The Grand Princess - Chapter 160
I will take you home.
These are the best words she has ever heard in her life.
She still has a belonging and a home.
She clung to Pei Wenxuan, like the only driftwood in the torrent.
Her tears soaked in Pei Wenxuan’s clothes, even if it was mixed in the rain, it was instantly recognizable because of the hot temperature.
Pei Wenxuan held her whole body in his arms, and the overlapping sleeves blocked her figure. He restrained his trembling, restrained his gaffe, restrained all his emotions, and forced the water vapor in his eyes back.
She is alive.
No matter what, she couldn’t be better alive.
He listened to the cry of the person in his arms, took a deep breath, and slowly raised his head.
Across the rain curtain, I saw the entrance of the cave not far away, Su Rongqing standing there, watching them quietly through the rain curtain.
The eyes of the two crossed for a moment, and Su Rongqing nodded slightly, then turned around and entered the cave.
Pei Wenxuan stared at the cave while stroking Li Rong’s back. Li Rong’s cries gradually diminished. After a while, Zhao Chongjiu found him. He just appeared in Pei Wenxuan’s line of sight, Pei Wenxuan raised his hand. On his lips, he made a “sound-free” gesture all the way.
Then Pei Wenxuan raised his chin in the direction of the cave.
Zhao Chongjiu understood, nodded, and rushed towards the cave.
Seeing Zhao Chongjiu’s movements, Pei Wenxuan felt Li Rong’s mood calm down a little, and he finally said: “The people searching for the cliff should be not far away. I will carry you over.”
He squatted down and put Li Rong on his back. Li Rong hugged his neck and leaned on his back without saying a word.
There was a sprinting sound from behind, Li Rong seemed to realize something trembling slightly, Pei Wenxuan did not move forward, and she did not look back. After a long time, she muttered, “Let’s go.”
Pei Wenxuan looked up at the sky, and walked out of the dense forest with Li Rong on his back.
They didn’t say anything all the way, only the heavy rain fell majestic, hitting two people, it hurt like a stone.
He carried her through the thorns and through the dense forest. The rain gradually stopped and the sky began to brighten.
The morning after the rain brought water vapor, and the sunshine belt hidden some blue clouds in the early morning. The two did not know how long they had been walking, and finally heard the sound of horseshoes and human voices.
Pei Wenxuan raised his head, and saw Tong Ye bringing people over from afar. The leader of Tong Ye ran all the way to Pei Wenxuan, excitedly said: “My son,” he said, he looked at Li Rong, “Your Highness, you still Ok?”
“Get in the carriage first.”
Pei Wenxuan knew that Li Rong didn’t want to talk, so he dismissed Tong Ye, and walked to the side of the carriage with Li Rong on his back, and helped Li Rong into the carriage.
Li Rong had already calmed down, she kept her head down and said nothing.
Pei Wenxuan helped her get into the carriage and asked her to change clean clothes before turning back into the carriage.
Tong Ye brought the carriage of the Pei Mansion, with only Pei Wenxuan’s clothes on it, so when Pei Wenxuan stepped into the carriage, he watched Li Rong wearing his clothes and sitting quietly.
She barely moved, and he walked the same way.
Pei Wenxuan watched for a moment, stepped forward, half-kneeled on Li Rong, raised her feet up all the time, and whispered: “May I clean the wound for you first?”
Li Rong didn’t speak, she lowered her head and didn’t know what she was thinking.
The carriage set off. Walking on the cobblestone river was a little bumpy, Pei Wenxuan lowered his head, not daring to look at Li Rong more, and when he looked at it more, he felt as if he had been scratched by a sharp blade.
He didn’t want to ask what Li Rong had experienced.
In fact, Li Rong might know something. Yesterday, he knew the scent of Xie Chunhe.
He had countless questions and countless guesses, but he didn’t say anything. He looked down at Li Rong’s wound, chose the appropriate medicine to apply, then took the bandage, and bandaged it carefully.
