The Surrogate Bride of Young General Leng - Chapter 328
Ding Yi has never dared to say what he really thinks in his heart. Now, taking the opportunity of Bai peiya to ask him, Ding Yi simply tells Bai peiya all the words he had repressed for a long time.
“But I have also told you why I like Leng Yuhe. He has saved me more than once, so in my heart, his advantages are enough to cover up the bad things he has done to me.”
“If your love for him begins with his saving your life, do you remember how many times I saved you from childhood to adulthood?”
A question suddenly comes from Ding Yi, which makes Bai peiya feel overwhelmed. She doesn’t know how to answer it, because she really can’t remember it for a long time.
“I…”
Listening to Bai peiya’s faltering words, Ding Yi already knew her answer, and quite laughed at herself.
“Look, Leng Yuhe just happened to save you twice. You have impressed him so deeply in your heart. However, I have saved you so many times since I was young, and you have suffered so many injuries. You have never paid attention to me.”
The smile on Ding Yi’s face is getting bigger and bigger, but it makes people feel inexplicable heartache after seeing it, just like Bai peiya at the moment.
“Ding Yi, it’s not so. Why do you think so? In my heart, I really always regard you as my best friend, and regard you as the most trustworthy and dependent person besides my family. ”
“Yes, it is because you have put me in such a position for a long time, so even after seeing my feelings for you clearly, you always pretend that you don’t know anything and avoid answering me.”
Bai peiya’s heart was suddenly said by Ding Yi. She had already known that Ding Yi had a special feeling for her.
However, in order not to lose and not to hurt, Bai peiya finally chose to keep the current state with Ding Yi as if nothing had happened.
But what Bai peiya didn’t expect was that it was her practice that made Ding Yi even more hurt.
“I’m sorry…”
So far, Bai peiya really feels a bit ashamed of Ding Yi.
“Don’t apologize to me, because no matter what kind of shock and pain you make me suffer, I’m willing to.”
“But Ding Yi, I like Leng Yuhe. What does this have to do with you?”
“If you like him and he also likes you, I will definitely bless you in silence, because as long as you can get happiness, even if the person who gives you happiness is not me, I will be happy for you.”
Ding Yi’s eyes gradually become a little hot, which makes Bai peiya afraid to look at him, so he can only move his eyes to the side.
“He is so bad to you, but you are more and more stubborn day by day. It is the most difficult thing for me to accept.”
Ding Yi is constantly telling the pain, but his expression is becoming more and more insipid.
“So from then on, I was wondering if one day if I was strong enough to protect you at any time, your eyes would slowly shift from him to me, so that you would not have to suffer so much.”
After hearing this, Bai peiya only felt that her nose was sour. It turned out that the culprit of the whole thing was himself.
When Ding Yi looks at Bai peiya, he already knows what she is thinking.
“I’m telling you this because I want you to know the truth, not to blame yourself after you know it. If so, I might as well not tell you.”
“No, I want to know.”
“Then you have to promise me that you must adjust your mood and not take all the mistakes on yourself.”
Bai peiya took a deep breath after listening to him, tried to stabilize her mood, and then nodded to Ding Yi.
Ding Yi then went on.
“Maybe it’s because I’ve been stimulated by Leng Yuhe, so I can’t hide my feelings for you as well as I did before. I always show them in my words or eyes. After a long time, I will be found by others.”
“You mean my brother, don’t you
“Yes, he is.”
When Ding Yi thought of this, he seemed to hear the scornful words Bai Chongxiu had said in his ear before, and saw Bai Chongxiu standing opposite him without paying any attention to him.
“In his heart, I have always been just a servant with you, so he absolutely does not allow me to have such feelings for you.”
The anger hidden in Ding Yi’s heart has gradually been led out, and his voice has changed significantly.
“Many times, without your knowledge, he directly pointed out my feelings for you, told me that everything was delusion, and hoped that I could recognize the difference between me and you.”
