The Struggles of Being A Mother of Villains - Chapter 106

“Every time you work hard, you will have results. Even if the process is slow, you can always watch yourself make progress.” Xiao Yu asked with a sneer, “how you feel uncomfortable, you know, no matter how hard you try, the people who are still standing still are What is it like?” Xiao Yu also stretched out his hands and spoke lightly, “I tell, it’s like being abandoned by the world, desperate.”

Fei Yutong opened her eyes wide and couldn’t say a word. She was shocked by the breath of Xiao Yu’s body. Xiao Yu smiled and said, “You know, you know that you can’t make progress on this journey, but you are still What is a desperate person? I’m telling you, it’s a person who is calling for help, in the quicksand, in the swamp, in the water. The more you struggle, the more you sink. I don’t know when you will disappear here. World.”

Xiao Yu pointed to the glass on the window and said with a smile, “What the bright future cannot see, has slowly sunk to the bottom of the sand, the bottom of the swamp, and the bottom of the water. Not only can you not see the light, but it’s all dark, you can’t even move. You can’t even breathe. Fei Yutong, you’re just a glass in front of you. Break it, and you can enter the world you see. You don’t want to break it, so you think you are a fly on the glass. Waiting for you Sinking in the swamp, tell me how desperate you are.”

Xiao Yu got up and said to Ji Xuan, “Let’s go back first.” She turned to look at Fei Yutong and said, “You can rest first or find your quiet place. I’ll go back first, and I’ll come back to you in two days.”

“Master.” Fei Yutong got up.

Xiao Yu smiled, patted her shoulder and said, “I don’t blame you, nor do I have the right to blame you. I know it’s not easy for everyone, but I also know your hard work in this industry, so I don’t want you to give up easily. Because I know that you will regret it one day. Anyway, think about it again and wait for you to figure it out before contacting me.”

Fei Yutong sent Xiao Yu to the door blankly, and Xiao Yu waved to her.

Back in the car, Xiao Yu said to Ji Xuan, “Can you check it for me?”

Ji Xuan looked at her with a smile and said, “I am willing to serve you.”

Ji Xuan’s movements have always been fast, and it didn’t take long before he sent the results to Xiao Yu.

Speaking of it, this is something that is said to be common and very common, said that it is rare and hard to meet. Three hundred and sixty lines, the best. But no matter which line, there will be a kind of genius. This kind of existence sometimes suppresses mortals who doubt themselves.

Doubt about my own efforts, doubt about my choice, doubt about my life, everything.

This is also the reason why Xiao Yu disrupted Qiao David when he was in Fuhui Music. Joe David himself is already the kind of person who is very talented in piano, let alone has been learning piano for many years.

If Joe David was left to finish playing regardless, then Xiaoxing, who was fighting with him at the time, would have finished playing on the piano.

Xiao Yu didn’t want to see Xiaoxing being so ruined in this regard because of the two-sentence incident, so he disrupted Joe David’s piano music.

Today, Fei Yutong encountered the same thing.

A 16-year-old genius piano boy

Xiao Yu looked at the information in his hand, and Fei Yutong’s confidence doubled after passing the Level 10 exam. Originally on Omi, the frustration of not being able to exert his full strength due to the influence of the mood was also wiped out.

Taking advantage of this opportunity, Fei Yutong reported a domestic youth piano cup. With Fei Yutong’s current ability, it is natural to make it to the finals.

In the semifinals, Fei Yutong met Ruan Zele from other provinces in the game. As far as rushing into the Youth Cup at the age of 16, Ruan Zele can definitely be said to be a genius on the piano.

Moreover, it is a genius with extraordinary ability. The key is that Ruan Zele has not been trained systematically.

When Fei Yutong was imagining and practicing in the background, he happened to ran into Ruan Zele who was stepping on it. Before Ruan Zele came, the staff came to ask Fei Yutong several times if he saw Ruan Zele.