Li Rong looked down at him quietly, observing the man.
She felt that she had never really known Pei Wenxuan in her life.
His kindness, his gentleness, his delicacy, and his tolerance, she never seems to look back, nor cherish.
Pei Wenxuan was still staring at her. When he finished bandaging the wound on his foot, he raised his hand to untie her belt, stood up, bent over, as if holding her, raised his hand to send her clothes off his shoulders.
There was a charcoal fire in the carriage, and the airtight space was hot like summer, but Li Rong still felt coolness coming from the surroundings at the moment when all his skin was in contact with the air. But soon the coolness was blocked by Pei Wenxuan, he held her imaginarily, her clothes got stuck in her hand, and he tried to take it away. He is very close to her, she can clearly perceive his temperature, his smell, she even hears his heartbeat, and feels the seemingly nonchalant rubbing and restraint when his fingertips touch her.
She noticed his emotions and looked at the swaying door of the carriage in front of her. There was no emotion in her voice: “Do you want me?”
Pei Wenxuan’s actions stopped. After a while, he responded in a low voice and calmly: “I just want to help you clean up the wound.”
“Why not me?”
Li Rong turned her eyes to look at the people around her: “Why do you always think about me and embarrass yourself?”
“Don’t think too much about it,” Pei Wenxuan didn’t dare to look at her gaze, pulled her clothes away, and took the medicine from the side. “I’m your husband, so I don’t care about it.”
With that, Pei Wenxuan took the medicine from the side and bowed his head to give her medicine.
When the medicine touched her small wound, Li Rong felt a fine and dense pain rushing up.
Her body trembled slightly, Pei Wenxuan looked up at her: “Does it hurt?”
There is no **** in his eyes.
But she knew that he was a normal man, he could not have no lust, but he loved more than desire, he, even such a disgusting thing on him, will become beautiful.
Li Rong quivered her eyelashes, she lowered her eyes and said hoarsely, “It doesn’t hurt.”
The two remained silent, Pei Wenxuan gave her good medicine, put the medicine bottle away, and whispered softly: “You sleep first, I will guard you.”
As soon as he finished speaking, Li Rong raised his hand and held his sleeve.
“I will give it to you.”
“His Royal Highness,” Pei Wenxuan lowered his eyes, “I didn’t think you were so unbearable.”
“Is this unbearable?” Li Rong looked up at him, “If you don’t even want this, what can I give you?”
Pei Wenxuan was stunned for a while, Li Rong looked up at him and smiled softly: “I’m fine, I want to. Pei Wenxuan, in front of me, you will take care of yourself.”
She said, stood up, raised her hand to cup his face, and lightly printed it on his forehead.
She kissed very cold.
It seems that the rain of this night has not yet left.
Like a drizzle, a light kiss is soft and delicate, and then there is more and more lingering exploration.
She has never been like this before. Li Rong’s love always carries a bit of aura and naughty. She enjoys her freely and gets the most true response. In this relationship, he pays, she asks, he sees her because of himself And happiness is the greatest encouragement.
But today she was not like this. She worked hard to take care of him, thinking about him all the time. She lowered all her body and met him like a humble person, cautiously and with every means to please him.
He looked at Li Rong’s “sensible”, Li Rong’s sudden “growth”, and Li Rong’s thoughtfulness. He suddenly realized that he actually didn’t want it.
Compared to Li Rong paying for him, what he wants more is that Li Rong will always be his apex of His Highness, not bowing his head for anyone, not bowing down for anyone, so arrogant.
He felt that Li Rong at the moment was like a fragile glass. He didn’t dare to touch her and could only watch what she did.
He knew that she was looking for a way to make herself feel better, but when she knelt in front of him and bowed her head to swallow him, he finally couldn’t stand the torture.
He raised his hand and pressed her shoulders, stopped her movement, and said in a low voice, “Enough.”
