The Reluctant Bride - v3 Chapter 143

Qiao Xinwan couldn’t listen anymore, she couldn’t accept this answer. Standing up to leave, Gu Xuewu pressed her body back to his lap.

“The existence of Belle is a fact. Although I really don’t know, when did I start to fall in love with you. Maybe it was when you were desperate to give birth to Belle, maybe it was because of Belle that you didn’t want to When you softened your attitude in front of me, maybe it was when you moved me to Belle’s maternal sex.”

“When I blocked Tang Yanan’s shot for you, I was pretty sure. I can’t lose you. I love you. Qiao Xinwan, is it so difficult for you to believe me?”

“Yes. It’s difficult.” Qiao Xinwan nodded: “You can really kill me for me. But you can do the same for Zhou Ying.”

Her face condensed, and she clutched his shirt with a sad expression: “Do you remember? You blamed me for Zhou Ying. What did you say about me? Every word and every word you said that day. Me. I remember them clearly. You said, how could I lie to you, how could I hurt Zhou Ying like that. Have you forgotten it?”

Gu Xuewu has not forgotten, he still remembers those memories. Holding her arms unconsciously relaxed a bit, she understood what he meant, and she was about to stand up and leave, but he held her tightly at this moment.

“Sorry.”

His lips rang in her ear, his voice was very soft, and he did not escape: “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you.”

“You have hurt me.” Qiao Xinwan’s eyes reddened uncontrollably. She looked at Gu Xuewu, her body stretched tight, and she was very resistant to his contact: “Gu Xuewu, you have hurt me, you let me understand In your heart, no matter how you love me, no matter how you like me, I will never beat Zhou Ying. I will never beat her because she is already dead. And the living can never compete with the dead.”

Gu Xuewu’s body was shaken, and Du Libin’s words flashed through his mind: “The living will never be able to compete with the dead.”

With some fever in the eye sockets, her arms tightened, and she hugged Qiao Xinwan into her arms: “The living. It’s true that you can’t compete with the dead. Because the people who have left, the status will always stay there, there is no way to go further. But the living Opportunity. Occupy all thoughts and feelings.”.

“Xin Wan, I was really angry that day. I didn’t want to hurt you, I was just shocked suddenly. Zhou Ying died, so suddenly. When I wanted an answer, she left. I’m very depressed and guilty. And regretful.”

“If I know that she is sick, I will take care of her. I will accompany her through the last part of her life and will not let her leave the world alone.”

Feeling her body tense tighter and her face more ugly, he held her down to prevent her from getting up.

“Qiao Xinwan. Even if a friend of mine is sick today, I will accompany her to the end. Not to mention, I did have eachother with Zhou Ying.”

Qiao Xinwan felt uncomfortable. Yes, she shouldn’t fight with a dead person, but: “Gu Xuewu, if she doesn’t die, are you with her? Is it just regret? Is it just guilt? Is it? I believe if Zhou Ying is still there, you I will definitely be with her.”

“I won’t.” Gu Xuewu looked at Qiao Xinwan with a firm tone, and quickly answered Qiao Xinwan’s imagination. She was startled, still suspicious in her eyes.

“Even if Zhou Ying is not dead and she is still there, I will not be with her.”

Gu Xuewu looked at Qiao Xinwan, and his mind flashed when he saw Li Lan that day. She said that it was Zhou Ying’s birthday, and he was shocked suddenly because he discovered something.

During the months with Qiao Xinwan, he almost never thought of Zhou Ying.

He was shocked by his coldness. He almost forgot Zhou Ying. If it wasn’t for Li Lan’s appearance, if not for her, she would remind herself that it was Zhou Ying’s birthday. Then he believed in himself, at this time he had really forgotten Zhou Ying.

Therefore, after returning to Qiao’s house, he was full of doubts. He wanted to know the whereabouts of Zhou Ying. He wanted an answer. More importantly, he wanted to find Zhou Ying and told her that he and her could never be together. Up.

Because when he didn’t know, when he wasn’t on guard, Qiao Xinwan replaced Zhou Ying’s position in his heart bit by bit. In his heart, eyes, and mind, only Qiao Xinwan was left.

He despised his ruthlessness, how could he forget Zhou Ying in such a quick time, he felt guilty, and he felt that he was sorry for Zhou Ying.

He didn’t know that she was sick, didn’t know that she was leaving, and the news of Qilintang came in vain, but he couldn’t find a woman.

He doubted himself, he couldn’t accept it. So he angered. After knowing that it was Qiao Xinwan who stimulated Zhou Ying to let her leave, he couldn’t help but anger.

He also knew that his actions were unreasonable. But deep down, there is something more hateful. Just dissatisfied with Qiao Xinwan, how can she?

He has fallen in love with her and accepted everything from her. He thinks that the woman he likes must also be kind and gentle. But he was wrong.

