The Most Shining Little Chicken in the Wolf Palace - Chapter 46

    Jing Yan had a long dream.

    He hugged his knees and huddled in the corner, some people stood at the door, wearing black dresses, whispering. He could feel their frequent glances, but he didn’t want to pay attention to them, and they didn’t dare to disturb him.

    Jing Yan buried his head between his knees.

    In the dream, he was like drowning in a pool of black water, unable to see the surroundings, cold, suffocated, as if he was on the verge of death.

    “Jing Yan? Jing Yan!”

    The anxious voice gradually amplified in my ears.

    Jing Yan slowly opened his eyes, a warm light came, and in the warm light, Qiao Xi held his face and looked at him worriedly.

    In an instant, the temperature returned to the body, and the heart beat again.

    Qiao Xi saw that Jingyan finally woke up, and he was relieved: “I think you seem to be having a nightmare, keep telling you not to wake up, almost scared to death.”

    “…” Jing Yan came back to his senses, his Adam’s apple rolled down, and his voice was hoarse, “Qiao Xiaoxi…”

    My heart fell, Qiao Xi moved to the side, trying to put on her clothes, but she was dragged back as soon as she moved.

    He suddenly lay on Jing Yan’s chest and looked at him blankly.

    “Qiao Xi,” Jing Yan murmured his name and pressed him to his chest, “Qiao Xi…”

    Qiao Xi was stunned.

    Jing Yan…

    Jing Yan hugged Qiao Xi tightly, and her body was also tense.

    After a while, Qiao Xi moved.

    He raised his head and kissed Jing Yan’s cheek.

    The room was quiet for a while, and after a while, the two separated, and after a while, Jing Yan took a deep breath and sat up.

    He took the quilt, held the naked Qiao Xi in his arms, and asked, “Do you feel better now? You have a fever and slept all day.”

    …I slept all day!

    Qiao Xi touched her forehead and said, “I don’t feel it at all, I just feel like I’ve slept for a long time, and I don’t feel any different from usual when I wake up.”

    Jing Yan leaned over and tried the temperature of Qiao Xi’s forehead with her forehead.

    Qiao Xi looked at Jing Yan at close range, blinked, he hesitated: “Jing Yan, are you sad in your dream?”

    Jing Yan said hoarsely: “How do you know?”

    Qiao Xi: “I feel it.”

    Jing Yan: “Feel?”

    “Well, I just felt sorry for you, and then I woke up.” Qiao Xi replied obediently.

    “Are we two in tune?” Jing Yan asked softly.

    “I think so.” Qiao Xi said.

    Jing Yan raised the corner of his lips.

    I finally laughed.

    Jingyan is happy every day, but the mood in the past two days is obviously not right.

    Qiao Xi was worried and distressed, but she really didn’t know what else to do except stay with him.

    Jing Yan took the thermometer again and put it in Qiao Xi’s ear to measure it, and he was relieved to confirm that the temperature had really dropped completely.

    Then he closed Qiao Xi, held him in his arms, sat quietly for a while, and said, “You must have heard about our family, right?”

    Qiao Xi nodded subconsciously: “Yes.”

    Then it suddenly occurred to me that Jing Yan is… ready to talk to him about something in his heart?

    Thinking of this, he restrained his expression and said seriously: “In the past, no one in the bird tribe told me about the outside world, I only heard about it when I was there with Jingyu, I know your mother Yes… she died thirteen years ago, and a year after her death, the current queen is…”

    Jing Yan rubbed his head gently, but his eyes fell on the void point.

     After a moment of silence, he slowly said: “Well, my mother died of illness. Although that woman only entered the palace a year after my mother died, she was with her when my mother was sick and bedridden. That man is together.”

    Qiao Xi froze.

    Jing Yan said in a calm tone: “She and my mother grew up together, and my mother always regarded her as a good friend. Before knowing the truth, when my mother was in bed, and she When I was having an affair with my dad, and when I came to visit my mom… I was still very close to her, calling her ‘Auntie’.”

