly smiled.
“I just remembered something ~” Misaki’s eyes turned vacant as she tilted her head in a cutesy way towards Tenshi.
“Since you abandoned our date for your sister, then why didn’t you go on one with your sister?~”, she said, completely ignoring common sense.
Tenshi smirked and calmly started to stroke the hair beside Misaki’s ears.
His hand was promptly slapped away by Misaki’s angry hands.
Tenshi rolled his eyes in his mind. This girl wasn’t as easy as Sakura, was she?
Tenshi removed Misaki’s weak grip from his neck and stood up.
“Are you jealous? ” Tenshi smirked and looked at Misaki.
Misaki nodded without any hesitation.
He swallowed the words he prepared in case she went all flustered, he was surprised that she was so frank.
“Well, don’t worry. I’m not a siscon nor am I disgusting person who likes incest. ” Tenshi said as he gripped Misaki’s hands and sat on a sofa, next to her.
Tenshi was lying. He was blatantly lying.
To Tenshi, Kanae was the only person that would still give him validation and affection when his mother wouldn’t.
It wasn’t to say that his mother was a bad mother, it was just that she was always absent and Tenshi craved for that little affection he never managed to get, with all of his little heart.
Tenshi did everything he could to get validation from his mother, including wasting away much of his free time to study and be a good son but he still didn’t get what he wanted.
His mother was the only person that mattered to him in childhood and it was a pity that she had a job and couldn’t tend to him much, and in that situation, Kanae swooped in.
For most of his childhood, Kanae was a mother-like figure to him. And it was a pity that Tenshi fell in love with her and her personality.
Kanae had a gentle personality, and that only shaped the types of girls he liked.
Tenshi right now, however, felt extreme hate towards Kanae.
Have you ever wanted someone with all of your heart and soul and still didn’t managed to get her? In that situation, love can quickly turn into grievance and instantly into hate.
Tenshi’s heart was once again broken. Part of him wanted to manipulate her into loving him, while another part wanted him to kill and bury her in the same apartment her lover was gutted alive in.
And Tenshi didn’t know what to choose
If your heart is in a million pieces, which one do you follow?
Tenshi shook his head and ignored the cold feeling assaulting his heart.
Kanae was a part of him, apart from him.
Misaki quietened down and eventually sighed with a peaceful expression.
“As expected, my Tenshi isn’t such a despicable person. Sigh, and here I was thinking that you would be stolen by your sister in my absence. ”
, Misaki said with both of her hands on her reddened cheeks.
“Misaki, I want to ask you one thing ”
Tenshi said as he glanced at the laptop and the pen drive in front of him.
Misaki bobbed her head in confusion. She didn’t get why Tenshi suddenly wanted to use a laptop.
“Sure, ask away. ”
“Why are you like this? Come on, tell me. ” Tenshi grabbed her hands and asked with a serious expression.
“What why am I like this? ” Misaki’s squinted in confusion.
“Your broken sense of love, your hesitation regarding your family – tell me all of it. ”
“Now that we’re in a relationship, you shouldn’t hide such things from me. “, Tenshi said as he, although subconsciously, used the guilt card to make her spit out her past.
Tenshi wasn’t curious regarding the matter about her father but the matter regarding her sense of love and her entire family.
Misaki didn’t know that he knew about her matters so he just decided to placate some of her worries by listening to her past. Which in a way would calm her down and fix some of her insecurity problems, furthermore, it would help regarding her quest of being ‘freed from her cage’.
Tenshi already planned out everything in his mind: first, he would listen to her story and act all enraged and expose to her the evidence regarding her father’s illicit acts. Second, using that, he would be able to get her antics slightly under control
Tenshi never planned to make his revenge pan out for millions of years
Misaki hesitated and then nodded.
“Well, you aren’t the type of person to hate people like me so ”
“My, ‘weird sense of love’ as you call it was all due to my mother. ”
“As you can see, I can’t get rid of that idea no matter how hard I try. ”
“You know, whenever I get outbursts like before, I get mad and those thoughts pollute my mind, such as unless I do the things my mother did to show her love for my father, I wouldn’t be able to be a good wife to you. ”
Tenshi nodded. “Let me guess, your mother was abused by your father and your mother liked it because she’s a masochist?”
