The Scum Gong Begs Me to Get Back Together, but I Just Want to Get Rich - Chapter 162
Jiang Xiao was standing under the ginkgo tree with his back to him.
He got out of his memory and looked up. A gust of wind blew, and the golden leaves above were blown off, like golden rain. The leaves passed through his transparent body and fell to the ground, glowing slightly under the sunlight.
As beautiful as he had imagined before.
I thought it was a pity that I couldn’t see the rather expensive Ginkgo Autumn in Happy Tree Hospital, but it made up for it in an unimaginable way.
It was too quiet at the moment, there was no one in the yard, even with his back to Lin Chengyu, he could hear his collapsed and depressed cry.
He has heard Lin Chengyu apologize many times, say sorry, and say I really miss you.
Jiang Xiao was kind to Lin Chengyu and lived together for so long. At that time, he also thought about leaving. When Lin Chengyu found out, he might not be used to it, or it would be uncomfortable.
But after being reborn, Jiang Xiao was confused from beginning to end after entangled with him for ten years, why insist on it like this? He thought that no matter how big the regret was, it would be over long ago, and no matter how deep the unwillingness was, it would be smoothed out.
But it was only now that he realized that this man actually loved me.
So he has been entangled for several years, but he will not let go.
Jiang Xiao sighed silently.
If he knew about this when he died in a previous life, he would probably not know whether to laugh or cry, he would feel that life was ironic, and he would be emotionally intense at the last moment before his death, thinking about how love could have such an outcome.
But at this moment, he was calmer.
Jiang Xiao was naturally much calmer than in his previous life. He just thought about it and felt surprised and surprised. Then, a certain dusty place in his heart seemed to have been gently swept by a brush, dusting off the dust on it, and the things under the dust would be gone. All were swept away.
After two lives, he seemed to have finally removed all impurities, and his whole person was completely relaxed.
Dr. Liu said that he had no desire to survive at that time, and Jiang Xiao agreed.
At that time, he felt that his life was a failure, how could he live like this? The career was in a mess, and the relationship ended in tragedy. It was inconvenient for my friends to have their own families when they were old, and the illness could not be cured. It is better not to waste time here.
But after being reborn and experiencing the second life, his eyes on these things have also changed a lot.
Although the factory has closed down, the experience he gained in it has not disappeared. He is down-to-earth and hardworking, and his connections are still there. If there is still time, it is normal to make a comeback. In the second life, everything went smoothly for him, and he was moved by this experience Lin Taosheng received the most important investment of infinite;
His friends have been thinking of him for two lifetimes. Accountant Chen in the factory still cares about him even after he retires. After seeing him for only a month, Dr. Liu will complain about him. He has always had a very precious friendship;
As for the relationship, it’s not so smooth. But in addition to the accident of Lin Chengyu, he also experienced Lin Heyuan and Fu Ruoyan, held their hands, and knew what it was like to be loved.
Jiang Xiao originally thought that the failed relationship in his previous life was because he was too paranoid and insisted Lin Chengyu be with him, but that was not the case.
In fact, I didn’t do anything wrong, Jiang Xiao thought, my two lifetimes are not a failure.
He is sincere in love, works hard in his career, and is kind to others. His efforts are rewarded. He has always loved people, has always been loved, and has always lived a meaningful life.
At this moment he thought of his mother’s words again.
Xia Wanwan told him that falling in love is easy, but staying together is difficult. The running-in between people is a kind of metaphysics. If the tight fit is just right, it is a rare luck. If it turns out that it is not suitable, it is also a kind of luck to break up well.
It’s good to live in the moment.
If it was said that the trip was due to the surrounding environment, Jiang Xiao felt and truly had the indifferent state of mind that Xia Wanwan said, it was at this moment.
Because he finally sees everything he’s been through.
As for Lin Chengyu’s love, he didn’t know it, and he couldn’t let go, only he felt it himself.
Anyway, Jiang Xiao was quite relaxed at that moment, Lin Chengyu couldn’t restrain herself from crying, the translucent Jiang Xiao was happily lying on the carpet made of ginkgo leaves, although he couldn’t move these things, there seemed to be something on his body. A light touch.
Below is the grass. At this time, no one blamed Jiang Xiao for trampling on the grass. He lay there and rolled slowly, which was very comfortable.
After that, Jiang Xiao found that he didn’t have to follow Lin Chengyu all the time.
He could go to other places, Jiang Xiao ran to see a few friends, and found that they had a good life in their two lives, especially after Lin Chengyu stopped disturbing.
As the New Year approached, Lin Chengyu still found Jiang Xiao’s cemetery.