    Qiao Xi tightened her hands.

    Above the head, the man’s voice was indifferent: “The **** and vulgar drama, every time I think about what happened during that time, I feel disgusted.”

    Qiao Xi sat up.

    Jing Yan’s eyes met his.

    “If you really love someone, it’s impossible to be lonely and cheating when the other person is sick, right? Then when did he stop loving my mother? Does my mother know? Jing Yan paused and said, “I thought about it carefully afterwards. I think my mother should be able to feel the indifference of the man, but it is not clear that the man abandoned their feelings so thoroughly that he even betrayed their feelings.” Marriage. Because if my mom knew, with her character, this marriage would never go on.”

    “And that man, even if he didn’t love him, why did he have to find a new love when my mother was sick, and why was he still the woman my mother regarded as a friend? Why did he have an affair with her while still allowing her to go to me In front of Mom’s hospital bed, visiting the doctor as a friend?”

    “What about that woman? Did you consider my mother a friend?” Jing Yan paused and said coldly, “No, this matter is not a question, since my mother passed away , she can find the answer in the change of her attitude towards me.”

    Qiao Xi couldn’t help it and asked, “What about your father? Can’t he see the queen’s nature?”

    “I also thought about this question, but I quickly figured out the answer,” Jing Yan held Qiao Xi’s hand and said slowly, “He was with that woman. By then, she must have known her nature. It might even be the nature of the woman that caught his interest.”

    Qiao Xi was stunned.

    Interested in plain hypocrisy?

    But anyway, with such a woman at that point of time, has the Wolf King really never considered the feelings of Jing Yan Jingyi and his wife?

    Or, never thought about it at all…

    Just thinking about it, Qiao Xi felt that her fingertips became cold.

    At the reception dinner of the Leopard King and Leopard Queen, he saw the wolf king and Jingyan standing together.

    The Wolf King’s respect for Jing Yan doesn’t seem to be fake, but while he values ​​it, he is emotionally so… It can only be said that the Wolf King himself is a person who is extremely emotionally indifferent.

    “During that time, I had a lot of questions in my head every day.” Jing Yan closed his eyes.

    “After knowing the truth, I once left the palace with Jingyi. I don’t want to see those two people again, and I don’t want to be a prince again. I also hate those in the palace who may be as early as six years old. Before I knew the truth, I had already guessed some things. I was treated politely by my mother, but in a blink of an eye, I could bow down to that woman, the flattering servants, guards, all of them,” Jing Yan’s hand gradually tightened, ” Some people say I’m too naive. The world of adults is so realistic, and I’ll understand when I grow up. But I still feel sick to this day.”

    “You’re not wrong!” Qiao Xi also held Jing Yan’s hand back, and seeing Jing Yan’s appearance was very distressing, “The people who work in the palace may not be able to hold back the queen. Smiley, but it’s perfectly normal for you to feel sick. You haven’t done anything like revenge, and no one has the right to ask you to be considerate. As for the rest—”

    Jing Yan opened his eyes and looked at Qiao Xi.

    Qiao Xi said slowly: “As for other things, what is ‘the world of adults’, what is ‘reality’, it’s just an excuse, a step for yourself, a fig leaf!”

    Qiao Xi cannot comment on things that have no choice.

    But when there is a choice in front of him, Qiao Xi’s inner answer has always been clear, this will never change because he is a child or an adult today, because he is always him, he He has grown, but his heart has never been twisted.

    And Jing Yan is just like him.

    Why should Jing Yan be relieved? Having suffered such a thing that he would never do and would never understand in his true heart, nausea is normal all his life, but—

    “But I hope your heart can be completely calmed down,” Qiao Xi whispered, “I hope you can stop having nightmares and sleep well this night every year, I hope you can every day Be happy, don’t be sad.”

    Jing Yan hugged Qiao Xi again and bit his lips.

    During the turbulent breathing, Qiao Xi whispered: “Jing Yan, does your mother want you to be the wolf king?”

