The Struggles of Being A Mother of Villains - Chapter 87

After the etude, the teachers nodded and signaled Xiao Yu to continue. It is naturally impossible to play only one etude in 30 minutes. The competition has the rules of the competition, and the semi-final requires players to play etudes, fugue works, classical sonatas, and self-selected music.

As for the second fugue, Xiao Yu chose the falling pitch of the first episode of the well-known equal temperament piano. The long melody is like telling noble and great emotions, and looking at us with loving eyes.

As a classical sonata, Xiao Yu chose Beethoven’s Sad Sonata. In this competition, for every piece of Xiao Yu’s music, she chose a piano piece that suits her mood. To some extent, this approach can better express her piano.

Xiao Yu gave the beginning of the sad song very well, a long, extremely slow, full of sadness, and then turned it into an allegro. Just like her despair at the time, when she made the wrong choice, she found that she was an enemy of the world, full of despair and sadness. The subsequent revenge is like waves in a hurricane, one after another.

The sadness in the piano music reveals a trace of firmness, the heavy introductions are full of ancient Greek tragedy atmosphere, the eloquent tone has the spirit of giants, there is no trace of lingering love for children, and the indignation and presence of fate Desperate and unyielding tolerance.

Accompanied by music, Xiao Yu thinks yes, when I’m not working, I can pick up **** to survive. When I don’t have legs, I have two hands. As long as there is still a breath, it means that Xiao Yu is still alive. As long as I live, that’s fine.

The final Rondo Sonata form is connected to the theme and motivation at the beginning, with unstable wandering emotions in the melody, and an uncertain mentality. The clear theme also quickly hints at the unstable mentality. At the end, the insert part expressed a real strong and stable will with a firm tone of declaration.

The success of this song, the judges are very generous on their faces. The selections of the contestants are very good, and the expressiveness and appeal are breathtaking.

The staff did not fill in the form to tell which tunes each played. The test was the ability and mentality of the players on the spot. Will it fluctuate? When someone plays better, would you still choose the one you prepared?

The three selected by Xiao Yu, whether it is an etude in c minor, an equal temperament piano or a sad sonata, were not her earliest set. After practicing for a month, she still made changes before the scene. Her state of mind at this time can’t play the original song, so change it

The judges and teachers in the audience thought that Xiao Yu’s last piece of music would be the same type of choice. As a result, Xiao Yu’s music chose a poll that is simple and easy to understand and feels comfortable for the listener.

Seeing the women on the stage bow and exit, the judges were a little bit unresponsive. Everyone looked at each other and then nodded. Although the last song was not satisfactory, the performance of the first three songs was enough for her to stand out.

After returning to the auditorium, Xiao Yu sat beside Ji Xu in silence, and Ji Xu secretly looked at her, only to see Xiao Yu’s face cold and sad.

Ji Xuan stretched out and took Xiao Yu’s hand and said, “Let’s go back.”

Zhang Tianyu heard it and turned around and said, “Aren’t you guys haven’t heard my sister play yet”

Ji Xuan said indifferently, “Listen next time.” Then he took Xiao Yu out and went out.

Zhang Bingyu looked at his brother and said, “Forget it, Sister Xiao is in a bad mood, Ji Xuan is taking her to relax.”

Zhang Tianyu said a few words, then gave up and continued to wait for Zhang Bingyu’s performance.

“Take you to play.” Ji Xuan pulled Xiao Yu into the car, and then drove out of the garage while asking her “Where do you want to play?”

Xiao Yu looked at the cars coming and going in front of him and said, “Amusement park, I want to make a Ferris wheel. I haven’t made a Ferris wheel yet.”

Ji Xuan’s hand paused, he turned his head to look at Xiao Yu, and then replied firmly, “Okay, I will take you to ride the Ferris wheel.”

Today is the weekend and there are a lot of people in the amusement park. It was 11 o’clock when Xiao Yu raced, and it was already lunch time when the two drove to the amusement park.

Seeing that Xiao Yu’s mood seemed a little better, Ji Xuan asked her “eat”

Xiao Yu nodded and said, “Eat, eat if you are hungry.”

