The Real Daughter With A Buddha-like Mindset - Chapter 669
Chapter 669 You still love him
Except for the day of birth, this was the first time the two met after sixteen years.
But for Su Yinci, it seemed like reunion after a long absence.
This is the daughter she gave birth to after being humiliated and swallowing all the pain. In the past ten years, she has never regretted her original choice.
At this moment, I am even more sincerely proud in my heart.
Her daughter has grown up so well. She is smart, kind, and tenacious. No beautiful words can describe her one ten-thousandth.
She is proud, but at the same time, more sad.
“You have suffered a lot since you were a child. It is because your mother is not good. Your mother should accompany you to grow up. It is not too late now. From now on, your mother will never allow you to leave your mother.”
Su Yinci was originally a very gentle woman. Facing her biological daughter who had been separated for many years, her maternal love was aroused. At this moment, she wished to bring all the precious things in the world to the mirror, even if she wanted the stars in the sky, Su Yinci will also try her best to take it off.
Compared to Su Yinci’s agitation, Ming Jing was very calm.
“I understand your feelings, but right now I have more important things to discuss with you.”
Su Yinci smiled, stroked Ming Jing’s soft hair, her eyes were loving and gentle.
“I know you are for her, nannie, you are so kind.”
Su Yinci shook her head, but she didn’t want to disappoint her daughter.
She raised her voice: “Bring her here.”
The door of the main hall opened with a “squeak”, a person was pushed in, and then the heavy door closed again.
The man staggered, and fell to the ground in a little embarrassment.
Then she struggled and slowly got up.
The main hall is brightly lit, and the colorful murals are more vivid under the swaying lights.
It was a woman with disheveled hair, and her movements seemed very slow. Just a single movement of standing up seemed to have exhausted all the strength in her body, and her forehead was covered with dense beads of sweat.
“Jiang Chunlan, this is my daughter.” Su Yinci smiled, and her cheerful voice was full of pride.
The woman suddenly raised her head, and saw the girl standing beside Su Yinci, dressed in soft white clothes, black hair shawl, cold and refined, with a pair of dark eyes looking neither sad nor happy.
Jiang Chunlan’s pupils shrank suddenly, as if she couldn’t hold on anymore, she stepped back two steps, leaned her back against the door panel, and breathed heavily like a dehydrated fish.
Su Yinci took Ming Jing’s hand and walked a step away from Jiang Chunlan, her gentle eyes were as disdainful as an ant.
“You have been chasing and killing our mother and daughter for so long, but you never thought that my daughter is actually by your side. It doesn’t matter how you torture me, but my daughter is innocent from the beginning to the end. She repays you with virtue , but how did you treat her? Do you know how much I want to beat you up?”
Su Yinci finally could no longer suppress her emotions. She grabbed Jiang Chunlan’s hair and forced her to face herself. At this moment, Jiang Chunlan was extremely weak, completely powerless to resist, like a fish waiting to be slaughtered on a chopping board, ready to be slaughtered .
“I don’t want you to die. I want you to watch the reunion of our mother and daughter with your own eyes. I forgot to tell you that I am the Holy Lord of the Saha Sect. Now my daughter is a saint. Soon she will marry Sang The crown prince will soon become the future queen of Shendu Kingdom.”
Su Yinci looked at Ming Jing with tender eyes: “My daughter will be the noblest and happiest woman in the world. I will remove all the thorns and bumps along the road for her. I will make up for what I owe her. Give her a noble status, a perfect marriage…”
“But it’s not enough, these are not enough at all…” Su Yinci suddenly grabbed Jiang Chunlan’s neck frantically: “You separated me from my daughter for sixteen years, what kind of life has my daughter lived these sixteen years? You Do you think I don’t know? In the past sixteen years, do you know how I got here? How can such a punishment be enough for you?”
Jiang Chunlan gradually couldn’t breathe, and began to roll the whites of her eyes.
Ming Jing patted Su Yinci’s shoulder lightly, but Su Yinci didn’t respond.
Ming Jing pursed his lips: “Mom…Mom.”
Shouting out, it seems that it is not as difficult as imagined.
Su Yinci was stunned suddenly. She turned her head and looked at the girl in front of her: “Ninny…you…what did you call me just now?”
Su Yinci wept with joy: “Ninny, can you call again?”
“Mother.”
Su Yinci suddenly let go of Jiang Chunlan, and hugged Ming Jing tightly.
“I finally waited for this day…”
The people of Shendu Kingdom probably won’t believe that the Holy Lord, who is so high in their hearts, is crying like a child at this moment.
Based on age, the two are actually about the same, but for Yu Mingjing, there is no shame in calling out his mother.
She has begun to forget about Jiang Yu’s memory, more and more, it belongs to Ding Jing’s life.
Some things are put down, and some things are picked up.
Jiang Yu has become the past, gradually dispersed in the smoke and dust, and she should not be obsessed with those people and things destined to become the past.
