The Healing Sunshine - Chapter 22 Part 1

Hope you all have had a wonderful two months. Im back, but jet lagged zzzzzzz. Hopefully it wears off soon.

Funny how Xixis family suddenly wants to jump in and start playing the role of family again when it has to do with the issue of face. :@ Another old friend makes an appearance. I bet you never expected it to be this person. ?

Chapter 22.1 What Use is there in Wis.h.i.+ng to Do Things Over? (1)

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She had originally planned to go back to her school in the afternoon, but because of J Chengyang’s one sentence, she stayed at the newspaper office and continued to gather and organize the information and materials that there was actually no urgent need for. Page after page of old newspapers made rustling noises as she flipped through them. These were all news stories that were very difficult to look up on the internet, and due to them being from so long ago, the photographs as well as writing and wording all seemed to give off a dated feel.

She was not certain why, but looking through these always reminded her of when she was very young, sitting on the couch of the living room, reading through Grandfather’s newspapers. Reference News and Beijing Evening News. The newspaper names most deeply imprinted on her memory were these two.

Now that she thought about it, she had never read anything that was age appropriate, apart from the traditional Chinese character publication of Grimms’ Fairy Tales.

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That was her childhood before she met J Chengyang.

After meeting him, everything began somehow to be connected to him.

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Time slid by, minute by minute and second by second. When it was nearly five o’clock, someone called the morgue and instructed J Yi to come out, saying a visitor had come looking for her. She was very surprised, not expecting that J Chengyang would arrive early, and so, after hurriedly signing her name on the sign-out log, she strode out with a stack of newspapers in her arms. As she had left in a hurry, she did not have time to return to her office to put away those newspapers and simply carried them like this to the second floor of the building.

This place was specifically for the newspaper’s employees to rest or receive outside visitors. The moment she walked inside, she ran into several co-workers who were with their own friends. Giving a greeting to them, she stepped past the gla.s.s door. And then, her footsteps abruptly halted.

She was not the only one with such a reaction. Basically, anyone who came or went through here would pause their steps for a moment when they saw those people who were dressed in military uniform. J Yi did not really dare to step over there. Her mind was completely blank, and dazedly, she remained planted at the doorway.

Until the two people sitting inside saw her.

Third [Paternal] Uncle gave a slight nod and beckoned to her. Only then did she walk in, set down her newspapers on the gla.s.s table, and take a seat opposite Third Uncle.

“Xixi, congratulations.” Third Uncle was looking at her. “I only heard recently that you pa.s.sed the national public service exam and advanced into the interview process at the Ministry of Foreign Affairs.” Ever since she was little, she had not had much interaction with this uncle and would only see him once or twice a year, during the Lunar New Year or other holidays. Suddenly hearing this congratulatory sentence from him, she did not know how she should respond. It seemed she could only say “Thank you, Third Uncle.”

The ensuing dialogue that unfolded mainly revolved around this particular matter.

The general idea was, Third Uncle’s good friend had mentioned recently that he by chance saw the shortlist of interview candidates and discovered that J Yi’s name was amongst them. At the time, when the people in her family heard this news, they had all been very astonished. After all, since J Yi graduated from high school, she had very seldom returned to the military compound. What everyone knew about her recent state was merely that she was studying at Beijing Foreign Studies University, but when they counted the years carefully, this piece of information was actually from several years back.

J Yi’s father was not born of the same mother as his brothers, and he was also the only one out of them who did not wear a military uniform. Naturally, then, no one was close with him. From the standpoint of J Yi’s [paternal] grandfather, the elderly man also believed that, by helping to raise that granddaughter until she had graduated from high school, he had already done everything that might be required of him by both humanity and responsibility, and it was not reasonable to expect that the elderly generation would provide for her all through university. As a result, these last several years, he had also tacitly approved of her estrangement from the family.

Of course, when they heard that she was doing quite well of late, they all expressed their great happiness at this, and hence, they, of their own accord, learned a little bit about her recent circ.u.mstance and how things were going for her. According to Third Uncle’s words, he had “happened to be” pa.s.sing by her interns.h.i.+p work location, so he had come in to see her.

“You’re graduating from university this year, right?” Third Uncle was trying to recall.

“I’m graduating from my master’s program,” she quietly corrected.

“Oh, that is really very good. The Foreign Affairs University.” Third Uncle was unfamiliar with these local universities. Despite the praise that came from his lips, he actually did not know what kind of school China Foreign Affairs University was. “I heard that several of your primary school cla.s.smates are in master’s programs in Tsinghua and Peking U. After they get their degree, they’ll be at the a.s.sociate battalion leader level. You kids are all very good kids.”

Her head was lowered, and she sipped at her mineral water.

Most of her primary school cla.s.smates had gone on to study at military academy. The direction and student development scheme of those types of military schools were a completely different type of education system from hers. But, she thought, Third Uncle would not be interested in these things, and so she did not explain.

It was a very dry conversation that kept on for half an hour.