Li Rong stopped, and Pei Wenxuan’s hand holding her shoulder trembled slightly: “Li Rong, don’t behave like this.”
“Is it true?” Li Rong looked up at him, “Don’t you like it?”
Pei Wenxuan didn’t speak. He looked at Li Rong’s expression. She stared at her quietly. Crazy and calm were only on the line. He suddenly realized that at this moment, he was her only salvation and straw. She must use her way to complete her punishment and redemption.
All his refusal only pushed her further to hell.
Seeing him not speaking, Li Rong raised her hand, pressed his hand to the side, and continued her movements.
Pei Wenxuan looked at the person kneeling in front of him. She was calm and serious.
Obviously it should be the thrill of extinction, but here at Pei Wenxuan, he only feels like being dragged into the water, he can’t breathe, everything is accumulated in his heart, and it seems to explode anytime, anywhere.
He put his hands on the edge of the cross chair, and the joints began to whiten because of too much force. Li Rong’s curiosity and Li Rong’s gentleness cut into his heart with a sharp knife.
He did not protect her.
He was incompetent, unable to stop the wind and rain in this world from turning into a sharp knife, breaking her knees and breaking her spine.
She is lingering for him.
She is using this method of self-harm to make him suffer and make him despair.
She wanted to drag him to **** together.
He suddenly understood her feelings. Under extreme pain, any physical feeling, whether it was pain or happiness, was redemption.
He clung to the board, his nails bleeding.
He suddenly hated her.
He whispered: “Li Rong.”
Li Rong looked up at him, that is, at that moment, Pei Wenxuan pulled her up, and slammed her against the car wall. She slammed into the car wall, and when the pain came, he kissed him.
He lost his usual tenderness. She faintly tasted the bitterness of tears from the kiss. She was almost suffocated in this stormy kiss. Before she could tell where the tears came from, she felt that he suddenly merged with her. One.
She feels pain.
She grabbed his arm tightly, Pei Wenxuan noticed her changes, he raised his head and stared at her with tears: “Satisfied?”
She didn’t speak. For the first time in her life, she felt pain in the matter that Pei Wenxuan gave her.
This is actually the most beautiful thing among all the gifts Pei Wenxuan has given her, but she also personally turned it into pain.
He pressed her hand and approached her: “What I covet is your beauty and your power. You are not alone. My feelings are dirty and dirty. Such feelings,” he choked, “You Are you relieved?”
She knew she had done something wrong again.
She wanted to explain that she really wanted to be nice to her, she didn’t slander his feelings, she just wanted to make up for him with all her strength.
But she couldn’t say it. She looked at him with hateful eyes, Li Rong’s teeth trembled lightly, and she laughed: “Reassured.”
As soon as she finished speaking, her tears fell.
The eyes of the two met in the air, but at such a close distance, because no one backed half a step, it was difficult to move a single inch.
Pei Wenxuan suddenly felt sad. He raised his hand to cover Li Rong’s face and wiped her tears with his thumb: “Li Rong, let yourself go.”
This sentence was like a heavy hammer hitting Liuli, and it suddenly broke in her heart. She wanted to fight back and refute, but in the end, she only asked a rhetorical question: “I let myself go, who let me go?”
“No one let me go!”
When she said this, she could no longer restrain the pain she had been trying to restrain: “Everyone is using me, Chuan’er doesn’t believe me to kill me, Shangguan Ya and Su Rongqing watch me die, Pei Wenxuan,” Li Rong grabbed. Pei Wenxuan’s sleeves, she stared at him with tearful eyes, “How did you let me let myself go?”
“No one believes me. You all think I am bad, that I am selfish, that I am greedy for power, that I am unscrupulous, and that I will not consider any of you.”
“So Li Chuan wanted to kill me, Shangguan Ya wanted me to die, Su Rongqing watched me drink the poison and didn’t say anything, not even you,” Li Rong tugged his clothes tightly, “Do you think that I am Are you forcing you now? I’m slandering your feelings. I am suffering so I am making you suffer?”
