The Reluctant Bride - v3 Chapter 142
Qiao Xinwan’s nose was sour, and her eyes filled with warmth. Biting his lip desperately, he wouldn’t let himself hold him back. The last day’s conversation flashed through my mind.
His words and his accusations pierced her heart like a knife.
Those words, these days, dreaming back at midnight, every time I think of it, my heart hurts so much that I can no longer hurt. She has tried to make herself forget those things.
But Gu Xuewu’s appearance reminded her again. She never forgot.
The emotion suddenly became agitated again, she wanted to push him away, wanted to escape, but she couldn’t match his strength, she hated him, she suddenly raised her head and bit down his arm forcefully.
Gu Xuewu was in pain. Although she was behind her clothes, she bite very hard. He snorted and did not pull her away and let her bite.
Qiao Xinwan bite very tightly and forcefully, letting out and venting all the depression during this period of time.
He didn’t push her away, she just continued. Until she tasted the **** smell in her mouth, she finally let go, only that the roots of her teeth were tingling. On the white shirt Gu Qingkong was wearing, there was a circle of red on the sleeves.
She backed away quickly and gave him a hard push.
“Go away, go away, I don’t want to see you.”
Gu Xuewu didn’t look at his wounds, looked at Qiao Xinwan, stretched out his hand, and once again pulled her into his arms, his voice was faint.
“Enough bite? Or, change your hand?”
He seemed to be okay, as if the quarrel that day was just her illusion. Qiao Xinwan didn’t understand. Gu Xuewu, too calm. She could not understand him, she didn’t understand him before, and it is the same now.
She hated her, and grabbed his other hand and wanted to bite it down, but she could not bite it anymore when she saw the circle and the tooth marks on it.
There, there is still a circle of tooth marks. She remembered clearly that when she gave birth to Belle, she was so painful, and then grabbed Gu Xuewu’s hand and bit him desperately.
The traces of that circle have passed this year and we have talked a lot, but we can still see them.
A sore nose, she beat him hard: “Go away. Do you treat me as a dog?”
So like to bite.
Gu Xuewu smiled and looked at his hand: “No more bites.”
“Gu Xuewu, you go away.” Qiao Xinwan was too embarrassed. This fellow must have been deliberate. She hadn’t forgotten that she never had the upper hand against him.
“Xinwan, I really miss you.” Gu Xuewu put her body in his arms, his voice was very soft and gentle.
“It’s a pity, I don’t miss you at all.”
“Really?” Gu Xuewu raised his eyebrows, his expression somewhat suspicious.
“Of course.” Qiao Xinwan glared at him, her eyes determined, thinking of his past, and once again raised his hand to push him away: “Do you miss me or my daughter?”
“Daughter thinks too, you think more.” When Gu Xuewu said this, his eyes were fixed on Qiao Xinwan’s face, his expression was very focused.
She blushed, lowered her head, and turned away uncomfortably: “I don’t believe it.”
“Xinwan.” Her stubbornness sometimes makes people a headache. Qiao Xinwan walked to the floor-to-ceiling window of the living room and stood still, watching the slowly darkening night outside the window.
“Gu Xuewu. You go. I just want to live a peaceful life with Belle. I don’t want you to disturb us.”
“Excuse me?” Gu Xuewu raised an eyebrow because of her words, walked behind her, and turned her body: “Belle is my daughter. She is one year old, and she needs the love of her father.”
Qiao Xinwan’s throat tightened. She has been evading this question: “In the past few months, without you, we have had a good life.”
“I believe it.” For the first time, Gu Xuewu did not refute or deny her words: “I believe that without me, you can have a very good life, but there is one thing I am quite sure of.”
“what?”
“If you had me, you would have a better life.”
When he said this, his tone was light, but he was extremely firm. Qiao Xinwan clenched her lips, and couldn’t find words to come back and forth to him.
The air suddenly calmed down, flowing between the two with a depressed atmosphere.
“Gu Xuewu.” That depressed feeling finally made Qiao Xinwan unable to bear: “Aren’t you tired?”
“Tired?” Gu Xuewu didn’t quite understand what she meant. Qiao Xinwan clenched her fists and calmed herself down: “You obviously don’t love me, you obviously don’t have me in your heart. But you have to let yourself appear, because of your daughter, you want to let you Love me and put on a gentle look to me. Are you tired like this?”