Bingo
Maybe.
“I don’t know. Honestly, I want to talk to her about it but ” Misaki’s gaze turned to a complex one.
“You actually crave for your mother’s love, don’t you? ” Tenshi closed in and asked.
” At this point, I don’t even know. For my entire life, our conversations were nothing but bland and vapid. She doesn’t even want to talk to me or any of my siblings! ”
“You have a lot of questions for your mother I understand. And I’ll take you to her tomorrow. ”
Tenshi said as he secretly felt like helping Misaki with her mommy problem.
Unlike what the spirit said, the entire matter was backward; instead of daddy problems, Misaki had mommy problems.
Misaki harrumphed and strongly protested. “Impossible. ”
“I don’t want to even see her face. ”
“Hmm well, anyways I was planning on giving you a ring after I met your mother but i-”
“NOW! LET’S GO NOW, MY MOTHER IS HOME RIGHT NOW LET’S GO AND GET MARRIED!! ” Misaki’s body started to tremble as her eyes shot a mix of worshipping rainbows towards Tenshi.
“*Cough*, okay okay. ” Tenshi nodded his head as if he was reluctant but happy.
“Now about your father and Endou ” Tenshi’s gaze turned piercing as he chuckled.
“Tell me all about them. ”
“You see, I have evidence against your father and I, through anonymous sources, received information that my bride was being abused. ” Tenshi coldly snickered and looked at the trembling Misaki.
Tenshi’s earlier words seemed to have been not heard by Misaki as she only heard the latter part about her abuse.
Misaki remembered the horrible abuse she received since childhood and trembled in fear.
Yes, fear. She still feared her father even though in secret, she was gathering evidence against him.
“Don’t worry, I’m here for you, am I not? ” Tenshi said as he skipped and sat beside Misaki with a smile.
Misaki scratched her head with a smile in an effort to calm herself and sighed.
“Indeed. My father abused me ”
“He also tried tor-rape me. ”
“F*cking b***ard!! ” Tenshi stood up and immediately began his play of acting furious.
Tenshi grabbed her forehead, once again sat down, and hugged Misaki.
“I’m sorry you had to go through all of that! I’m truly very, very sorry! ”
Although he was acting, Tenshi actually meant what he said. He knew this person and in a sense, liked her, so he felt horrible that she had to go through all of these things.
“For how long?! How long did he beat you?! ”
“He stopped a year ago. Makes sense since I have no scars right now. ” Misaki lightly chuckled in an attempt to disperse the heavy atmosphere.
“I promise Misaki, he’ll rot in jail for eternity!! ”
“Rotin jail? ” Misaki repeated what Tenshi said and felt confused, then a moment later she remembered what he said to her and gasped.
“You have evidence on him?!”
“Yeah, look here ”
Misaki looked at the laptop with an excited gaze and giggled happily.
Tenshi meanwhile, texted Haruto to come over with a car to receive him and Misaki and take her to the hospital.
Tenshi looked at the crazy girl and laughed. Somehow, he felt an inner happiness after making her smile.
“So, I’ll leave the choice to you. I have men ready to send the evidence to the authorities at this very moment. ”
“No. Do it three days later, I-I want to ask my mother about something that’s always been bothering me”
“Fine for me I guess. ”
“Come on, I’ll take you to the hospital. ” Tenshi said as he waved at Misaki. Misaki right now was even more pale and feverish than before, evidence that she would die if she didn’t immediately get medical attention.
It was fine though, since he would be able to fulfill a certain matter of his safety in the hospital.
“Okay ” Misaki weakly said and stumbled towards Tenshi.
Even before that, Tenshi remembered a certain matter as he frowned. He forgot about extracting information about Endou
“You didn’t tell me about Endou though? ”
“Endou? I don’t know much about him, except the fact that he’s a very, I’ll tempered and weird person. ”
“Hm ”
“He also has autism and a chronic heart disease ” Misaki said as she sighed, right now her entire vision was turning yellow as she stumbled into the elevator with Tenshi.
Tenshi immediately tripped on air and started to dryly cough.