From the day she became a bright mirror, she is a bright mirror, and she should also shoulder her own responsibilities.
Parents are living Buddhas, why bother to worship Lingshan thousands of miles away.
The best practice for her is to repay her parents for their kindness.
Ming Jing also finally understands, what is the most important meaning to her to practice Buddhism?
“Hate has supported you to this day, and it’s time to let it go.”
Su Yinci shook her head: “How can I let go?”
Ming Jing smiled and smoothed out a stray strand of hair from her sideburns, “Although what I say is indeed suspected of being generous to others, I still want to say that everything has a cause and effect, and this is the best result for you and me.” , you have to go to heaven to make a life out of desperation. I practiced in Buddhism to reshape my body and mind. Those sufferings did not defeat us, but made us a better version of ourselves. If we continue to be tortured by hatred and repay our grievances, when will it end? ”
“Jiang Chunlan is indeed guilty of a heinous crime. One day, she will suffer the consequences of her own evil. No one can escape the retribution of karma. Therefore, we should choose good deeds in our lives. For example, if you didn’t invest in charity when you were young and save money for yourself How can there be a chance to survive a desperate situation if you have received good fortune?”
Ming Jing was persuasive and persuasive, and Su Yinci really listened.
Even Jiang Chunlan, who was kneeling on the ground, was lost in thought.
“It’s true that love and hatred are hearty, but ask yourself, would you really be happy if you killed her? Letting her go is also letting yourself go.”
Su Yinci didn’t speak for a long while.
Ming Jing walked up to Jiang Chunlan, bent down and helped her up.
Jiang Chunlan didn’t dare to look up, her thin body trembling slightly.
“The greatest luck in your life is to have a good son.”
Jiang Chunlan raised his head suddenly, his tired eyes shrank suddenly due to shock in his deep sunken eye sockets.
“Jinchen, he…”
“He has never given up looking for you. If you are really looking for your son’s good, don’t bother in the future.”
Jiang Chunlan looked at Su Yinci, pursed her pale lips, and suddenly knelt down with a “plop”.
Su Yinci snorted coldly.
“Axue, I know I’m sorry for you, no matter what I say you will never forgive me again, but I still want to say sorry to you, do you know why I hate you? It’s not hate, it’s jealousy.”
Jiang Chunlan didn’t care whether the other party was listening or not, and said to herself: “I have been envious of other people’s families since I was a child. My parents are loving and harmonious, but my family is always full of quarrels and cold wars. I envy other people’s fathers, but my father, Never smile at me, as if I was the biggest stain in his life.”
“When I was five years old, my father disappeared. My mother went crazy looking for her all over the world. She vented on me when she couldn’t find anyone. She called me a cold-blooded monster. She hated that man’s blood flowed from my bones. , that man abandoned her, but she pushed all the sins on me.”
“When I found him later, he was already married, had children, and had his own family. He forgot that he also had a wife and daughter. In that family, he seemed to be a different person. He was a gentle and considerate husband. , is a loving and kind father, he accompanied you through one important node after another in your life, and he is also his daughter, does he know what kind of life I lived in those years?”
Su Yinci sneered: “You still have the face to say that Jiang Siji imprisoned him and trampled his dignity as a man into the mud. He is not the slave of your mother and daughter. What he wants is equality and respect.” Love, since you can’t give it to him, he will naturally leave, is it possible that he was tortured to death by your mother and daughter?”
“All your misfortunes were brought to you by your mother, but you blamed us all for your sins, Jiang Chunlan, Jiang Siji is right, you are a cold-blooded and selfish person in your bones, no matter how perfect an excuse is There is no way to cover up the evil you have done.”
Jiang Chunlan smiled, and looked at Su Yinci in front of her: “I have done a lot of evil, and I am not worthy of being a human being. What Ming Jing said is right, I have already suffered retribution. My beloved husband left me early, and the person you love the most, Right now, by your side.”
“Mingjing.” Jiang Chunlan looked at Mingjing seriously: “Thank you, I have done a lot of things wrong in my life, I want to use the rest of my life to make up for it, and I hope there is still time.”
“It’s always too late to start.”
Since you say let it go, let it go, Su Yinci has never been a whiny temper.
She took Ming Jing’s hand and patted it gently, “Ninny, mother knows that you have great ideas. For marrying Sang Luo, this is just a stopgap measure. If you don’t like it, mother will choose for you. Anyway, you are still young.” , It’s not too late to wait another ten years.”
“Do you know Prince Sang Luo?” Ming Jing asked.
“I watched him grow up. In this world, I’m afraid no one knows him better than me.”
Although Su Yinci didn’t say anything about what happened back then, Ding Jing had already guessed a bit.
Mirror looked around the splendid and luxurious hall: “For you, I am your daughter…or am I a tool to check and balance the royal power?”