“Who said I don’t love you?” He seemed to have said that he loved her.
“Don’t lie to yourself.” Qiao Xinwan couldn’t listen anymore: “The person you love is Zhou Ying. It’s not me.”
Gu Xuewu was taken aback, and several months later, he thought that Qiao Xinwan had already wanted to start. But I don’t know, she still has such a knot in her heart.
“Zhou Ying is dead.”
“Yes, she is dead.” Qiao Xinwan felt that this was the saddest thing: “She died, but lives in your heart. You never forget her, and you have a special feeling for her. She has taken over yours. Heart, let you have years passed, still looking for her, wanting to be with her.”
Pain, sharp pain, once again rushed to Qiao Xinwan’s heart. She admitted that Zhou Ying was a thorn in her heart.
As long as she thinks of this name, as long as she thinks of the status of this name in Gu Xuewu’s heart, she will not want to live.
Gu Xuewu was silent, looking at Qiao Xinwan, not missing the sadness in her eyes. He twisted his eyebrows and looked at her standing in front of the French windows.
There is a coffee table by the window and two sofas. He sat down on one of the sofas. Looking at the flowers outside.
The night slowly enveloped the garden, and the dim light made the small garden a little hazy. The night in Denmark is very quiet.
His lips pressed into a straight line, thinking how to speak.
“I loved her.” As soon as he said, Qiao Xinwan’s body shook and she couldn’t stay any longer. She wanted to go, but Gu Xuewu pulled her hand and pulled her into her arms with slight force.
“Gu Xuewu, let me go.” Since you love another woman, what does it mean to come here to provoke her again?
“I loved her, but before.” Gu Xuewu refused to let her leave. Wrapping her body tightly in her arms, it was obvious that she seemed to be thin after a few months.
This woman is always so stubborn. This is so strong. Obviously not having a good time, obviously losing weight, and obviously resentful. But so stubborn. Not willing to give in at all. .
He should be angry, but he can’t get angry. Some are just distressed, and he is sure of one thing, even if she is alone in Denmark, even if she has a good life, it is only superficial.
Happiness is just superficial. How could she be happy without him? How can it be happy? How can it be good?
Encircling her body, smelling the faint rose fragrance from her body. His voice is deep and magnetic.
Every time again. “I admit that I loved Zhou Ying. At that time, she surprised me and surprised me.”
Feeling the tight body of the person in his arms, he hugged him tightly, no matter how he refused to let go: “The daughter of the Northern Capital. I see too much, spoiled and willful. Like you.”
Qiao Xinwan was angry and wanted to say something, but Gu Xuewu continued: “There are also gentle ones. But they are very fake. I’ll be honest. I don’t like them, and I have a cold.”
“Zhou Ying is different. She is very sensitive and slender. At that time, she really attracted me. I remember one time when I was busy with work. I didn’t close my eyes for three days and three nights. She accompanied me, stewed the soup, and guarded. At the door of the dormitory, wait for me to go back.”
Feeling Qiao Xinwan’s body began to relax, he continued: “I’m not lying to you. At that time, I was really moved. I swear in my heart that I must marry her and I will treat her well. I will give The happiness of her life.”
Qiao Xinwan was there, not knowing what to say. She admitted that she also loved Gu Xuewu very much. However, he never knew that he could be moved by a bowl of soup.
“Later, I took her back to Beidu. I wanted to marry her after I told her parents. At that time, my heart to marry her was true.”
“But she is gone. I don’t know why she is leaving. I am actually a man. I can’t stand it. I can’t accept it. I’m going to marry her. We have been in love for so long. She has What questions can’t you tell me? I just thought, I must find her, I have to ask clearly. Why is she leaving…”
Qiao Xinwan raised her head, and Gu Xuewu was also looking at her. Meeting her eyes and the corners of his lips, he raised his lips slightly: “I admit, I have never forgotten it for several years. Because of that doubt, it is pressing on my heart. My pride makes me unable to accept the results of Song. Do you understand? ?”