     “Hope, I have always regarded this as my goal.” Jing Yan’s silver eyes were cold.

    In those days, he took Jing Yi back to his grandfather’s house.

    On the tenth day of shutting herself in the room, my grandfather knocked on his door, let him out, and sat with him in the corridor.

    It was a quiet evening, and a full moon could be seen in the sky from the yard.

    “What do you want to do in the future?” Grandpa asked him, “Do you want to study in a school outside? It’s still too late, study hard, and then go to a good university and study a favorite major—”

    Speaking, grandpa turned his head to look at him, then smiled: “No, you child, are you still ambitious?”

    He stretched out his hand and tapped the young wolf Jingyan’s forehead: “You want to be the king, this little yard can’t hold you.”

     Jing Yan raised his head, opened his dry eyes, and stared straight at the moon in the sky.

    He is not the protagonist in those novels, he is in the royal family but dreams of ordinary people.

    He was born looking at the throne, he wanted to be the wolf king, and his mother, his grandfather, and his family all supported him behind his back.

    He originally had many plans and wishes for his future and the future of the entire wolf clan.

    “Jing Yan, you must understand that the wolf clan does not belong to the wolf king alone, nor does the palace belong to him alone, nor does the throne belong to him alone,” the grandfather said slowly, “that is not His private property is something that you need to clear up. The throne represents ability and responsibility. What you should consider is not who is sitting on the throne now, but whether you have the ability to take this responsibility in the future. At the same time, you must also understand that as the prince of the wolf clan royal family, as the eldest son, every choice you make affects the future of the wolf clan.”

    Jing Yan trembled.

    “Little idiot, you can’t really do without the whirlpool of the royal family,” Grandpa smiled, rubbing his head, “your father, the man who is about to become the queen, and more More people following you…they’ll pull you in. Do you want to be sucked into the vortex?”

    Jing Yan looked at his grandfather, was silent for a moment, and shook his head.

    “—then don’t be passive. Take control of the vortex.”

    “Think about things, understand the future, and then understand what you should do next,” Grandpa got up and said, “Although you are only six years old, Grandpa believes that you can do it yourself. These things are clear.”

    On that day, Jing Yan thought about it all night.

    And five days later, he took Jing Yi out of his grandfather’s house.

    After waiting outside for fifteen days, the attendant sent by the man respectfully saluted him.

    Jing Yan chose to return to the palace, but when he faced the wolf king again, he no longer cried, no longer asked why, no roar, no trouble, he suppressed all emotions Go down and face the man with reason and calmness.

    It can only be said that the man and his purpose are the same, so the two of them have been able to get along for so many years in such a cold, non-provocative relationship. Many times, the man just asks the guards to help convey what he has to do.

      The woman, the cheerful, gentle, free and easy woman who always has a smile on her face, the woman who lies weakly on the hospital bed when she is sick, and still smiles when she sees her friends and her husband, he can’t sleep at night.

    Jing Yan wants to be the king, but if he was born in an ordinary family, he must have other goals of his own. But it was just fantasy, the past could not be changed, his mother fell in love with someone who was not worthy of love.

    He even clearly remembered the six months he stayed by his mother’s bedside, he was always thinking about why his father didn’t come back, he complained to his mother, his mother chuckled to comfort He, and when his mother was in critical condition, he was pulled away by the waiters in a panic, and he could only huddle in a ball outside the door, trembling, thinking repeatedly why his father didn’t come.

    That feeling is too painful.

    He also vaguely remembered the woman who came to visit his mother, and when he left, he said goodbye to her outside the door. The woman said, “Your father is the wolf king, so he will definitely be very busy. Be considerate of him.” After listening to this, he cheered up and said with a flick of his tail to the woman, “Well, I know, goodbye auntie!”

    The sadness and pain when my mother died, the shock and anger when I knew the truth, the first time I recognized the essence of my father, and the man who loved them very much, but was too busy to take care of his family It was just a fantasy in his heart, it was the coldest and darkest period of Jing Yan’s childhood.