“What the heck? Autism? He’s autistic? ”
“Yeah. But that doesn’t make him more innocent than he is. ”
“Ah, damn it, your entire family is crazy ”
“Did you say anything? ”
“Nope. ”
Tenshi smiled and looked at his surroundings.
He was now in the hospital Misaki was admitted in due to her extreme fever, and was now undergoing saline transmission.
“Boss, was that Nero’s niece? ”
Sitting beside him with a chippy smile, Haruto asked as he looked at the cabin in front of him.
“Yup. Why? ”
“Nothing. It’s just that I’ve heard that Nero loves her a lot. ”
“Loves her a lot?”
“Yeah. He might act cold to his sister and all of that but since this girl’s childhood, Nero was the only one that took care of her. ”
“He’s pretty cold normally, but he’s a pretty nice dude inside. ” Haruto nodded and glanced at the elevator, from which Nero stepped out, surprising both of them.
“Wow, he’s pretty fast at getting news ” Haruto laughed.
Tenshi nodded.
Nero came closer to them with a worried expression on his face. ” Guys, where’s my niece? ”
“There. ” Tenshi calmly pointed at the cabin in front of him with a smile.
Nero nodded, thanked him and entered the cabin.
“Well, at least he isn’t as sad as before. ” Haruto chuckled and reclined his head onto the wall.
“Haruto, I have one thing I want you to do. ” The atmosphere changed as Tenshi coldly smiled and closed in on Haruto’s ears.
Haruto did a chippy salute and leaned forward.
“I want you, to take this pen drive and give it anonymously to the anti-corruption commissioner. ” Tenshi said as he dropped the pen drive into Haruto’s chest pocket.
Haruto immediately frowned and looked at Tenshi with a hostile expression.
“Boss, what are you doing? We can’t lose Acropolis city’s mayor at this time of conflict! “, Haruto said. He immediately remembered what Nero said to him; that Tenshi had a pen drive with all of the information regarding Hiroshi’s illicit deeds.
Tenshi hiddenly smiled.
Nero was immensely loyal to Amano, while
“I have your boss’s permission, furthermore, I’m your boss’s boss so don’t talk to me like this. ” Tenshi chuckled and put his hands on Haruto’s shoulders.
“Besides, the evidence here is cherry-picked so that there’s no evidence relating Hiroshi to your organization so don’t worry and do as I say. ”
“In return, I’ll give you a very beneficial alchemy pill. ” Tenshi smiled.
Haruto knew from intuition that Amano didn’t give this guy the permission to do this, yet he struggled with his greed.
After a while, Haruto reluctantly nodded. He had a family to protect and increasing his strength wouldn’t be bad.
“Good. I like you, you’re smart. ”
Tenshi chuckled.
Just as he was about to strike a conversation regarding something else with Haruto, a nurse came and nudged his shoulders.
“Okayku-sama, here’s what you ordered for. “, the nurse said as she handed a bag and a receipt to him.
Tenshi nodded, gave her the money for the products and immediately entered the toilet after that.
Tenshi pulled out the things within the bag: a rubber block, a bottle of rubbing alcohol, a small bowl, a pair of surgical scissors, a packet of painkillers and a bandage.
Tenshi smiled as he undressed and stood naked in front of the mirror.
Of course, this was what he was going to do, self-harm.
Don’t worry, he wasn’t as stupid as to use self-harm as a way to deal with his depression but he would use it in an effort to fool and manipulate his poor elder sister.
Tenshi gulped down two painkillers, put the rubber block in his mouth and wiped the surgical scissors with rubbing alcohol.
You see, Tenshi picked the surgical scissors because it had an amazing feature, and that was that it would crush the blood vessels instead of cutting through them.
Tenshu looked at his poor penis, applied alcohol onto it and looked at the scissors once again.
You see, a ripped foreskin was easy to fake….
Tenshi looked at the wall, hid his fear, immediately cut the edge of his penis’ foreskin with amazing dexterity and pulled it apart, in an effort to rip it.
“Ugh!!!!” Tenshi felt hot tears streaming down his face as he bit down on the block of rubber.
Tenshi’s lower body was wrecked with pain as he felt his entire body give up on him.
Yet, Tenshi pushed on and successfully ripped apart his foreskin, successfully creating evidence for sexual abuse.