“Ding Yi…”
Bai peiya heard him talk about this and knew that Ding Yi was opening his scar to himself, so she wanted to ask him not to continue.”You don’t have to worry about me. Now that these things are over, I think I can tell you about them.”
Bai peiya heard Ding Yi’s stubborn reply, so she had to give up her idea and continue to listen quietly.
“In a word, all these things are piled together, which makes me feel more and more that my identity and status at that time are not worthy of you, so I tried every means to make myself climb higher and higher.”
“But how can you do this by yourself?”
Finally, Bai peiya asked a very important question.
After hearing this, Ding Yi is struggling repeatedly in his heart. He doesn’t know whether he should also tell Bai peiya these things.
“There are really some secrets about this question…”
When Ding Yi said this, he wanted to stop.
Bai peiya thought that the secret was not even his own, so he told him he didn’t want to hear it.
It is precisely because of Bai peiya’s refusal that Ding Yi wants to tell her.
“I don’t want to hide it from you, but I’m worried that after I tell you…”
“You’re worried that when you tell me, I’ll turn around and tell my brother, right?”
Ding Yi nods slightly as an answer, but Bai peiya smiles.
“Then I can tell you for sure that our conversation today is only a secret of the two of us. I will never tell anyone, including my brother.”
Bai peiya expressed his determination to keep the secret for Ding Yi, leaving the rest to Ding Yi for his own decision.
Ding Yi looks at Bai peiya’s face, which is still so delicate and beautiful. Now he is standing in front of him, and his face is full of trust in himself.
However, although the president’s words just now were all untrue, for example, his words were completely untrue.
If one day, she knew that her favorite father died at home because of herself, would she never get her forgiveness again?
“Ding Yi?”
Bai peiya starts to get distracted after hearing Ding Yi’s words, so she reaches out and shakes in front of him.
“Well? What
“Why are you suddenly there? If you still don’t want to tell me, it doesn’t matter. You have the right to make your own decisions. I will never force others to be hard pressed, and I won’t blame you because you don’t tell me your secrets. ”
“You misunderstood me. I don’t want to tell you. I just suddenly think of something else.”
Ding Yi smiles at Bai peiya in a hurry, trying to cover up his inner guilt with such a smile.
“In fact, the reason why I came to this position was not on my own, but more on receiving help from others.”
“Help, can I know who it is?”
“Wang Shicong.”
“Wang Shicong?”
Bai peiya repeated the name, always feeling that she was a little familiar, as if she had heard it somewhere.
“He is the governor of S Province, and also It’s also a hidden member of state y
“What?”
This is the first time Ding Yi has told his secret. No matter what the future will be like, at least he feels very relaxed now.
Bai peiya is quite different from him. Now she is full of disbelief.
Although she is ready, maybe Ding Yi’s answer will surprise her very much. However, Bai peiya did not expect that Ding Yi would seek the skin of a tiger.
Thinking that country y had been sending troops to m Province before, Bai peiya couldn’t help being angry.
“No matter how strong the desire for power and status is in your heart, you should not use such a way to obtain it. The people of Y are our biggest enemies. You should rely on their strength. I, I really don’t know what to say to you.”
“I know you can’t accept it, but this is the truth you’ve always wanted to know. Are you very disappointed with me now? Don’t you want to see me again?”
Ding Yi said, his tone also became more and more low. He did not worry about the world’s criticism of him, but he cared about Bai peiya’s view of him.
“No, I admit I’m a little disappointed with you, but I didn’t say I don’t want to see you again.”
If it was Bai peiya in the past, maybe she would turn around and go straight into the room, ignoring Ding Yi.
Even though Pei Ya has experienced so many different things recently, she has become more and more mature.
“What do you mean?”
“I mean, as long as you are willing to correct all the mistakes you have done from now on, I can still treat you as before and become good friends more equally with you.”