    He didn’t want to affect Jingyi and Jiaoyue, so he always kept silent on these two days every year.

    He didn’t know how to talk to Qiao Xi, because he knew that Qiao Xi would definitely feel down when he heard it.

    But maybe it was a nightmare, and when he opened his eyes, he saw his beloved in front of him. At that moment, a great sense of security and fulfillment poured into his heart, making him nervous Tong’s heart suddenly relaxed, and he finally learned how to tell Qiao Xi about it.

    Qiao Xi’s mood is very complicated at the moment. He originally thought that the relationship between Jing Yan and the wolf king and the wolf queen was poor, just some problems that would inevitably arise after the arrival of a malicious stepmother. Thinking of the real situation has to be twisted and twisted.

    He said: “Jing Yan, if your mother can see you now, she will be relieved. But she will be sad when she sees you now.”

    “This line may be a bit cliché, but it’s what I have to say, and the other thing is—” He raised his arms, put his arms around Jing Yan, leaned against his ear and whispered sentence.

    Live happily, keep growing, and steadily move towards the throne that will eventually belong to you.

    “Stop thinking about the bad things, this time of year, think about the happy days you and your mother used to have, and go to the grave with a light heart, like a family reunion,” Joe Xi stroked Jing Yan’s face and said warmly, “There are more happy times than sad times, right? I only think about the unhappy and forget the happy, and always go to see your mother with that heavy heart, and your mother also Wouldn’t you be happy.”

    Jing Yan trembled.

    Past scenes flashed before my eyes.

    It was dark at first, with black and white portraits, the stiff, pale face of her mother, leaden clouds and cold raindrops hitting her face.

    But soon, the warm light dipped in, and in the dense light, he saw his mother’s eyebrows and eyes.

    His mother squatted in the flower field, smiled and waved to him, shouting: “Ayan, come here.”

    The flowers against her face were the most beautiful woman he had ever seen.

    The room was quiet.

    After a while, Jing Yan’s strength loosened, as if he had completely unloaded the heavy load he had been carrying for an unknown time on the ground. Although he was tired, at least his body was no longer stiff.

    He tightened his hands, hugged Qiao Xi, buried his head in Qiao Xi’s shoulder, and said in a low voice, “Qiao Xiaoxi…”

    Qiao Xi patted Jing Yan’s back lightly and sighed in her heart.

    Jing Yan.

    Jing Yan.

    The next day was a sunny day.

    The group got up early and took the speeder to the royal cemetery.

    Chris, like Qiao Xi, woke up full of energy after sleeping one night.

    After knowing that he was showing signs of transformation, he almost jumped up and yelled with joy, but after Jiaoyue told him what day it was, he immediately covered his mouth.

    Although he has not lived here for a long time, he has known each other for many years. It’s just that although I know what year Jing Yan’s mother died, I don’t know which day it is. I didn’t expect…

    “Jing Yan seems to be in a good mood?”

    In front of the tombstone, Chris whispered to the bright moon.

     Jiaoyue also looked at Jingyan’s back thoughtfully.

    Indeed, Jing Yan seems to be much better this year than in previous years.

    “But the dark circles are still heavy.” Chris muttered.

    This muttering was heard by Jing Yan, he turned around and said, “…I had a nightmare last night, and I still didn’t sleep well.”

    He glanced at Kuroba.

    The butterfly was shocked and said, “Nightmare? Impossible! I even made a dreamless mode for you!”

    “This means that your miracles still have a way to decipher them.” Jing Yan said dryly.

    The cracking method is the psychological shadow.

    Everyone: “…”

    I can laugh at myself, it seems to be true.

    When they greeted Jing Yan’s mother one by one, they consciously walked aside and gave the place to Jing Yan and Jing Yi.

    Qiao Xi was about to leave when she was stopped by Jing Yan.

    Jing Yan smiled at him: “Qiao Xiaoxi, come here, I will introduce you to my mother.”