Pei Wenxuan was stunned. Li Rong lowered her head. She restrained her emotions and tried to calm herself down.
She has hurt too many people, and everyone has abandoned her. She wants to be better to Pei Wenxuan, she should not indulge herself.
“which I do not have.”
She muttered: “I just want to be nice to you. I want to be nice to everyone, but I can’t do anything well.”
“I don’t speak well, I’m too arbitrary and do things, I’m like a hedgehog, whoever sees me thinks me bad. I even want to like you, but I can’t do well.”
“I have done so much for Chuan’er,” she tears down, “but he still doesn’t believe me.”
“I quarreled like that for Aya and Chuaner. Aya gave up on me because of a little risk.”
“I worked so hard to protect Su Rongqing, but I still can’t live in him. He didn’t even give me a little trust.”
“I didn’t force you. I really just want to be nice to you. I don’t know what to do. I just want you not to be wronged in front of me. But I still can’t do it well.”
“I’m sorry…” She looked up at him and said repeatedly: “I’m sorry…”
Pei Wenxuan didn’t speak. He looked at Li Rong in front of him. She had no manners at all. She was the most embarrassed in her life, and she was afraid that it was just now. Even when I saw her in prison, she was dressed and dressed and had a calm posture.
But she couldn’t control those anymore now, tears dripped down her face, she was clutching his sleeve, her eyes were full of pleasing and pleading, those pleas seemed to be knife blades, one by one, plucking his heart.
He couldn’t speak, he opened his mouth and felt choked, so he didn’t say anything, he picked her up and put her on himself.
He kissed her tears softly and brushed her cheek gently.
She has been crying, as if the tears of her life were flowing at this time.
He gave her all his tenderness and all his compassion. When she reached the extreme, she herself couldn’t tell where these tears came from and where they flowed.
They sink in desire, calm, until the last moment, she clung to him tightly, still the same sentence: “I’m sorry.”
He closed his eyes and said nothing. After a long time, he buried her shoulders in a very soft voice: “His Royal Highness, you have nothing to sorry for me. It is my thing to like you, and I don’t regret it.”
As Pei Wenxuan said, he took a deep breath, raised his hand to put clothes on her, and then lifted the car curtain and looked out.
The carriage has entered Huajing, and the surrounding is full of noise. Pei Wenxuan confirmed the location, then turned his head, and kissed her on the forehead: “Don’t cry, go back and talk to me about what’s going on. I’ll think with you. Method.”
Li Rong did not speak.
“Pei Wenxuan,” Li Rong hugged him, her voice was dumb, but her voice was calm, “After we go back, let’s separate.”
Pei Wenxuan paused, and Li Rong looked up at him: “Don’t be sad.”
“Before I told you to separate because I was disappointed in you, not this time.”
“I like you so much this time,” Li Rong laughed, “I want to give you the best in the world.”
As a lover, not only is she not the best person in the world, she is not even a good girl.
She couldn’t bring any benefits to Pei Wenxuan, and even dragged him deep into the quagmire. She didn’t even know how to treat him well.
There is no such lover.
She is only suitable for one person, silently in the dark night, behind him, looking into the distance, staring, and accompanying. Quietly give him money, send him to a high position, and bring power and wealth to him.
Pei Wenxuan is so clean and beautiful. He is her bright moon and her sun. He should hang high in the sky and should not sink into darkness with her.
Pei Wenxuan looked at her quietly, he seemed to understand all of her heart.
After a short silence, he responded: “Okay.”
Li Rong was stunned.
Then she saw him moving forward slightly, approaching her.
Stare at her.
He is close to her, and she can feel their breath like the green smoke entangled in the incense burner, intertwined, entangled, and cannot be separated.
He raised his hand to the nearest place to her heart, and she trembled slightly.
Then she heard him speak calmly and earnestly, as if ordering—
“Then give you to me.”