The Joy of Her Two Worlds [Rebirth] - Chapter 73

    Qin Sishao was puzzled, she hesitated before asking, “Can you tell me?”

    Jiang Chi had planned to make a confession, and he had nothing to hide: “Do you still have any impressions of the first parent-teacher meeting in high school?”

    Qin Sishao is a little impressed. She invited her grandparents for the last time in three years of high school, but every parent meeting of Jiang Chi, someone from the family came.

    Qin Sishao nodded.

    Jiang Chi thought about the events of his previous life again. It was like a dream. It was painful but not so unacceptable. It did not happen in this life.

    “My brother jumped off the building that day, from the roof of the teaching building, my aunt was holding a parent-teacher meeting for me that day, and my uncle held a parent-teacher meeting for him. His sister at the same table was The lover my uncle kept outside.”

    …

    “So, my aunt took us abroad.” Jiang Chi talked for more than half an hour. After she finished talking about what happened before going abroad, she looked into Qin Sishao’s eyes, Qin Sishao was crying, Jiang Chi laughed I hugged her and said, “It hasn’t happened in this life, don’t be sad.”

    “I spent ten years abroad. After finishing my studies, I chose to return to China. We got married at the age of twenty-five. After marriage, life was not so happy.”

    Qin Sishao wiped her tears: “Because of me?”

    Jiang Chi shook his head: “No, it’s my problem, I didn’t find out that you were sick, I didn’t care about you, I always find fault, I’m not sensible.”

    Qin Sishao should have thought of suicide at that time. People with severe depression refuse to communicate with the outside world. They are immersed in the world they made up and can’t get out. , it will be beautiful again for a while, and may even have hallucinations.

    But Jiang Chi didn’t know and didn’t think about it.

    Women are different from men, women will seek emotional value in their lovers, and Jiang Chi is inevitable.

    She had to take care of her aunt and Jiang Ping’an at that time, and spent a lot of time and energy on them. In addition, Jiang Chi felt that she had suffered a lot in the past ten years. She hoped that Qin Sishao could feel sorry for her, But at that time Qin Sishao was very ill, and he started to reject everyone around him.

    Her illness is beyond her control, and most of the time she is world-weary and refuses to communicate with anyone.

    Jiang Chi didn’t get comfort from Qin Sishao. She thought Qin Sishao didn’t like her, so she didn’t want to ignore her, so she always quarreled with Qin Sishao, trying to make Qin Sishao pay attention to her and cause Qin Sishao’s attention.

    The consequence of this practice is that Qin Sishao’s condition is getting worse and worse, Jiang Chi’s resentment towards Qin Sishao is also deeper, she feels that she has been thinking about Qin Sishao for ten years, and she still wants to solve the trouble for her after returning to China , forcing her to get married is what she did wrong.

    But Jiang Chi will not think that she is wrong, even if she realizes it is wrong, but she will not admit it, she wants face.

    Qin Sishao reached out and hugged Jiang Chi, she rubbed Jiang Chi’s hair before saying, “You must have had a hard time in those ten years.”

    Jiang Chi grew a Chinese stomach. She was not used to Western food. They had been together for so long, and they ate Western food less often than the fingers of one hand. I don’t want to eat two bites. Except for the occasional fried chicken and hamburgers, Jiang Chi eats very little, maybe once every six months.

    Jiang Chi couldn’t get used to the food alone, let alone the fragmented family. She went abroad to leave her hometown and escape.

    Jiang Chi smiled and hugged Qin Sishao’s neck and rubbed her neck. She gently sniffed Qin Sishao’s sweet breath: “Actually, I didn’t endure hardship, it’s just a foreign country, and there will be a sense of distance.”

    She said in a serious tone: “My wife smells so good.”

    Qin Sishao’s words of comfort were swallowed when they reached her mouth, and the sad atmosphere just now disappeared, because Jiang Chi’s hands were dishonest and touched her body, pinched here Knead, knead there twice.

    Qin Sishao beat him several times, but did not open Jiang Chi’s hand. On the contrary, Jiang Chi intensified.

    …

    No one mentions this.

    Jiang Chi is reluctant to talk about it, Qin Sishao will not keep asking, unless one day Jiang Chi wants to talk, she will be a qualified listener.

    Qin Sishao only felt sorry for Jiang Chi about things in her past life, Qin Sishao had no feelings for herself in her previous life, she had no memory and could not understand what she was like in her previous life, but the only thing Qin Sishao could be sure of was , She also loved Jiang Chi very much in her previous life, just as she loved Jiang Chi in this life.

    Qin Sishao can’t understand why she has depression , saying that she is superfluous and does not deserve to live in this world. People like her should be buried in the ground like those baby girls who were deprived of their lives at birth.

    When she was young, she couldn’t understand what these words meant, but she understood that it was not good words, but words that would make people cry.

    As she got older, she finally understood what the words she heard as a child meant and how hurtful they were.

    She has seen many people mention the hurt they suffered in childhood, saying that it takes a lifetime to warm up, but it still cannot be cured.