Ji Xuan smiled, took her hand, and whispered, “If there are too many people, it will go away.”

Xiao Yu muttered, “It’s not a child, and it’s okay to go away.” But he still didn’t shake Ji Xu’s hand and followed him.

The amusement park was the one that Ji Xuan brought Xiao Yu and two children to. The amusement park is very big. Last time I played with the children, because I switched to buying clothes at noon, I didn’t have time to get on the Ferris wheel.

Coming back today, there is still a sea of ​​people, Ji Xuan turned around and asked Xiao Yu “What do you like to eat?”

Xiao Yu said, “I want to eat fried rice.” When Xiao Yu died, her mother didn’t even know that she missed her a little bit.

Ji Xu paused, and did not say much, but took Xiao Yu to a restaurant.

“Hello, how many?” The waiter at the door saw the two people who came in and hurried forward to lead the way.

Ji Xuan said, “Two.” The waiter took them to a small position.

Ji Xuan asked “Do you have fried rice here?”

The waiter froze and said, “No, but we have wooden barrel rice and rice bowls. See if you have one.”

Xiao Yu was a little lost, Ji Xuan frowned. He couldn’t see Xiao Yu’s expression like this, so he got up and said to Xiao Yu, “Wait a minute.”

Then he took the waiter and left. Xiao Yu didn’t ask Ji Xuan what to do. She sat in the seat, supporting her chin with one hand. Seeing the people coming and going outside, tourists holding or holding their children, the whole family joked and laughed happily. There are also couples together, wearing scarves and gloves, holding hands, and inadvertently looking at each other is sweet and greasy.

Another waiter served two glasses of juice. Xiao Yu took a sip. It was grape juice, which tasted good.

Xiao Yu didn’t know how long he waited. Suddenly, a fragrance floated. There was a plate of fried rice in front of me. The rice grains were wrapped in soy sauce, and each was distinctly plump, with emerald green peppers, red ham and yellow eggs dotted with it.

Xiao Yu was taken aback, looked up, and saw that Ji Xuan was placing another plate in his place. He turned his head to look at Xiao Yu, smiled and said, “Try it.”

Xiao Yu lowered his head and took a bite, unlike the chef’s craftsmanship. This is a homely taste, not as exquisite as the restaurant chef’s, but it feels aftertaste.

“Is it delicious?” Ji Xuan had already sat opposite, he took a sip of the juice and asked.

Xiao Yu nodded and asked “You fried it”

Ji Xuan smiled and said, “I went to other stores to find out, and they did not sell fried rice. The owner told me that this amusement park only sells fried rice, but it is very far away. You just finished the game, let’s say you are dressed outside. It’s too cold and it’s easy to catch cold along the way. So, I borrowed the kitchen with them.”

Seeing Ji Xuan’s appearance, Xiao Yu suddenly frowned and smiled, the last thing in his heart disappeared.

She smiled and said, “You have fired before”

Ji Xuan also lowered his head and took a bite and said, “I lived alone when I was in the army. If I can’t cook, I can only eat instant noodles every day.”

Speaking of this, Ji Xuan paused for her hand and said “At that time”

Xiao Yu interrupted, “Fried rice is delicious.”

Ji Xuan laughed suddenly and said, “After eating, I will take you to the Ferris wheel.”

The Ferris wheel of this amusement park is built by the river, 160 meters high, and laps for half an hour. Many people were queuing up, and Ji Xuan took Xiao Yu up, the cockpit was about 3 square meters. There are benches on both sides, and the table in the middle can hold a lot of things. Ji Xuan took Ji Yu to sit once before, so this time he prepared a lot of things.

“Eat”

Xiao Yu said thank you, Ji Xuan prepared drinks, snacks and some fruits. This small space slowly began to move, watching the scenery in front of him slowly disappear, and the sky slowly came into view, Xiao Yu was a little stunned.

The speed of the Ferris wheel was not fast, and there would be no discomfort. Xiao Yu looked at the people like ants below. The scenery in the distance began to be fully visible, the boats drifting on the river, the humans walking in the amusement park, the orderly vehicles in the city, the tall buildings and the green hills.