    Qiao Xi blushed.

    Jiaoyue smiled: “Go.”

    Everyone smiled at him, Qiao Xi walked over and stayed.

    Jing Yi is closing his eyes, probably talking to his mother in his heart.

    When he opened his eyes, Jing Yan spoke softly.

    The breeze was blowing, and it was a little cool, but not the chill of the previous days.

    Qiao Xi looked at the photo on the tombstone.

    He had seen other photos of Jingyan’s mother on the Internet before, she was a woman with very similar eyebrows and eyes, beautiful, elegant, generous and dignified.

    The characters of Jing Yan and Jing Yi are also inherited from his mother.

    Qiao Xi felt that her aunt had really given the two brothers the most precious gift when they were born.

    This gift allows them to support each other for so many years, grow up strong and happy, so that they can walk along that straight road and march towards the light.

    Auntie, watch them carefully.

    Qiao Xi said in her heart.

    On the way back, Qiao Xi and Jing Yan cuddled with each other and fell asleep because of exhaustion all night, no one came to disturb them.

    I don’t know if it was because of that topic last night that Qiao Xi had a dream.

    …It’s just that the dream is a little weird.

    In the dream, Jing Yan became the wolf king. He and Jing Yan got married. They hugged the child a year after the marriage, and they hugged each other.

    When she woke up, the speeding car had already landed beside the wooden house, and Qiao Xi was still a little dazed when her feet landed on the ground.

    Jing Yan looked back at him and asked, “What’s wrong?”

    “…” Qiao Xi tilted her head and asked him, “If the two of us get married, what will happen to the heir to the throne?”

    He looked at Jing Yi who was squatting on the ground picking up leaves.

    In the history of orcs, male queens are indeed rare, but since male queens have appeared, then the heir to the throne is a question that needs to be carefully considered.

    Will Jing Yan let Jing Yi come?

    … After all, he couldn’t have a baby like in his dreams!

    Jing Yi stood up, noticed Qiao Xi’s eyes, and was startled: “It has nothing to do with me! I’m not the beast king!”

    Jing Yan stared at him: “How come it has nothing to do with you?”

    Qiao Xi is stunned.

    Jing Yi immediately thought of something, patted his head and said, “Yes, it has something to do with me, my brother said that he will choose my child as the heir!”

    Qiao Xi understood and said apologetically, “I’m sorry.”

    I always feel that I still cause trouble for Jing Yi, and trouble for Jing Yi’s children… as well?

    “It’s all right, my brother and I have discussed it a long time ago,” Jing Yi said carelessly, “I like girls, as long as the other party doesn’t want children, there will definitely be children in the future. I don’t I like to be a king, maybe my children will like it, anyway, my brother also said that we will see the situation when the time comes.”

    Although he was still young when his mother died, the memories of that time are still scattered in Jing Yi’s mind.

    He remembered how his mother was in bed, and remembered that his brother had to take care of him and his mother at the same time.

    It can be said that his brother has been protecting him, and Jing Yi also knows that if it weren’t for his brother, he would not be able to live so carefree at this age.

    His brother supported him, so he could become the Jingyi he is now.

    Therefore, his brother has found his own happiness, and he must support him unconditionally.

    As long as there are no accidents, there will definitely be children in the future. Anyway, he believes that he has no ability and is not interested in being the wolf king, but his children may have.

    Qiao Xi was moved when she saw Jing Yi “hehe” and said with a smile:

    “But bro, you have to help me introduce a few more ladies. I really like them the most!”

    Qiao Xi: “…”

    How to say, since Jing Yi went to the fox clan, he really exudes a mysterious stallion atmosphere.

    Jing Yan said with an expressionless face: “The introduction will be introduced, there is no ‘several’, and if you fail to learn, I will beat you.”

    Jing Yi shuddered and touched his pi subconsciously.

    Auntie, sometimes it’s okay to move your eyes a little bit, cough.

    Qiao Xi secretly thought in her heart.