The Insatiable - Chapter 12

“Can I stay like this for a while?”

Yasumi knew they’d have to move away from each other some time but she decided that she’ll prolong this as much as she can.

Haruhiro is conflicted with this request of hers. He remembers Anna that’s waiting for her at his apartment, he truly loves her. Haruhiro doesn’t know whether this was the original Haruhiro’s feelings for her or his but that doesn’t matter to him.

The moment he woke up in the body of Haruhiro and claimed Anna as his woman, he already promised it to himself that he will take care of her until the day he dies and maybe even more.

However… The Sin of Lust or Yasumi.

He knew her from his past life, even lived with her for some time. The past him developed feelings for her… Actually he know himself that he still does but still… How can he do that to Anna? Just when they’ve confirmed their relationship he’s going to betray her trust on him?

Naturally he can’t let that happen. Which is why he decided to harden his heart and not let such a temptation corrupt him.

When he was about to reject her request she looked up to him, the edges of her eyes stained with tears that are about to fall. She even added, “Do you not like me?” Haruhiro then stood there, frozen.

Yasumi feels muddled by her actions. She’s usually so reserve and shy, she knows herself better than anyone and know that she definitely would not act like this if she’s still right in her head.

She thought of her behaviour for the past few days and blushed. Yasumi remembered that the past three days has left her uncomfortable, bashful, guilty, and most importantly tired.

Yasumi doesn’t understand what happened to her body so suddenly that she would, these past nights, feel her body getting hotter. She first thought that she caught a cold and a fever but when her hands instinctively moved to that forbidden place. Yasumi understood that this was something else.

At first she found herself becoming strange and this scared her. Even though she’s already considered as an adult, deep down she’s still that child. That child that’s clearly afraid of the people staring at her lustfully. A pure and naive kid that’s been all alone.

However when days passed, she found that she found this kind of pleasure to her liking. She enjoyed it that she would oversleep the next day and would be late. This strange behavior of hers, she don’t know how it came to but she does know whem it begun.

It started four days ago, she had a strange dream. She saw it just like a playing movie. The dream was about a boy and a girl. The girl is visibly older than the boy but the boy did all the work, he took care of the girl. He searched for food to feed the girl, he did a lot of things for her but the girl would always remain indifferent.

She would always stay in one corner of the house not moving, staring into space thinking of something. Those violet eyes of her seemed so distant to this world. There’s almost no interaction between the two, except the times the boy would force the girl to eat.

It stayed like that, the girl uncaring and the boy full of care. She then woke up that night with tears falling down her eyes. The tears only stopped falling when the sun rose from the sky. After that, Yasumi no longer dreamt of that and instead acted differently than she did.

She would find herself staring at someone, thinking of doing lewd things with that person. Sometimes she would even smile at some strangers and find their reactions funmy.

Yasumi didn’t know what’s happening to her. It bothered her a lot but now that she’s not acting like her again, how she asked a request like that. She found it alright. If it’s him.

Haruhiro found this situation more and more unbearable. He just discovered the pleasure of doing it with a woman and he’s been quite addicted with it. He was even hurrying home to do some more rounds with Anna, which now added to his problem. He’s clearly too aroused right now and adding the fact that his dragon is hitting on her soft thighs.

He’s losing control of himself.

Which is why he decided to say outright, “I already have a girlfriend Ya-chan… I’m sorry.”

“A girlfriend?” In her heart she found it quite confusing why he’ll suddenly say that but then understood why. He’s saying they can’t stay like this together. He is telling her that this may very well be the last time he could hug her like this.

Her head swirled with different thoughts. Haruhiro found her reaction cute. She’s looking at him yet her eyes seem lost and confused as they darted around. He doesn’t know what she’s thinking about but he waited for her to finish.

When her eyes finally refocused and her mouth about to move, his hands unconsciously moved to hug her tighter. Whatever she’s about to say will determine the way they’re going to interact in the future. That’s what’s Haruhiro is thinking while Yasumi found out how he really felt about them separating from their embrace. He doesn’t want them to.

She smiled and asked as she tilted her head, “Can I be your other girlfriend?”

No doubt that this question is not one of the things Haruhiro is expecting. He looked at her and found she is smiling at him, that smile looked so dazzling and bright that for him, its outshining the moon amd stars.

It even made the last line of reasoning he has, break. He hugged her tighter, almost as if he wants to keep her inside him. Yasumi reciprocated his display of affection and hugged him tighter as well, she now knows what his answer to her question is.

However, some form of doubt formed inside her head. She has plenty of questions she doesn’t have an answer to. Just like what that dream was or why is she acting so impulsive now. She even thought of the way she would flirt with strangers and the doubt inside her grew but she quickly put it aside as right now.

She can be with this red-eyed boy.

“I’m your girlfriend but I still don’t know your name.”

This brought Haruhiro from cloud nine, he immediately stopped hugging her while she also moved herself away. He then scratched his head embarrassedly.

“Ya-chan, my name is Sato Haruhiro. And you’re my Ya-chan, yeah?”

“My whole name is actually Suzuki Yasumi not Ya-chan.”

“You don’t want me calling you Ya-chan?”

“No.. It’s not that. I just wanted you to know my whole name.”

Haruhiro smiled when he found out she doesn’t mind being called that. That has always been the way he called the Sin of Lust during the times they were living together.

“Well, I already knew of it though. I know a lot about you Ya-chan.”

“That sounds a lot like a stalker would say Sato-san.”

“Aren’t we already together? Why still call me that Ya-chan? Won’t you call me by my name? Also, I’m no stalker Ya-chan. There’s just a lot of things that can’t be explained right now.”

She doesn’t know what these things that are hard to explain are but she trusts Haruhiro so she wouldn’t think of all these anymore.

Yasumi became bashful as she tried to say his name, her face reddening and her cute little mouth muttering his name under her breath.

“Ha.. Har.. Haruhiro.. kun.”

He smiled and patted her head by using his right hand. He said to her, “Let’s go home okay Ya-chan? I don’t think I can live far away from you.”

Yasumi widened her eyes as she heard his words. She then smiled and nodded at him.

The moment he saw her nod however, he felt a wave of headache coming for him as soon as he remembered Anna.

‘I really am sorry Anna but I just can’t abandon Yasumi.’

As his thoughts drifted on how he’s going to explain all this to Anna he held Yasumi’s hand and started walking back to his apartment.