J Yi waited uneasily, speculating over what other content of discussion would follow that was actually the real topic of today.

When Third Uncle was readying to leave, he finally opened his mouth to say, “Also, I heard by chance that the J family provided you with some aid in this matter. Since you were young, you have troubled them quite a bit. If you encounter any difficulties, it is still better if you talk to your family about it as much as possible. Outsiders will always still be outsiders.”

J Yi seemed to comprehend the connotation in what she was hearing, but she still held on to the off chance that it was not as she presumed.

Even now, she did not know what exactly was the relations.h.i.+p between her and J Chengyang. They had once had a secret relations.h.i.+p that no outsiders could know about, but that had been buried deeply away in the past that was four years gone. And then? He had suddenly returned, coming into her life once again. She could not bear to stay away from him, and so, she somewhat self-indulgently allowed herself to see him and occasionally have dinner with him. She did not know whether they were even considered to have made up and be back together again.

While she was still wishfully hoping that, similar to when she was young and had sidestepped Second Aunt’s well-intentioned reminder, she could make up an excuse that would handle this, Third Uncle was already straight-out stating what he ultimately needed to say. “There are some things that will bring about a very bad effect, and in the type of family that we have, it absolutely will not be allowed to happen. You are a very sensible child. I believe I only need to state just enough here and need not say any more beyond this.”

With that, Third Uncle gave her a rather meaningful look, then rose and left.

She was caught off guard, not having even a chance to react, and fl.u.s.teredly, she stood.

Right as the door was pushed open, a tall figure dressed completely in black and wearing a black cap strode inside. Three people brushed past each other, but then, Third Uncle and J Chengyang both simultaneously ceased their steps, having recognized one another.

There was only a three to four-year age difference between them to begin with. They were of the same generation and could also be considered peers of the same age group. Their two families had such a close relations.h.i.+p that when they were young and living in the same military compound, their lives had intersected in many ways. In their student days, they had even sat on the same school bus and pitted their skills against one another on the basketball court, and they had also chatted casually before, during their elders’ dinner gatherings.

Now, to unexpectedly meet again, and especially in this place, after he had just had a conversation with J Yi that had hinted much in it, Third Uncle plainly was somewhat displeased. Still, though, he maintained his basic manners and exchanged a couple sentences of niceties with J Chengyang. Then, he purposely mentioned J Chengyang’s marriage. “What’s that? You’re not planning on having a makeup wedding ceremony here in China? You have returned now, after all, so that would be considered a fulfillment of your duty to all the elders.”

J Chengyang replied, “It is a personal matter. There is no need to go to such trouble. Besides, I am already starting on the divorce procedures.”

Third Uncle threw a very swift glimpse at J Yi, who stood not far away, and put on a forced smile as he said, “All right. I’m going to leave first now. If we have time, we can meet up again.” When he finished saying these words, he gave a firm pat on J Chengyang’s shoulder.

Behaving as if nothing at all had occurred, J Chengyang left the newspaper office with her. It was the rush hour when everyone was leaving work, and in the underground parking garage, they even one after the other ran into the managing editor and He Feifei, who were about to drive their cars away and leave. It was clear the managing editor understood what was going on but was pretending to be clueless. With gleeful snickers, he asked J Chengyang why he was being like a j.a.panese devil [j.a.panese soldier], “sneaking into the village, not firing any bullets[1],” and then, just like that, he had managed to spirit away the newspaper’s new and wonderful employee.

He Feifei, on the other hand, acted like she had seen a ghost and continuously babbled, “Teacher J, h.e.l.lo. It really has been long time no see. Have you, Teacher, been busy of late? ” Her eyes, though, were darting over furiously, doggedly fixing themselves on J Yi. Very soon after J Yi was sitting in J Chengyang’s car, she received He Feifei’s text message:

What in the world is going on? Tomorrow you’re going to give me an honest report!

J Yi’s heart was in a tangled mess, and she had not an ounce of strength to handle this sort of questioning that came in the form of teasing.

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What had occurred just earlier was still so clear in her mind.

That feeling was similar to what she had experienced many years ago, standing in Grandfather’s living room with many pairs of eyes staring at her while she was being questioned and suspected. The Second Ring Road before her eyes now was already extremely clogged up with traffic. Through the car window, she gazed out at the sea of illumination formed by all the cars’ lights joining together. She had even forgotten to ask where he wanted to take her. She simply sat where she was, her left hand unconsciously wringing the fingers on her right hand. The force she was applying was large, and the joints of those finger were blanched white from being wrung, but she was not even aware, only vacantly immersed in her own thoughts.

Suddenly, she felt her left hand being forcibly pulled away. Alarmed, she snapped her mind back to the present. Her gaze s.h.i.+fted from the sea of vehicles outside the window over to him. J Chengyang was already holding that hand of hers and had set it on the automatic s.h.i.+ft stick between them.