“Like it”

Xiao Yu looked back at Ji Xuan, he was still sitting there straight, his voice was peculiar to a man. It’s very beautiful, like itching through boots, making people throbbing.

With the arrival of spring, the days of the day are getting longer and longer. But the night of March came early. Even at noon, it was still very bright outside, but Xiao Yu knew that the sky would slowly darken in less than an hour.

Ji Xuan, who was sitting opposite, didn’t care about this, he didn’t care about everything, and now he just wanted to make the woman opposite to laugh.

Xiao Yu lowered his head and smiled, and said, “What a fool.”

Ji Xuan “”

Ji Xuan didn’t know what Xiao Yu had said, but he saw Xiao Yu smile, and that was fine. Her mind, optimism, and even strength have always been in her, and he can see it all the time.

So that she saw her loss, he was so uncomfortable, she shouldn’t be like this. He grabbed her hand for the first time and took her away from the place that took her smile away.

He takes her where she wants to go. Seeing her smile, Ji Xuan knew that it was still effective. No wonder Ji Yan said that she would make her happy. Yes, it is so important for her to be happy.

“Ji Xuan.” Xiao Yu’s voice was soft, revealing a kind of coquettish taste.

This kind of acting like a baby is also the most irresistible for Ji Xuan. She just wants to jump on her and do something.

Later, when Ji Xuan thinks of this moment again, he can remember the happiness and excitement at this time. He never knew that there would be such a turning point.

“Why are you so good to me?” Xiao Yu looked at him, and the wind blowing in from the window still had the coolness of winter. She blinked and smiled playfully at Jixuan.

Ji Xuan was stunned for a while. At that moment, countless thoughts passed through his mind, and they all returned to Ji Yan’s proactive attack.

“Because I love you.” Ji Xuan’s head heated up, and she said without thinking. After speaking, he himself was stunned. It’s too late to save, and the words have already been spoken, just like spilled water that can’t be recovered.

He looked at Xiao Yu nervously, a big man who was almost 30 years old with the embarrassment of a young man on his face.

After Xiao Yu’s hair fell to her ears, she smiled and replied, “This is a coincidence. I happen to have a good impression of you too.”

“Ah” Ji Xuan yelled in disbelief, and then asked “Really”

“Sir, here it is.” The cockpit door was pulled open by the staff.

Ji Xuan almost didn’t spit out a mouthful of blood, he touched his body in a panic, and threw a card to the person and said, “Sit again.”

Then he closed the door, and the cockpit slowly left the platform. After picking up the card, the staff looked at the departed cockpit and shouted, “Mr. Sir, you have to wait in line again.”

It’s a pity that the Ferris wheel is always a work that never stops. It always runs these cockpits at a constant speed. The staff can’t stop the entire Ferris wheel just because of one person. They can only curse badly and take the card to swipe it.

“You promised me just now.” When the cockpit calmed down, Ji Xuan watched Xiao Yu seriously and asked.

Xiao Yu raised her eyebrows and said, “Do you think what I just said counts as a promise?”

Ji Xuan nodded, “Forget it, of course it counts.” A fool would say no.

“That’s a promise.” Xiao Yu smiled. “But Ji Xuan, can you tell if you like me? Do you like me before or who I am now, or you just like me as the mother of children at this point”

“Does this need to be said?” Ji Xuan shook his legs excitedly. He looked around, a little unable to calm down, and did not know what he could do in this small cockpit.

He grabbed a bag of potato chips and said, “Of course I like you, Xiao Yu. If I don’t like you, but just like you in the past, we are in the present state, I will naturally not tell you this. You won’t be entangled, after all, you’re different from before, and so am I. And finding a mother for the children is even more unnecessary. I can find a mother for the children, whatever. I just want to find it for myself A wife.”

Ji Xuan blushed a little as he said, glanced at Xiao Yu, and firmly said, “A wife who can stay with me for the rest of my life, I also want to stay with her for the rest of my life.”

Xiao Yu nodded and said indifferently, “If you have such a high belief, but the way you pursue me is too vague.”