Qiao Xinwan is Qiao Xinwan.

He could never turn her into another person. Because she is Qiao Xinwan.

“I’m sorry. I’m angry. I don’t think I can accept it. How can you use that method? I was really angry at the time. But when I calm down, I am even more angry with myself. Xin Wan. The past things are over. Zhou Ying has left. Even if she did not leave, I found her just to tell her that I could not be with her.”

Qiao Xinwan looked at him with doubts in his eyes, but Gu Xuewu held her hand at this time and placed it on his chest: “You said that the living cannot compete with the dead. Indeed, they cannot. Because, You don’t need to fight at all. From the moment I fell in love with you. You have already occupied my heart. You replaced Zhou Ying’s position in my heart. I fell in love with you.”

“Gu Xuewu?” Qiao Xinwan looked at him blankly, not knowing how to react. This is the most beautiful love story she has ever heard. And this love story came from the mouth of her favorite man.

“I have said so much, don’t you believe me?”

Gu Xuewu fixedly looked into her eyes, trying to find an answer in it. Qiao Xinwan bit her lip and shook her head gently.

No, she didn’t believe it, she just couldn’t believe it. How can she believe it?

This is unbelievable and unbelievable. She has a feeling that she is dreaming. Not to mention he…

Gu Shi is dead. Gu Xuewu’s eyes darkened again, looking at Qiao Xinwan’s face, stretched out his hand, and put her in his arms again: “If you don’t believe it, don’t believe it. It’s okay. I’ll prove it to you. I love it now. It’s you. It’s not someone else.”

“Then, that Zhou Ying…”

After all, she just minded, because she was afraid that Zhou Ying would still be obsessed with him.

“Xin Wan.” Gu Xuewu’s chin rubbed the top of her hair, smelling the fragrance of her body, and felt that his fatigue during this period of time was relieved.

“If you know me well, you will know. When I hate someone, I hate to the end, but when I love someone, I love you to the bone. Qiao Xinwan, I love you.”

The next three words are faint. But it was affectionate. He didn’t hide his heart this time, let her know clearly and clearly.

Qiao Xinwan didn’t speak anymore, listening to his heartbeat, the tip of his nose was his breath, and the place where his arms were around was his broad chest.

All of this made her feel unreal like a dream. Believe him?

There is still a lot of uncertainty inside. She was never a timid person. But when facing Gu Xuewu, her courage became very small.

She was actually afraid. She was afraid that in Gu Xuewu’s heart, she was not good enough.

Fearing that he hates her pampering and self-willedness will one day become a reason for him to hate himself.

In front of him, she always seemed to be embarrassed, as short as a person.

All the pride, all the self-confidence, seemed to disappear before him. Only humble left, humble enough to want to please. But I felt unable to please.

Gu Xuewu felt her body trembled slightly, she didn’t speak, and he understood what she was thinking.

She didn’t believe in herself, she doubted his feelings. He should be angry. But when he decided to come to Denmark, he told himself that he would never be angry with Qiao Xinwan in his life.

Because he didn’t want what he said in his anger would hurt her again.

“I’m so sleepy.” With a sigh, he loosened her slightly, and his eyebrows wrinkled with a pitiful look: “I’ve been so tired these months. I didn’t sleep well yesterday and the night. I’m so sleepy now.”

“Uh.” Qiao Xinwan was taken aback and looked at Gu Xuewu: “You, if you are sleepy, go to sleep.”

“I don’t want to sleep on the sofa.” Gu Xuewu yawned. He stretched out his hand and rubbed his eyebrows, facing Qiao Xinwan with the blood-stained cuffs, seeing a touch of distress flashing in her eyes: “I didn’t sleep well last night.”

“You…” Qiao Xinwan left him and took a step back. She doesn’t know what to say now: “Then, go to the room and sleep.”

“Are you with me?”

“I, I…” Qiao Xinwan shook her head: “No, you go to the guest room. I want to accompany Belle.”

“But, I want you to sleep with me.” Gu Xuewu tightened her hand, begging in his eyes. Qiao Xinwan pulled her hand away. Looking at Gu Xuewu.

“If you want to do this, I would think that all you want is my body.” She is messed up now. He just said a lot, and she needs time to digest those words and sort out his feelings. She hesitated and puzzled. She needs to think clearly.

If he sleeps with her, it is impossible to guarantee that she will not be fooled by him again. After all, she knew his methods too well.

Gu Xuewu was taken aback, and sighed: “Okay. I sleep in the guest room. But you are so cruel. Yesterday I saw someone sleeping on the sofa and didn’t even help me with the quilt. It made me very cold in the middle of the night.”

“You, you…” He wasn’t asleep? Qiao Xinwan was embarrassed again. Sure enough, she had never won in front of Gu Xuewu.

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The second one today. Xinwan, where are you Wu Ge’s opponent? Surrender quickly.

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