The photo of Jiang Xiao smiling on the tombstone completely collapsed his fragile defense line. Jiang Xiao was sent to Xingfushu Hospital after seeing him faint. He has lived here much longer than Jiang Xiao.
On New Year’s Eve, Jiang Xiao ignored him and floated home by himself.
He couldn’t turn on the lights at home, but the lights in the community were bright, and Jiang Xiao squatted in the garden to look at the plants he kept.
The house has someone to take care of it for a fixed period of time, and the plants are not dead, but when others take care of it, he has no intention of taking care of it. The roses in the small flower room are all blooming listlessly.
He didn’t expect that Lin Chengyu would come back at this time.
Lin Chengyu seemed to have sneaked back from the hospital. In the winter, he was sweating all over. Jiang Xiao followed him in and saw him turn on all the lights in the house. Seeing that he seemed to see some kind of fantasy, he ran to the kitchen. In a hurry to make things, but his brain is not clear, making a mess in the kitchen.
Jiang Xiao looked at him in the house with a cup of hot cocoa made in a mess. Of course he couldn’t find it. He broke the glass on the rooftop and cried bitterly during the New Year’s Eve.
Jiang Xiao doesn’t like watching people cry.
He turned around and left, and went to the flower room to see his little rose.
But after that day, Lin Chengyu still had some changes.
He hasn’t been in charge of the company since he came back from abroad. Jiang Xiao’s incident was the heaviest blow to him. Under such circumstances, how could he go to work again? What’s the point of that?
He couldn’t even live his life.
But on New Year’s Eve, after he found Jiang Xiao’s handwritten notebook in the kitchen, it was full of traces of Jiang Xiao, and there was a glimmer of hope.
He flipped through the book repeatedly, memorizing every word on it, trying to absorb every bit of Jiang Xiao’s shadow here.
He suddenly discovered that there were too many things left by Jiang Xiao in this house, which were very precious.
He has to be taken care of.
After that day, the plants that Jiang Xiaonian had planted by herself were finally taken care of seriously.
Lin Chengyu has never done these things, but he can learn, and now he has a lot of free time for him to learn.
In fact, as long as you pay attention, you will do well.
Lin Chengyu told Jiang Xiao before that the trees and flowers in the garden of the house he rebuilt on the Liujiang River were all planted by him one by one. Jiang Xiao didn’t believe it. Now, he should have experience.
That is, he stayed in this house for a long time, and there were very few moments when he went out. Jiang Xiaocai didn’t accompany him. He often sneaked out to see his friends and went shopping and watching movies.
Jiang Xiao was originally a person who could find fun anytime, so he wasn’t bored, he came back when he had had enough fun outside.
He also discovered that Lin Chengyu had developed a strange eating habit. Either don’t eat it for a day or two, or get two people’s food, overeating, very unhealthy.
He didn’t know how to cook at this time, so he made it for himself, as long as he didn’t die, but after his rebirth, he made it according to Jiang Xiao’s recipes that he had memorized.
But it won’t die, it’s just a way of living like a walking corpse like him.
Lin Chengyu searched every inch of the house, more than once, and gradually found a lot of things belonging to Jiang Xiao in it.
Especially once he saw an old photo in the crevice of the bookcase, which was taken by a young Jiang Xiao at the door of the newly built factory.
He looked at the photo for several days, carefully stroking Jiang Xiao’s laughing face on the photo with his fingers.
But he was still a man, and he would be tired. He couldn’t bear it that day. He lay on the bed with his head tilted and fell asleep, still holding it in his hand.
He searched the house so carefully that even Jiang Xiao couldn’t imagine it. He also remembered this photo, which was quite memorable. It was a pity that he couldn’t find it later.
Jiang Xiao knew that he couldn’t get things in this state, but he was interested in this thing and reached out his hand subconsciously. He didn’t expect that he would be able to pull this photo out of the sleeping Lin Chengyu’s hand.
Wow.
The first time Jiang Xiao got it was to go to a brighter place, the room was too dark. He walked to the window to see clearly for a while, and that state disappeared, and the window was open, and when the wind blew, he rolled the photo and ran away.
Jiang Xiao went to touch other things, but found that it was useless.
I didn’t do it on purpose, Jiang Xiao thought, and it was mine.
As a result, Lin Chengyu woke up and couldn’t find the photo.
He didn’t know how to close his eyes for a while and then his Jiang Xiao disappeared again, and he searched every inch of the house and couldn’t see it.
Jiang Xiao saw him sitting blankly in the room, talking in a low voice.
“…there’s nothing left,” he murmured. “I don’t deserve him.”