Ji Xuan froze, looked at Xiao Yu weakly and said “you know”

Xiao Yu smiled and laughed hahahahahahahahahaha. “I’m not sure, after all, I feel very good and perfect. I mean, I’m pretty stinky. But not everyone thinks so, so I kind of doubt it is me. You are passionate about yourself. Your current behavior tells me that you are indeed pursuing me lately.”

Ji Xuan said dryly, “Is it obvious?”

Xiao Yu shook his head and said, “If you don’t understand you, it won’t be obvious. Therefore, I am very anxious for you.”

Ji Xuan is not stupid, he will come over at a glance, he asked, “You just asked me why I was nice to you because of”

Xiao Yu nodded, “Um,” she said with a smile, “Give you a chance to confess, how about it?”

Ji Xuan stared at her blankly for a while, then took her body and kissed her eloquent Yin Tao mouth, intermittently answering “Excellent.”

“Sir, you can come down.”

The same staff member, in the same tone, opened the door and saw Ji Xuan, and immediately said, “It’s you, hurry down, fine.”

Ji Xuan was holding one of his eyes, but with a big smile on her face, she pulled Xiao Yu down, and happily asked the staff, “Where should the fine be fined?”

Staff “” How do I feel you are very happy

Another staff member took Ji Xuan to the fine. Ji Xuan was reluctant to let Xiao Yu go, so she took her to go with her. This is the wife who has finally been found.

Ji Xuan said in Xiao Yu’s ear as he walked, “Hey, wife.”

Xiao Yu speechlessly watched him, “Are you owed, why did you call a wife?”

Although Xiao Yu was fierce, but Ji Xuan looked at Xiao Yu’s red ears. He knew that Xiao Yu was as shy as him, and he was happier in his heart. Being shy means that my wife likes me, and that she likes me means she also loves me. Although she was scared because I kissed her, he was happy to be punched.

He Xiao missed her little mouth for a long time, it was incredible. However, it is beautiful, moisturizing, and soft when eaten, which is sweeter than imagined. He couldn’t help but want to get started at the time, of course, this punch was also timely.

“Oh, you are back. I heard the old man from Zhang’s family say that you kidnapped Xiao Yu from my house.” Grandpa Ji had just gotten down from the stairs and said to Ji Xuan coolly when he saw the two entering the door.

He immediately said to Xiao Yu enthusiastically, “My little rain came back, have you eaten yet, I bought a local chicken, Uncle Zheng has cooked it, you go to decorate and drink, warm up.”

Ji Xuan said quickly, “Go and drink more.”

Ji Yu poked her head out of the sofa and said, “Dad, didn’t you say you would be back in the afternoon, why did you go all day?”

Xiao Yu passed by, touched her head, turned into the kitchen by the way, and left the sentence “Go to the amusement park.”

Ji Yu got angry and jumped off the sofa and said, “Dad, you didn’t take us to the amusement park. Brother Xiaolie came to our house for the first time. We haven’t taken him around to play. You secretly went to play by yourself.”

Ji Xuan apologized to her with a smile on her face, “I’m sorry, Dad won’t be anymore.”

Ji Yan glanced at his brother, suddenly frowned, looked closer and said, “Brother, is your left eye a bit blue?”

Ji Xuan continued to pat Ji Yan’s shoulder with a smile on her face and said, “How come you are mistaken.”

Ji Yan got goosebumps instantly, almost screaming, brother, what’s wrong with you

Bi Yiran cast a glance and said, “I look a little bit too.”

Xiao Yu came out of the kitchen just in time to hear it, and went back into the kitchen with the soup emptyly.

When Ji Xuan saw her, little flowers sprouted in her heart. My wife is so cute, even her expression of guilty conscience is so cute.

Xiao Ruoguang took advantage of the cartoon ad to look at his father, then turned his head and said to Wen Lie, “Daddy has been laughing today, it must be something good.”

Wen Lie rarely has time to watch cartoons, even the stories of sheep and wolves that Ji Yu doesn’t like to watch. Wen Lie and Xiao Ruoguang also watched with gusto. He looked at Ji Xuan and said, “I think Uncle Ji has encountered something good, but what is it?”