Fei Yutong also explained that he did not know this person, and the staff asked her only because Fei Yutong and Ruan Zele’s numbers were related. In fact, Fei Yutong had never seen him before, so the staff turned to keep calling Ruan Zele.

Just when the staff were about to disqualify Ruan Zele from the competition, and then asked Fei Yutong to prepare, Ruan Zele came to the backstage with a backpack on his back and a wrinkled suit.

Of course, he was taught a lesson by the staff, and Ruan Zele didn’t take his left ear into the right ear and didn’t take it seriously.

At this point, even Fei Yutong, who is nosy, can’t help but say, “It’s too thrilling, you almost couldn’t compete.”

Ruan Zele sat beside her, shining the stains on the shoes while saying, “If you can’t compete, you can’t compete.”

The smile on Fei Yutong’s face froze, and asking “What did you say?” For Fei Yutong, every game is not easy. Of course, for her, every game is also sacred.

Ruan Zele turned his head to look at Fei Yutong strangely and said, “What else can I do if I say you are late?”

Fei Yutong took a breath and said, “You can go out early.”

Ruan Zele took out the chewing gum and put it in his mouth, and took the time to say, “Why can’t I be early, so sleepy.”

Fei Yutong looked at him with an improper attitude, and said angrily, “You will be the next one, you still eat gum.”

“It doesn’t matter, I just throw up when I am.” Ruan Zele said with his hands resting on the back of his head with Erlang’s legs tilted.

Fei Yutong laughed angrily, but seeing Ruan Zele was still young, he turned to say, “You can still get into the semifinals with this attitude. Is it easier for your region this year?”

Ruan Zele glanced at her, and faintly replied, “Well, simple.”

Fei Yutong was dissatisfied with his arrogant attitude, so he kindly said, “There is a sky outside the sky, and there are people outside the world.”

Ruan Zele smiled and asked, “Really, are you the kind of person you are talking about?”

Fei Yutong was taken aback, Ruan Zele sneered and said, “There is a joke in the sky, there is a joke in the sky, but you are so confident that you can compare yourself.”

Fei Yutong blushed for a while and said, “I’m almost 20 years old, and I have been studying the piano for longer than you. How am I ashamed to compare with you”

Ruan Zele sat upright now and looked at her and said, “That said, you are really confident. Oh, yes, you are behind me. If you say this, then it must be compared.”

Fei Yutong was taken aback again, Ruan Zele smiled and said, “I only started learning piano when I was 10 years old, when did you?”

Fei Yutong didn’t think much, and said, “I’m 5 years old.”

Ruan Zele smiled and said, “It’s only more than 10 years, it’s not too short, but it’s worth comparing with me.”

Fei Yutong blinked, and then he realized that he was insulted. No matter how good his temper, he became a little angry. He cursed, “If you started to learn piano at the age of 10, it will only take a few years now. Compared with me, you will lose. “

“It’s okay, I have never lost until now.” Ruan Zele interrupted Fei Yutong, smiled at the front and said, “I remember this time there is a set of repertoires, it seems to be a difficult Liszt clock.”

Fei Yutong said in a loud voice, “Yes, Liszt’s clock, my teacher likes to practice this Liszt’s work, so I have also contacted it. However, it is difficult to play it after I have not studied piano for more than 10 years. .”

Ruan Zele smiled and said, “Why must it be more than 10 years old? Do you have any requirements?”

Fei Yutong was taken aback, shook his head, and could only say, “Because the clock is difficult.”

Ruan Zele smiled and said, “Since we all play this song, it happens to be watched by Zhong Bibi. It is better for you who have studied for 15 years, or me who has studied for 6 years.”

Fei Yutong frowned and said, “This is unreasonable and unfair to you.”

Ruan Zele rolled his eyes to the sky and said, “There is nothing unfair, I just see you so confident to compare. Don’t let me down, sister, sister”

After speaking, Ruan Zele went on stage. Fei Yutong, who was sitting in the backstage, could hear the sound of the front desk. When Ruan Zele started to play, Fei Yutong knew that Ruan Zele was not joking.

