The Locked Marriage in the Rich Family - Chapter 474

When Zhao Tianyi heard my words, his expression on his face was a little complicated. He pursed his lips slightly, and his deep eyes whirled back and forth on my face. He didn’t say anything, just hugged me tightly.

I was full of thoughts about Linlin. After the wedding, Yin Jingtian came to me and handed me a notebook. He said in a deep voice, “this is a gift from Linlin.”

I was stunned for a moment, and suddenly thought of what Linlin had said to me last night. I clenched my teeth, and my mood became inexplicably complicated. Even the fingers are shaking, how can’t take it.

Zhao Tianyi glanced at the expression on my face. Then he took the notebook and said in a low voice, “please bother her.”

“This is what Linlin should do.” Yin Jingtian took a deep look at me and said with profound meaning.

I’m like a puppet. I’m dull all the way. I’ve forgotten what I came home from. Just holding the notebook in my hand, I would not let it go.

“Really, no matter what happens, I will always be with you.” Zhao Tianyi reached out to me and said word by word.

I hung my head slightly, with unspeakable complexity in my heart. I clenched my teeth and didn’t say a complete word for a long time.

“I want to be quiet by myself.” I swallowed my saliva, shaking my fingers, stroking the lines on my notebook, and murmured.

Zhao Tianyi sighed softly. He lowered his head and gave me a soft kiss on my forehead. He said softly, “OK, you can be quiet by yourself.”

With these words, Zhao Tianyi left. I was sitting alone in the room. It was very quiet, as if I was the only one in the world.

I lowered my head and opened my notebook. The handwriting on it was a little scribbled, but I recognized it at a glance. This is Qin Lian’s handwriting. This is Qin Lian’s diary.

I turn page by page, looking at the content of Qin Lian’s writing, a heart is more and more complex, tears in the eyes.

“I’ve found her. She looks like him and looks like an enemy. This is my daughter! But she hates me! I want to hold her, but I’m afraid she’ll hate me

“I hit her, looked at her face, listened to what she said, and I trembled with anger. What qualifications do I have to discipline her? Besides giving her life, I don’t have a day to accompany her. All this is retribution. I deserve it. If possible, I really want to spend the rest of my life to make up for her! ”

“I was wrong all the time. I thought it was Li Qizhen No, no! I owe her so much. How can I repay it for the rest of my life? I wish I could give her everything I have, but how could she? She hates me in her heart. Naturally, even my things are resenting. Even if I gave her the company, she would disdain it. ”

“I tried my best to surround her. I thought I was good to her. I thought I would give her a better life. I thought I could get rid of my bad feelings. I can’t shackle her because of my thoughts. The life I think is not the best life for her… ”

“I’m sick. I’m very sick. Maybe I don’t have much time to be with her. I have done a lot of wrong things in my life, and nothing in the world can make me nostalgic, but I can’t rest assured of her. She is so simple and kind, I still have so much to say to her, and so many unfulfilled wishes. Now… ”

“After I die, everything will be left to her. That’s the only thing I can do for her. Even if she disdains to ask for it, I have nothing to give her except these things… ”

“I have never thought of abandoning her, nor that she would be taken away. I have long thought about how to face the rumors. Even if my family does not agree with me to give birth to her, I will obstinately give birth to her. This is my flesh and blood. How can I be separated from her? But I didn’t think that I had been separated for so many years, and I didn’t even think that I would meet her again after separation… ”

It’s a thick diary, which is full of Qin Lian’s words, scribbles, yellowing paper and the ink spread by water stains.

It turns out that Qin Lian knew that I was not Li Qizhen’s child. She thought I was Li Qizhen’s child at the beginning, so she gave me a cold shoulder. It turns out that she doesn’t love me, but she doesn’t know how to face it. It turns out that she has always loved me and wanted to give me everything. It’s just that she is a person with strong personality and converges all her love under a lukewarm appearance, which makes me mistakenly think that she doesn’t love me.

I always thought that Qin Lian thought that Li Qizhen’s reason would change her attitude towards me. I always thought that I was just an dispensable existence for her. I always thought Qin Lian abandoned me. I thought she didn’t love me, so she abandoned me ruthlessly

Originally, originally, originally she loves me so much, but I don’t know.

How many days and nights does Qin Lian finish this thick diary? How many days and nights, with what kind of mood did she finish these things?However, I misunderstood Qin Lian for such a long time and hated her for such a long time. At this moment, I realized how selfish and narrow-minded I was.

I hold the diary, crying, tears spent delicate makeup, but I just want to cry at the moment, as if only in this way can calm the hearts of all kinds of discomfort.

Linlin is right. This gift is what I want most. Any gift is not as precious as Qin Lian’s diary!

“It’s true!” Zhao Tianyi heard my cry. He rushed in quickly, looked at me with worried eyes, and asked, “what happened?”

Holding the diary, I choked and said: “Tianyi, I’m sorry for my mother, I’m wrong, I blame her.”

How does Qin Lian feel? When I misunderstood her, when I hated her, when I sneered at her, what did she think in her heart?

“Really, it’s all over, it’s over.” Zhao Yi said with a sigh in his arms.

I sobbed and said, “it’s my fault. I resent her abandoning me. I resent her until now. But why does she refuse to explain to me all the time? Why don’t you tell me the truth? Why should I resent her for so long? “