The Modern Age of the Mysterious - Vol 2 Chapter 671
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Sean opened his eyes, a slight joy emerged in his heart.
It has been ten years since I came to Shambhala. After practicing with the wise man for ten years, he has mastered all the skills related to meditation and initially comprehended the kind of transcendent wisdom. To his joy every day, his first hunch turned out to be right—the last path was, in every sense, the most worthwhile path.
Although he has not completely freed himself from delusions, he has been able to face everything calmly and peacefully. He no longer pursues anything, just waits for everything to happen naturally.
And Moonlight… four months after first meeting Lianna, the two got married, built their own house away from the crowd, and enjoyed the world of two to the fullest. For a long time, Sean could only see the moonlight occasionally, but from the beginning of this year, the moonlight often appeared here, sometimes even staying for several days in a row.
“I think I understand what you mean.” At this time, Yueguang was lying on the couch with her head in her arms, looking at the beams, her eyes were a little dull, “What did you say at the beginning?”
“Some things are not as beautiful as you imagined.” Sean just sat, his demeanor has changed compared to ten years ago – he looks more relaxed and sober. Through continuous practice, he recovered the state of mind obtained by the wheel of the heart palace in the “dream”, and even went a step beyond that, entering a realm that he had never expected before. The soul flows freely, without the slightest interference. Like a weathered rose in a bottle, only time is left before the body and mind fall apart. However, limited by this world, he was unable to perform the skills of the explorer.
“Yes! That’s what it means—it’s not as beautiful as I imagined.” Moonlight sat up a little excitedly, “Is this not obvious? Why didn’t I think of it at the time?”
After Yueguang and Lianna spent the first two years of being gluey, differences gradually emerged: Yueguang didn’t want children, and Lianna wanted to have many children. Moonlight loves to drink, and Lian Na hates people who drink. Moonlight wanted to play an instrument, Lianna felt noisy. Lianna wanted to talk to him, but Yueguang couldn’t think and talk that much…
Lian Na started to accuse him loudly, started to throw things, and started to cry. Moonlight couldn’t bear it, so she had to leave home often.
Sometimes, he is very envious of the life between him and Winnie in the book, it seems to be much smoother? Sometimes he doubts whether the life in the book is too ideal…
At this moment, he just felt extremely bored, even bored with himself who was so excited back then.
However, he deeply remembered that what he was tired of back then was what Sean said, the “wise man”. He thinks that kind of sobriety and calmness is anti-human, and it is impossible to have such a transparent person in the world.
Until now, he feels that life itself is “anti-human”. Transparency is the smartest way to live.
“I wish I had listened to you then.”
“No,” Sean said, “You’re wrong.”
“wrong?”
“Heartbeat is natural, and it cannot be said to be a bad thing.”
Moonlight rolled over and sat up, sitting cross-legged, holding his ankles—now he seemed very willing to watch Sean play the role of a wise man.
“A cold man is bound to a campfire. But if he thinks it’s the best thing, and even jumps into it, he’s just a moth, isn’t he?”
Moonlight shook his whole body and opened his eyes wide.
Xiao En smiled and continued: “So, of course, you should go to the fire when you feel cold, but when you are warming up, shouldn’t you think that if it becomes hot, you should stay away from the fire…
“You and Lian Na spent some wonderful times, isn’t that enough?
“If you hope to always be able to dig out the original happiness from this relationship, wouldn’t that be like insisting on warming up in the summer?”
Yueguang turned over excitedly and stood up: “This, why didn’t you tell me earlier?!”
“Why didn’t you come to ask me earlier?” Sean asked flatly.
Moonlight froze there. His eyes were straight, as if he was recalling what Sean said just now. In silence, he groped for a chair and sat down.
The oil lamp cast the shadow of the moonlight on the wall, and after a while, he said slowly, “I understand.”
Afterwards, Yueguang talked to Lian Na for a long time, and the two accepted the status quo calmly, and he left that house. After moving to Sean’s residence, Moonlight was visibly depressed, as if the air on his shoulders was heavy, pressing him down all the time.
In order to relax his mind, he also started to follow Xiao En to the Stone Palace.
One day, when the two were walking, Sean suddenly asked, “Are you going?”
“Go? Where are you going?”
“Didn’t I tell you that with Sean Dickinson, it’s easy to arrange that kind of life?”
Moonlight recalled for a while, and then remembered that Sean was referring to the big pie he drew at the earliest: He said he would take himself to find the most beautiful **** Broadway, bring the most extravagant food and wine, and take a transoceanic sailing boat to go fishing, Looking for killer whales, watching the sunset…
As a result, he took a three-day plane ride with Sean, rode a yak for more than a month, and traveled through the wilderness where even cow dung is rare, to this place that almost no one knows. Also experienced a broken love…
“It’s best to travel after disillusionment.” Sean said, with a smile on his lips.
Moonlight blinked: “What’s wrong, Sean? Are you crazy? Don’t continue to practice?”
“I have mastered everything the teacher said, and the next step is just to maintain the habit. If you want to meditate, you can do it anywhere, not necessarily in Shambhala.
“Besides, ten years is enough, it’s time to go out for a walk.”
Hearing what Xiao En said, Moonlight realized that he was serious. The pianist, who had been tortured enough, caught up with his friend and grabbed his clothes: “Finally…finally!”
After returning home, I packed up my luggage, said goodbye to my teachers and friends, and left Shambhala with a team of eight yaks.
As before, they crossed the barren plateau, took various means of transportation, and returned to the bustling city. UU reading www.uukanshu. com
After returning to the place where he started ten years later, Moonlight discovered how bad the air in the city was. If he is like a fish, then in Shambhala is like swimming in a clear spring, but at this moment it is like falling into a sewage river. For the first time in the city, the moonlight did not want to stay for a long time.
He found that New York had built more tall buildings and more cars on it. As for the Arkham Psychiatric Sanitarium, I am afraid that the two missing patients have long been forgotten.
This journey was supposed to start with looking for those two peerless beauties on Broadway, but Moonlight has a different idea now. After ending his relationship with Lian Na, he wanted to be quiet.
However, nothing else has shrunk. Sean, who lived a simple life like a wise man in Shambhala, returned to the city like a fish in water. He obtained cash as quickly as possible (choosing one of the many plans), and purchased a beautiful sailboat (White Goose, Sean said she was the choice almost every time), bought prime beef (hanging to age in a ventilated storage cabin, great beef on the road!), caviar, foie gras, and All kinds of food and wine – it took three days to raise, and now the beautiful sailboat also carries a lot of “beautiful” things.
The day of sailing was sunny and the rare blue sky in New York. The two “psychopaths” covered in black sweat who had been dug up in the cowshed in the suburbs were now cleanly dressed, with joyful expressions, and sparkling waves on their faces.
Sean stared at the beautiful sailing boats in front of him, and suddenly said: “A poet once said that sailing boats can sail into fairy tales, but steamships can’t—
“What do you think?”
Moonlight laughed: “Indeed.”
The two stepped onto the deck with the same bright mood, as if stepping on the shaking land and walking into the sea.