It is normal for a piano competition to encounter a stronger opponent than yourself. The mentality is not firm enough, it is inevitable that the game will be affected.

If, she had never spoken to Ruan Zele, but was sitting here waiting for her to come on stage.

Then, she thought, at this time, she would be surprised and even upset by hearing his skills, and might have been sitting in a chair and writhing.

Even if he knew that he was stronger than himself, he wouldn’t make his hands tremble because of this. There is no pianist who has never met a stronger opponent than herself. She still remembers sitting in the backstage listening to the melodious sound of the piano at the front desk at the Omi Competition. Because I knew the gap between them, and because I knew that I was incomparable with the friend of the master, when I came to the stage later, my hand movements were a little stiff. So she hadn’t even been in the semifinals, and was removed during the audition.

However, she does not regret it, everyone must have this experience. She has experienced it and can cross the next mountain better. The master is right, she wants to cross it.

So she went to take the exam. For her now, the tenth level exam is just like playing. She scored high marks very easily and easily, and passed the test very easily.

For her, this is something to be proud of. I used to fail several exams due to accidents due to clumsy hands and even mental tension. The exam at the Conservatory of Music was even harder. I still remember that when the notice came down, her mother took her to eat, drink and shop, doing everything she could.

If it has always been like this, how great

Fei Yutong sat in the background, trembling all over, with cold sweat on his head. Hehe, listening to Ruan Zele’s piano, it is based on fighting the piano, which is different from the piano of the opponent’s competition.

Fei Yutong accepted the Qin fight for the first time, but he didn’t expect this result.

The pressure of extinction, and the constant fear.

Zhong is the third piece of the Pani Etude in Liszt’s piano collection dedicated to the pianist Clara Schumann. Liszt is called the king of dazzling skills, naturally for a reason.

This clock is quite difficult and extremely famous. Liszt adopted the triad style for the clock, in which, because of the many changes and repetitions of the theme, it has the characteristics of variation and rondo.

Fei Yutong kept thinking about these things in her heart. She knew and remembered all the knowledge about Zhong. All of these, including the history of practicing Zhong’s blood and tears, have been understood and studied by her since she came in.

As a student of the Conservatory of Music, there are not a lot of bells. After Fei Yutong heard Xiao Yu’s practice once, he made up his mind to learn it.

Zhong is not as difficult as an amateur pianist, but she is also from the piano academy. As Fei Yutong, who is about to become a pianist, practicing Zhong should not be afraid.

She started practicing clocks very early, but she hasn’t made much progress. After this year’s Omi competition, she picked it up again and spent two afternoons opening the score, after lunch until after 7 o’clock, and then hastily ate dinner and rest.

After that, she practiced intensively every day for more than 8 hours every day. In a week, she finally played smoothly.

Sitting here, she can still remember the details, and she just picked out the days of practice. On the third and fourth pages of the ring finger, she couldn’t practice well anyway because she didn’t grasp the wrist well. The explosive power of the ending failed and the accuracy was not enough.

Every day, every day in these months, she remembered. How tired and hard she practiced. Until she could bounce off smoothly, her sense of accomplishment, the day she was smiling.

These pictures flashed in her mind one by one.

Knowing that the tune of the semi-finals was Zhong Shi, her kind of pride, she thought that this was the first time she had good luck in so many years.

Sweat dripped down Fei Yutong’s forehead onto the back of her clenched hands, both of them were clocks. How could there be such a big difference?

“Zhong is not the most difficult etude, but it is not easy to play it well.” Xiao Yu’s voice is still in my ears. “I know that many students in the Conservatory of Music can overcome these technical difficulties. What is three octaves? Big jumps, vibrato, etc. As long as you are a student in the college, many can be overcome. However, remember that the three eight big jumps must also maintain speed and be granular. These are not simple.”