Su Yinci was stunned, and subconsciously frowned; “Ninny, why do you say that?”
“It is undeniable that maternal love is natural, but you have been in this position for too long, and you have been poisoned by authority without knowing it. I am your most suitable check and balance tool first, and your daughter second. In my heart, I don’t have much trust in the child you watched and grew up.”
Su Yinci smiled and looked at Ming Jing proudly: “You are really smart, so would you like to stay with your mother?”
“I don’t want to.” Ming Jing said firmly.
Su Yinci shook her head: “Ninny… Mom thought… you would understand Mom.”
“Your hand is too long.” Ming Jing turned and looked at her.
“Jiangzhou is my homeland. The forces you want to eradicate are precisely the people I want to protect. In the middle of a power struggle, I understand that it is not easy for you to get to this point, but you should never, never, never go.” Up to that point, if this is your love for me, then your love, forgive me I can’t bear it.”
Su Yinci smiled, not at all annoyed by her daughter’s blame, “You really look good, and my mother is proud of you. In fact, I did this to protect you better. Now that I think about it, I was too worried. I will order everyone to evacuate.”
Su Yinci compromised, “Supporting me to this day, besides hatred, there is also love. I know what is most important to me.”
Ming Jing looked at her deeply: “According to the ancient medical scriptures, the rhizome of the seven-color flower is colorless and odorless, but it can fascinate a cow in an instant. When I was seven years old, I was already studying how to make incense from the rhizome of the seven-color flower. ”
Su Yinci froze for a moment, then suddenly looked at Ming Jing.
“Using everything and everyone around you is your law of survival, but you hurt someone I care about.”
“You…” Su Yinci was speechless for a moment, no matter how she explained it, it seemed like a cover-up.
“You have worked so hard to plan all this. Instead of missing me, I am a useful pawn. I have no intention of getting caught up in your struggles. I just want to live in peace, but your ambition is too great.”
“Ninny, listen to my explanation…”
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Su Yinci finally couldn’t hide the emotion on her face, she smiled wryly: “You are too smart, I can’t hide anything from you.”
“If you stop now, there is still time.”
Su Yinci shook her head: “Do you know why I suppressed Sang Luo?”
Ming Jing looked at her.
“On the night you met Sang Luo, he came to see me in the holy temple. He told me that he was willing to let go of everything and be an obedient crown prince. The tragedy of the **** religion would not happen to me again, but the condition was…”
Su Yinci sneered: “He seems to have nothing to do with the world, but in this Guyun City, he is the one who hides the deepest. Half of the Silver Armored Guards belong to him. If it weren’t for Nan En, I would I’m afraid it has already been emptied.”
Su Yinci sighed: “It was also at that time that I suddenly realized that this child is no longer the Sang Luo I knew at the beginning, but at this point, it is no longer something I can stop if I say I can stop it.”
“After that, I began to doubt him, so I summoned Waka. Unexpectedly, he was already a man of Sang Luo. From the beginning to the end, I was led by the nose by him.”
Su Yinci smiled bitterly: “Actually, mother is very satisfied to see you in her lifetime. God…will treat me kindly after all.”
When Su Yinci found out that she couldn’t control Sang Luo, it was too late to regret it, so Ming Jing had to be promoted to the high position of the saint, and Sang Luo had to be cautious about what she wanted to do.
“It was mother who pushed you into the fire pit with her own hands, mother is sorry for you.”
Ming Jing held Su Yinci’s hand and said with a smile, “This is the road. Let’s go down together.”
Whether Su Yinci did it on purpose or not, she really couldn’t help herself along the way.
“By the way, your father…” Su Yinci frowned, “I think with your intelligence, you should have already guessed it.”
“Take me to see him.”
Su Yinci took the mirror and walked into the inner hall. There was a man lying on the big bed. His face gradually returned to color, but he was still unconscious.
Su Yinci told Ming Jing the whole story: “I asked Suzaku to investigate secretly, but unfortunately, after half a month, there is still no clue.”
Su Yinci picked up a towel on one side and carefully wiped Bo Yuxun’s face.
“It’s not that I don’t have no resentment towards him in my heart, but after so many years, all hatred has disappeared. It’s not easy for him to live these years.”
Ming Jing walked over and knelt down, and called Bo Yuxun’s pulse, “His poison has been cured.”
Ming Jing suddenly grabbed Su Yinci’s left wrist, and the wide sleeves were hanging down. On the delicate wrist, there was a circle of gauze, and there were faint blood stains on it.
Su Yinci wanted to withdraw her hand, but she couldn’t hold back Ming Jing’s strength.
“The host of the tongue orchid has the body of a lifespan. Blood can detoxify all kinds of poisons, but the blood cannot be seen, otherwise the lifespan will be cut in half.”
Ming Jing looked deeply into Su Yinci’s eyes.
“You still love him.”
(end of this chapter)