The Strongest is the King - Chapter 440
However, I mistakenly estimated the mind of Caesar and Satan, thinking that he also wanted me to know his existence, but I didn’t find out. In fact, now is not the best time for me to know his existence.
So all my efforts are doomed to fail.
Because the second personality of Caesar, once I know, I know his existence, and all know his real temperament, I will try my best to kill him.
Tonight, I fell into a deep sleep again, and my second personality came to life.
In the darkness of the whole village, his deep eyes directly picked up my mobile phone and cancelled the order.
There’s no mistake. He doesn’t want to know about me. He just wants to let him know everything I do and make sure everything is under his control.
All my feelings are right, he is the pair, staring at my eyes all the time.
Then I use my body to do his things, which I can’t stand, but I know nothing about it. Fortunately, nothing strange happened today.
And I finally wake up again.
The alternation of dual personality, I feel terrible confusion of my memory.
Although sometimes it may be just a few minutes of alternation, just a few minutes of memory fragments, in my opinion, knowing the truth, all this is so unbearable.
Even if it’s just a few minutes, I can’t tolerate another person using my body, sharing this body with me, and this person is still born because of myself.
I’m not in a hurry. I picked up my mobile phone and suddenly saw that my order was cancelled. I didn’t want to make any further efforts. Instead, I’d better ask Dr. danifer and Dr. George what kind of methods they have? I don’t want to be kept in the dark like a fool.
Knowing them in this way, everything is for my good, but since I have known everything, I will try my best to cooperate with their treatment, so that I can be like a normal person, just worry about the day when my second personality may come out, and occupy this body forever.
After making this determination, I will rely on my willpower to keep the first personality in my body for a long time.
Ran past, Dr. George’s lounge, I think at this moment, they should still be in it.
“What kind of disease is schizophrenia? How can I cure it? ” I said directly to him, which showed that I knew everything and was willing to cooperate with their treatment.
Just like a normal person, you can see at a glance that now I am in the first personality, and I am analyzing rationally.
Hearing what I said, Dr. George and danifer were inevitably stunned.
He didn’t expect that I would know all this so soon, and also ran to him in a hurry to ask him that everything had exceeded their expectations, but they were glad that I didn’t collapse and even calmed down after knowing everything.
“You know everything?” Asked Dr. George, looking at me with a complexion.
I silently nodded, it is to answer their questions, and then I still stare at them, want to get the answer from them.
“Come on, he already knows everything. Since you want to know all this so much, I’ll tell you.” Danifer opened his side of Dr. George, said directly.
Looking at my eyes in a face of honesty, and I can see that he is eager to cure my desire.
“In fact, all things are very simple, and the solution is also very simple. Originally, we intended to hide it from you, but if we want to tell you the solution of this matter, it’s better to let you make your own choice, so that it can be solved more easily.” Said denniver, looking at me with hesitation, looking forward to my decision.
“The appearance of your second personality completely depends on the distortion of your own heart. You can’t stand it. Ouyang Zijun’s death has a great influence on your heart, so that you can’t stand the blow. Only in this way can you blindly escape and have a second personality.” Said danifer, looking at me.
“So, all these things, all the crux are with Ouyang Zijun, but Ouyang Zijun is a person who has been, does not exist in the world, so you have been thinking about a person you can’t see, which forms a knot in your heart.” Danifer continued, looking at my reaction without blinking.
“And it’s all up to you. But now the person who tied the bell doesn’t exist in this world, so everything depends on your own efforts, and everything is in your mind. ” Denniver continued, slowly clearing my mind and telling me all the causes and consequences.”If you choose romantic, no longer entangled in Ouyang Zijun things, let go of him, not to say you forget, just let you not so persistent, then your heart will be untied, but Ouyang Zhijun slowly not in control of all your things, including your emotions, then it means that the second personality will also leave you…” Said danifer, speaking slowly.
With her gentle tone, I slowly fell into meditation, suddenly it seems that everything has begun to surface.
It turns out that all this is just my own heart knot, and this, the second personality can emerge, but also because of my own heart barrier.
“So, the second personality she did not want, I know his existence is purely because he is afraid, I know his existence, determined to untie their own knot, want Ouyang Zijun slowly fade away from my life?” I said directly, asking my words, but in fact I said a positive sentence, not a question.
With a very positive tone, I instantly knew all the purposes of the second personality and the starting point of what he had done.
I know, the crux of the problem, then it should be the right medicine.
“Maybe you can say that your second personality is really staring at you and knows what happened to you, but you don’t know him.” Dr. George went on, agreeing with me.
“I feel like I’ve been cheating my patients. Now that you finally know your illness, you should know how to do it. Finally, I feel like I’m not guilty.” Dr. George spoke, as if with a sigh of relief.
“Well, I already know what I’m going to do. Don’t worry. Since I’ve got it out, I’ll be responsible for destroying it and let myself restore my body. How can I tolerate the existence of another person? How can I tolerate sharing my body with others, knowing that the person is not me, and I can’t accept it, let alone let Liu man bear such a great pain. ”
I firmly opened my mouth and said that after listening to the doctor’s advice, I had already understood how to do it, and I also understood that my next road might be a little bit hard, but it was not impossible, as long as my willpower was strong enough.
“It’s good for you to have such an understanding, and I have to tell you that I don’t know what you used to be like, but maybe Liu man has a great influence on you. At least in my understanding of you, after you know him, Ouyang Zijun’s influence on you is slowly decreasing.” Said denniver suddenly, touching his chin with a flash of light in his eyes.
“I think you will also feel this one. In fact, the reason why you frequently imagine this period of time is Ouyang Zhijun. He thinks that his deep sense of guilt towards him is completely the function of the second personality in your body.” Danifer, I want to say, it’s the answer to my deepest doubts.
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