“I’m going to bring you to see someone tonight. I think you’ll be really happy.” J Chengyang did not ask her any questions and, instead, s.h.i.+fted the topic over to something that was light and relaxed. His hand, though, seemed to have no intention of releasing its hold.

And just like that, his left hand held the steering wheel while his right hand held her hand.

“Do I know this person?” All of her senses seemed to converge onto that hand of hers that was wrapped in his. She dared not move, and her voice also became light and soft.

“It’s someone we both know,” he answered, “but Im worried you might not recognize him.”

She gave an “oh.” Seeing that he spoke no more, she closed her eyes and leaned back into the pa.s.senger seat, putting on a front of unperturbedness.

Gradually, her palm grew hot and numb. There was a strange emotion within her that she had never experienced before, and it left her confused and at a loss as to what to do.

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When they arrived at the restaurant and she was facing that man garbed in a white chef’s coat beside their table, she used a full minute before she was finally able to spot some familiar things within that person’s facial features.

Something flooded out from deep in her memory, but she was unable for the moment to place where she had seen him.

Until the other party switched to a dialect of a different place to tell her, “I am A’Liang.”

Only then did it hit her.

This was that boy who, when she and J Chengyang went to visit Grandaunt, had said that he wanted to leave his imporverished hometown, earn more money, and change his own fate. She could clearly remember what J Chengyang had once said to him, and those very words had also had a great impact on her. When compared with A’Liang, the present J Yi appeared much younger. Her facial features still looked as they had when she was little, so the other party had no doubts at all and recognized her in just a glance.

“Before Granny pa.s.sed on, she still mentioned you,” A’Liang told her, “and talked about how you’re scared of the dark. She had even laughed and said that she should have had you stay with her for a few more days and then that bad trait would have been rid of.”

J Yi smiled embarra.s.sedly.

Back then, she had genuinely been afraid of the dark. She had nearly burst out in tears simply because, when she stepped back outside after going to the bathroom in the courtyard, she did not see J Chengyang.

“In just a bit, I’ll personally make some dim sum dishes for you two. Har gow [crystal shrimp dumplings], turnip cakes What else? Gee, I’m so excited I’ve even forgotten what I know how to make.”

“No worries.” J Yi pointed at the menu. “We’ve ordered them all.”

This seemed to be J Chengyang’s first time seeing him as well. From the exchange between the two men, J Yi learned that, since arriving in Beijing last year, A’Liang had been trying to find J Chengyang using the contact information that Grandaunt had left him. It was not until J Chengyang’s return to the country this time that the two finally had this opportunity to meet up. Taking advantage of a bit of spare time, A’Liang sat down and told them about how, after graduating from middle school, he had come out and begun working jobs, from Ningxia to Guangzhou and then finally to Shanghai. His education level was low, so the whole time he had placed his focus on learning to make dim sum dishes, and he actually was able to create a little career for himself from this. And then from that, he was also able to bring out more than ten of his cousin-brothers [paternal male cousins] from that small town.

As A’Liang spoke, he was exhilarated. His face was somewhat flushed and his eyes also gleamed brighter and brighter. Eventually remembering that these were still work hours for him, he hastily picked up the menu and went to busy himself with adding some more dishes for them.

As J Yi gazed after his backside, she could not help smiling. “He must be really happy.” Saying this, she lifted her head to discover that J Chengyang’s eyes were fixed on her. Without any reason, she remembered the scene between the two of them in the car the entire way as they drove here, and a blush crept into her face, which was showing an expression of awkwardness.

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She had not expected that on such a day, the atmosphere between them would be much more harmonious than on the day of the Lantern Festival.

That evening, J Yi lay on her bed in the dormitory room, unable to fall asleep.

Her roommates were all lying on their own respective beds and chitchatting idly, their conversation topic going from work to romance and relations.h.i.+ps and then continuing to expand limitlessly from there. All of a sudden, someone asked J Yi, “J Yi, that girl who came to find you that day, the financial situation of her family must be pretty good, right? I heard her mention the school that she graduated from and then also saw her car and handbag. They’re all definitely stuff that we all look up admiringly at.”

J Yi gave an “mm-hmm” and answered, “Her family background is quite good.”

That roommate suddenly turned over in her bed. “Then have her introduce a guy to you to be your boyfriend. She must be surrounded by good ones, like she only needs to reach out her hand and there’ll be a whole bunch for her to grab.”

J Yi lay sprawled on her belly on her bed, her face against her pillow, and silently she giggled.

Two hours had already pa.s.sed since J Chengyang drove her back here. She could not help wondering, after he left, what would he do? Where would he go? Would he be thinking about her, too?

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[1] In China, during the period of the Sino-j.a.panese Wars, when anti-j.a.panese sentiments in China were very strong, j.a.panese were often referred to as or “j.a.panese devils.” The saying , “sneak into the village but not fire a bullet” is a saying that describes swift actions that are hush-hush and don’t raise any alarm, like j.a.panese soldiers who did not use their guns so as to not alert anyone of their coming.y.

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