Qiao Xinwan bit her lip. I don’t know what to say, I don’t understand it. Gu Xuewu sighed: “Later, you drugged me. I know, I didn’t touch you. But I want to teach you a lesson.”
Seeing her widened, Gu Xuewu did not deny his original intentions: “If you can’t find Zhou Ying, it’s the same for me to marry anyone. Since you want to marry me so much, I will fulfill you.”
Qiao Xinwan couldn’t find anything to say at this time, so she could only stare at him blankly.
“I said, I used to really hate you, no. It’s not a hate. It’s a hate. You think you are, you don’t understand what I want.”
He had said this sentence before, and then listening to Gu Xuewu said that Qiao Xinwan would still be hurt, and his grievance flashed in his eyes. If he really hates himself and hates himself, what will he do now?
Feel her emotions. Gu Xuewu sighed: “Three years. I let you have a loveless marriage for three years. It is a revenge for you. I admit that I was wrong about this matter. I shouldn’t marry you for revenge. .”
Qiao Xinwan looked at him blankly, with his big hands on his waist, his heat penetrated her clothes and her skin. She felt a small flame burning in her heart.
This is the first time that she has heard Gu Xuewu apologize to her for the three-year marriage. She was totally unable to react. Gu Xuewu is apologizing to her because she has been wronged for three years.
“You designed me. I am very angry, you are pregnant, I am very surprised. To me, none of these make me feel. Because these have nothing to do with me.”
“Until that time in the elevator, I watched you desperately give birth to that child. At that time, although I didn’t know that the child was mine. But I was shocked by you.”
“Belle is my child. I was surprised. I never thought that I would have a child. I started to be curious about you. I want to know what kind of power it is to make you persist like that.”
“Curiosity quickly deteriorated. When I occasionally travel on business, I think about what are you doing and what Belle is doing? In my heart, I first thought of my daughter before thinking of you, but then, slowly, yes Think of you first, then Belle.”
“You don’t believe me, I’m very angry. You want to take Belle to leave, I’m very angry. You want to escape from me, I am very unhappy. So, I thought of a way to bring you to the island where only us , I want to sort out the emotions that bother me.”
“Actually I already know it. I am sure. I like you. But how much. I’m not sure. But I’m sure about one thing. I can’t just let you go like this, I’m so hearty. I don’t want to miss it. you.”
He said this series of words in one breath, which had never been done before. Qiao Xinwan’s eyes were red, and she looked at Gu Xuewu’s face blankly.
His voice is nice, and his words are nicer. He said he has feelings for her. but……
“You just, like me.”
“Yeah, I like it. I like it so much that I can do it for you, without life.” Gu Xuewu looked at the hesitation on her face: “The day you were kidnapped by Tang Yanan, did you know that I was anxious? I almost turned the entire northern capital over Xinwan. I can not even have my life for you. Doesn’t this prove your status in my heart?”
“I don’t know.” Qiao Xinwan really didn’t know: “I only know that if it was Zhou Ying who was kidnapped, you would do the same.”
She didn’t want to say that, but she must say that. For Gu Xuewu, he is a man of love and justice. She is the mother of his child, he likes her, she believes.
But she also believed that he loved Zhou Ying. If the kidnapped person is Zhou Ying, she believes that Gu Xuewu will do the same.
Gu Xuewu was startled, looking at the hesitation on Qiao Xinwan’s face. Raised an eyebrow: “Not having such self-confidence in yourself is not like your Qiao Xinwan personality.”
“Don’t avoid the topic.” Qiao Xinwan clenched her fists: “You said you like me, you said you have feelings for me. I believe it all. But Gu Xuewu, your feelings for Zhou Ying are deeper. You just said, The things she did for you. I have never done it for you. I believe that to a certain extent, you like me and stay with me because of Belle. If Belle were not there, we would still It’s a stranger. Don’t you dare to say it?”
Gu Xuewu narrowed his eyes and did not deny: “Indeed, if there is no Belle, we are still strangers. But there is no if in this world. Belle’s existence is a fact.”
And he was after Belle was born. It is also a fact that Qiao Xinwan is slowly attracted.
“So, you don’t love me at all, you are still because of your daughter.”
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Brother Wu, Brother Wu. Come on. . I back you up.
First today.
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