Xiao Ruoguang shook his head, and the cartoon started again, and he stopped watching.

Only Ji Yu frowned and pulled Ji Xuan and asked, “Dad, why are you so happy?”

Ji Xuan couldn’t hide the smile on her face. He said strangely, “Do I have one?”

Ji Yan suddenly had a flash of inspiration and asked, “Are you going to succeed?”

Ji Xuan patted his shoulder earnestly, and smiled and said, “You can’t do it, I will give you extra pocket money.”

“Fuck” Ji Yan looked at Ji Xuan incredulously and said, “You can succeed like this”

“Ahhhhh”

Xiao Yu heard Ji Yan’s scream suddenly coming from the living room, somewhat inexplicably.

Grandpa Ji also shouted from the living room, “Xiaoyu, Bingyu told me that you have competed and will participate in the final tomorrow.”

Xiao Yu knew it when he answered. Seeing Uncle Zheng was cooking, he returned to the living room with chicken soup.

I had dinner in the evening and watched TV, because tomorrow is Sunday, a few children will play in the living room.

Xiao Yu wanted to get up early to play the next day, so Xiaoguang and a few others played by themselves and told them to go to bed earlier. Then he went upstairs with a yawn, and Ji Xuan followed eagerly.

Seeing Xiao Yu about to close the door, Ji Xuan quickly blocked her with her hand and asked, “Are you going to sleep now?”

Xiao Yu frowned and asked, “Otherwise”

Ji Xuan showed a charming smile and said, “Do you want me to accompany you?”

Xiao Yu looked indifferent, “I don’t want to.”

Ji Xuan “You are not like when you just confessed to me.”

Xiao Yu buttoned his ears and asked, “What did you just say?”

Ji Xuan “I mean you are not like when I confessed to you just now, if you don’t want to, I kind of think, is it possible?”

Some scenes from the Ferris wheel suddenly popped out of Xiao Yu’s mind. He glanced at him, blushing and said, “No.”

Ji Xuan took a look, and couldn’t help but lowered his head to peck her mouth, and said vaguely, “You can’t hit any more this time, it will really leave traces.”

Xiao Yu felt that he was wronged too, and pushed Ji Xu away and said, “Who made you jump over suddenly? Beasts? I look at you but you are only 17 or 8 years old.

Ji Xuan “”

He paused, then looked at Xiao Yu, and said in a word, “You are also 26, I remember someone who is almost 30, let’s be honest.”

Xiao Yu””

Xiao Yu showed a gentle and pleasant smile, and then slammed the door shut in front of Ji Xuan.

Ji Xuan “”

Looking at the people in front of him, Ji Xuanxu slapped herself and cursed, “It makes you mean, what she said, it should be done.”

The next day, Xiao Yu went to bed together and quickly washed and went downstairs.

Ji Xu had already been sitting in the living room reading the newspaper, and everyone else was still sleeping, so Ji Xu was alone in the living room.

With the halo of his body, he showed a flattering smile to Xiao Yu, and said, “Xiao Yu, you are young after you sleep. It looks like you are 17 or 8 years old.”

Kong Yuqing came out with breakfast “”What happened to my master?

Xiao Yu”” He still remembers what happened yesterday

“Master, madam for dinner,” Kong Yuqing cried out, putting the dishes in order.

Ji Xuan put the newspaper aside and said, “Such a young rain, let’s eat together”

“Xiao Yu” Is this the legendary desire to survive?

“Such a young Xiao Yu, I’ll help you pick what you want to eat.” Ji Xuan said politely, holding his chopsticks.

Xiao Yu “Stop screaming, I can’t eat anymore.”

“Why can’t you eat such a young Xiaoyu? I asked Uncle Zheng to change it. What would such a young Xiaoyu want to eat?” Ji Xuan asked seriously.

Xiao Yu revealed her usual aunt with a smile and said, “Ji Xuan, let me say one more thing.” Xiao Yu gestured her neck.

Ji Xuan “Okay, I see, such a young Xiao Yu.”

Xiao Yu “”It seemed that he was not wanting to live, he was wanting to die.