    But Qin Sishao felt that the hurts she suffered in her childhood were over, and every time she thought of her, she was calm. Those hurts were as common as the dishes she ate yesterday, and she didn’t care.

    She felt that no one or words could hurt her in this world.

    But after thinking about it carefully, Qin Sishao found that there are still some.

    Some people are just so vicious, they are dedicated to exposing other people’s scars, and deliberately causing harm to others time and time again.

    Qin Sishao thought, if there is a heart disease that makes her unable to overcome, except Jiang Chi, it is her grandparents.

    These three are the people she cares about most.

    She is a very intelligent person, good at thinking, and strong in logic. Based on what Jiang Chi said and her experience in this life, she thought of a complete story about her past life.

    She did not get admitted to Tsinghua University and Peking University, which means that her grades dropped significantly in high school.

    Qin Sishao tried to put some things from the previous life into this life. If Jiang Chi was not reborn in this life, things in her family still happened, and she went abroad with her aunt, what would she do?

    Qin Sishao thinks that she will never give up her studies, she will only study harder, and at the same time work harder to write novels to earn money and save money. Studying hard can get her a school scholarship.

    Admitted to Tsinghua Peking University, the school, city government, including the town and county where she is located will give her bonuses, just for money, she will also allow herself to be admitted to Tsinghua Peking University.

    With money, she can go abroad to find Jiang Chi.

    In high school, her grandparents were gone, which hit her too hard, so she didn’t take it.

    Qin Sishao remembered that her grandmother broke her leg when she went to the fair, and was reluctant to spend money. She lay at home for half a month, missed the best treatment time, and left serious sequelae.

    After she returned home, she and her grandfather and two relatives in the village sent her grandmother to the hospital in the county town. It cost more than 10,000 yuan on that day, and it cost a lot more in the following days. At that time, my grandparents didn’t even buy medical insurance, and she didn’t understand this, and she didn’t have the idea of ​​buying medical insurance for them. She didn’t realize the importance of medical insurance.

    So it was almost 100,000 yuan, and she couldn’t come up with it. She called her parents and aunt and uncle and asked them to discuss how to share the money equally. They said they were busy with work and couldn’t catch up. come back to take care of the elderly.

    They say that their children want to buy a house and get married, but they have no money. You push it to me, and I push it to you.

    I finally agreed to share, and when I saw the other few were unwilling to pay, why should he be taken advantage of, and not my own wife, why should I be the only one in charge.

    They said to her: “Sishao, your grandmother brought you up on the first day you were born. She carried you around the village begging for milk and drinking to raise you, you can’t live without Conscience, you have to take care of and filial your grandma, you can’t be a fool, your cousins ​​and cousins ​​were only brought by your grandma when they were old, so you have to support your grandma, not push it to us.”

    She listened to them numbly, and was so angry that she wanted to throw her phone, but she knew that she could not change anyone.

    She is very shy and has no savings. This time, she has also strengthened her determination to make money and save money.

    She can continue to look for them, or even call the police or file a lawsuit to ask them for money, but grandma can’t wait.

    In the end, Jiang Chi lent her the 100,000 yuan.

    She paid for grandma’s medical bills, and when grandma’s leg healed, the family returned to the hospital.

    After the results of the college entrance examination came out, they all came to her, and they showed how much they loved her. She looked at their faces and was still numb.

    Even though grandma said they were all family and told her not to care about her elders, she still didn’t listen to grandma and didn’t contact any of them.

    Grandma should have passed away this time, as for grandpa? Qin Sishao couldn’t guess the possibility that his grandfather would pass away. Maybe his wife passed away, and he would live a lonely life by himself. It could also be due to physical reasons or accidents.

    Qin Sishao was a little sad. She tilted her head to look at Jiang Chi who was lying next to her. Jiang Chi was lying on his side, with a small white face facing Qin Sishao’s direction. She saw Jiang Chi’s thick and slender eyelashes and tightly pursed red lips.

    The next second, Sleeping Beauty opened her eyes and said, “Why did you wake up so early?”

    Qin Sishao looked at her and smiled: “I thought about something.”

    Jiang Chi asked, “Do you miss me?”

    “No, I miss my grandparents.” Qin Sishao was honest: “Should I call them now?”

     After she finished speaking, she brought the phone over.

    At half past six in the morning, grandparents have been up for an hour.

    Jiang Chi smiled and said: “Call, call, grandparents will definitely live a hundred years in this life, you call, I’ll go wash first.”

    When Qin Sishao was hesitating whether to make a phone call or a video call, Jiang Chi got out of bed and stood by the sink to brush his teeth. After brushing his teeth, he washed his face. Face down, the whole person is full of energy, and this is the time to come out.

    Qin Sishao was in the floor-to-ceiling window and made a video with her grandmother. The golden sunlight came in from the outside in the morning, making her whole body plated with a faint dazzling light. Qin Sishao introduced the room at home to her grandmother, saying Two months back home to pick them up to Beijing to play.