The Locked Marriage in the Rich Family - Chapter 486
I clenched my cell phone and asked with trembling lips, “Why are you in the hospital? Who sent you to the hospital? ”
Zhao Tianyi took a deep breath and said in a low voice, “Zhenzhen, I…”
Before he had finished his words, he heard Yin Jingtian’s urgent voice and noise, and the phone call stopped suddenly. I suddenly red eyes, quickly let the driver turn the car.
I feel the hospital in a hurry. Standing at the door of the ward, my legs suddenly soften. In this moment, I seem to have lost all my strength, even the strength to move.
Zhao Tianyi and Yin Jingtian stood in front of the hospital bed, firmly covered Linlin, let me not see her. My eyes were wet for no reason. I opened my mouth and wanted to say something, but my throat seemed to be blocked by something. I couldn’t say a word completely.
I can only open my mouth and eyes, staring at the position of the hospital bed, big tears spilled out of my eyes, rolled down on my clothes, and disappeared.
“Really?” When Zhao Tianyi looked back and saw me, he was surprised and his voice was a little hoarse.
I stood at the door stiff, tears could not stop flowing, lips are trembling, trembling fingers pointing to the direction of Linlin, my words have not yet said, Zhao Tianyi seems to know my mind in general, his eyebrows slightly frown, tightly pursed lips, almost pursed into a straight line, he hoarse voice said: “I’m sorry, change.”
These four words are like five thunderbolts to me. In front of my eyes, I fell on the ground, tears flowing more and more wantonly. I should have thought, why Linlin would suddenly want to support me, why she insisted on seeing An’an, because she knew she was not in good health, just wanted to support me!
But why didn’t I find out earlier? Why didn’t I refuse her? Why did I agree to her request? When my father died, I was not around. When my mother died, I was not around. So was Linlin. I didn’t even see the last side. I didn’t have time to say the last word to her!
“She just doesn’t want you to see the painful side of her.” Zhao Tianyi came over quickly, holding my shoulder with a big, generous hand, and explained in a deep voice, “she walks in peace, and will be far away from all the pain in another world.”
I fell on Zhao Tianyi’s shoulder, sobbing and wailing in pain. I used all my strength to grasp Zhao Tianyi’s arm and poke his sharp nails into his skin, but he didn’t even frown.
“Cry, just cry out.” Zhao Tianyi gently patted my back, gently persuading.
Yin Jingtian always straightened his back, standing in front of the hospital bed, he did not have any movement, as if he had become a sculpture, and as if he was complete before the collapse.
He is different from me, I can vent my emotions wantonly in Zhao Tianyi’s arms, but he can only hide in a corner, secretly licking the wound. In front of him, I am not poor, I have Zhao Tianyi, I have children, but he has nothing but Linlin.
On the surface, yinjingtian looks as if nothing has happened. He has dealt with all the matters in an orderly way. After the funeral, he seems to have a sigh of relief, no more pressure and burden.
“There will be us and ANN.” I approached Yin Jingtian, patted him on the shoulder and said in a low voice.
Yin Jingtian gave a bitter smile and said hoarsely, “without her, I would not have the whole world. I used to think that I could care nothing but power. But now I understand that without her, even if I have everything, I still have nothing. ”
Listen to what he said, I immediately burst into tears, to the mouth comfort words, finally swallow back.
“She has been worried about the person is you, as long as you live well, she can be at ease.” I closed my eyes and choked with tears.
Yin Jingtian couldn’t help pulling his lips and his voice became more and more hoarse: “I hope she won’t be at ease, so that she can come to my dream faster to find me and question me.”
I have a bad sore throat. It seems that there is a thorn stick in my throat. I can’t swallow it or spit it out. I swallowed hard and said in a dull voice, “you shouldn’t punish yourself in this way. My sister has never blamed you. The person she worries about most is you. Don’t let her worry about you.”
Yin Jingtian lowered his head, so I couldn’t see the expression on his face, and I didn’t know what he thought at the moment.
“Without her, I don’t care about anything.” For a long time, Yin Jingtian said slowly.
Listening to what Yin Jingtian said, I couldn’t say any consolation words at the moment.
Linlin left this month, Yin Jingtian as if nothing had happened, every day after work is to go home to the company and home on both sides. He seems to have been used to, used to the days when Linlin left him, but the more calm he was, the more upset I felt.
But Ann asked me from time to time: “Mommy, where’s my aunt?”
She is still young, and she doesn’t know what it means to die or to leave forever. She just asks about the date of her return, which reminds me of all kinds of suffering brought by Linlin’s departure.”My aunt went to a far place.” Every time I can only prevaricate like this.
Ann looked at me with her head tilted, and continued to ask suspiciously, “where is the place far away? When will she be back? ”
I suddenly choked, just reached out and held her firmly, and said softly, “Mommy doesn’t know where she is far away, and doesn’t know when she will come back.”
Ann seems to be aware of my strange emotions, she did not ask, but stretched out her little hand tightly around my neck, you such a silent way, to give me a sense of security and warmth.
“Really, things have been dealt with. Let’s go out and have a look.” Zhao Tianyi asked tentatively with the expression on my face.
Linlin left this period of time, as if the world is quiet, no those disturbing things to disturb me, as if Li Wensi completely disappeared from my world.
This time, Zhao Tianyi didn’t break his promise. He fulfilled his promise to me and dealt with everything well.
“In time.” I slightly pursed the corners of my lips and said in a muffled voice.
Now I’m not in the mood to go out, and I don’t want to go out for a walk.
Zhao Tianyi sighed softly. He put his arm on my shoulder and gently said, “it’s been a long time. People always have to look forward. You can’t always stick to the past. Besides, Linlin doesn’t want you to blame yourself like this.”