What the teacher said

Fei Yutong sighed, the bell sounded vividly and vividly. Simulate the sound of a bell through the big jump of tone and tone. She has also played, because the teacher said that she has always maintained the speed, but at this time, Ruan Zele used the variation technique so vividly, so gorgeous playing skills, so perfect bell effect.

Fei Yutong lowered his head, only feeling that the whole world was turning. Did you study for 6 years?

“No. 271, Fei Yutong, it’s your turn.”

Fei Yutong felt that the voice was so far away. How she came on stage, she didn’t remember, whether she played or not, she didn’t even remember.

All she remembered was the look in the audience Ruan Zele looked at her, the frowning brow, and the phrase “Too disappointed, this is a piano player for more than 10 years, you won’t be playing, right?”

She still remembers Ruan Zele’s back when she turned and left, still so young, taking the backpack and flicking her hair away.

When Fei Yutong opened her eyes again, she had already returned to the apartment. From then on, she would not leave the apartment without any need. She doesn’t know what she has been studying for all these years. She doesn’t know. If someone can reach a place where she can’t reach her desperately without effort, then what is her effort?

She remembers that the teacher said that she has the potential to go international, but now, she wants to laugh. It turned out to be just a word of comfort.

It’s horrible to compete with people, it’s horrible

“How is it?” Ji Xuan brought Xiao Yu a bowl of mung bean soup from the kitchen.

Xiao Yu reached out and took it, put down the information in his hand, and asked, “Ran Zele’s matter, you should have investigated it too.”

Ji Xuan took out another document to him and said “Of course.”

Xiao Yu reached out to take it, Ruan Zele, this youth cup, he is the champion. But it is not his first championship. I heard that when he was 4 years old when he saw others playing the piano on TV, he could play with his own toy piano at home.

The family didn’t care at first. He liked the piano. Until he was 10 years old, he taught himself in the school music classroom.

Until he was 10 years old, her music teacher discovered his inhuman talent on the piano. In the words of the old man, this is called a good meal. She only taught a little, and the child played very smoothly.

Not only that, but he can play very well when he only needs to look at the sheet music. When Ruan Zele was 12 years old and graduated from elementary school, the music teacher explained the situation to Ruan Zele’s father, and Ruan Zele’s father asked a piano professor in their province to teach.

Because Ruan Zele has an excellent talent, the professor’s asking price is very low, which makes Ruan’s father more at ease.

Xiao Yu put down the file and said, “I’m going to see him.”

Ji Xuan took another piece of paper to her and said, “I know you would say that. This is where he is now. It just so happened that he was also in Kyoto, attending the summer piano seminar with his professor.”

Xiao Yu said, “That’s just right, I’ll run again without saving.”

The seminar was on the 26th floor of the Wuxing Building on Xuyang Street. When Xiao Yu entered the Wuxing Building, Ruan Zele was fighting the piano on the first floor.

“It’s surly. You have to compare yourself with everyone.” Xiao Yu held a lollipop, and the welcome guest at the door looked at Xiao Yu and asked, “Welcome, may I ask if you are?”

Xiao Yu pointed to the poster board placed in the lobby on the first floor and said, “Come to attend the piano seminar.”

Yingbin smiled and said, “This is the south lobby on the 26th floor.”

Xiao Yu smiled and said, “What are you doing over there?”

The Yingbin looked at the direction that Xiao Yu pointed out and said, “That was an exchange meeting. I heard that there are piano seminars here. Many famous piano teachers come here. Many students and amateur pianists from the piano academy come here to see. Some stayed here on the first floor to play the piano and make friends. This piano was requested by the teacher of the Piano Association.”

Xiao Yu nodded and said, “Then I’ll take a look on the first floor.”

Miss Yingbin nodded, and did not stop her. Xiao Yu nodded to her and passed by.

The first player to play the piano was also a boy. He just finished playing when Xiao Yu passed by, and Ruan Zele was sitting down and preparing to play.

Ruan Zele also said that his skills are natural instincts. With just a little practice, the skills are far better than those of piano players who practice all year round. It is valuable, and his emotional expression is not bad.

Xiao Yu put his hands in his pockets and watched Ruan Zele’s end, the boy who was fighting with him bowed his head and gave up.

Ruan Zele glanced at him and said weakly, “Scum, are you really the number one in your department?”

The boy clenched his fists with both hands, and the friends around him shouted angrily, “You speak politely, what kind of scum, you are great, you have won, can you win for a lifetime?” Then he patted the boy on the shoulder and said, ” It’s okay, victory or defeat is commonplace in the military, and there is no one who will never be defeated.”

Ruan Zele sat on the piano bench, moving his legs boredly and said, “I never lost.”

If the boys don’t believe me, look at him, Ruan Zele sneered and said, “This is so simple, it’s not easy to lose if you want to lose.”

Seeing that a quarrel was about to develop between the two, Xiao Yu stepped forward and knocked on the piano cover with a lollipop in his hand.

The crisp voice quickly stopped the excited boys, and Ruan Zele looked at her suspiciously. Xiao Yu smiled and asked “You have never lost”

Ruan Zele nodded and looked at her with a puzzled look.

Xiao Yu smiled and said, “It’s better than a game.”

Ruan Zele seemed a little tired, and said, “I don’t want to fight the piano again.”

Xiao Yu didn’t care, and smiled slightly and said, “Since you don’t want to fight anymore, I’ll play a song for you.”

Ruan Zele got up without a need, and said, “Then compare how difficult you want to compare, and who is better than the same song.”

Xiao Yu sat on the piano bench and pressed a few keys to get a rough idea of ​​the piano’s sound. He smiled and said, “Whatever you want, but I only play the clock.”

Ruan Zele was taken aback, and said, “In this case, I’ll play the clock too.”

Xiao Yu turned his head and smiled at him and said, “It’s all right.”

Ruan Zele was happy and asked her, “You look like a child.”

Xiao Yu raised her eyebrows and Ruan Zele asked her “How old are you and have been studying for several years”

Xiao Yu didn’t respond. The boy who had been compared with Ruan Zele just now walked to Xiao Yu’s side and said, “Little sister, forget it, don’t compare with him. No matter how good the piano is, his character is a mess.”

“It’s okay.” Xiao Yu said, grabbing the lollipop, then took a breath and started.

Xiao Yu also has a unique love for Zhong. This piece was originally played by Paganini’s violin, and the original mother often practiced at home. Liszt was also deeply attracted by this, so he had this adapted clock.

It is written in Rondo form, and every time the theme appears, it changes a new way of playing. Xiao Yu’s natural movements and gorgeous gestures gave full play to the piano playing skills.

Ruan Zele stared blankly, watched Xiao Yu’s dreamy fingering, watched the brilliant jump, his hands popped out like cool fireworks, so amazing.

Of course, Ruan Zeyue’s playing speed is not low, and even Zhong himself asks the pianist to understand this music not so well.

However, different pianists play different clocks. Not to mention, he is just a novice piano player, no matter how talented he is, he has to admit his jerky performance.

“Remember, the girl who played this piece with you? If you are really skilled, you should know that the existence of a pianist is not suppressing. The purpose of fighting the piano is not winning or losing. It has always been communication on the piano. “Xiao Yu looked at Ruan Zele, “If you really just want to show off your skills with others, then I want to say, boy, you are still tender.”

The left and right hands ran quickly, the scattered clusters quickly jumped out of the keys, the explosive ground notes at the end of the clock, and its fast hand speed, under the invisible fingers, shook the eardrums and shocked everyone present.

Even if the sound has stopped, it makes people feel the reverberation. Not the same, just like the difference between amateur and professional.

Xiao Yu got up, smiled and said, “There are too many outstanding people or things in the world. There are sky outside the sky, and there are people outside the world.”